I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The third round of elimination time was extended, all the trainees were recalled to the training ground, and began a long wait.

The communication equipment should be confiscated. It is said that NBS is investigating the system's vote count error. The game schedule is not delayed. During the time when there is no game, they still need to complete the filming of the variety show - although they don't know whether these pictures will be broadcast in the end.

They received a hasty notice and grouped into groups to explore the city for a day, leaving their own footprints and taking a video of their own. The title of the variety show was "The Journey of Pursuit".

The program team summarizes the feedback from fans since the broadcast, staged support and other information, and summarizes the one thing that fans most want each group of idols to do. People with a discerning eye can see that this should be inspiring before the finals Variety shows are recorded in advance at this moment, except that the program team is really in trouble and needs to delay time, probably because the rankings and shady scenes have been revealed, and the upper management has long been overwhelmed and stretched.

The vote counting page on Weibo has changed to "statistical system update", and the voting channel is temporarily closed.

From the very beginning of the show, the program group, which advertised fairness, innocence and no shady scene, seemed not to want to smash this gold-lettered signboard. The appeasement strategy of "under strict investigation" was used.

During this process, there will be another variety show filming, intending to squeeze the value of the remaining trainees until the last moment before giving up.

Tang Zhiyang returned to the training camp in the early morning, and everyone in the dormitory was asleep. After washing hastily, he helped Leshi, who had made the bed messy, straighten the quilt. Made a dull sound.

Tang Zhiyang sat on the edge of the bed for a while, not feeling sleepy at all. The ups and downs he experienced overnight could take half his life. When he closed his eyes, he saw the sunset, the hospital, and the intensive care unit full of machines.

The insomnia that I thought was cured for a long time seems to be making a comeback.When he came back to his senses, it was already daylight, he sighed softly, changed his clothes, and went out for a run.

On the track and field in the cool morning, Tang Zhiyang met Jiang He who also got up early to exercise.

Jiang He came up from behind him and patted him on the back. Tang Zhiyang turned his head and stretched out his hand to him. Jiang He then patted his palm and the back of his hand again.

Jiang He stood side by side with Tang Zhiyang, with a slight breath in his voice: "I wonder if you saw the notification? Variety is with me."

Tang Zhiyang showed a faint smile, and replied, "Please advise me."

"It's just a business image. There's nothing to teach you. You and I get along well." Jiang He Jianlang smiled, and quickly turned serious, and asked, "Is Team Kan okay? I've been waiting for two days, but I haven't heard any news."

"It's okay." Tang Zhiyang said calmly. Although jogging made him a little breathless, he still spoke calmly and lightly. "The condition has stabilized. But for a long time to come, he will have to stay in the hospital for observation and treatment." He ran the outermost corner and said, "Don't worry."

Most of the artists who debuted at the same time as Kan Junhuan had a friendship with him, either because of the exchange of works, or because of his personal charm, they went through a difficult period together.

Part of the reason why this suicide caused such a big commotion and received support from many people was because of the personal connections that Kan Junhuan unconsciously managed.When it was safe, the weather was calm, but after the accident, people in the circle were surprised to find that his influence was so great.

Jiang He stopped talking, and they ran three or four laps against the morning light, sweating a little more, and then took a leisurely walk around the playground. Jiang He bought water and handed Tang Zhiyang a bottle, and the conversation no longer stopped at On this heavy topic, after a lot of exercise, Tang Zhiyang's mood is lighter, although he still feels tired - he can't express all his emotions. When facing the camera, he even laughs indifferently.

Jiang He chatted generally, saying: "The children nowadays can also make trouble."

Tang Zhiyang thought for a while, and then realized what Jiang He meant. Following the other party's words, he asked with a hoarse voice and a smile, "What about you?"

Jiang He rubbed his temples, raised his head and took a sip of ice water, his words were as sensible and clear as the temperature of the water: "I am always the silent majority, keep silent, do not stand in line, do my best when it is my own business, not myself You’d better leave it alone.” He turned his eyes and met Tang Zhiyang’s half-smiling eyes, Jiang He stopped, wiped the water stains from the corners of his lips, and said only: “Your complexion is really not good, you have dark circles under your eyes. It's heavy."

