I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The recording of the official competition started at four or five o'clock in the morning. Unlike the live broadcast of the first performance, in order to stabilize the ratings and create suspense, all stages will be released at twelve o'clock in the morning the next day after the performance. The voting period will be within one week to determine the [-] trainees who can be retained for the next round of competition.

This day was full of chaos for everyone. Leshi’s group originally vowed to go to bed early and get up early, but in the middle of the night, the four of them looked at each other in the karaoke room, tirelessly making final exercises and adjustments, and the rare three or two hours of sleep. It was supplemented in the dressing room and on the bus. Leshi was woken up by exclamations, and the inside and outside of the car were boiling.

At 6:35 in the morning, the recording site was already bustling with people.

With the decrease in the number of trainees, there are support areas outside the venue. Fans gather in small squares. Badges, hand banners and posters are placed under the simple shed. The stall owners wearing masks look like young and lovely girls. , is distributing support items to fans who have found the organization.

Wan Xing in the front seat pulled the curtains and was stunned by the scenery outside, "Wow—our family is indeed the number one joker in puppet creation. Others' houses are hanging posters, and ours has two carp flags. Oh, The posters are all printed with emojis, I have such a big face fluttering in the wind—Fengzi, why don’t I laugh when I’m on stage?”

There was a lot of laughter, and Yu Fei, who was sleeping soundly by Leshi, woke up stunned and muttering, looking out through the gap of the blackout curtain, Yu Fei couldn't help waking up, following Leshi's line of sight, Slowly look outside, everyone wants to see their support point, the pick-up and drop-off vehicles are driving along the outside of the field, and Leshi can see Juanjuan busy in the corner of the field from a distance.

Yu Jun is tall and thin, very conspicuous in the crowd. She directs the little sisters to rush up and down the small ladder, and hangs banners and posters on her small stall, which is very beautifully decorated. , the horizontal section is made of cardboard printed with wood grain, which looks like a small coffee house from a distance.The hand banner alone was hung all over the wall. Due to the distance, Leshi could only see the blurred figure on it. Unknowingly, he had left so many shadows under the camera.

Yu Juan was no longer the excited and happy person who led a group of people in twos and threes and shouted cheers to him alone.A small team gathered around her, some were distributing paper cup holders for mineral water, and some were warmly greeting fans who came after hearing the news, and handing out small things according to their mobile phone information. The smile on the face is brighter and warmer than the rising sun.

Yu Fei whispered a joke beside him: "You said I asked my sister for your handwriting, would she give it to me..." Thinking of Yu Jun pointing at his nose aggressively and warning him not to fire CP Yu Fei shuddered, and sighed to himself: "Forget it... I can't afford to offend her. My sister has become the target's fan. Think about it, it's an annual delusion incident..."

"Last time I sent a short message to ask her, if in the end, when her brother and her idol are on onepick, who will she choose? When it was created, it was onepick Lele, who didn’t give you an extra ticket, nor did my brother. It’s too cruel, it’s really too cruel..."

Yu Jun on the other end stood on the ladder, frowned, pinched his nose, and sneezed trickily. Before he could finish his contemptuous words, he held his breath, then let out a helpless sigh of relief, and reprimanded in a low voice: "Why is she a girl doing these things..."

Yu Fei's hands were still clutching the curtain, and he gradually lost his voice. The car drove farther and farther away, and the field full of flowers gradually shrank into colorful clumps and puzzles. Yu Fei lowered his eyes and let go of his hands. Biting her lower lip, she retreated to her position, touched her nose, and shook her hand again.

I don't know if it's the scene of the support, or the details of Yu Fei's movements, Le Shi's heart moved, as if a soft place crashed into a heavy object, and he couldn't help feeling some kind of indescribable emotion.

Leshi was silent for a while, and the surroundings were full of excited conversations among the trainees. Fortunately, he was talking about the relevance and uniqueness of their carp creations. Ren Fengfeng lamented the hip-hop atmosphere of his fans, and suspected that their secret signs Using Cantonese rap to communicate, Zhou Wangyu murmured in a low voice that it seemed that the grandfather of a 3M employee had sneaked into the fan base. He inscribed and signed the posters on the spot. A few thick and colorful calligraphy characters "Heaven rewards those who work hard" turned the support meeting into an activity for the elderly. meeting.

