I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

On the other hand, the practice of "Journey of Brocade Clothes" was not as smooth as most people thought.With the best configuration composed of the best candidates, most of the trainees who can survive to the present are excellent in strength, good at singing and dancing, and they are especially pleasing in front of the camera.But the business status in front of the camera is obviously different from the day and night behind the camera. In less than a week, Yu Fei noticed the signs of uncertainty.

He had always had a good relationship with the members of the 213 dormitory and the trainees in his own dormitory. During practice, he mostly focused on Leshi from time to time, except for himself. Now he suddenly had no support. I also want to scratch my heart and lungs, wishing that they would shout each other's name regardless of their practice outside, followed by a sentence of "I miss you so much", but in the end they still rein in the precipice.

Even though the songs he played and sang in his spare time changed from passionate rock to sad slow songs, people in the practice room seemed to be able to see a cloud of sadness gathering above his head when they saw him pick up the guitar , and it was still dripping light rain sparingly, her singing was very miserable, and her expression was very sad.The so-called sad person sings a slow song. After a week, he didn't have a good relationship with other trainees, but he listened to many other people's sad love history, which was bitter and funny.

Although in front of the camera, they are all three good boyfriends who must be you, but it is not that many of them have never been in love, but they have given up more or less because of their status as artists.

Zhou Wangyu often deviates from the subject of the conversation, and even in his spare time, he practiced dancing very hard.Although he is proud of the rumors circulating among the trainees, he doesn't necessarily care about them at all.He did not receive systematic dance training at 3M, and the joint practice organized by the team Jianghe, many movements that can be digested with a single movement and a single point of view, he needs to put in more effort—this is fatal in the time-critical fast practice of.

His proud Vocal was handled rough due to lack of enough time to practice, and was gradually distanced by Yu Fei.

More than one mentor praised the strength of the ace from HP. After experiencing the shrinking and setbacks of the previous stages, he completely spread his wings. "It seems that he has become more confident" is a compliment to him, and only Yu Fei knows in his heart that this is not just because of the recovery of public opinion, but because he has finally come out of the low state some time ago.

The setbacks ahead are still difficult, and the hope of debut is still dusty.In his horrified dream, he would think of the finalized debut list. He didn’t want to sit still. He was not the only one who knew, at least most of the people in the group knew it well. In the gap of extreme exhaustion, negative energy often couldn’t be concealed. They occasionally complained about the unfairness of the competition system, and occasionally expressed doubts about the voting. Zhou Wangyu was the core of the conversation.

During the second evaluation, the instructors proposed the idea of ​​"Maybe it can be changed to C" to the "Journey in Brocade" group known as the Avengers. Before that, the center was Zhou Wangyu.Although it is not clear whether this is a new round of official abuse of fans to sell miserable votes, but this turmoil has indeed formed a trend in the group to avoid discussions in low voices with the main owner, which is different from the superficial intimacy. The indifferent xenophobia of the group is on full display.

They don't reject Yu Fei, the protagonist of Lata, who listens to a lot of gossip while holding the guitar.

"From the first time I saw him, I knew he would definitely make his debut. 3M bought his debut position with a lot of money, all the way through the green channel, and even now he is the center of our team. Let me tell you, what is not better than him in Yu Fei?" The trainee glanced at him cautiously, then lowered his voice and continued with his companions: "It's hard to say about the change of C. Before the change of C in Chu Xiangdong's group, how much did the person who was replaced get scolded? The bullies are out."

Another person: "3M is a big company, don't dare to mess with it."

"Singing is okay, but dancing is really bad. You say you are so biased, why can't you think about becoming an idol? Wouldn't it be better to debut as a singer with their record company honestly? People like them are born with someone Planning a good life, how to make a debut, how to make a big hit, with a dignified look, I don’t know where I am, how many trainees who work harder than him and have better talent than him get it, tsk tsk... "

Yu Fei touched the gold lettering on the neck of the guitar, and put it back into the guitar bag.He coughed lightly, and the eyes of those two people immediately glanced over anxiously, a little flattering, but they were stunned by the two indifferent cold lights in Yu Fei's eyes, and Yu Fei's tone was very serious: " You shouldn't talk like that." His eyes were not close and gentle, his irises were covered with a layer of dark brown under the sunlight, which had the meaning of indifference and sharpness, like a wolf staying in the wild.

"If you have the skills to say these words, it is better to practice more."

The two trainees coughed in embarrassment, picked a corner farthest from Zhou Wangyu together, and started to practice in pairs.Yu Fei raised his eyes and saw Zhou Wangyu not far away looking at him, and Jiang He was telling him some precautions for dancing.

