I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

Yu Fei was going to Leshi's practice room, but he climbed up a few steps and turned back to buy some water.

When he returned with water, he heard faint arguing sounds from the corner of the stairs.

Although it is not a good habit to listen to people's corners, the protagonist of the quarrel is really interesting. Yuan Hongshan is tall and slender, with half a handsome and aggressive side face, and the ends of the eyebrows are as sharp as the sharp edge of a sword.He put his hands in the pockets of his sweatpants and leaned forward slightly.To others, this movement should be a bit frivolous and frivolous, but when he does it himself, he looks very leisurely, lazy and expensive.

He was facing another person, and the voice he heard was Zhou Wangyu, who had a very different relationship with him in private.

According to Zhou Wangyu's dismissive words, Yuan's every move is artificial.

The pretentious Yuan Hongshan spoke, like a congressman who made a high-level statement: "Didn't get a C? Bad luck."

"Don't mention it." Zhou Wangyu replied coldly, "Aren't you driven to the death group? What are you talking about?"

Yuan Hongshan raised his lips into a smile, which didn't mean he was genuinely laughing, and every word was full of pride: "I'm not the same as you, it doesn't matter how many names I get. You can be regarded as a wolf before a tiger, and you didn't get a C this time. Maybe you won’t be the next number one. You need to have a sense of crisis.”

Zhou Wangyu took two steps forward, Yu Fei saw half of the back of his head exposed, a little red ear tip exposed in the air, he folded his arms, blinked his eyes from time to time, and replied coldly: "Don't say your No. 3 is clean and innocent, what is the background behind you, even NBS will give you three points? At the beginning, Bei Jin was so angry that he left the stage, wasn't it because of your family's face."

The expression between Yuan Hongshan's eyebrows and eyes changed slightly, and he took a step forward, his lowered voice was hoarse and menacing: "You are self-aware, and you are worthy of being a fellow, Wang Yu. Besides, how do you know whether I have voted or not? "

Zhou Wangyu retreated subconsciously, but there was no way to retreat. His shoulder hit the wall and made a dull crash. He said, "How dare you say you didn't?"

"No." Yuan Hongshan replied coldly, with an unquestionable and unwavering tone, "Although this is an era of looking at relationships, and this name brings a lot of convenience, you seem to underestimate our family's behavior style and regard Everyone pulls to Zhou Haiyang's level, should I say you are too naive?" He stretched out his hand, and patted Zhou Wangyu's forehead with the back of his hand, and that hand was immediately knocked away by the force of despair.

"I'm not belittling your father, pay attention to expression management." Yuan Hongshan stepped back briskly, with a triumphant smile on his face. "Is it uncomfortable to be surpassed? Not only Yu Fei and Tang Zhiyang, but there will be more people in the future. If you want to sit in that position all the time, don't hope to improve yourself, but always think about relying on you forever Dad, then all I can say is that I am absolutely disappointed in you."

Zhou Wangyu was completely annoyed, and it was the first time Yu Fei heard him say in such a groggy tone: "Who needs your disappointment! What position do you have to say this?"

Yuan Hongshan shrugged noncommittally, "It's just everyone's opinion of you. You can't completely ignore the doubts under the good reviews, right?"

Zhou Wangyu snorted coldly, and hurriedly walked past, and he seemed to walk away.

Yu Fei was thinking about how to greet Yuan Hongshan to cover up the embarrassment of hearing the harsh words exchanged, Yuan Hongshan waved to him not far away, then nodded inexplicably, with a lingering smile on his lips.He turned and left, as if he had long been aware of Yu Fei's existence.

The corridor returned to tranquility, and the scorching sun at noon narrowly passed through the window, flooding the ground with gold.

