I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The clear water flowed into the sewer pipe in a spiral shape. Tang Zhiyang's fingertips felt tingling pain, but it was nothing compared to the nervous spasms in his stomach. gasp.He had kept his hands on the edge of the sink and bowed slightly for a long time.

The tie of the neat suit was tied high, cold sweat flowed from the temples to the chin, and flowed to the neck with his movements, leaving a faint line of wet marks on the Adam's apple.The bitterness of the pills filled his mouth, the comfort of him waiting for the painkillers to take effect.

Tang Zhiyang really didn't know in his heart, it was just a rehearsal for the stage, and he was so nervous that he hadn't walked halfway. He gritted his teeth and looked at himself in the mirror. The scent of cosmetics and styling mousse was just It made his stomach feel warm and nauseated.

He suddenly remembered that it was Leshi's rehearsal, but his situation did not allow him to take one more step.When he endured it, his mind would go blank and he would lose his mind. By the time he gritted his teeth and fought this battle against himself to the end, his back and chest were already drenched in sweat.He moved away from the edge of the pool with his hands stiff, only then did he find a person standing beside him in the mirror.

An old-fashioned navy blue fisherman's hat, a black mask, and a staff member's sign hanging on his chest. He still held a hot water cup and a towel in his hand. His stomach tightened, and he said with a trembling tone: "If I'm not mistaken..." He turned around, but unfortunately the exaggerated and funny fisherman's hat completely covered his face, Tang Zhiyang backed away in surprise After one step, he took a deep breath and squatted down immediately, "It hurts..."

The man also squatted down and looked at him, with the back of his cold hand pressed against his forehead, Tang Zhiyang shrank back reflexively and subconsciously, and the hand left immediately.The other party seemed to sigh lightly, and Tang Zhiyang heard a deep voice muffled in the mask: "...still angry?"

"I didn't...cough." Tang Zhiyang closed his eyes for a while, the aftermath of the pain finally dissipated, he was disturbed by this question, although he never expressed his vague anger towards Kan Junhuan during this time For others, it's a pity that other people's eyes are blurry, but he himself has clear and bright eyes.Tang Zhiyang adjusted his breathing, straightened the folds of his suit when he stood up, and said softly, "This is not where you should come, you—"

"I'm sorry." Kan Junhuan followed the example of kindness. He took off his hat, revealing his eyes wearing glasses. The skin under the plain makeup was a little dull and yellow, but Tang Zhiyang had already put on the dazzling stage makeup. Those eyes had a tired blue-gray circle, the sign of sleepless nights.

But his apology was so proficient, so humble and gentle, the luster brought to him by his popularity disappeared like bubbles in the sun, and he stood in front of Tang Zhiyang full of apology like an ordinary person with poor spirits.That breath was smothered in Tang Zhiyang's heart impartially, like a mass of willow catkins floating in mid-spring.

"You're right, you don't need to say sorry to me." He sighed and compromised. Facing Kan Junhuan, even getting angry for him was a single arrow. Even though the activities were suspended, Tang Zhiyang still came forward to solve problems for the younger generation many times, and let himself fall into the quagmire of personal attacks and public opinion trends.

"I came because when you brought Lulu home last time, you said we would meet at the second performance. I really have nothing to do at home, so I just wanted to take a look." Standing in front of him, Kan Junhuan With the beginning and the end of the words, Tang Zhiyang recalled what happened in the early morning of that day, and sighed deeply.

The person standing in front of him now has a gentle expression, a peaceful tone, and a lingering smile on his brows and eyes, but that night when Tang Zhiyang was drinking with him, he was the one who cried dully with red eyes. Hugging, stroking with trembling fingertips, those secrets that can't be done through alcohol, Kan Junhuan seems to have forgotten.

Those heart-wrenching emotional expressions are like a shocking photo, and Kan Junhuan has returned to calm, but Tang Zhiyang's heart is still full of turmoil.Fortunately, the other party didn't intend to bring up the old story again. He just put his hat on firmly in the mirror, removed the face of the work card that didn't match, and added a humorous sentence: "Drink more hot water."

He seemed to notice Tang Zhiyang in the mirror, staring there for a while, then suddenly turned to him, with a contemplative look, and took a step forward thoughtfully, "Dance Teacher Li Xiang's new song, "Night Story"?" He asked All the movements were sudden, and the hand that was used to touching the guitar strings was placed on Tang Zhiyang's tie knot. He loosened the thin black and white striped tie, and then flicked the first button of the shirt .The distance was too close, and his slightly trembling eyelashes could be seen clearly, but because of that sharp pull, the distance was pulled away.Kan Junhuan put his hand lightly on Tang Zhiyang's shoulder, straightening his body.The eyes are peaceful, sincere and full of emotion.

"You look the best like this."

