The accident in my life is only you

I stood under the steps and turned to look back at Liu Shu behind me, only to see that she had already retracted her protruding head and was walking towards me.

She walked to the edge of the steps and stood still, but she didn't intend to go down. Then, she leaned towards me, stood on the steps and looked at me with a small smile on her lips, as if she met me in the corridor in high school. Smile when it comes to me.

It's been a long time since we've been so close, and it's been a long time since I've seen Liu Shu smile at me like this.

I stood at the bottom of the steps like this, looking up at Liu Shu in front of me, as if someone had tapped the acupoints, the thoughts in my mind were instantly withdrawn, and I couldn't remember what I was going to do just now.

Liu Shu stood still in front of me and leaned over, "Why don't you ask me why I want to come to study all of a sudden?"

I pursed my lips, my thoughts were a little confused, but I still followed her words and asked, "Then why did you come to study all of a sudden?"

"Why do you just ask me if I ask you? It's still so easy to deceive." She looked at me with a dull look, and laughed out loud, that smile was clear and bright, as if she had traveled through time five years ago.

After a short pause, he put away his smile and continued, "Actually, I didn't want to come to study, but my mother insisted that I come to study, and I thought, just come, anyway, Jiangcheng is also a place I am familiar with."

I thought about what she said carefully, and I didn't know what she meant by asking me to ask such a question.

When my thoughts were wandering, Liu Shu got closer to me. She stretched out a hand, brushed the broken hair on my forehead and said softly: "Yingying, why don't I run away with you, I don't want to study anymore .”

I stood under the steps, suddenly thinking.

Her movements were skillful, without embarrassment, as if we had never been separated in these years, and there had never been any quarrels or estrangements.

At this time, her eyes were bright, her expression was serious and pious.

This sentence passed through my heart and grabbed it, like a fine net, getting tighter and tighter. After a burst of violent beating, my heart seemed to stop soon.

There was a slight throbbing at the tip of my heart, and it rippled, as if a tempting poisonous flower was about to bloom, making people sink.

But I still woke up quickly, suppressed the uncontrollable thoughts in my heart, and raised the corners of my mouth, revealing a slight alienation.

Because I still know in my heart that this sentence may just be a lie she is used to telling.Regardless of whether it's her temptation or the true thoughts in her heart, I am no longer the Lin Ying I used to be, and I will never foolishly believe what she said unintentionally, and even keep it in my heart.

"You, don't be joking, your mother has already signed up for you, do you want her to hunt and kill me?" I smiled with relief, forcing myself to treat it as a joke.

After saying this, regardless of her answer, she turned around and walked down.

Liu Shu, who was behind me, saw the strange smile on the corner of my mouth, and was slightly stunned, but he quickly reacted, followed my footsteps, and smiled as he walked: "Okay, just take it as a joke, okay, Don't be angry."

Liu Shu, no matter whether your joke is on your mind or not, it's too late, too late, a whole year late.

But now, things have changed, and we may not be able to go back to the beginning.

By the time we returned to the dormitory after buying daily necessities, the other roommates in the dormitory had already packed up and left, and they were no longer in the dormitory.

Liu Shu's mother was sitting on the bed of Liu Shu's lower bunk, holding a mobile phone in her hand, talking to the person on the other end of the phone in her native dialect, with a high-pitched and sharp voice.

And that bed may have just been packed by her roommate, and it is still a little damp, but it is covered with a mat.

We looked at each other, and put the daily necessities in our hands on the empty bed next to each other in a tacit agreement, and then Liu Shu carried the water alone to the balcony to fetch water.

I wanted to go over to help, but because of being in front of her mother, I can't behave too enthusiastically. After all, I am just a friend Liu Shu just met last year. If I do too many actions, I may soon be exposed. Come as Lin Ying.

So I had no choice but to lay the leaflets I just received downstairs on the edge of the bed next to the empty bed, and then sat on it, obediently watching Liu Shu come in and out busy.

Quietly without saying a word.

Her mother babbled on the phone for a while before finally hanging up.

Then he stood up, grabbed the rag that was wiping the bed board from Liu Shu's hand, and said to Liu Shu in a tone of hatred for iron and steel, "Can you wipe it clean like this? It's still dirty after a long time of wiping." Yes, come down for me, I'll go up and wipe, I can't do anything clearly..."

The rag in Liu Shu's hand had already been taken by her mother, so she had no choice but to get off the ladder empty-handed. When she turned to wash her hands on the balcony, she turned her head and smiled helplessly in my direction.