Tang Zhiyang dropped the mineral water bottle in his hand, skipping the topic of poor spirits, Tang Zhiyang said softly: "You don't know whether you belong to the majority or the minority."

Jiang He narrowed his eyes and smiled: "The answer to this question, we will wait and see."

Compared with the illusory things like artist suicides, which have nothing to do with the interests of most people, the focus of discussion among the trainees is Yu Fei's statement and Leshi's likes, as well as the video that Fortunately, he released in his own name not long ago.Even when the departure was confirmed, the trainees on the same car were whispering to each other.

Leshi couldn't sleep well at night, and had nightmares all night, huddled in the car seat to catch up on sleep, knocking his head on the ground, and hitting Wanxing's shoulder next to him.

The grouping was decided by fans' votes, and Leshi had already figured out who they were facing when they knew about the event.

——Even though the rumors of CP speculation are raging on social media, the CPFs of dogs and cats still uphold the belief that brothers are really good if they are good brothers, and they firmly believe in surpassing the barriers of double lead dancers and double lead singers, and voted for one The votes for the interactive variety show groups were stunned because they cast their firm belief in the finals, and of course they got what they wanted in the end.

Leshi didn't care about this matter at first, but in order to make him happy, Yu Fei acted as a melon-eating crowd in front of him, saying that since Leshi was exposed negatively, Quanmaoquaner decided to unify the strategic plan of enclosing the self-cute , the trend of the same humanities once changed from a cute and sweet pet to a sadomasochistic love. It is said that the two people were in love with each other but had to fight each other because of external resistance. Even so, they still laughed heartily when they were shooting commercials together. It's true now.

The CPFs just took a bite of sugar, a bite of glass slag, looking for a bit of expired sweetness from the cracks, and when they saw the variety show voting, they were really excited, and they tried their best to artificially bring them together again.

I want to separate, but I can't bear it. Some people are more anxious than themselves.

Leshi didn't sit with Yu Fei, but luckily sat beside him, humming and singing softly. Sure enough, he formed a group with Ren Fengfeng again, and the mission was sea fishing.

Luckily, Nao didn't know what kind of bizarre brain circuits his fans had—or what Ren's fans were thinking, but being able to go to the beach and have a look would calm his mind.

He was not in a good mood, and being able to travel at public expense was always a good thing to let go of himself.

Thinking of the phone call yesterday, Wan Xing let out a long sigh.

The well-known UP master in Tangtang dance area will also have this day.

He hugged Le Shi's arm so that the other party could rest his shoulder more comfortably.Fortunately, he knew that Leshi had been in the hospital yesterday, and he didn't know what frightened him. He might also be very tired, but he had to adjust his state because of the schedule.

After posting that video, Wan Xing suddenly felt that he and Leshi were real brothers and sisters. One was picked out by black fans and made unscrupulous remarks about friends and family; the other dared to say that the ranking and There is a problem with the voting mechanism, and it is no wonder that they will be reprimanded by the company's leaders-both of them are not fuel-efficient lamps.

Because of this matter, the ranking and popularity will be affected, which is a sure thing.

Before Lucky could sigh and think about the next question, the pick-up car stopped.

The PD came over and pushed Leshi to wake him up. Leshi woke up blinking, with tears from not getting enough sleep in his eyes. Seeing Lucky's face, he reached out and rubbed the other person's head, and said in a hoarse voice: "Play Have fun." When he put on his mask and put on his backpack, he bowed his head again and said to Wanxing, "Thank you."

Wan Xing shook his head vigorously: "There is nothing to thank, this is my final personal decision! Although it may be the last time I shoot a variety show, I don't know if the finished film will be broadcast, but I don't regret it at all. He scratched his head and sighed heavily again: "Regret is a little regret, after all, no one wants to be scolded."

The PD came over to urge again, and Leshi took the recorded DV player, and got out of the car accompanied by several staff members.

There is a bus station in front of you, people are coming and going, and cars are passing by like a stream.Le Shi was a little bit overwhelmed.