But Zhou Wangyu quickly averted his gaze, and the next exercise was a bit too forceful, and he seemed to be holding his breath.Yu Fei looked behind him for a long time, and the mirror reflected his slightly cold face. Sometimes Yu Fei would mention a few words, but Zhou Wangyu seemed to be at odds with him these days, even though he said The words are accurate and hit the nail on the head, Zhou Wangyu still hasn't changed much, and even feels a little bit his own way.

Jiang He walked to his side, and while opening the sports drink bottle, he sighed softly, "Xiao Zhou is fighting with himself."

Yu Fei tilted his head: "I think he is playing tricks on me."

"What?" Jiang He raised his head and took a sip of water without touching the bottle cap with his lips. He handed the bottle to Yu Fei and said, "Did you quarrel with him?"

"Not yet, I'll see soon." Yu Fei replied, his eyes kept on the person who was staring at the mirror tightly, his ears and neck were flushed from excessive force, this desperate training method reminded him After seeing another person, Yu Fei burst out laughing, "To be honest, I'm not very good at coaxing angry friends. I don't know what he is angry with me, and I didn't draw any messy conclusions about him."

He looked at it for a while, stepped forward and patted Zhou Wangyu on the shoulder: "You need to rest."

Zhou Wangyu glanced at him resentfully, bit his lip and replied, "I don't."

Yu Fei frowned, feeling even more puzzled: "Why not?"

"It was you who told me that the joint music in this episode is very bad, and it is often shot wrong." Zhou Wangyu's tone was stiff, and he covered Yu Fei's face with a black pot. It was my own fault for making people practice so hard day and night.

Yu Fei tried his best to be calm: "You didn't dance well in this part because your physical strength was not allocated well in the latter part, which would affect the quality of your voice. You have that habit of singing, and you don't stop until you sing the best. You Now either save some strength in the front, or accept the flaws in the second half."

Zhou Wangyu refused to obey: "I don't."

Yu Fei: "...can you stop being so unreasonable, how old are you?"

He has a splitting headache. It's not that he has never seen such a person. Leshi can get a perfectionism professional level [-] certificate in business. The number of fights they have quarreled for the stage cannot be counted, but Yu Fei is just getting along. When he was really angry during the period, the general boiling anger stopped when he held down the opponent and was about to smash his fist in the face-it was really hateful, but he was reluctant to do it, so he had to give up and retreat for the next best thing , the consequences are always inexplicable and they will get together with Leshi.

The love was red and painful, like a lump after a scuffle.

This is a treat when you are alone.Yu Fei thought that if he and Zhou Wangyu got into a fight, the young master of 3M would probably be so angry that he would ask his father to remove him from the show.

Yu Fei told himself solemnly in his heart: be patient.

Zhou Wangyu was stunned for a long time, then suddenly took a step back, his eyes were a little red, his lips trembled slightly, as if he had been touched by a sore spot, his voice trembled: "You all think I am unreasonable, in this The location doesn’t make sense either, does it?”

Yu Fei took a step forward: "These are two different things. Zhouzhou, listen to me—"

Zhou Wangyu raised his eyebrows coldly: "You are much better than me, aren't you? If you really want to be C, then I will give you my position."

Yu Fei got angry and cut off his words: "You can listen to my explanation, okay? I don't want to be C, I just want to tell you what's wrong with you."

"You don't want to make a debut? You may be able to make a debut when you become a C." Zhou Wangyu obviously sensed his anger, and there was a light of flames rising in his eyes, and he was clearly still standing upright. Their heights were also similar, for no reason As if he was short, Zhou Wangyu was a little unscrupulous, and regardless of the fact that the trainees in the practice room turned their eyes sideways and cast playful and curious glances, Jiang He wanted to come over to persuade him to fight, but Zhou Wangyu threw him away Hand, "I'm not right anywhere, all of you, don't you just think I'm not worthy of this position, do you think I want to stay in the first place all the time—" He blurted out, and immediately realized that this sentence was too much, But he couldn't take it anymore.

When he took the No.1 position for the first time, he was pleasantly surprised and happy. He thought that his hard work had paid off. If he worked harder, learned to dance and learned more things, he would be able to make his debut safely.Later, he was surprised to find that it seemed that his debut was just the first stop on the track that Zhou Haiyang had planned for him. Doubts about Zhuo De's unworthiness, and the indifference that expects him to fall from a high place.

"As long as you take the first test, everyone will take it for granted that you should always be No.1. If it were you, would you refuse? Debut as No.1—would you refuse?"

Zhou Wangyu's eyes became hot. He seemed to be afraid of the words he blurted out, and even more afraid of others' responses to them.He looked at Yu Fei and Jiang He who were full of surprises in front of him, for some reason, the fiery anger suddenly cooled down in his heart, leaving one or two bleak chills.Zhou Wangyu retreated again and again, his body was unstable, Yu Fei wanted to help him when he saw this, Zhou Wangyu bowed to avoid it, and held the edge of the door tightly.