"They must have come too." Le Shi said suddenly, putting his palm lightly on Yu Fei's, he touched the protruding scar, like an ugly white tapeworm, stretching across Yu Fei's palm, Yu Fei Holding Le Shi's hand with the same gentle strength, shaking his head:

"It's all over. They put it down, and I have to let it go. People always move forward."

No matter what Yu Fei feels in his heart, the optimism and chicness he expresses at this moment are so clear and straightforward, just like in the past.He is very clear about interpersonal relationships, he is clean and decisive whether to leave or stay, the only one who is broken and unwilling to give up seems to be the person in front of him.Yu Fei yawned tiredly, turned his head and asked him, "Are you still sleepy? How about you sleep next to me for a while?"

"Don't sleep anymore. His eyes should be swollen." Le Shi shook his head, although the feeling of exhaustion was always with him, but this feeling never disappeared since he stepped into the boundary of this circle, and it has already become a constant tolerance, But the feeling of uneasiness did not subside. He knew clearly what choice he had made, and at the same time bore the corresponding consequences of success and failure.

It seems that there are two forces in my heart that are contending, repelling, and wrestling with each other. The dream shadow that is faintly visible during light sleep, and the seemingly invisible voice lingering in my ears are the opposition to this road since childhood. It has been a long time since I left the prison of family construction, but those sentences are still constantly disputed.

——How can you be successful, how can you be successful? People who give up studying easily will also give up acting easily.Impossible to debut, absolutely impossible.I will not pay attention to all your so-called achievements, let alone admit them.

——Based on your performance on stage, I can tell you clearly that in my eyes, you have never reached the standard for debut.I hope you don't think that I'm bending the law for personal gain, that if I can, I can, and if I can't, I can't.If I don’t say it today, someone else will say it tomorrow, so let’s start to be complacent now, have you forgotten the Black Sea on the N list?If you use such a mistake to go to the small list to play songs, are you not afraid of the second or third Black Sea?

——Only you, just you, push open the door, behind the door is the spotlight and stage, you will see a better view.

——Lele, let's debut together.

This is his dream and dream all the time. At this time, he realizes very clearly that he is using a glimmer of hope to fight against countless denials, doubts, and malice. The darkness comes from the outside world, and also from his own. bottom of my heart.He was already standing on the edge of the cliff, and there was never such a moment when he wanted to give up, and there was never such a moment when he was unwilling to give up.

"The "Snow Country" team is ready to play now."

The staff brandished the billboard, and the voice calling them sounded. The last program of the RAP group was coming to an end, and most of the trainees were still immersed in the lyrics with tears in their laughter. The original song was Noya’s famous work "Ordinary Story", a lyrical rock style, the original lively tune was split into melody, While retaining the main melody, low-pitched and gentle vocals are added. The whole song is only drumbeats, the romantic rhythm of violin and piano, with a strong nostalgic atmosphere, which complements the lyrics jumping between the drumbeats and forms a self-contained whole.

"What is life, people are born for dreams. Before that, life towered into the sky, but now I have learned to move forward. I use the scars of wrestling to trap white birds, and I grow green forests with the festering growth. Sparks and smoke In the blink of an eye, spring is coming."

"Ren Fengfeng, who has been clamoring to be a Darkboy all day long... really has a healing heart." After Jiang He watched the finale, there were colorful flower petals falling on the stage, and Ren Fengfeng and Lucky's rap group went together The original song has a lively and energetic style, each verse is a short story, and the libretto is very natural and lovely.Jiang He left his seat, sighing to himself, but found that Su Qiao, who was walking beside him, was so nervous and stiff that he walked out with the same steps.

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"Little Qiao." He patted Su Qiao on the shoulder, and Su Qiao immediately seemed like a frightened deer, almost bouncing away far away, Jiang He smiled, and in a blink of an eye, he saw the same stiff body, also trying to get rid of his relatives Le Shi, very graciously and gently embraced the two of them, "Anyway, you will be even more nervous if you say don't be nervous now, and the road will not go away. I will support you."

He called Yu Fei who was walking in front, and asked loudly: "Yu Fei trainee, are you nervous?"

