I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

"Look at that person, his monthly review is always No.1, after his debut, he must be very good."

In Yu Fei's life dictionary, there are always madness in the majority, and the endnote is reckless and resolute.

The family has been idle since he was a child. The rebellious prodigal son who refused to go home after school spent a lot of time traveling in the bustling areas of strange cities. Fortunately, he did not have the slightest habit of hooligans, and was dragged by his sister Yu Jun to face each other with the little road show artist On a summer night with a body temperature of 38, Yu Jun's hands were covered with melted pudding. She looked at the radiant and sweaty brothers and sisters on the stage, and her eyes were full of tears.

The rebellious period of his elder brother was mostly used to contradict his arrogant sister, snatched her melted ice cream with a snort, stuffed it in his mouth, and swayed a flat wooden stick vaguely with his voice: "what's the matter?" Alright, your brother can do it too."

Seeing that the popsicles were missing, Yu Jun cried loudly and said back heartbreakingly: "You can do it, you can do it, brother stinky, eat my little pudding, go back and let my mother beat you."

Of course, when he wandered around until [-]:[-] in the night, he came home late without his parents. He was sweating all over, rummaging through boxes and cabinets to cook stewed chicken noodles with mushrooms for his crying sister who was blowing her nose.His life was swaying on the verge of an explosion, the green flames of the gas stove shot up high, and the fire in his scorching heart also rose by a foot.

Ordinary, trivial, the whole damn thing.

His academic performance must be difficult. He hates mathematics, physics and chemistry the most in his life. He has the patience to read the questions, but he can’t understand them all. , will never change." Passionately continued the next sentence: "The beauty that has been embraced will never be broken again—!" Looking up, the invigilator blows his beard and stares, and the whole examination room roars with laughter. The effect of the performance is earth-shattering. Very touching.

He also sang at the New Year's Eve party that year. At that time, he formed a serious underground band in the school and began to write some songs. The fragrance is lifelike.Later, bass and drums were taken to focus on tutoring. In fact, they were taken over by the teacher who became angry from embarrassment, and ended badly.

The underground band was gone, and at the Lantern Festival school meeting, he carried a guitar on his back and yelled on the stage: "The most innocent smiling face and the most beautiful year, the schoolbag is full of cakes and sodas." Mike broke off from the stand After coming down, the starry-eyed children all over the field actually sang with him overwhelmingly: "The eyes are only guessing and innocence, let us be lawless!"

After singing, he was scolded bloody in the principal's office, and he made a fatal phone call to his father's overseas country, and he could still blow the northwest wind beside him, saying that international long-distance calls were too expensive.When returning home, a handsome guy stopped him on the way from school, claiming to be his senior, and asked him if he wanted to sing.He handed over a business card with "HP Entertainment" written on it, and he thought it was a scam company at the time.

Later, he was not expelled from the school, but no one cared about him anymore. God knows how many procedures his parents had to go through to allow him to graduate safely from the art test. Young people are always proud of being favored. He wants to do what he likes more. For example, let the audience sing the same song with him, preferably he wrote it himself.

"Your brother can do it too." He thought of an extraordinary word in the ordinary.

He became the second batch of HP's trainees. Of course, after the spring rain, there were also the third and fourth batches, but he was the only one who stayed until the end of the same period and entered the debut group.

At first he refused to accept discipline, and was not interested in anything except singing. The dance class took the team members to play League of Legends in a black Internet cafe outside the two lanes. As a result, the Chinese team got a zero egg in the World Championship that year. Said "You should swim home", one shoulder was patted, and the handsome guy who recruited him into the group said to him: "I invite you to watch a concert."

In that year, it was only one step away from HopE reaching the top of the men's group, and that concert was regarded as the place of gods by fans.

He sat in the screams of the audience, watching the people on the stage who were burning with life and bursting with youth, and couldn't stop crying.

So embarrassing.

He looked back and cleaned up, and found that he was the last one in the group, so he quit the game simply and easily, as easy and easy as sleeping and waking up, and his friends were stunned.Of course, his heart still comes and goes like the wind, and he set himself up as a boy who is like a storm.

He still quarreled with the teachers. The teacher said that if you can't master this dance in one night, I won't teach you. He still remembers Gainer's "It's Different from the World", and his scalp is rarely numb.Sure enough, he jumped down all night. After the assessment, he was lying on the ground so exhausted that he couldn't breathe for a long time, his face turned purple, and he said stiffly: "You taught me, what else can I not learn?"

He went from last to first, and he was the only one left in the second group.

In the spring of that year, he met a newcomer, no matter his name was senior, he didn't like to talk, and he looked very attractive.The newcomer competed with him for the exclusive right to use the dance studio, and fought with him a few times, his face was painted, and he was arrested in the manager's office, which was like the principal's office, to write a review. With a wave of his pen, he wrote some ugly words on the On graph paper: "It's all my fault, and I'm responsible for everything."

The newcomer looked at him very speechlessly, he didn't speak for a long time, and the first thing he said was: "Your handwriting is so ugly."

The vernal equinox was the entry evaluation for the debut group. He had already been the number one for a long time at that time, and he entered the debut group with No.1 in all the small events, which was almost a default result.That night he went to bed early, but he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. There was no wind or rain outside the window, but he felt that the rain was pouring down.

Through the bright, winding corridor, the frequented practice room is brightly lit.The lyrical and beautiful melody is like the surging clouds in a day, and the clear and strong drumbeat accompanied by the sound of sneakers trampling the ground is "Different from the World", which once made him feel extremely painful. Through the crack of the door, he looked inward.