Yu Fei suddenly felt that his body was hot, and a strange hot current surged from the bottom of his heart to his throat. It seemed that his long days of depression had found an outlet like a needle point, and light like a strand of hair pierced in.He has been thinking hard about how to make a sound, how to resist, and how to write Leshi's name in the list.Before everything had a clue, he subconsciously felt that he should not tell Leshi about the unspoken rules, although he believed that with Leshi's personality, he would never give up lightly because of the so-called fait accompli.

He thought about a lot of what-ifs, but the final direction was all hopeless and uncertain.

He couldn't imagine what kind of waves the list that even Tang Zhiyang could squeeze out would cause in the end.

But Yuan Hongshan's words, which seem to be true or false, suddenly opened a gap.

He wasn't the only one who knew the inside story, and he wasn't the only one who was against it.

Yu Fei's heart lightened briefly.He is a traveler who has been lost for too long in the dense forest at night, and suddenly sees a bunch of bright moonlight passing through the forest. Even though he doesn't know where the exit is now, he has already found some kind of empty and tiny comfort.

Although when he saw Le Shi, his mood was suddenly not so happy again.

The main dance room for the program has been closed, and Yu Fei found the music time in the former Class A classroom.

Leshi and Tang Zhiyang were the only two left in the small dance room. They sat side by side in the corner. Tang Zhiyang bent his knees and wrote and drew on a piece of white paper with a pen.Le Shi leaned on his shoulder and dozed off with peaceful breathing.The sun fell on their shoulders calmly and slowly, and when they were happy, they would occasionally hum a few restless words in their short sleep. When Tang Zhiyang heard it, he would turn his ear to listen to his voice, and then smiled.

He always seems to like stroking Leshi's head, and Yu Fei remembers the soft top of his hair, even though his kitten doesn't like him stroking his head.

It is a lie to say that he is not jealous in his heart. It is difficult to clearly explain the weight of mutual affection. Yu Fei has never been good at weighing the weight of feelings. He has always been aggressive about feelings.

During the running-in period when I was a teenager, the themes of the quarrels were basically trivial. I used the wrong toothbrush for the wrong slippers, sang the wrong lyrics and jumped the wrong steps. His face didn't talk to him, he was so angry at the time, but when he went downstairs to look at the flowers and plants and the sun, he felt that he was very sentimental, and the solution was very simple, the action of deleting words could represent everything.

Yu Fei would not apologize in a low voice before, he thought that he would never have the day when he would fall down and choke on ashes.He raised his head proudly, only the blue sky and white clouds, the moon and the stars in front of him, everything was clear and bright, including long-term vague concepts such as "the future" and "the future".

The only troubles and big problems in front of him are Leshi. At the beginning, he couldn't tell what liking was, let alone the deeper love.It's just that when he saw Leshi, he felt terribly annoyed. That kind of irritability was not the irritability of wanting the other party to disappear immediately, but the desire to surpass him and surpass his self-motivation. This mentality changed after countless monthly reviews. Cheng "Only I can be his opponent", and later when Le Shi was detained by his parents, when his friends vividly reported to him the tragic situation of "Le Ge writes twenty papers every day", the first thing that jumped into his heart The idea is actually "he is mine, no one can take it away".

The wounds of contradictions peel off, the passions of conflicts deteriorate, and strange emotions sprout.

They spent a lot of time making each other's bodies fit tightly like a mortise and tenon structure. They no longer quarreled over sleeping postures, and they would not ridicule each other because of flaws in their performances. They knew the light snoring and low whispering every night , know the heat of mutual integration, and also know each other's sensitivity and weakness.Until they parted, those secrets were never brought up again.When I think of it, my mouth will be full of bitterness, and the bitterness comes from my heart.

To this day, even if the words are reconciled, he is not honest enough, and he hides a lot from him when he is happy, and the most painful and blazing words should be said when he is the most confused.Yu Fei sometimes said "Don't go" to him when he remembered that night, with a crying tone, not very clear, but together with his tears, it was very stinging.

