I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

This night, for many people, it was difficult to sleep. Yu Fei had a lot to say, and for a long time, he just edited, deleted, and modified the blank interface.He almost started writing when he first entered HP. The simple idea of ​​getting started was to be able to sing his own songs on stage. HP has been kind to him, and his predecessors and mentors are the guiding lights on his way forward——

"On the way to prepare for my debut, I met everyone who supported me.

But on the eve of debut, I disagreed with the company's philosophy. We failed to reach a consensus on the release of personal songs after debut, copyright negotiations, transfer of debut personnel, and public relations.

By paying liquidated damages, I chose to negotiate with the company to terminate the contract through legal channels, and became one of the most trainees who pay high liquidated damages every year and leave. "

"I used to think that after my debut, I would be greeted with a vast world of freedom, but unfortunately, too many things went against my wishes.

After the termination of the contract, I participated in the talent show variety show "Creation!"New Idol", during my participation in the program, my song was stolen by a trainee, and the slander and rumors about some things were a typhoon.

Now that everything is calming down, I would like to express my sincere apologies to my teammates, teachers, seniors, staff, and followers who were looking forward to my debut in Six Light Years.

Leaving the team hastily and disrupting the rhythm of the team's debut, all the responsibility lies with me. I accept everyone's opinions and criticisms. "

"During the period of participating in the show, I personally participated in the creation of three public performance stages and gained very valuable life experience.

I enjoy being able to perform myself on stage and sincerely hope to do the same in the future.

I once chose to leave because of my own injustice, and I don't know if I will regret the curtain call on the current stage again.

The world should be bright and clear. Whether there is still a mountain that can never be climbed in front of me, these are all unknown problems.But I won't forget it, and I won't give up on it. "

"As the saying goes: 'We fight our way not to change the world, but not to let the world change us*'."

"This is a long-delayed personal thought. I have thought about it for a long time, even though I am in a hurry, but I still decide to be open and honest.

Once again, I would like to apologize to everyone affected by the resignation incident.Apologies for still being willing to listen to me and see who you are now, and my sincerest thanks and best of luck. "

After editing all the text, it was already [-]:[-] in the morning. For three full hours, he hesitated and struggled.

Le Shi never slept, and occasionally touched the back of his cold hand, like silent encouragement.

Before sending it, Yu Fei turned his back to Le Shi, and silently tapped and swiped his fingers on the screen of the phone. He told Le Shi: "Maybe after I post this Weibo post, no matter how hard I try, I will never make my debut."

After a while of silence behind him, Yu Fei wrote again: "When I came back from City B, I was actually thinking about this all the time. Don't I want to make a debut? I also really want to.

After performing "Jing Yi Xing", I was going crazy thinking about it, who wouldn't want to stay on that stage, the love in the audience's eyes can burn people's blood dry.

Didn't I never think about it at that moment, if I turned around and agreed to 3M's conditions, would I be able to continue standing to the end? "

"But I can't."

"I don't want to forget the original mood at all, not at all."

The screen on the other side of Leshi went dark, and a warm breath hit Yu Fei's cheek. He realized that Leshi was facing him at this moment, and the hand that was not holding the phone was held.

Le Shi's palms turned out to be so cold, and they were trembling slightly. Through the blue light screen of the mobile phone screen, Yu Fei saw Le Shi's moist black eyes, staring at him momentarily.

Yu Fei's heart skipped a beat.

Take care of him, take care of him.

This look seemed to be the final decision, Yu Fei took a deep breath and pressed send.

Unexpectedly, at this moment, he seemed to be very calm, as if he had only completed ordinary daily life, and it seemed that he had been waiting for this moment for a long time, which was exhausting.

Leshi's phone screen lit up, which was a reminder of special attention. Leshi didn't turn around to take it, but just approached Yu Fei, gave him a tired and warm hug, rubbed his palms against his spine, and patted his back lightly. It seems to be coaxing a wronged child.

That night, the insiders were still immersed in the shock brought by the third performance stage. The eyes of the fans who stayed up all night to fight against the gangsters were red, and the message that suddenly lit up reminded them like a silent bomb.