Coincidentally, the program team arranged for him to go home for dinner.

Leshi's home is on the outskirts of City S, which is really remote compared to the inner city. It takes half an hour to get on the Ring Expressway by car and pass through a wilderness.Back then, Yu Fei and a group of friends carried a bunch of equipment and braved the ups and downs to find him. I don't know how much effort it took.

Whether it's far or not, or whether it's near or not, he hasn't traveled for a long time.His parents thanked the guests behind closed doors, and he was unwilling to budge.

Leshi took a deep breath, his shoulders were touched, Yu Fei stood beside him, wearing a gray and white tennis shirt, tan overalls style trousers, revealing a healthy calf with cut skin, white sneakers, and a baseball cap , carrying a bulging bag, looking refreshed, really like a brother next door who is out on a trip.

On the contrary, it was Leshi, who was still wearing his usual loose trousers, a fisherman hat that covered his face, and a short-sleeved T-shirt with star heads printed on a black background and white flowers, and the outline of Li Xiang's face was faintly visible.The collar of the clothes was a bit low, revealing a chain hanging around his neck. Yu Fei looked at it for a while, and let out a cry. Before he could say anything else, Le Shi walked forward without looking back, and plunged into the In the crowd of people coming and going.

The accompanying supervisors and cameras followed, they couldn't say anything, and neither of them was in the mood to overdo business.

After getting into the car and leaving the pervasive camera, they started to record some chat clips with their own machines under the reminder of the PD.The topic starts with the content of the program.

Yu Fei asked him: "Hasn't Lele been back for a long time? Although my home is only half an hour's drive away from the city center."

Leshi glanced at him across the machine, stared at the camera again, and answered calmly: "My family doesn't support me as a trainee, and the relationship is still pretty stiff, so I don't go back often." Yu Fei seemed a little unbearable when he said this He stretched out a hand in the camera, Le Shi was taken aback, and patted Yu Fei's palm comfortingly.

"Going back this time is the request of the program team, and... I never thought that we could reconcile immediately." He gradually became a little difficult to speak. When Yu Fei saw that Le Shi's cheeks and ear tips were red, it was difficult to say. , Ashamed and shy, even though he revealed so many truths to himself, when he was in front of the camera, he still seemed jerky and inarticulate.

What's more - after what happened yesterday, how could he be calm in front of the camera after trying his best? When Yu Fei saw Le, the corners of his eyes suddenly turned red, knowing that this topic was poking at his sore spots and exposing his scars.

No matter how strong a person is, they seem to have weaknesses, like a hedgehog stretching its back, finally revealing its soft belly.

In front of the live broadcast of the last performance stage, Le Shi said that he loves his family and teammates. Because of his weakness, he has become indomitable, and because of his weakness, he will feel ashamed and embarrassed at this moment, and even received criticism. Silently moved.

Yu Fei paused the recording, put Le Shi's hand in his palm, and gently kneaded it.

"Is it too much for you to say it?" Yu Fei asked, his voice soft.

"...It's okay." Leshi felt the calluses on Yu Fei's fingertips and rubbed his tiger's mouth. He took a deep breath, leaned over, and pressed the start button. Wearing a black ring.

Yu Fei opened his mouth, as if he was about to say something, but when he realized that the recording had started, he closed his mouth and let go.

Le Shi pursed his lips, and said, "I'm actually quite nervous. However, many things I experienced along the way were not understood and not supported, which may be normal. In the past, I used to use such excuses as a matter of course to hurt The person I love deeply. To this day, I don’t know how to express my feelings properly.”

In the camera, behind him is a thousand miles of green fields and vast expanse of mist.

A vast mist flows between the paddy fields, moving backwards vaguely and swiftly.

Le Shi sat quietly at the junction of Amano, with his elbows resting on the window sill, his cheeks resting on his palms, and he turned his head slightly to look at the scenery outside the window, with moist red at the end of his eyes.

His wrists were cold and white, with faint blood vessels, and faint purple veins appeared from the skin. His eyes were drooping, and his eyelashes covered a narrow and vague shadow, trembling slightly.