"You can't speak? You can't even answer. You want to be No.1, you want to be the Center, you go and be it. I really, I really-enough!"

Zhou Wangyu turned around, and following a series of chaotic footsteps, he fled and left the practice room.

"What are you talking about? It's really strange. It's as if the first person is still forcing him to be..."

"The last assessment will be the day after tomorrow. He hasn't done anything right now, so it doesn't matter if he runs out suddenly? Don't be a hindrance. Hey, you said that it's the [-]th and [-]th juncture, why are you still acting like a young master here? I real--"

The moment he met Yu Fei's eyes, the trainee was stunned and his heart beat like a beating.

He knew that the other party was angry, but he was still quite angry.If the anger at that time came from the depression in those eyes, like a wolf watching from a distance in the wilderness, at this moment, the anger in those eyes was almost burning out, and the boiling hostility gritted its fangs, He brushed his hair up, as if he was about to let out a deep roar in the next moment, and make an attacking stance.However, Yu Fei only paused word by word, and uttered a short word:

"To shut up."

Zhou Wangyu rushed to the playground, covered his knees and bent over, coughing and panting violently.

He raised his head, but his eyes widened.

It was a clear, warm summer night, with a deep blue sky and a still starry sky.

The summer wind is like dense silk and clean waves, flowing gently past him, the earth is dark, the sky is bright, the stars are fireflies in the grass, and candles hidden in the orange peel, Zhou Wangyu Brings back some deep, tender memories from his childhood.He straightened up, took a deep breath, and sighed slowly.

Without saying a word, he walked slowly along the 400-meter-long plastic track. He heard the chirping of crickets, the tip of the grass rubbing against the tip of the grass, and whispering.Before he uttered those reckless words in a rage, he didn't even realize how subtle and unbearable the pressure brought by No.1 was.He even began to hate every song he sang, every dance he learned, and he didn't know what his original intention for participating in this show was.

He should be trying to prove something, but what exactly is he trying to prove, or what is he getting?

Zhou Wangyu stopped in front of the stands.

Probably because of the hesitation in his heart, and maybe he forgot the appearance of the road ahead for a moment. In short, he stopped, but saw the blurred silhouette of light and shadow gradually emerging in the dark night. His eyes adapted to the dim light, and he saw a figure squatting furtively in the stands. That person was squatting, groping in the middle of the stage, and Zhou Wangyu heard a slight "click", like a lock and quilt. opened.

Then he heard a low humming, casual and unadorned, but the melody was very familiar.

The man took something out of the box in front of him. Zhou Wangyu held his breath and took a few steps aside. In the place where the dense and dim starlight could just be seen, he saw the man's tall and straight figure, his face The lines were blurred, the man straightened up, and the thing in his hand was a violin.He skillfully placed the qin on the collarbone of his left shoulder, and the moment he lightly raised the bow, the world suddenly became silent.

The twinkling stars also paused, the eavesdropping insects also swallowed, the wind stopped the pace of the long journey, and Zhou Wangyu held his breath.

Under the sea of ​​stars, the man's upright body is tense, and the first phrase is a little tense, like a lake that has been blocked for too long, and the flowing water shoots out from the gap of the dam, appearing stagnant and jerky.As if aware of the tension in the music, Zhou Wangyu heard a light and shallow sigh, but the music did not stop, like a dry-mouthed storyteller. The beginning of the story is boring and dry, but the next sentence, the next sentence , gradually smooth and brisk.

Rivers toppled and flowed everywhere.The melancholy tone is like the voice of a nightingale, and the dancing rhythm is like a maiden's sob.

Depressed and lonely, deep and cold.It's like a sigh of grief, and it's like singing in a bush of thorns.

The man's shoulders loosened, and his body slowly undulated and moved in rhythm with the beat of the music, so the wind began to flow, Xingzi began to blink, and everything in the world seemed to be dancing to the music.Although the stress and stanzas are not neat at all, the overflow of emotion is so free, the man didn't notice him, and just played the piano with self-forgetfulness. For him, this warm summer night, the stars, the grass , runway, have become his audience.

The black silhouette moved affectionately and intoxicated in front of thousands of audiences.

Zhou Wangyu's fingers moved lightly, following muscle memory, it was a song he played when he was a child, he followed the family's plan to learn the piano from a young age, but he didn't hate it—at least He was practicing with his mother at the time, so he didn't hate it.Although the classical and beautiful melody has sunk in the depths of his memory, he still can't forget it.

The sound of the piano stopped, and the bow of the piano was raised under the sea of ​​stars, bringing out a blank space surrounded by lingering sounds.Before he knew it, tears filled Zhou Wangyu's eyes.