The sleepy man's eyes widened, and the media stretched out sensitive tentacles from deep sleep.

A gust of wind blew past, lifting a small corner of the black curtain, and the breath of gunpowder smoke faintly came out.

In this silent night, no one knew that this would be the beginning of a series of explosions.

When Yu Fei typed the last word, Leshi used his controversial Weibo main account to like the Weibo that was hidden in the depths of time and was restricted.

@乔乔小乔: #Create!New Idol##创假第二轮支持##苏乔# Is Xiao Qiao’s ticket not settled right?The final number of votes is almost the same as the number of public votes before adding votes...[Picture][Picture][Picture] Is it a problem displayed on my webpage?Are there any sisters who are in the same situation as me?If so, report it in time.

The Weibo was followed by nearly a hundred feedbacks in the same situation, with nearly a thousand likes.

Yu Fei didn't sleep well all night, the rain stopped in the early morning, and the sun with a sense of humidity shone into the room.

He was awakened by the heat, and his hazy and blurred vision was shaking and clear.

Leshi was used to sleeping with him in his arms, with his head deeply buried in his chest, not even touching the soft pillow.They were too close together, as if they were about to be kneaded into one body, their breasts were crossed and pressed together, Yu Fei tried to move his body, but he pressed his lips helplessly, he could feel the heat and hardness on his thighs.

He didn't want to be rubbed against himself, so he carefully broke Leshi's hand. He was already hot, and after doing it for a long time, he felt a thin layer of sweat covering his forehead and back.The screen of the mobile phone shows 07:30 in the morning. When training is needed, this is already a time that is about to be late.

Yu Fei got out of that habitual embrace, and gently stuffed the quilt into Le Shi's embrace.

Le Shi usually slept lightly, but he would wake up when Yu Fei moved, maybe he slept too late yesterday, he just rolled over with his arms around the quilt, and let out a muffled snort.

In the light of the morning light, Yu Fei saw the pajamas on him with a white background and a pattern of a slender and beautiful little black cat. It seemed to be a cheering gift from fans. It suited his image and was quite cute.

The pale golden sunlight dyed the tips of Le Shi's sleepy hair into a light golden layer, like the first-ripe wheat awns.

Le Shi's skin was so white that it almost glowed, half of his face was buried in the quilt, leaving a little tip of his nose that was reddened by deep sleep, and his thin ear pinna was almost transparent.

The neck, wrists, and the hem of the clothes are lifted a little, revealing half of the hollow of the waist, the calves and ankles are exposed, the lines of the muscles and joints are drawn casually, relaxed and full, these skins and textures shrouded in warm light exude clean clean breath.

Yu Fei's voice became hoarse, he subconsciously touched his cheek, his palm was hot.

Yu Fei hid in the bathroom as if fleeing, and washed his hot face with cold water.

He never believes in love at first sight, but has repeatedly staged heart-pounding plots for a long time.

The smallest details and pictures are enough to move him emotionally.

Yu Fei took a deep breath and looked at himself in front of the mirror.

Her hair was disheveled, her eyes were blue and black, her lips were dry and cracked, her cheeks were dripping with water, and there was a lingering blush on her cheekbones.He calmed down slowly, and the feeling of dry mouth became more obvious.

Yu Fei went out and stopped beside the drinking fountain.He easily found Leshi's mug, a mug with a black lacquer shell and a stainless steel liner. The workmanship was rough, and there were faint scratches on the body of the mug.

Yu Fei picked up the cup, took some cold water, and drank it down in one gulp under the warm morning light. The pure water seemed to have a sweet and bitter taste.

The cup comes from the running-in period a year ago, when they quarreled every day and broke their heads and blood over fart things.

Although he knows how to measure, he can't avoid bumping things when he moves.I don't know the reason, but the tossing was so hard that time, Yu Fei pressed him on the table, Le Shi bit his lip until it bleed, and he got angry because of it.

