I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

"I'm just different."

Because of the dance recalled by the memory, Yu Fei has not danced it for a long time, but he can still describe the general movements. So deep, feelings and music can be deeply engraved into the soul.

Few people are willing to visit the classroom of Class F, which has gone through the first round of elimination. Only half of the lights are turned on, and the light is dim and ambiguous.But Yu Fei is still willing to go a long way and stay at the lowest point of his life. Although life today is not much better than it was then, at least there is hope.

With.

Xi.

group.

Correct.

He wiped the sweat from his hair and looked at himself in the mirror.

The smile that pretended to be strong faded away, and the chicness that pretended to be playful, the dark fatigue spread in the middle of the night.Without delicate makeup or glamorous packaging, his face even looked blurry and ordinary.

A light and shadow in the aisle was projected in the mirror, like the window of a night train flickering on and off, someone took a light breath, and the door closed with a click.

Yu Fei was startled, subconsciously tensed his back and bowed with his breathing. He sat cross-legged on the ground, rubbed and pressed the wrist of his right with his left hand, and even his voice relaxed into a gentle tone: "You practice singing!" ?”

He responded in a low voice during the music, his voice was a bit tired and hoarse, and he also sat down, the recording studio was air-conditioned, and he looked cool and sweatless in the mirror. You should sweat more and wrestle more.

Le Shi opened a plastic bag by his side, and removed the gauze from the eyes according to the projection of the mirror. The stitch marks of the stitches had gradually faded, and the swelling of the wound had subsided, leaving a trace like a multi-legged insect.It was the thread that was removed the second day after the ranking was announced, and Leshi was considered to be a type with an amazing healing speed, like some kind of small animal with tenacious self-healing ability.

Even so, every time Yu Fei saw it, his heart was so sad that he would hold his breath, feeling depressed and aching.

Yu Fei moved his hand, frowned slightly, and said softly, "Why did you block me at that time?"

Le Shi glanced at him, and replied indifferently: "I didn't want to block you."

He has never been very good at saying warm and considerate words, no matter how painful or tired he is, he is calm and calm. He noticed Yu Fei's gaze fixed on his face, and the emotions in it were fierce and turbulent. It was frank and sincere, distressed, happy Shi Shi bent the corners of his lips, and added a sentence relaxedly: "In other words, subconsciously, I only want to protect you."

"Don't say that..."

Leshi's hand was held at once, and Yu Fei's palm was slightly sweaty, and it seemed that there was still a faint feeling of trembling. He sighed, put down the cotton wool and ointment in his hand, turned his head, and talked with Yu Fei. Fei seriously looked at each other, and the other party was moved to tears, and his face was full of tears. Le Shi had no choice but to comment: "Your expression is ugly."

Only then did Yu Fei purse his lips stiffly in embarrassment, smiled, and said, "I'll help you apply the medicine."

Leshi didn't speak, and stuffed the medicine into his hand. He clumsily removed the cotton swab, and carefully applied it along the scar. The transparent gelatinous moist ointment left crystal traces like tear stains, and the corners of his eyes twitched slightly from time to time. Yu Fei's movements were a bit awkward, so he gently held half of Le Shi's face with the palm of his other hand.When Le Shi moved slightly, Yu Fei thought he hated physical contact, so he shrank his wrist.

Le Shi still didn't say a word, but he breathed a little nervously, he lowered his eyes, chased the warm palm with his face, and rubbed it very lightly, it was a silent but affectionate gesture. Well, it's the same as it was when we were intimate.Yu Fei was taken aback, and teased helplessly with a wry smile: "They say you look like a cat, but you really are exactly the same."

Le Shi raised his eyes to look at him, a pair of clean and bright eyes, even if there is a strangely curved scar, it can't hide the coolness like calm water in deep summer, clear and non-aggressive, full of trust and gentleness.The medicine that traced the shape of the end of the eyes dissipated, Yu Fei turned to hold his face, the slightly cold skin was filled with a kind of gradually moist heat, Yu Fei's heart was quiet.

He heard his own voice, hoarse and shy, like a child who made a mistake, apologizing jerky: "I used to just muddle along, only when I met you, did I realize that there are still people in the world who like the stage so much Alone. I was so tired that I didn’t say a word, and I was so painful that I leaned against the wall to retch, but once the music sounded, I still had no hesitation to experience and enjoy it.”

"After you left, I also met many people, and I also sang and danced. But I thought, there is no one like you in this world anymore."

Leshi looked at him, still with quiet and deep eyes, Yu Fei hooked the tip of his nose with his index finger, and said softly, "Lele, close your eyes."