Tang Zhiyang let out a breath slowly, only to realize that from the step that the other party approached, he was stiff and held his breath. He was not sure if Kan Junhuan knew that his subconscious was unnatural, but the only thing he could draw a conclusion was very obvious——

It's about liking and loving.Kan Junhuan was absolutely impossible for him, but he had to for Kan Junhuan.

Half a quarter of an hour later, the anxiety before going on stage was completely dispelled by the visit of this unexpected guest. Tang Zhiyang found the lounge of the "Snow Country" group. There was a video of the rehearsal in the lounge. A hasty confession: "Stay here, don't go. Don't have an accident."

"Well. I'm very good at pretending to be a staff member." Kan Junhuan put on his mask, found a corner where sundries were piled up, and sat obediently in the most inconspicuous place, but he couldn't leave his eyes from the live broadcast from the very beginning. The scene is the last climax of "Snow Country". The train roars past, the light and shadow move, like a dream. In the snow country that is about to leave, four young people from the north sing loudly. Kan Junhuan's brows are uneasy. Consciously frowning, Tang Zhiyang stopped at the door and looked back at the scene.

"Well... Leshi, is he the one who has a good relationship with Fei Fei? Was he such a nervous child when he danced "Song of the Next Song" with you before?" Kan Junhuan looked at Tang Zhiyang and asked with some doubts, "After all, that stage left a deep impression on me. It seems that his attitude towards dancing and singing is completely different."

Kan Junhuan’s eyes were full of worry, and his voice had just finished speaking. At the peak of the pitch, the most important and emotional outburst sentence, there was indeed a flaw in the chorus of the four people. It was a clear high pitch with too rough handling and insufficient breath. The expressions of the four of them were as usual, but Le Shi's smile was a little stiff. Yu Fei chorused with him, his eyes paused, and then he nodded with a smile on his face. If you don’t, you will probably be reprimanded by the teacher.”

"... Lele has never had much confidence in singing." The camera cuts to the commentary screen, and Bei Jin's words are very rude. Even though many trainees are present and the instructors are all smiling to smooth things over, she is still merciless, pointing out that every Personal flaws, seeing Bei Jin talking about Leshi's mistakes, Tang Zhiyang was lightly patted on the shoulder, and it was Zhou Wangyu who urged him to go to the preparation area.

"Who are you talking to?" Zhou Wangyu looked into the room, Tang Zhiyang blocked the door calmly, closed the door leaf, and hurriedly dragged him away.

After a while, six or seven people poured into the lounge. Apart from the few people performing on stage, there was also a small team of photographers. Since it was not a formal stage, it would not take too long to collect material from the backstage. use.The narrow lounge was a bit chaotic for a while, Kan Junhuan stood up, slipped to the door, and the cameraman saw his work card, and even nodded with his eyes.

"A trainee at Leshi, he made a big mistake on stage just now. Mr. Bei raised it very seriously, 'This may affect his debut, and even reduce the possibility to a very small level'. For this view, Le As a trainee, do you have any ideas?"

The way of questioning is straightforward and not gentle, and the retelling is like adding salt to the wound.From the moment Kan Junhuan heard his voice, he knew that the child was very nervous. There was a huge difference between the tense voice and the relaxed voice. It was no wonder that Bei Jin was so dissatisfied, and said the most hurtful words.Kan Junhuan couldn't help thinking of those days when he first debuted because of this question of no retreat.

The same sharp as a thorn, the same pressing step by step.

Looking from his angle, he could only see the backs of the trainees sitting in a row and the black eye of the camera. Kan Junhuan was thinking silently about the expressions of the people in front of the camera. , Facing the huge pressure from all directions at the moment of the camera, he will never forget it.

If you stop here because of your own mistakes, you will face the result of re-entering the practice life day after day. Not everyone can make it to the end of this journey. Besides, you will be denied by the authority, and you will be questioned at the same time. I question myself infinitely, thus falling into a reciprocating cycle of self-blame. —he was too clear.

"In the official performance, there will be fewer mistakes, so as not to drag down the teammates."

The answer is really too gentle, it is a gentle loophole that makes people very enviable.Kan Junhuan crossed his arms, almost thinking of the next pressing question.

"Then what will you do if you make a mistake next time? What will the team do?"

No one dared to say that there would be absolutely no mistakes on the stage, not to mention the obvious mistakes in chorus. Although they would not break the sound, they were neurotic and abrupt.Kan Junhuan was worried about him. He didn't know what Leshi's psychological quality was, but how far could a fledgling trainee do?

The room was silent, only the sound of rapid or even breathing remained.And what broke this silence was Leshi's calm and sincere answer, calm and composed, as if this was not the first time he had experienced it:

"No next mistake. I won't drag everyone down."

Kan Junhuan opened his eyes slightly, raised his eyebrows lightly, and showed surprise on his camera face. This young trainee did not hesitate to drive himself into a dead end.This kind of answer is undoubtedly extremely harsh, and there is no room for discussion. It is like a cold sword, even if it is rigid and fragile, or unstoppable, it is still an unknown in Yu Leshi.

