I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The concept of "parents" is still clear in Leshi's mind, but every time he thinks about it, his heart still hurts.

His father is an employee of an enterprise, and his mother is a teacher at a local college. The well-organized family history is like a black ink line drawn with a ruler. Leshi's life should also be run through by that silent black line. Parents are like The two fulcrums of the compass have already drawn a predetermined route for him.

The mother is kind and gentle, and the father is dignified and cautious, but the child's personality is rebellious to the end, becoming the kind of young people who "show their faces" that they least want to see.

In their memory, Leshi seemed to be that well-behaved and obedient boy, who was holding his palms from left to right, and walked into the distance facing the morning sun.The growth of a person is one step at a time, to live a life in peace and stability, compared with any ups and downs, becoming famous overnight must be well-founded.

Li Xiang was also in the room. He seemed to have just finished the first round of conversation. He touched his chin, nodded frequently in relief and understanding, and when he saw Leshi opened the door, he turned around and gestured to the photographers, as a gesture of politeness. In private, he invited the extra people out, and before leaving, he patted Le Shi on the shoulder and told him gently: "You guys have a good talk."

The door was closed, and the fluorescent lamps in the room were brightly illuminated, making the people under the lamps appear illusory and dazzling.

Le Shi stood in front of the door, not knowing whether to approach them or stay where they were.

My mother's black and thick hair was tied into a neat little bun and tied behind her head with a hairnet. Leshi's natural cold white complexion and thin physique all came from her, often with a melancholy and cold look. The eyes belonged to the father who folded his arms and said nothing.Leshi heard his mother calling him and beckoning to him, so he sat in front of his parents, clasping the edge of the armchair with his fingers uneasily.

"...Mom." He responded, and the woman's tight lips were bent, and the crow's feet and nasolabial folds at the end of her eyes were obviously squeezed.

As a result, time has wrinkled, revealing an embarrassing aging side.

Leshi suddenly felt sad. The last time he had contact with him was when he first joined the program. His father was merciless during the phone call, reprimanding him that he would accomplish nothing. The voices of the parents are mostly negative sentences.

This interview is not like a variety show, there is no touching reunion after a long absence, and there is no happy ending.

The three of them sat facing each other for a long time. Le Shi saw his father's fist clenched tightly. When it was not in front of him, it usually represented the suppressed anger of a man.

The mother seemed to be thinking about it for a long time. She took out her mobile phone from her handbag and gently opened a video. It was an entertainment lace news.

"Can you accept your idol's private association with fans? Say good night to each other, chat privately in the middle of the night. Even contact the idol in person and send a personal gift of love."

The scrolling picture evidence is his and Yu Jun’s private messages on Weibo for several months. Some of the content involves flight schedules and itinerary updates. His reply is simple and clean, mostly thanks and receipt. Special care" "A large number of chat records have been obtained within a few months, which can't help but make people think about it" "Private fans are suspected of participating in the plagiarism of HP trainees, and there may be hidden secrets in it."The next paragraph is an interview that has been silenced and blurred. From Leshi’s high school classmates and trainee friends, the words spoken to the media are slamming: "The relationship with the people in the class is not very good. , When I was in school, I didn’t pay much attention to my studies, and I participated in a lot of extracurricular activities, and it was expected that I went (debuted) in the end.” “There are some violations of school rules. It is said that I have run away from home a few times. I don’t think so Among the ranks of top students." In the second half, he used Yu Fei's black and red enthusiasm to stir up various real hammers of CP, and he spoke clearly and honestly, confusing the fake with the real.

"While taking advantage of the popularity and money created by CPF, while having an ambiguous private relationship with female fans in the middle of the night, Ning is too good at being a man."

Leshi fell silent. It's not that he hasn't read the bad reviews, but when these words pierced his eyes unreservedly, he still couldn't help a brief blank flash in his mind, not to mention that the people who showed these things in front of him were not Others, but their own relatives.His mother spoke slowly and said, "Recently, my family has always received strange packages with bad contents, so your dad and I decided to rush over here."

Le Shi straightened his back, the tension made his palms sweat, and he blurted out: "Are you all right? Did you call the police, about your home address—"

"It's useless to say so much." The man opened his mouth for the first time, and the irrefutable majesty in his tone made Le Shi stop his voice, and even subconsciously held his breath. Open, the father's voice was full of sighs and disappointment: "You quit the game. Don't do these things. Even if you go home and don't do anything, it will be much better than what it is now."

"Look at what you look like now, dancing and singing, attracting people's attention, I thought you were going to do something when you fell out of heaven. When you were young, you wanted to learn to play the piano, and we paid for it. Fooling around in that hip-hop club, we thought we loved to play at that age, so we let it go. But you have grown up long ago, and we have never been unsatisfied with what you want. We have raised you so big, and there is only one wish, to let you be happy Get on with your life, go to a good college, get a good job."