For Leshi, this is an invitation without the slightest hint of intimacy, which can arouse countless memories that may be bland, warm and comforting, or hysterical, restless and crazy.

Leshi closed his eyes, and the back of his neck was gently clasped by a pair of hands, rubbing it lightly. Leshi remembered every little habit of him so clearly that when he was touched, his back felt warm. The last wave of heat was the sensitivity of the hairs standing on end.Missing the body can't lie, he already understood it from that secret hug.

Yu Fei kissed his lips lightly, he could feel the moist and warm sweat after exercising in the darkness of closing his eyes, but the lips were dry, some rough cuticles rubbed lightly, there was a slight electric current flowing from the thin sweat The numbness of his spine rose up, and he slid into his limbs and bones. He shuddered slightly when he was happy. This trembling triggered the contraction of his heart. There was a sound, like some kind of heavy object falling from a great height, and he was falling too.

Yu Fei adjusted the angle, brushed his fingertips against the tip of his ear, the second kiss didn't have a hint of probing, but it was all the same as before, when they touched it was a jerky bite, followed by a soft and gentle sucking, touching and The depth is powerful and irresistible, and the unusual eagerness is only peeling off at this moment.

There was heat in the corners of Leshi's eyes, and he didn't intend to open them, otherwise the scorching heat would condense into uncontrollable tears.He swallowed with difficulty, the line of his throat rolled tremblingly under the dim light, and a fine breath sound was left behind.He felt the outline of the kiss, the dry lip lines, the tightened palms, the impatient entanglement, and the vague response of swallowing and suffocating.

He fell endlessly, until the endless tremors came from the endless darkness, it was the flames of countless memories of yesterday, and at a certain moment when he recalled it, it would continuously vibrate, swell, and explode , There is a scattered airflow in the heart.

In the silence of rising and floating, he thought of love, and the moment he opened his eyes, he wanted to be with the person in front of him forever.

In fact, his heart has been tilted a long time ago. As early as that rainy summer night, he completely destroyed the balance of a stable life in a shouting song, but when he knew that he would never have the chance to stand side by side with Yu Fei again. On the stage, there are dead ends everywhere, and the door to the future is closed to him. His inner pride and self-esteem hit a wall everywhere. The pursuit of the stage makes him see the essence of dreams.During that time, they misunderstood, quarreled, and hysterical, but they wanted to cut off the relationship completely despite their love.

Leshi thought that they would part ways, but Yu Fei appeared in front of him again and again, still standing in the wind and rain of rumors and rumors, resolutely broke the shackles called crowns, and calmly sent out "" I still like you" cries.The siege of his determination fell apart so easily.

Whether going back to the past, or going into the future, he will still be with him.

One hour before the gate of the dormitory, Chu Xiangdong went to the convenience store not far from the training camp as usual, and bought a cucumber-flavored sports drink as usual.He was in a good mood, not only because of the result of the first selection, but also because he had always been regarded as a thorn in the side of the ranking diving, and seeing that he was ranked second The last one eliminated, as long as he works harder, he won't have to see that face he has hated for more than a year in a month.

About 10 minutes later, with the melodious bell ringing from the automatic door of the convenience store, a short girl with twin ponytails wearing a black mask hummed the recently popular "Millennium Boys and Girls", seemingly casually, but intentionally. Unintentionally, she chose to sit near him, and a mobile phone slid in front of him.

He tucked his phone into his sleeve without any trace, left the convenience store, cursed the recent red heat in the sweltering dark corner, and turned on his phone in a place where there were no cameras or human eyes peeping.

Although the training ground does not allow any trainees to carry mobile phones, violators will be punished, but he still maintains this habit. After all, there are many people who rely on the convenience of the company, and he is not the only one.He first made a phone call to his agent to report the movements of the trainees he was focusing on.

The so-called key trainees are those who are particularly popular, whose rankings are rising very fast, and who he thinks are dangerous. HP gave Yu Fei [-] points of care after he left. Anyone who is on the list has more or less tasted the taste of excitement. It is not the patent of fans to step on a book. Under the operation of capital, All the brilliance of yesterday can be destroyed today.

He lowered his voice and asked, "Sister, what do you think of this ranking announcement?"

The female voice on the other end replied indifferently: "The rankings will change drastically in the future. Entertainment companies will never allow so many individual trainees to enter the high-ranking circle. Those people you mentioned—whether it is Tang Zhiyang or Yu Fei, "Chu Xiangdong frowned, his expression blurred in the darkness, "Among them, there is only one person who can debut."