Kan Junhuan suddenly realized that he had lost the courage to put all his eggs in one basket.

"No matter what the result is, we are a team first. No matter what the result is, we will go all out."

Yu Fei's voice is firm and reliable, full of trust.

Kan Junhuan was taken aback for a moment, and then showed a relieved smile.

He has really grown up.In a short period of time, Yu Fei was like a bamboo rising steadily after the rain, trying to stab the weird sky above his head straight and straight. Although Kan Junhuan still didn't know whether it was right or wrong to agree with him to leave, At least he saw the plight behind the prosperity before himself, and tried to resist.

Although that reason is not understood by everyone, and there are even fewer people who support it.

In the interview, I asked other people questions about practice and arrangement step by step. Each had their own opinions and highlights. This group has excellent strength and talent. Although not all of the members are popular among the debut positions, they all have memory points , In the handling of the Chu Xiangdong incident, the sense of existence was even more angered, and the reputation rose.

If there are no major problems, this stage will be an important turning point for them to move forward or to be left behind.

After the film crew left, Kan Junhuan slipped away again and sneaked back into the room.

The other end was whispering to each other, and vaguely heard some comforting words. Sensing his approach, Jiang He turned his face first, and asked with a slight smile, "Is there anything else you can do?"

"..." Kan Junhuan blinked, took off his mask, breathed a sigh of relief, and said softly, "Mr. Jiang, long time no see."

There was an eerie silence all around.

Yu Fei tilted his head, stared at Kan Junhuan's face under the fisherman's hat in astonishment, after repeatedly confirming that the poor clothing and attire really belonged to his senior, he stumbled in shock: "Senior, why are you in this place?" Seeing you - this is the shooting scene of the show, is it the company's intention?"

Kan Junhuan shrugged, and replied: "It's purely a personal wish. I want to come out and meet people, and it has nothing to do with the company."

"The last time I saw you at the music festival...it was scary enough." Yu Fei sighed, and Jiang He poked Su Qiao's waist with his elbow. Le Shi raised his eyes at the door, and looked at Kan Junhuan in a little confusion, not much could be discerned from his expression, but the wandering eyes seemed to represent self-doubt.

Su Qiao said something by the door, and the excitement after being surprised was beyond words: "Senior! I am your fan! I asked the captain to bring me your autograph before, and he has been dove on me for a long time." The three of them exchanged greetings .

Leshi lowered his eyes and didn't seem to speak much. Instead, Yu Fei kept whispering in his ear, trying to divert his attention. Leshi didn't think it was real, and that feeling had been with him since he stepped down. , when he made a mistake, he was still able to maintain himself, but at the moment when the accompaniment ended, he had a terrifying feeling of stepping on the air and jumping from a tall building into the icy sea. sink deeper and deeper.

"It's been hard on the stage." Kan Junhuan said, "It's quite remarkable to have achieved this level."

Jiang He pursed his lips, his peripheral vision fell on Le Shi, and he echoed: "You did a good job. It's much better than the stage when I just debuted."

Kan Junhuan looked at Bei Jin who was confronting Li Xiang on the screen, and sighed: "After so many years, the teacher is really the same as the outside. The HP trainees who are scared away by him can line up from the company gate to the subway station."

When Kan Junhuan looked at Wangle, he didn't say too many persuasive words at all. He just walked in front of him, squatted on the bed, and his eyes were level with him, "It's useless to just talk about bearing everything. The reason why bearing is bearing , is for capable people. If you bite the bullet and touch it, it is reckless."

Le Shi nodded, mocking himself dumbly: "I was reckless."

Kan Junhuan shook his head and reached out to touch the top of Leshi's hair. The other party subconsciously kept a distance, but Kan Junhuan didn't care, "In my opinion, there is no problem with your timbre, singing style, and emotion. You can't delay singing." Your hind legs. At your age, Bei Jin said that I was a 'cripple who will never make a debut'. At that moment, I wanted to terminate the contract with the company immediately, but someone told me by my side, 'I sing very well , because of your singing, I will always be by your side'."

"Tomorrow you are not facing Bei Jin alone, but more people who are willing to listen. What's more--I don't think Yu Fei will hate your singing."

Kan Junhuan looked at Yu Fei from being helpless and worried, to nodding his head in agreement, and finally raised his hand first, and said in a loud voice, "I like it! I am willing to be the one who will always be by your side" At that time, he smiled indulgently and helplessly, and Kan Junhuan took a deep breath, and his tone was very gentle: "She closed the door for you, but you will eventually push the door open by yourself, only you, only you."

"Behind that door, there's the spotlight and the stage. There, you get a better view."

The author says:

Tell the story from a different perspective.Junjun, he is really a gentle person.Lulu is a cat given to him by Teacher Tang. Teacher Tang and Zhou Zhou went to a pet shop to experience life (it's not easy to do business).