His father spoke a little fiercely, and had to stop to loosen a top button of his white shirt. The square face of the middle-aged man could vaguely show the upright and graceful youth, but his eyes were showing stubbornness and stubbornness. With the flames of anger, he raised his tone and said in a commanding tone: "And you—take a good look, think about it, what you have done. Hurry up and write a withdrawal application, and go home with me."

"Dad." Le Shi was used to such familiar reprimands and orders. Although the relationship between him and his father only needed a few words to make the sword tense, but only this time, he suddenly felt tired in the middle of his anger.

——Who would have thought that such absurd things would happen to him, the unwarranted charges were pointed at him, almost suddenly, and after the surprise, he was extremely unwilling, and his family forced him to withdraw under the pressure of public opinion, forcing him to deny the crime of more than two years Work hard and waste those sleepless nights.

"I'm not retiring."

His mother let out a long sigh, and his father seemed to let out a low growl from his throat, like a raging bull, rubbing his hands back and forth uneasily, making loud and menacing rubbing sounds.Le Shi looked into the man's eyes and confronted him unswervingly. He was actually timid and blamed himself, the sweat on his palms was cold, his heart was beating fast, and every beat was deafening, bringing some strange nausea.

When Le Shi heard himself emphasize it again, the voice was so unfamiliar that it was almost cold, "I will not retire."

The man stood up abruptly, raised his fists, his nose fluttered, and he breathed heavily.

Le Shi didn't flinch, looked at him stubbornly, the man finally didn't make a move, but just waved his fist and stabbed his heart in frustration.

The father seemed to be panicking from the heat, and sweat soaked the shirt on his chest and back. He turned his head to look for his briefcase, and said angrily, "Think about how long you haven't come home. You don't have a family in your heart. You don't have a family to support you." What is the use?"

The feeling of exhaustion was worse, and Leshi was almost drained when he rolled his eyes. Although he was mentally prepared when he saw them, he didn't want to fight his family anymore.He couldn't accept the other party's total denial of what he was after. For him, family was mostly quarrels, control, indifference and long confinement.

Le Shi let out a long breath, but he didn't know that his voice was also trembling violently: "If you don't treat me as a family member, then it's wrong."

"I will pay back what I owe to my family."

"How can you use such words as being owed..." His mother covered her mouth, and seemed to be in unbelievable shock. Tears flashed in her eyes. His feelings are like an irresistible tide, rushing out unexpectedly from his father's furious and inappropriate words, his mother's disappointed and sad pupils, and his reckless counterattack.

Le Shi almost immediately began to regret what he said, those thorns accurately pierced into the heart of the person in front of him, and quickly returned to himself.

Leshi stood up, took a deep breath, lowered his eyes and lowered his head, and said slowly: "I did something wrong. I failed your cultivation all these years, and I am not qualified to receive your love. But, father, mother," He raised his head and stared at his tearful mother and panting father, "I have a path I want to take, and a life I want to decide, no matter what, I have come to where I am today, and I will not retire of."

"sorry."

His mother glanced at him, as if she wanted to come forward to hug him, but her father grabbed her wrist and opened the door with strides. His voice was not loud, but clear, shocking, and breathtaking: "How could I have A child like you."

Leshi stood where he was, the snow-white light of the fluorescent lamp enveloped him, slowly elongating and deforming the figure of his parents leaving.

Like an outsider, he opened his eyes in amazement, watching himself standing alone in the light, his dear one opened a door, and left him resolutely, and countless deep shadows cast upon him.But he should apologize, he thought of "bad things", and those fleeting bad comments turned over in his mind with echoes-he should apologize to everyone, not for confession, but for protection.

"I'm really sorry that I didn't live the life you expected."

On the other side, it was almost noon, and there was a burst of cheers in the practice room of "Journey in Brocade".

"What's so lively?" After finishing the practice, Wan Xing pulled the crack of the window and looked inward to pay attention to the source of the sound.

He was looking up and looking, his back was caught off guard, and a pair of arms flexibly and forcefully hooked his neck. Fortunately, he let out a cry, and felt another pair of legs wrapped around his waist like a loach. Now he knew it was Who is it? Quack laughed and went to help the other party's knees. Ren Fengfeng hung on him in twos and twos, occupying the commanding heights and looking into the classroom, while saying: "You are choosing C, Yu Fei and Zhou Wangyu two Choose one!"

Ren Fengfeng didn't hesitate: "I choose Yu Fei! It's the good guy who made me abduct the lead singer and sing lyrical rap!"

Fortunately, he pinched Ren Fengfeng's thigh and said, "Please talk about it and analyze it carefully. You are not allowed to use public affairs for personal gain. Ren Fengfeng is so heavy, can you come down?"

Ren Fengfeng winked: "No!"

Ren Fengfeng thought for a while, and then said: "Another question, it's not that simple, Ren Yufei is an official trainee of HP, and he used to get genius scripts! Do you think he can only sing? It's a big mistake. Wrong. According to my observation, the dance is also very good, at least he can be the ACE of the group. Although Zhou Zhou has been dancing on the show for a few months, but it is still so far away from the heat, but everyone likes it the most. There is no such thing as a cultivation system, and with the help of a company filter, you are born superior, you are born superior, 8 dare to say, 8 dare to say."