"WMC can only debut one person, and small companies can't even get the shot of the debut, so you don't have to worry too much about Lucky and Leshi. As for 3M behind Zhou Wangyu, it is an unshakable giant. I hope you can fight with him. Good relationship. As for Phoenix Entertainment behind Jiang He, the emaciated camel is bigger than the horse, so don't worry about it, but please don't offend them."

"I already know what the stage of the position evaluation will be. But I can't disclose all of it. Vocals can choose Mr. Bei Jin's "Snow Country". After all, they are from our company, and we will give you special treatment. The stage is no longer C, this time we must get Center."

Chu Xiangdong stomped his feet in the dark, then whispered, "I want to see who is in the group..."

"You don't have confidence in yourself?"

He hesitated to speak: "No...I..."

The female voice was merciless, with a sense of sarcasm: "After Yu Fei left, you were one of the best among HP's trainees in the same year in terms of creativity and singing ability. When you appeared in "Creating Puppets", it was also your confidence. I was full of self-recommendations. Why, less than half of the race schedule, and I started to feel drums in my heart?"

Sure enough, Chu Xiangdong was provoked by the ridicule from inside the company, and immediately said: "I will get the Center of "Snow Country", don't worry, sister."

The woman laughed: "Looking forward to your performance. Is there anything else to say?"

Chu Xiangdong quickly seized this precious little time and asked, "Can Yu Fei be eliminated in the next round?"

"If the wind direction doesn't change, yes."

After getting a firm answer, Chu Xiangdong's tight strings finally relaxed, as if he had heard the great news, he suppressed the gloating in his heart, he left the house from HP, he had nothing, what would he use to fight against fans? The loss and decline of rankings, the senior Kan who once supported him, also announced the termination of activities-as expected, he is a disaster star, and those associated with him will not end well.

After Chu Xiangdong replied politely and respectfully, "Thank you sister, good night and sweet dreams", a small cold light shone in the shadows, and he dialed a number so familiarly, but the first time he didn't get through, the tip of his shoe tapped impatiently On the floor, the second waiting sound had already annoyed him. After he tried a few times on the edge of no one answering, there was the sound of loud music and the sharp tearing sound of sneakers rubbing against the ground.

A vague human voice rang out: "I'll answer the phone."

"Why are you picking it up now?"

The voice on the other end was very apologetic: "Brother Chu, I'm practicing. Tomorrow's monthly review."

With rough impatience in Chu Xiangdong's voice, he asked straightforwardly, "Did you do what I asked you to do last time?"

"You mean the master tape of the audio source? There is no trace of the company's recording studio. I deleted everything except the one you took away."

Chu Xiangdong nodded, and replied casually: "I thank you on Yu Fei's behalf."

Someone seemed to yell over there, and the trainee replied loudly: "Brother Zhang, I'll be right back, I'll go downstairs to buy some water." Then he lowered his voice nervously: "Zhang Lan called me, is there anything else?"

"Gone."

The other end was cautious and flattering: "The thing about the monthly review..."

Chu Xiangdong smiled disdainfully: "Don't worry."

Grateful: "Thank you brother."

"Bye."

Chu Xiangdong deleted the call records, and took a look around on Weibo's Chaohua Square. Compared with the last time, he read more, and the reposts under the topic were also full of vitality, and his popularity remained undiminished.He muttered to himself: "It's okay, it's okay. I can make my debut."

His number of votes is not far behind the top few. As long as he abuses a wave of fans in the later stage, and then explodes a few positive topics, he will definitely be able to debut at a high position.He was fed up with the feeling of being oppressed and ruled everywhere, no matter what he did, he wanted to make his debut.Thanks to such a company, the obstacles in front of us are gradually decreasing, and the road ahead seems to be open.

Those shady secrets, like a piece of data that has been permanently deleted, are best buried in the dark forever.Up to now, he has long understood that this circle is so dirty that it can hardly allow the dream to shine, and if he wants to stay until the end, he has no choice but to use any means.

He was forced, he was forced, and everything was that person's fault.

Chu Xiangdong protested his injustice in his heart, threw his mobile phone on the lid of the trash can next to the convenience store, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and walked briskly and leisurely towards the training camp.

In any case, his future is bright.

The author says:

Thanks for watching!I wrote 20 words and they just poked their mouths innocently (mom pressed her head).I don't know if anyone recognized the girl with twin ponytails, she was the one who gave the blade before.Dongdong started to set the flag hehe.