When Yu Fei regained his strength, he suddenly recalled it, like a sharp knife that had been completely sunk into the heart, suddenly pulled away, and the blood flowed in an instant.

Realizing his sentimentality, Yu Fei sighed, lightly touched the door of the dance classroom, and gave Tang Zhiyang an unexpressive smile. The other party obviously realized it, but he only looked at Leshi and then at him. .He whispered in a breathy voice, "What do you need to do with him?"

This is a familiar and friendly word, but it is not very pleasant.

Yu Fei nodded vigorously.

Tang Zhiyang then carefully touched Le Shi's shoulder. The other party didn't wake up, but just tilted his face, and his temple rubbed against Tang Zhiyang's shoulder.

Leshi's brows were tightly frowned, broken sleep brought turbulent dreams, he was standing in a room, the room was full of people, relatives, friends, classmates, the bright lights shone down, casting his shadow Throw a small disc the size of a projectile.The shadowy figures filed out, and they pushed open the door and walked away from him.Finally, there are parents, Yu Jun, and Yu Fei.He hadn't met Yu Jun a few times, but he felt that she was tall, cheerful, lively, and enthusiastic, and that no difficulties could trap her, just like her brother.

But they still left, unable to see their expressions clearly, Le Shi was terrified, he was nailed in place, unable to move.

Yu Fei left, the room was empty, he was able to move suddenly, walked to the door with all his strength, unscrewed the door lock with all his strength, took a step forward, and finally lost his foot, the feeling of loss made his stomach twitch.He opened his eyes with a severe headache, his eyes were empty and blurred, and there was still a snow-white light and shadow.

He blinked vigorously, and his vision gradually became clear. Yu Fei was sitting in front of him, watching his face with concern.

Leshi took a deep breath, rubbed his temples vigorously, and pushed Yu Fei outward.

"Are you dreaming?" Yu Fei asked, reaching out to touch his forehead, Le Shi frowned and grabbed his hand, with a repulsive force of resistance, both hands stagnated in mid-air, Yu Fei pulled away, and came back again Holding back, he put Leshi's palm on his knee, "Hair is wet, don't catch a cold."

That hand was carefully wrapped in his hand like this, warm and cold, a little sweaty.

Leshi was sitting under the sun, the beads of sweat shed from the shock glistened, the bangs on his forehead were messy and broken, and the pinnae of his ears were almost transparent due to the strong light.There is a blurred light flowing slowly in the eyes, and some flickering flying dust floats up.He looked at Yu Fei in a daze, did not speak, but there was silent emotion flowing into the air, obviously the air-conditioning in the room was still there, but Yu Fei suddenly felt hot and stuffy.

He pinched the palm of Leshi's hand and asked, "Fortunately, they said that you have something to do in the morning. Is everything going well?"

Le Shi lowered his eyes, obviously many people have asked him this question casually, but since Fei said it out, it seems to be very strange.

He understands that he shouldn't be weak, to remain calm and strong at all times.He suppressed the heat that suddenly welled up in his eyes, and tried his best to maintain the calmness in his voice: "The things on the variety show before were changed for the second time on the Internet as black material, and your sister was also implicated. I want to have a good time with you Discuss and discuss."

The strength of holding hands tightened, and the expression between Yu Fei's brows and eyes was a little excited, "It's another nonsense made up by black fans-I'm going to borrow a mobile phone."

"Wait, calm down." Le Shi shook his head and held Yu Fei's hand instead. Yu Fei looked down and found that Le Shi's hand was shaking slightly. "I've thought about it seriously, and I don't want to always be together in the future, whether it's in front of the camera or off the camera." He didn't mention the family reasons, and skipped it lightly, "You and I are not in the same group, and the relationship has faded." Enough."