The world applauded the violin player silently. He saw the man put down the violin and bowed to the silent stage, then sat down cross-legged and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

Then the man suddenly spoke, with a rare sense of panic in his voice: "Who is there?"

Zhou Wangyu moved his arms and found that he had stood in place for 15 minutes, unable to even move his feet. He staggered and let out a cry.The voice on the other end paused, then rang again suspiciously: "...Zhou Wangyu? I recognized it was you. It's so late, why are you wandering around the track and field?"

Zhou Wangyu was stunned by the familiar, mocking voice, and immediately stiffened his mouth: "Yuan Hongshan, it's so late, what are you talking about here?"

Yuan Hongshan sneered helplessly, "That's really ugly, this is not nonsense, this is—"

Zhou Wangyu cut off his words with a calm and indifferent voice: "Bach's Chaconne."

The atmosphere was strange and awkward, Zhou Wangyu snorted coldly, lowered his voice, and said slowly: "My mother used to like it very much."

The other end laughed again, and the joking words came out: "Is the young master of the Zhou family unhappy? If you are really unhappy, it makes me happy to say it. I happen to be very unhappy today. After all, I have to pick up the piano again. Play for those troublesome friends."

"Don't call me young master, can you?" Zhou Wangyu forgot the silhouette that made his heart beat just now. Yuan Hongshan was still so disgusting, but by a strange coincidence, he jumped onto the stands and sat down reluctantly. Beside Yuan Hongshan, he seemed to be cleaning the piano, and there was a faint smell of rosin, "Why did you go back to your old job? Don't you really hate playing the piano? But I just saw that you seem to like it, and you are very energetic. "

"... How can a child understand this and that?" Yuan Hongshan snorted, "It's you, with a frowning face, and you really can't get the first place?"

He thought that Zhou Wangyu would say a counterattack as usual, but he didn't, Zhou Wangyu just remained silent for a long time, and then gently pressed the word "um".

"I had a falling out with my teammates."

I don't know why, but he obviously hates Yuan Hongshan, who is so yin and yang, and who speaks rudely, but he can't help but continue to say: "I understand, my current strength is not enough for the No.1 position, I live in the aura of my own family Next, enjoy everything that 3M’s fame has brought to me. But in fact, I can’t keep up with their training, and I’m tired every day, but although I’m tired and want to throw up, I get very little.”

Zhou Wangyu sniffed and looked at the Milky Way under the night, "I can easily stay in this position, but for many people, it is out of reach, even if they are more talented than me and more talented than me." Try. Am I doing something wrong?"

Yuan Hongshan didn't speak for a while, but the rustling of the piano didn't stop. Zhou Wangyu didn't expect him to comfort him, and was about to leave when he met Yuan Hongshan's eyes.

Under the dim starlight, the light in his eyes was not very real, only faintly shining.

Yuan Hongshan put the violin back into the violin case, and stretched out two hands to Zhou Wangyu. It was still a shadow with difficult details, but the outline was slender and beautiful.

"These hands once wanted to break the bow, smash the qin, and throw everything away."

Yuan Hongshan put down his hands, and said in a calm voice without much emotion: "A son from an aristocratic family should win the first place in the competition no matter what. It doesn't matter if you don't like it when you are young. When you grow up, you will know the hard work of your parents. .Everyone told me so, the silent judges under the spotlight, the silent audience, and the parents with keen ears. The grades are good, but no matter how hard I try, I will never be happy- although no one can understand me mentality."

"I still broke everything. I put my violin down on stage. Breaking with the past. But the condition to set me free is to make the best of everything."

"I didn't rely on anyone." Yuan Hongshan laughed. "To this day, I don't rely on anyone. If my family really uses my relationship, I will retire immediately."

After being quiet for a while, Yuan Hongshan put his hand on the corner of his clothes, wiped it carefully, and then patted the back of Zhou Wangyu's head seriously.

"You don't have to think it's hard to compete for the debut position just because I'm too handsome."

Zhou Wangyu choked up for a moment, and turned several times with ups and downs, Yuan Hongshan was still Yuan Hongshan, which was annoying and annoying.

He smiled, and stretched out his hand to stroke Yuan Hongshan's hair. The young master seemed to have never been treated so suddenly and intimately, like someone close to an allergen, he moved sideways and made a fuss.

I only heard Zhou Wangyu seriously say: "You can play that song "Chakong" again, I take back what I just said. Your piano is really good, this is the most free song I have ever heard. "

The author says:

Thank you for watching.I have been a little bit busy recently, sorry for the day! (Bows) Although it was written about Zhouzhou, it is actually quite necessary. The change in their attitude is also the key to the change in the ending.Bach's "Chaconne", the first time I heard it was the piano version, and then I heard the original version for the violin.Quietly recommend it!