Leshi thought about it and said: "I don't regret the status quo, but I'm sorry for them. I couldn't spend time with my parents. When we met, I often quarreled and broke up. Although I knew in my heart that I still love them, seeing But it’s unavoidable to be willful. Let me go home for dinner, but I actually resisted it. When the program team said to make a phone call, they simply agreed. To be honest..."

Le Shi laughed, he didn't expect that he would say so many things from his heart, maybe it was the ups and downs of the past few days, or maybe it was the people watching him, his heart had subtle changes and ups and downs.

When Le Shi looked at the camera, his smile inevitably contained some calm and indescribable sadness, only to hear him continue: "To be honest, I am very nervous now."

"To be honest, I'm also very nervous now."

Yuan Hongshan pushed the knot of his tie vigorously, dark blue suit, gray striped tie, shiny leather shoes, hair brushed back, borrowed temporary hairspray to spray, a few strands were not obedient, and fell on the The sideburns reveal a bit of beauty tip on the top of the forehead.

His dress is elegant and elegant, with a bit of abstinence that should not be entered by strangers.

But at the moment he was not in the mood to put on airs, Yuan Hongshan frowned irritably, looking at Zhou Wangyu who was waving his fingers in front of him in high spirits.

"Isn't the title of the program group 'listening to the concert'? Why did it become 'the post-competition performance of the concert'? Do you want to clarify with me, Master Zhou?"

Zhou Wangyu looked back at him, with a smile in his eyes: "I thought you would want to play the piano yourself after listening to these 'crazy' competition repertoires. It just so happens that my father and the organizer are old acquaintances. I think the two of us can go up and experience life." He leaned back against the wall, straightened the folds of his suit, and moved his fingers a little nervously, Zhou Wangyu looked at the door at the end of the corridor, and whispered : "It's all up to today, and it's time to make a choice."

"Talking about old acquaintances," Yuan Hongshan choked on him, "It seems that my family's name has been changed to make it more reasonable?"

"That wouldn't be better." Zhou Wangyu grinned. His suit was wine red, and a white silk bow was tied to the neckline of his black shirt. Lively and friendly, the words are also gentle and elegant, although the tone is a bit yin and yang that only each other can understand, "Your family will be very touched by your reappearance on the stage of the concert?"

Yuan Hongshan ignored his teasing, and replied coldly: "...I hate the violin very much."

"It didn't feel like this to me when you played "Chakong" under the starry sky." Zhou Wangyu said, "It didn't feel like this to me when you played "Ghost Ship" on the sea under the moon. Yes." He put his hands together, looked into Yuan Hongshan's eyes, and smiled, "In your eyes, what is music?"

Yuan Hongshan did not answer, but the announcement sounded. The answer that is still unknown can only be found on the stage of a comeback.

Zhou Wangyu made a silent gesture, stood still, stood up straight, retracted his flicking hands suddenly, took a deep breath, and the door opened in front of him.

The golden rain of light poured down, and at the end of the light curtain lay a Steinway grand piano quietly, bright, neat and elegant, like a snow-skinned beauty in a black velvet dress.

Zhou Wangyu turned his head slightly, and stretched out his hand to Yuan Hongshan.

"The piano version of "Chaconn" adapted by Busoni is the last piano piece that my mother Han Yu taught me. The piano and the violin are the best couple. Go take a look at the scenery over there? Maybe—you can find the final answer.”

Yuan Hongshan stared at him dazedly, without even having time to ponder the meaning of Zhou Wangyu's words, his palms were grabbed, his eyes widened, and his pupils shrank accordingly. The feeling of holding the neck of the violin was so clear that he was being dragged The feeling of moving forward is also very clear.He took one step at a time, and finally returned to the starting point. The warm golden light poured down. The moment he stepped on the stage, he saw the most familiar scenery.

"Oh, this one is not..."

"I gave up classical music and went to play pop music that doesn't make it to the table, and finally came here again. It's really a whirlwind."

"This is not a place for noisy fans to talk."

He took a step back, but looked back at Zhou Wangyu.