They kissed painfully, and even the moaning and panting stained with tears were resentful. At the end, Le Shi wrapped his arms around his neck, with such strength that it was almost suffocating, twisting and twisting from the oxygen-deprived environment. More pleasure.

Leshi gnawed at his Adam's apple like a dying animal, because he couldn't help the whimper in his throat.

Yu Fei remembered that when he was happy that day, he unconsciously cried too much, his body twitched slightly, and even the sound of chest thumping seemed to be soaked in water, damp and dull - only then did Yu Fei realize that he had gone too far.

When Le Shi let go of his strength, his arm touched the ceramic cup on the table. All their quarrels and passions surrendered in a dull crumbling sound.

Le Shi cleaned up with a cold face, and left after closing the door. Obviously, his suppressed anger had not been vented completely, and it suddenly rose again.

On the contrary, Yu Fei's anger dissipated quickly, and he felt guilty again. He fidgeted alone in the dormitory, staring at the broken glass for a long time, and the pieces seemed to be stuck on his back.I wandered downstairs for a noon, and only found a ten-yuan store that had been open for half a year, and was closing down every day. A new one was added.

That night, there were two cups on the table, one white and one black, both of the same style.

They looked at each other and remained silent for a long time. Yu Fei smiled first and took Le Shi's hand. They apologized, hugged, touched, kissed, and finally reconciled.

Holding the empty glass, Yu Fei stared blankly for a while, memories flooded into his mind like a tide, and left in a hurry with the ebb tide, leaving a blank.

It seemed like it happened yesterday, but he was far away from his past self.It seems that at my own age, three to five years is enough to remember for a lifetime. It took only two or three years for him and Leshi to fall in love with each other from acquaintance.

He is changing, and the time is also changing.

Leshi has become more gentle, he will sincerely express his affection to his friends, he will say "I like you", and he will show more smiles.

Yu Fei was in a trance when there were some rustling noises on the bed, Le Shi hugged the quilt and sat up, looked around with hazy eyes, and touched the blank space around him with his palm.

Yu Fei smiled.

His kitten is so cute.He sighed softly in his heart.

A lifetime is short, and the things he has to do and the troubles he has to face are so full of life, but it is so long that he can walk through the mountains and oceans, bid farewell to the people in the past, and embark on a new journey. The road, struggling to find that place full of light.

He always believed that there must be a stage, a spotlight, and a kiss from his favorite person in that place.

Weibo boiled like a pot of porridge, Leshi and Yu Fei were the ones who didn't open notifications, their mobile phones were in their pockets, and the day off was calm and calm.

Tang Zhiyang went to the supermarket in the afternoon, intending to buy some ingredients for dinner, and brought two people who didn't know how to cook, poked their heads curiously in the vegetable section, and bickered over a handful of coriander.

Leshi expressed his position: "This is the soul of every dish."

Yu Fei's eyes turned black: "I think you want to poison me to death."

The two people's hometowns are different, and their tastes are also different. Tang Zhiyang asked when he was thinking about the recipe. Leshi actually likes the salty and sweet taste of thick oily red sauce, and Yu Fei avoids sweet things.When asked how to solve the dietary problem when two people are together, the answer is that each eats his own food. When living together, the craftsmanship is not very good, and they often eat some instant food casually, and the three meals are enough.

Tang Zhiyang was overwhelmed by this: "Your living standards...forget it."

He remembered that Kan Junhuan was also like this, but he looked like an abnormal person.

Tang Zhiyang put the coriander into the basket, Yu Fei sighed sadly, Tang Zhiyang smiled slightly and ordered the two of them to catch shrimps, turned on his mobile phone to check the list he had made, and sent a message to Kan Junhuan when he went out, but he didn't reply.

The weekend supermarket was overcrowded, and families with their families were crowded together. Tang Zhiyang lowered his head and took a few steps forward, but his waist was bumped unexpectedly. He staggered backwards and subconsciously supported the petite figure in front of him .

It was a little girl with twin ponytails, she looked no more than five or six years old.

She was holding a plastic bag full of apples in her hand, and before she could seal it, those bright red, crisp apples were scattered all over the ground.