Yu Fei's face changed slightly, and his tone was mixed with puzzlement and grievance: "Just for these fabricated rumors? Is there anything else you haven't told me?" After a pause, his mind gradually became clear, but because of this thought In the same way, he felt uncomfortable. "Lele, your hands are shaking so badly. Drink some water first—we'll talk about it later. To be honest, I'm a little confused right now." He opened the tab of the soda for Leshi and was about to hand it to Leshi In front of him, he found that Le Shi had been looking at him.

Yu Fei blinked, and said frankly: "I don't want to talk to me, are you angry with me?"

He was a little anxious, and hurriedly asked again: "What's the matter?"

Leshi didn't answer, still just staring into his eyes.

Yu Fei looked at him for a while, sighed softly, and leaned over to hug him.When the two arms passed under Le Shi's side, he felt the other person's body stiffen in shock. With the tightening of the arms and the tense and rapid exhalation, it slowly relaxed.Le Shi hesitantly wrapped his forearm around his neck, like a small animal that was easily startled, and responded jerky.

"Although he didn't say it, his eyes clearly said let me hug you." Yu Fei rubbed the tip of his nose against the tip of his ear, and the sun shone on his cheek, scorching hot.Leshi heard his helpless but indulgent sigh, and a little heat passed by his ears, Yu Fei whispered: "What am I going to do with you... What should I do? I'm actually stingy. I won't be happy."

The back of Yu Fei's head was rubbed vigorously.

"me too."

Le Shi turned his face to the side and buried it deeply in Yu Fei's shoulder. Feeling a little sweat, with exhausted feelings, he said: "I am also very greedy. I am not angry with you, I want to be with you .”

We have known each other for so long, Leshi never said such words.He has the softest place in his heart, which he never fully shows in front of others.

Before embracing Leshi, there was a moment when Yu Fei felt that they would quarrel again and fall into the cycle of the past again, but until now, he realized that he was not willing to be the initiator of stabbing each other again. Surprised, it seems that those unreasonable quarrels and conflicts can be resolved with just a hug.

But he couldn't do it before.

"I promise you." Yu Fei said, closing his eyes and repeating again, "I promise you. But you have to promise me that you can't do anything alone. Even if, even if you find someone you trust, you don't. It’s okay with me. I also have things that I can’t tell you—not that I can’t, I don’t know how to tell you, I’m scared.”

"I'm also very scared." Leshi responded, "I'm afraid I won't be able to participate in the competition, and I'm afraid I won't be able to make my debut."

Yu Fei didn't speak, but hugged him even tighter.

"Fei, I'm so tired."

When he was happy, he let himself sink into the bleakness with a reassuring smell, Yu Fei could feel his eyelashes blinking and scratching his neck lightly, a little itchy.

Yu Fei smiled wryly, stroked Le Shi's back, and said, "Are you acting like a baby to me?"

After being quiet for a long time, he even felt that Leshi had fallen asleep with his gradually calming breathing, and then he got a muffled answer: "Yes. I'm acting like a baby." As soon as it stopped, Yu Fei's heartbeat followed After a while, he was very surprised, like a thirsty person finally waiting for the light rain. When he listened to the music, he said, "Hold me a little longer."

Yu Fei scratched his ears: "Isn't it too hot?"

"hot."

His hand loosened a little, Le Shi immediately said: "Don't let go."

"Okay, I won't let go."

It seems that they know that they are about to separate, even though they are close at hand, they are far away from each other, like countless CPs whose business period has ended, perhaps to protect each other, or to leave a future path, only at this time, two people fighting alone embrace, Relying on, exchanging each other's breath and heartbeat, Yu Fei's eyes became inexplicably hot, and he kissed Le Shi's neck lightly, leaving a mark without a trace.

"If you don't let it go now, you won't let it go in the future."

The author says:

Zhou Zhou: Although I am angry, I seem to be molested (angry), and I really don’t care at all (actually I do).Feifei's wish is probably for Lele to act like a baby with him (sigh).I've been busy recently!I have read all the reply comments! !Thank you all for the little gifts (three bows)! !Thanks for watching!