"I've been serious about it for a long time, but I can't believe it, so who does C belong to?"

"Isn't there a fight here, wait and see, wait and see."

Luckily, while listening to the faintly heard song, many trainees gathered around the classroom, whispering to each other and whispering something.He used to listen to gossip among trainees, but he didn't take it seriously. Fortunately, he was always a little crazy and heartless in front of others. This problem became worse after partnering with Ren Fengfeng. The two of them had countless sources of happiness every day. For digging, it also made other trainees unconsciously relax their vigilance.

"Why do you think tzy is always stuck in the second? I feel that his performance is much better than zwy...Whether it is dancing or singing, it is not too much to say that he is the Top 3 here? And his fans are too good at casting, I want With such a group of fans who can buy, buy, buy, I have already made my debut..."

"Hush—you don't know the background of zwy? Actually, I knew the company name in the first issue. Some people said that HP's cxd seemed to be exposed. In fact, the water behind them is very deep. It looks like they are full of energy. , just want to get their trainees down, and the culprit might be 3M."

"Why don't we just change the name of the show to create a new 3M?"

Fortunately, he let out a long sigh.

Ren Fengfeng glanced out of the corner of his eye, and obviously heard those words, he said half in jest and half in earnest: "It's interesting to use abbreviations. These sour words can be found both online and offline, and it's not because they saw what NBS said. Is it fair to participate in the show? But who doesn’t know that this is a variety show! It’s like you know there is a pit in front of you, but NBS’s is shallower, and others’ is deeper, so I weighed the pros and cons, and I jumped into this shallow pit Maybe you can jump out of it, jump into the deep pit, and you will be lost forever."

"As expected of Fengzi, the harm is quite thorough."

Ren Fengfeng dismissively said: "Come on, I think you are the smartest person among us, you can make a lot of money with a silent voice." Suddenly remembered something, Ren Fengfeng tugged at Wanxing's ear, and asked again: " Hey, I'll ask you, I'll just ask."

Fortunately, he was quite impatient, and pushed Ren Fengfeng, who was about to slip off, back to his back, "Say something quickly!"

"If one day you know the truth about the show, you will have two choices: if you don't say it, you will be as quiet as a chicken, and you will be able to debut with glory; if you say it, you will be a hero and you will be kicked out. How do you choose? "

Lucky was silent, he opened his mouth, there was booing, applause, and screams in the classroom, everyone was trying their best to express themselves under the lens of the camera, the scene was so lively that it was almost unreal, Lucky blinked, the glass window Reflected his face.

"Be realistic, Fengfeng." The person in the shadow of the window smiled at him vaguely, opening and closing his lips: "I said, can you really be a great hero? It's not bad if you don't get scolded to death."

"When I was young, I read comics and novels, and wanted to become the hero who saved the world. I thought I could change something by myself, but the result was all my own imagination. Practice, find a company, sign a contract, participate in a program, debut. What? One is easy, I am always the one who is being led away.” Lucky seemed to be aware of the deep emotions in the words, shook his head violently, shook Ren Fengfeng down his back, and said loudly: “Are you thinking about farts? Eat, of course I chose to debut! Debuting is a big deal!"

Amidst the cheers and laughter, the C position of the "Journey in Brocade" group was voted out, and the Center belonged to Yu Fei.

"The real-name system for voting is actually quite frightening." Ren Fengfeng said, "After all, no one wants to be caught when this is the case. Rather than being protected by others, it is better to protect yourself first. By the way, Where did Lele go, I didn't see him with you, still practicing?"

Fortunately, I haven't seen Leshi all morning. Since he was called away by Bei Jin, the selection of C in this group has entered a period of stagnation. Tang Zhiyang simply took them to learn from the beginning to the end. Although the intricate dance steps were fortunately forgotten when he turned around, The cloudy and uncertain melody is engraved into my mind poisonously.Lucky replied: "He seemed to have something to do this morning, and he was called out by Mr. Bei Jin halfway through. Otherwise, our team should have chosen C. I hope God treats our little wreck better."

"Hiss——Mr. Bei Jin, it looks like bad luck. It's a miracle that you don't have any missing arms or legs."

The other end seemed to be scattered, Yu Fei popped up from the window, said with a smile, "Good afternoon."

Ren Fengfeng muttered: "Cao Cao Cao Cao is here, he will definitely ask—"

Yu Fei: "Where are you Brother Le?"

Wan Xing shook his hands expressionlessly, and replied in a stick-ready flat tone: "I don't know, I don't know, don't ask, just go to the dance studio to find it."

The author says:

Thanks for watching.It is always very dark before dawn, and Feifei will hug Lele.I saw a comment about a sister saying 404, and I was really upset (sigh).