Yu Fei paused and remained silent for a long time. He turned around, his hands trembling slightly. He didn't know whether he was suppressing excitement or nervousness. When he opened his mouth to answer, his voice even had a trembling ending. Mood: "Nervous, of course I'm nervous. I'm almost out of breath. But I'm not scared."

They bumped into Wanxing, Ren Fengfeng and others who had just left the stage. When Wanxing saw Le, he gave him a hot hug. The temperature on the stage was very high, and everyone was sweating profusely, as if they were The other world exhausted all its energy and physical strength. When Ren Fengfeng also came over to hug and have fun, he encouraged him: "It doesn't matter whether you rush to the street or not, just shout your voice and it's over. Everyone is very enthusiastic today! The stage! Very nice! You guys are also very pretty, and you will definitely succeed in no time.”

"Feng Zai has said everything I want to say, I can only share my good luck with you." Wan Xing smiled brightly, grabbed Le Shi's palm, and wrote and drew with his fingertips in his palm, Barely recognized the meaning of "debut at C position", he performed this mysterious ceremony for the four members of the team one by one. Fortunately, he had a very good relationship with each trainee, at least Su Qiao blurted out "fortunately saved my life".

Fortunately, he smiled and patted Su Qiao on the forehead: "Qiao, you are not allowed to tweet me! Well, well, it's time for me to go to see the ticket. I hope this time it won't be the end of the crane. Last time, it was so big and it was shocking." People's hearts."

He walked a few steps side by side with Ren Fengfeng, recovered his senses with an abnormally high synchronization rate, stretched out his index finger representing "one" to the four people from left to right, and said in unison: "Come on! Let's go eat Haidilao after the game." /Hit the side stove!" After a pause, you and I debated which hot pot is better, and the heartless children got together and were naturally optimistic and cheerful.

Yu Fei clapped his hands together, although his whole body was still trembling involuntarily and uncontrollably, but he still had a firm gaze and said to the team members: "Let's go!"

"Ear test, ear test. If there is no problem, you can go on stage."

Just after Li Xiang's introductory speech was over, cheers and screams erupted in the arena, and it seemed that even the ground in the backstage was trembling slightly. This wave of sound reached its climax when they walked onto the stage, countless hands Waving, the sparkling eyes originally contained tears of joy and excitement, and Leshi couldn't help but smile when he heard his name.

It took Li Xiang a lot of effort to calm down the explosive screaming.As Fei Ling called out the group name, the four introduced themselves in sequence, and the response at Leshi was very enthusiastic.He heard many people calling his name, especially loudly, shouting "Debut for my sister", "You are my Onepick", "No one votes for you", which caused a small burst of laughter.

Li Xiang mentioned in a timely manner: "The trainees of Leshi are positioned as dancers. Why did they join the Vocal group this time? Is it a last resort?"

He smiled slightly when he was in music, although he felt the vibration of his vocal cords and his voice trembled a little, but when a word, a word, or a sentence came out of his mouth, he felt that his high-hanging heart was slowly falling, and finally he swallowed slowly, unable to stop. When he heard his answer, he was calm and firm, full of conviction: "This is my own choice and challenge. I set my debut as my goal, and I want to do everything an idol can do." arrive."

There was a lot of screams of support from the audience, and when he heard the cry of "you can do it", his sinking heart suddenly found a place to take root. He was surprised more than once that there were so many people staring at him, Staring at him and caring about him, Leshi bowed to the fans, his voice no longer trembling: "Please enjoy the stage, everyone."

Like countless times before the start of the stage, the lights are dimmed and everything is silent.

Le Shi recalled for no reason that when he performed on stage for the first time, he endured the scars at the corners of his eyes and danced the entire song amidst the tingling sensation.At that time, he didn't look forward and backward, and he didn't have self-doubt. All he was satisfied with was that if he liked it, he would stick to it.Dancing is the love of his life.

He sat down in the darkness, and on the seat of the set, he heard the faint sound of the speeding train.Le Shi looked to the other side of the stage, and in the silent darkness before the start, he saw an endless sea of ​​stars. He was obviously startled, and then realized that it was the fans' spontaneous support.The Milky Way on a snowy night, travelers coming and going, on stage and off stage, all seemed to be part of the story.