Gentle and kind, without the provocative and childish temper when confronting him tit for tat, Zhou Wangyu looked at everything with such sincerity and nostalgia, his hands gently stroked the high-pitched black and white keys, and nodded slightly to him.

What is music?

When the first sound was played, this question echoed in Yuan Hongshan's mind.

——It brought me pain, pressure, and made me shoulder the hope that I couldn't breathe. Even if I was kneeling, I had to climb the road on my knees.

He was very nervous, so nervous that he would even take the beat of the piano, which was an intolerable mistake, and the ones sitting below were not flowers and birds, but strict audiences and judges.

Yuan Hongshan gritted his teeth. He wanted to go back to that omnipotent program group, his own comfort zone, and take on responsibilities that should not belong to him since he was a child. Is his family too unfair?

For the last performance, he put down the piano on the stage where everyone was watching, and when he walked back to the lounge, he cried bitterly as if he had an epiphany.He realizes that he's really torn apart everything that used to cause him allergy pain, but he doesn't feel the slightest pleasure.

Yuan Hongshan felt that he would never take the piano again in his life, but on the third stage, with the unprecedented moonlight and the eyes of the audience, he stood on the lonely and open sea, he seemed no longer so arrogant and cold And stubborn, his heart melted.

Yuan Hongshan played the wrong note and took the wrong beat. The first part of the music is like hysterical shouting and wailing, which is sad and resentful.

The sound of the piano always followed him.

Like a long-distance traveler, shouting in the drizzle, weeping for loss.But he often followed a lark on his shoulder. When he stumbled and stumbled, the bird did not fly away in surprise, but hovered over his head, waiting for him to dry his wounds, stand up and move on. .

Go forward, go forward.It is a memory that will never come again in life. The joyful green grass, the cheerful snow-colored white clouds, and the broad melody are slowly unfolding, waiting to be written.

Yuan Hongshan turned his eyes sideways, and his peripheral vision stopped at Zhou Wangyu.

Zhou Wangyu turned his back to him, showing half of his side face, with the corners of his mouth curled up, his movements of stepping on the pedals were brisk, and his fingertips were dancing, like a fish swimming in the flowing water, or a bird flying in the light clouds.

The sound of the piano is tolerant of him, waiting for him, and has a good temper without haste, as if saying to him: "It's okay, even if you make a mistake, it doesn't matter."

Yuan Hongshan couldn't help laughing, and turned two wrong notes. He waved the bow, and the phrase in D major was completely opened, and the sound of the piano immediately followed. Jumping off, others may not be able to hear it, but Yuan Hongshan felt it.

The larks chirped and flew into the clouds, and the scenery of the sad and blue sky was blurred with the sound of the piano.

What is music?

"The sky is so blue——!"

Ren Fengfeng raised his straw hat, with a circle of golden plastic sunflowers on the brim.Pulling a pair of flip flops, he stood on the dock covered with barnacles, with his hands in front of his mouth making a triangular trumpet-like gesture, and yelled towards the sinking sea of ​​the boat, and the wind blew his white shirt, His stomach and lower back were exposed.

"Barnaps, barnacles are scary, Fengfeng!"

Ren Fengfeng turned his head, waved to the hesitant Wanxing who was a few steps away, and said with a big smile: "How old are you, you will be afraid of this thing! Come here, come and take pictures! The scenery here is really amazing !"

Fortunately, when I saw the densely packed barnacles on the soles of my feet, my heart trembled.He frowned, with a troubled expression on his face, he didn't expect that one wave of ups and downs would come up again, and his catastrophe really came one after another.

Lucky tried to take a step forward, but because of the slippery texture of seafood, Lucky let out a strange cry and retracted again.

Ren Fengfeng laughed at him: "Why don't you dare! Aren't you very brave recently!"

Knowing what Ren Fengfeng was referring to, Wan Xing blushed, and said, "Don't laugh at me with this."