The girl's face wrinkled, and she squatted down on her body in grievance, about to cry.She was wearing a goose yellow doll dress, squatting down like a newborn chick.

Tang Zhiyang squatted on the bed and picked up the fruits one by one for her, but the little girl pushed the bag into his arms and said timidly: "It fell on the ground, it's all dirty, I don't want it anymore."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and ran away. The yellow shadow stood out among the crowded crowd like a beautiful blooming daisy.

Tang Zhiyang stood up, holding the bag of fruit in a daze for a while.

It was clearly an irrelevant thing, but there were inexplicable palpitations and uneasiness, which came to my heart strangely.He looked down at the message board again, it was empty and there was no response.

Tang Zhiyang squeezed his way to the crowd in the meat area, and stopped at the corner of the aquatic area. A dying grass carp was lying in the water tank beside him. The air bubbles from the oxygen supply pipe continued, forming a snow-white froth on the surface of the water. .

He dialed Kan Junhuan's cell phone number.

"Jun Huan?"

There was a long silence at the other end, and he heard the dull sound of glass colliding, as if the water glass was placed on the table.

Kan Junhuan's voice was very calm: "What's wrong?"

"...It's okay." Le Shi and Yu Fei walked towards him carrying a bag of shrimps, Tang Zhiyang nodded to them, the live shrimps danced in the bag majesticly, making a salad sound, "We will be there in about half an hour your home."

"Okay." The other side replied, it seemed that after a brief hesitation, Kan Junhuan said in a calm tone: "There is a flower shop at the gate of the community, and I forgot to take home the flowers I ordered this morning. Please bring them here for me."

Tang Zhiyang responded: "I see. Then we will see you later."

The other end was quiet, and each pause was longer than the last one. Tang Zhiyang thought that the signal of the mobile phone was not strong enough, but a very gentle reply came from his ear. Kan Junhuan said to him: "Goodbye."

The brief communication hangs up.

Le Shi looked at Tang Zhiyang's face, touched his arm lightly, and asked, "Brother, are you okay?"

"Huh?" Tang Zhiyang came back to his senses in a trance, and then his eyes were clearly focused, but he saw the square fish tank behind Le Shi for the first time. The unfavored grass carp turned its white belly and sank at the bottom of the tank, in vain. The fish's mouth fluttered hopelessly.

Tang Zhiyang moved his eyes and found that his heart was beating very fast. When he said the words, he trembled in horror: "No, it's okay..."

A cold and slippery vomit appeared suddenly along with his heartbeat, Tang Zhiyang frowned, this feeling was not unfamiliar to him, it was his nightmare.

Yu Fei put the prawns into the shopping cart, and turned to ask him, "What else do you want to buy?"

Tang Zhiyang's eyes moved uneasily, he touched his chin, and replied: "Let's go to Jun Huan's house first."

Yu Fei: "Aren't you ready for anything?"

Tang Zhiyang shook his head, his face was pale, his palm was grasped at some point, and his senses became very dull.It took him a while to realize that Leshi was holding his hand. The temperature in his palm was a little cold, but his strength was very stable.Le Shi said to him, "Let's go."

They arrived at the community where Kan Junhuan lived 15 minutes earlier than expected. Sure enough, there was a flower shop with casual and artistic decoration at the door, and the aroma of unknown plants could be smelled from a distance.

When Tang Zhiyang pushed the door and went in, he saw a short-haired woman wearing a baseball cap and an inconspicuous black sweatshirt, talking to the counter boss, and a low and hoarse voice came over: "Yes, yes. In the morning he I forgot to pick it up, so I asked me to come and get it, I am one of the brokers, and here is my work permit. Yes, it is the gentleman who lives in 1403, surnamed Kan."

The lady proprietress of the florist left the counter and took down a bouquet of flowers from the flower shelf on the side.

The light purple flowers are full like a five-pointed star, with a white heart, and the flowers are piled up in layers, like a flowing, gentle purple cloud.

It was a bunch of bellflowers.

The author says:

*From the movie The Melting Pot.Thank you for watching!