The twinkling and dense stars are listening to their stories.

The piano sounds in the middle and low range, and the light and dusty snow slowly falls on the screen, with cold and sharp floating lights flickering, the white mist of dry ice surges from the bottom of the feet, and the blue lights The light poured down from the top of his head, it was obviously a blazing ray-like temperature, but Le Shi shivered slightly.

This sensitive little shiver brought a certain kind of calmness.The accompaniment is walking slowly, and the melody is like a girl walking barefoot under the night sky. Although the cold keys knock off the snow and ice, she still walks quietly and alone along the railroad tracks.When the first sentence was narrated from Leshi, he stood up, and the lights followed him to the platform, as if it was a casual mention of a shy passenger, and the clear and fragile words sank into the distant and twinkling starry sky.

"That winter night, at the drop-off point on the platform, I saw a pair of the most beautiful eyes through the mirror of the window glass."

The sound of the music in his ears was quietly falling and flowing. When Le Shi was in a state of extreme concentration, he couldn't hear the gasp of surprise from the audience, but he could see the twinkling sea of ​​stars, which seemed to be lit up by the singing, and became A piece of land, protractedly, shaking almost dizzyingly, the silvery white light with extremely gorgeous coolness, gently responding to the melody.

"The boy that day, on the opposite side of the railway, crossed the world of no attachment, and came to me with the scenery on his back."

It was Yu Fei's voice, which seemed to be blended in the dry and cold wind, passing it indistinctly. With the melodious accompaniment brought by the ears, you can hear a stable, solid, restrained voice full of narrative emotions when playing. Yu Fei no longer showed his singing skills and skills unscrupulously and heartily as before. He has become gentler and more mature.

"So I go back to the past, I look forward to tomorrow, I always love dreams come true, I put a smile on everyone's face."

Su Qiao and Jiang He came back and forth, looking at each other with deep and deep eyes, I don't know why, as if Su Qiao's eyes were particularly sad and longing, Yu Fei sang along to the main melody.In the days of light snow and early sunshine, the sunshine and happiness brought by a certain boy opened the floodgate of a certain relationship.In his luggage are love, dreams, the scenery of traveling around the world, clear voice and deep singing, like a bedtime story before the fire, falling asleep with warm and dry sadness.

"Snow, snow, young snow. My utopia stands in front of me, but doesn't say a word."

Drums step up and guitars join in.Yu Fei adjusted his ears, and the chorus with him as the lead singer came in a deep voice, and the second half of the sentence was Leshi.When singing the word "Youth", Yu Fei looked at him. His hair was softly attached to his cheeks, and he was wearing a blue and white elk patterned pullover. It is overflowing, unspeakable emotion.Under the light, he was tall and handsome, quiet and gentle, with his palms pressed against the soft sweater fabric on his chest, he used his strength to sing every note gracefully and delicately.

This is the first time that Leshi and Yu Fei stand side by side on the stage of the competition.

He is no longer the one hiding under the stage, watching the flowers and applause with the trainees who are about to be eliminated.Under the spotlight, Yu Fei was only one step away from him.Leshi raised his hand and brought Mike close to his lips. When he sang, Yu Fei chorused and sang for him. The faint singing sound was like a lamp floating in the snowy night, and Leshi devoted himself to chasing after it. Countless memories are like flashing lights, turning and flickering.

At this time, he forgot those dense notes and outlines, and forgot the dry and boring theoretical formulas. His instinct seemed to add wings to him. It was a wonderful and real feeling. He remembered the song he sang at the music festival that night. He enjoyed and relaxed that song wholeheartedly, and with the vibration of his vocal cords, every syllable was crystal clear.

Only now did he realize that he was so eager, eager to be like Yu Fei, standing in front of the world with confidence and bravery, facing everyone's scrutiny and consideration, even though it was a long night before him, the stars never sleep forever, the river Nor has it dried up.Even though the wind and snow are vast, his ideal once stood in front of him.

Leshi didn't know why, maybe the lights were too dazzling, or maybe the singing was too emotional, the moment he spoke, tears welled up in his eyes.