But at this time, I was facing her mother, and it was not appropriate to have too many expressions in front of her mother. I had no choice but to put my fist on my mouth, and lowered my head to hide the smile on the corner of my mouth.

Liu Shu quickly washed his hands and walked back to the dormitory. He also put a flyer on the edge of the bed next to me and sat side by side with me.

We didn't talk to each other anymore, for fear of leaking the truth in front of her mother, we only occasionally met our eyes for a while, and then moved away silently again.

Her mother scrubbed the bed back and forth twice before getting off the bed. After washing her hands, she took her mobile phone to the balcony to make a call.

Her mother turned her back to us, looking at the tall buildings in the distance, talking loudly with the person on the other end of the phone, the sharp voice came into the dormitory and echoed in the empty dormitory.

Since I have always been very timid about this voice, I still sat obediently, not daring to say anything.But Liu Shu took a chance, leaned her body slightly, with her mother behind her back, and leaned her head to joke with me.

Soon, her mother hung up the phone, returned to the dormitory, sat on the stool opposite us, and continued to operate the content on the mobile phone.

Perhaps she saw Liu Shu lowering her head and whispering to me, or she noticed Liu Shu and my small movements early in the morning, so she suddenly said in a cold voice: "Are you that Yingying?"

In an instant, my heart sank, my heart tightened, and I couldn't speak, as if I was caught by someone, I felt a little nervous, like a light on my back.

I didn't dare to look up at her at this moment, nor did I dare to answer.

Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, her mother continued on her own: "Do you think I can't understand what you are saying? Although I am just a countryman, I actually understand what you speak, whether it is the native dialect or Mandarin." can understand."

I was a little restless, and I didn't dare to turn my head to see Liu Shu's expression, so I had to lower my head.

The sharp voice continued, and the words still made people shudder, "Don't you deliberately say strange things in front of me, thinking that I don't understand?"

I still didn't dare to answer anything, I just hid my head and ears like an ostrich.

The voice that has been carefully hidden all the time, she didn't even dare to say anything or make many movements along the way, but she was still recognized by her mother. I wish I could have a hole in the ground at this time to hide myself from these cold Words scolded.

But at this time, seeing her mother was about to say something sharper, Liu Shu beside her didn't intend to stop her, and didn't even say a word.

It's like the embarrassment her mother gave me on the phone during the summer vacation of the college entrance examination. At that time, I couldn't open my mouth to contradict her as an elder, but Liu Shu watched her mother's cold words to me with cold eyes.

This time, Liu Shu was still sitting next to me, and she remained silent, acquiescing to what her mother would say next.

Perhaps, Liu Shu had never personally experienced her mother's cold words, so she felt that they were just a few lessons from the elders, and there was no need to stop them.

Or, what she once said about how much she likes me is just not enough to care about my feelings.

Still, she is also afraid that our relationship will soon get out of hand if she cares about my performance and is exposed to her mother's eyes.

And for what reason she never helped me twice, I have no way of knowing, and her cold eyes these two times left an indelible mark on my heart, and finally one day in the future, I was forced to do it by myself. It was uncovered alive, dripping with blood.

But maybe I was honest in my heart, but I felt that if my mother scolded the person I liked in front of me, whether it was contradicting or something, I would definitely defend her and not embarrass her standing in a helpless place.

Liu Shu didn't do what I thought in my heart. She just watched my head getting lower and lower, but chose to remain silent.

The sharp voice came again, "You said that Xiao Shu, as my daughter, always doesn't listen to me because of other influences, what should I do?"

After a short pause, she crossed her legs, raised her posture and continued: "But she doesn't listen to me, she is still my daughter, she still has time to beg me, you say yes, she won't be bullied by others all the time. Influence."

"Also, Liu Shu didn't know who to listen to before, so he signed up and didn't go to school. Later, he came to Jiangcheng to work. It really became more and more outrageous. He always made some unclear friends. "

......

There are more and more insinuating words. Because she is an elder and Liu Shu's mother, I dare not say a word of rebuttal. I am afraid that if I speak, the situation will be difficult to deal with, so I have to Sitting blankly.

But Liu Shu next to him never spoke from the beginning to the end.

Those words of her mother seemed to have turned into countless small sharp swords and pierced into my heart, one needle after another, completely releasing the grievances in my heart and the disappointment with Liu Shu, engulfing me and engulfing me, I couldn’t breathe angry.

Her mother wanted to say something again, but the ringtone of her mobile phone rang again like a god's salvation, saving my humble figure that had been drowned in dust.

She looked at us, and finally said nothing, but went to the balcony to answer the phone again.

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