Ren Fengfeng turned around, and the sea breeze blew his hat crookedly, so he put his hands on the back of his head and smiled brightly at Wanxing.He is no cuter than Lucky, his eyes are inner double, narrowed into crescent slits under the too strong sunlight, his eyebrows are thick and black and heroic, his short hair is neatly cut, and his every move is full of vigor and sunshine.

"Hey! Wan Zai!" Ren Fengfeng shouted again, and he could see his uneven little canine teeth shining sharply under the sun.

"It would be great if I could be as brave as you."

Fortunately, he was stunned by his yelling. He wiped the water stains on his legs, and the salty sea breeze rushed to his face, blowing into his heart heartily, and his troubles disappeared for a while.

Fortunately, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart - this guy is carefree, lively and innocent all the time, no matter how much trouble and pressure, crying and laughing, it seems to be solved easily.

"So come here, come to me!"

Ren Fengfeng yelled, jumped and waved his hands. Fortunately, he was about to say something to reprimand him, but the barnacles in front of him really made him shiver with intensive phobia.

Hearing another scream, I saw that Ren Fengfeng's soles slipped, and he fell down from the low-rise dock. Fortunately, he also yelled, and he overcame his fear in an instant, and ran over to Ren Moumou who wanted to pull him. When grabbing Ren Fengfeng's wrist, he was held back by the other hand.

Ren Fengfeng let out a wanton laugh, dragged him into the sea, his gaze was wrong, fortunately, he saw a piece of clear blue sea water, which was only a short distance away from his face in an instant.

With a "plop", accompanied by the sound of splashing water and struggling, Wan Xing first popped his head out of the water, wiped his nose while laughing, and coughed non-stop. He looked around and saw only the surface of the sea There was a poor straw hat floating on it.

After a while, there was no sign of Ren Fengfeng.

His heart jumped wildly, and he shouted Fengfeng, but no one answered, his heart was choked in his throat, his eyes became hot from panic, and he yelled Ren Fengfeng's name again, his voice was a little choked.

The sea was silent, and he was rolled up and down in the water by the gentle waves.

The crowing of seagulls can be heard in the distance, and the boat with white sails stands motionless on the sea level, like a newly painted oil painting.

Just when he didn't know what to do, and even wanted to ask someone to call the police, the water in front of him slammed, and he yelled loudly, the water that was thrown in his face made Ren Fengfeng out of breath from laughing , Teased him and said: "Didn't expect it! I'm here! Hey, oh, don't hug me, don't come here, don't come here, I will be drowned by you—ah!!!"

Half an hour later, they were sitting on the sand, panting, wrapped in bath towels.

Lucky sat for a while, giggling, kicked off a slipper, looked at the horizon, breathed a sigh of relief, squinted his eyes and said: "What do you think we will become in the future? Big star ? Are you still a trainee?"

"Or don't do anything at all, just be an ordinary person? A civil servant, or an ordinary teacher..."

"Fengfeng," he turned his head to look at Ren Fengfeng, "will I just stop here, will I give up because of this? Why am I working so hard?"

Ren Fengfeng didn't speak, and hugged him with a whimper.

Fortunately, he frowned and disliked: "You are so wet, don't touch me, let go." He knew that Ren Fengfeng was always used to expressing emotions with body movements, and hugging was nothing but comfort. He pulled out a little, and a pair of eyes stared at him intently.

Ren Fengfeng's words were a bit nonsensical: "Let's go jump into the sea together again!"

Fortunately, I don't know why: "Are you crazy? I won't jump if I'm killed, and I'll be scared to death by you even if I drink a mouth full of salt."

Ren Fengfeng looked at him with bright eyes, and smiled: "Aren't you not afraid of barnacles now?"

Fortunately, he paused for a moment, and suddenly smiled.

He stood up and took Ren Fengfeng's hand, the hot and wet palms pressed together, as if they were about to be melted into a ball by the sun.

"Okay, just jump again. I won't be afraid anymore."

The youth's laughter resounded through the blue sky.

The car drove to a distant place called home, and the homeless people embarked on the journey back; Wash away the confusion on your body.

Different people, at the same moment, embarked on a journey called pursuit.

The author says:

Thanks for watching!What a long chapter (sigh).