"Now we are separated, leaving the Baishan Mountain in the Snow Country, I asked my boy if he is willing."

When you close your eyes when you are in music, the melody turns and oscillates in your ears, and the emotions gather and communicate. From the restrained and trickling water flow, it gradually gathers and surges. of light texture.The lovers in the story came from afar, but then dispersed in a hurry.

The couplets between Su Qiao and Jiang He are also very touching. Su Qiao’s sentences are sad and nostalgic. Leshi has never experienced such feelings in the karaoke room. Not only him, but everyone standing on the stage , are all unconsciously devoted to it, and the memories of the days, months, and years are gathered into a tower.

The melody suddenly fell silent, it was brewing before the climax.The farewell is close at hand, and the feast finally collapses.

"Boom—"

The whistle of the train tore through the silence, the rotation of the machine brought the message of the station, the snowflakes swirled and fell, and the final injury and cry, with all the instruments and elements working at the same time, went to the highest point.

Yu Fei took off his earphones, closed his eyes, and the knuckles of his hands holding the microphone turned white. An explosive chorus rose from the ground, but the edges were smooth, and it reached the most comfortable range without any stagnation or effort.His voice is very recognizable at this moment, hoarse and mournful, rising and falling with the melody of the chorus.

"I lost the past, I forgot tomorrow, I lost sleep with everything, and I'm sorry to everyone."

Guided by the clear and clear voice, each chorus that follows is solid and powerful, and everyone has their own chorus part, with smooth and natural transitions.The pressure that had been stagnant in the throat at first suddenly became comfortable and light with the breakthrough of the highest syllable.There seemed to be a gap in the heart cavity, and the warmth flowing out during it was something he had never felt before.

The sound of Jiang He is the end of the fall after the peak. The exciting accompaniment is like the whirling snow, and it stops suddenly. All emotions suddenly end at the point of collapse. In the silence, the piano at the beginning of the whole song slowly enters. The lights on the field gradually went out, and the last beam remained on Jiang He. He looked at the camera with tears in his eyes.

"Snow, snow. Young Xue, my utopia stood in front of me, but didn't say a word."

The last beam of light also disappeared, and the venue was plunged into darkness.The four got up from their seats and left. When the lights came back on, there was only an empty platform left.

Le Shi stood by the side of the stage and paused for a long time in a daze.Su Qiao breathed a sigh of relief beside him, and Jiang He covered his face with his palm.Also unable to come back to their senses was the audience, the silence lasted for a long time, so long that they even felt that they were not performing properly, and everyone heard the beating of their hearts—at this moment, a scream with a crying voice suddenly sounded Come.

"Yu Fei——! I'm sorry! I shouldn't be a fan! Woooooooo!"

"Lele. You sing really well. Mom loves you—!"

"Teacher Jiang, let's walk the flowery road!"

The director in the ear burst into laughter, and the heart-piercing sounds woke everyone up.

The overwhelming cheers were overwhelming in an instant, accompanied by heartfelt applause. Su Qiao excitedly jumped over and hugged everyone, talking nonsense until they were ushered into the corridor, ready to wait in the waiting room for on-site voting. At the end, the thunderous applause and cheers were still heard.

Leshi's mind was once blank when the machine was shutting down, sometimes it was the melody of the accompaniment on the stage, sometimes it was the vibrating scream, buzzing, his mind was a little heavy and dazed, until he sat in the room where the voting was announced , when Yu Fei on the left and Su Qiao on the right held his palms tightly, he finally felt the reality.

Yu Fei smiled and pinched his palm, but the joy in his words was hard to hide: "Lele, you have been dazed in front of the camera for a long time. Come out and do business."

"Everyone is so happy." Jiang He sighed, staring intently at the group voting results on the screen.

Su Qiao also stopped talking. He sweated profusely and pulled the sleeves of his costume to his forearm, holding his breath and staring at the votes representing the results of his hard work.There were [-] viewers at the scene, and each person could choose to vote or give up on each program, which meant that the most popular programs could get a higher total number of votes, and each vote had a trainee's vote. Pointing, whether overall or individual, is a very important indicator.

Rankings are published from lowest to highest.

No.4 is Su Qiao, with a total of 257 votes.

The staff on the side were surprised and said, "Wow, this number of votes is No.2 in other groups..."

No.3 is Jianghe, with a total of 301 votes.

"I'm a ghost, their group should be the top of this performance... What kind of stage is it, they are so powerful..."

Both Jiang He and Su Qiao showed expected expressions, but the total vote was unexpected. They looked at each other, smiled at each other, and looked at Le Shi and Yu Fei in unison. They knew that no matter whether it was No.1 Still No.2, their stage, their voice, and their melody have at least been recognized.

No.2 and No.1 appeared at the same time.

No.1, Yu Fei.A total of 529 votes.

No.2, Leshi, with a total of 401 votes.

The total number of votes was 1488.

This is a frighteningly high result that is infinitely close to a grand slam.As soon as the data came out, whether it was the staff who were eating melons, the photographer who captured the expressions of the trainees, or the "Snow Country" team members who were waiting to see, they all sighed in amazement.

"Shocking mother, I bet someone from this group will debut..."

"You might as well say that they can make their debut now... oh my god... 1488 votes, only twelve people didn't vote..."

For the first time in such a long time, Yu Fei showed a bright, cheerful, unscrupulous smile in front of the camera, and his two canine teeth were childishly grinning around his mouth.As soon as he got the result, he stretched out his hand and touched Leshi's head lightly. He said, "It's been so long, it's been hard work." After speaking, he put his arm around Leshi's shoulder.

Su Qiao also smiled: "It's really hard work. It's worthwhile for you to live in the karaoke room."

Le Shi kept his head buried, Jiang He teasingly made a joke: "Wake up, Le Shi trainee, you made no mistakes this time, and you sang very well."

Yu Fei lowered his head, and turned his face slightly towards Le Shi's. He wanted to follow Jiang He's words and say some pleasant jokes, but a sparkle of water slipped across his eyes and landed on Le Shi with a patter. Only then did he gradually realize that Le Shi's shoulders and arms were trembling slightly, his breathing sounded broken, and the tips of Le Shi's ears were red, he gritted his teeth, raised the back of his hand, and slammed the Eyes wiped and wiped.

No matter how hard or tiring the practice is, no matter how exhausting the opposition from the family and the injustice from the company, no matter how quarreled and angry with Yu Fei, parted ways, he never shed a single tear, always hiding everything in his heart silently, Digest a bitter aftertaste.

But now, even though Leshi tried hard to stop the flood of tears, his eyes were still unstoppably wet and blurred. He looked at Yu Fei and choked up. Leshi took a deep breath and found it difficult to restrain his crying. But he couldn't ignore the camera, so he could only say in a soft voice: "I don't want to cry, but I can't help it."

Yu Fei recovered from his astonishment. He had never seen Leshi shed a tear in front of others. He was always calm and restrained. He stopped crying, stubbornly concealed it, and rubbed his eyes bloodshot. He felt distressed and flustered, and couldn't help coaxing in a low voice: "Okay, okay, stop crying... I want to cry when you cry, you know me There is nothing I can do with you..."

Su Qiao groaned, and rushed over to hug Le Shi with red eye circles, the four of them hugged each other with smiles and tears, talking to each other to cover up their emotions, but they couldn't make a word or a sentence in the middle of the sentence sentence.

Everyone knows that to be able to get to this day, they have experienced and paid too much.

Join the company, start practicing, and kill the freshest youth year after year.Even though he made his debut, he could only watch the bubble of popularity gradually dissipate, so he put all his eggs in one basket and participated in the draft with different goals, but the show was full of undercurrents, and the justice in his heart defeated the fear of taking risks. I admit that I have been misunderstood for a long time, but I always have one or two thoughts in my heart, supporting myself to persevere for another day and work hard again. If I don’t stop, will I be able to go to the colorful future?

Questions and answers about the future are still in the middle, and the life of chasing hope is endless.

Le Shi realizes in the tearful eyes of the hug that the illusory dream he was chasing finally has a reality at this moment.

The author says:

This chapter is really invincible and long. I originally wanted to divide it into chapters, but I didn't know how to divide it in the end.Congratulations to Lele and Feifei for entering the rising period of their careers~ (I think Little Crying Bao Lele is so cute too, I hope he cries more(?)