In order to save electricity, only one light was turned on, and the front and rear of the practice room were divided into light and dark halves.

He saw that familiar dance, flowing from the intersection of light and dark.The boy is a river after a heavy rain, the water level is soaring, and the sound of the waves is shocking.He tried his best in every movement, from the skin to the bones, from the toes to the knuckles, shaping the movements spontaneously and naturally. It is not the music drum that drives him, but he is the one who guides the wind direction of the melody.The blazing tide boils the humid air, his solitude, indifference, eccentricity and independence breaks the ice, melts and transpires in the dance.

Yu Fei's heart was also boiling.

Those are a pair of gentle and clear eyes, leaping into the light and smashing through all the darkness, between his pupils and the corners of his lips, there is clearly a smile that he wholeheartedly enjoys, and he who is concealed outside the door is the only one in this dance. private audience.

Yu Fei, 19, was stunned.

The emotions like pieces of paper in my heart were easily torn apart, and they fell all over the sky one after another, whirling and falling endlessly.

"No. 20 four, total 403690 votes, personal trainee, Yu Fei trainee."

Yu Fei heard his name prematurely in Li Xiang's voice.

"Look at that person, he is always No.1 in monthly reviews, he must be able to debut, after his debut, he must be the pride of the company."

"If you leave like this, have you considered the feelings of the company? The feelings of the seniors? Have you considered the fans?"

"I'm really really tired this time, and I want to give up. Isn't chasing stars a happy thing?"

He has been in a trance, so that many old things that come one after another come to his mind.How he stood up is not too real. The strange trainees sitting next to him whispered to each other and showed a surprised and horrified expression to the camera, as if it was an important matter that they shared weal and woe with.

The road to the stage was not too long, and there were no people around. There were 21 to [-] trainees lined up.The moment he stood still, he suddenly felt very tired. He couldn't give up, of course he couldn't give up. Even for the few subtitles that he liked, he had to organize his words and apologize to everyone again.

Le Shi looked at him quietly, the camera panned over, but he didn't move at all, still staring stubbornly at the stage.

Fortunately, I was going to throw a stalk, but when I saw that Le Shi was so serious, I also fell silent, shook my head at the camera, and moved away in confusion when I couldn't smell the laughter.

During the period of time waiting for the testimonials, Yu Fei always lowered his eyes slightly, and was always empty, until Li Xiang said his name, and attached a paragraph of introductory words that is tantamount to tearing open scars: "Come with a high topic In the program, the rankings seem to be always ups and downs, trainee Yu Fei, what kind of prospect do you have for future competitions?"

"Okay." He picked up the microphone, but he didn't connect it firmly, and almost dropped it on the ground by mistake. Yu Fei took a deep breath, and a detailed close-up appeared on the screen. He seemed to glance quickly at the audience, I glanced again, as if looking for something, but those people avoided looking away, or pretended to talk.

Only him.

Only Leshi was looking at him, watching him unwaveringly and wholeheartedly.No matter how turbulent it is, no matter how dark the weather is, it is a constant and gentle gaze that never moves away.Everything around seemed to be dimmed, the lights were extinguished, and the voice of the people was muted, as if he never took his eyes off him in the night across the door.

"I have done many things before this, and here I apologize to all fans, mentors, those who follow me, and those who are disappointed in me."

He bowed, so slightly that he almost sank himself into the center of the earth.

"sorry."

He used to be so flamboyant and arrogant, and he was so proud. Life was supposed to be a smooth road, but he walked into the wilderness.

"I didn't take the corresponding responsibility, and I didn't tell the unspeakable secrets. I apologize for such irresponsible behavior."

He straightened up and bowed again, his voice was steady and clear, but he saw his knees trembling involuntarily.

"sorry."

"If the producers can give me a chance to start over."

He straightened his back again, there was a little clear light in his eyes, and the eye sockets were as hot as iron, but he stabilized his emotions, stabilized his voice, and he was about to finish speaking.Yu Fei looked down the stage again, looking at Le Shi's eyes, those clear eyes blinked gently, like a representative of affirmative support.

"I will debut."

He raised his arms to the abyss, clenched his palms tightly, and made a silent cry to everyone in the world.

"I will definitely debut."

At this moment, the people who had been watching him gave out applause, the applause shattered the dark world, those darkness fell apart, the sun shone in from all directions, more people were applauding and approving, under the light there was also darkness of doubt and disdain, but He opened his eyes wide in astonishment, and the strangers around him hugged him. Li Xiang looked at his gesture, smiled slightly, and raised his fist lightly.

Like the silent howling fists of his youth against the Black Sea, the boy frankly issued his own challenge to the world.

"No. 12, total votes 667298, WMC trainee, Leshi trainee."

Wan Xing rushed over and hugged Le Shi, he hadn't recovered from Yu Fei's words just now, he looked at Wan Xing with some confusion, the agitation in his heart that had just calmed down collided with a crazy rhythm, he Standing up, the team members of "The Next Song" came to hug him, Tang Zhiyang rubbed the top of his hair and said, "Go."

"As expected of my brother Le!"

"Strive to be in the top ten next time!"

He trotted up to the stage, the sight of one eye was a little shaken, and the other half was still aching.

Not long ago, he had conducted a preliminary assessment here, and he also peeked around from the corner of the stage, and saw Yu Fei singing.He didn't know what he could get in exchange for working hard day and night, but now he understands that he may have such a faint hope when he leaves his debut. He is not the background board who will always be excluded in the debut group, not the dancer. The poor trainee whose teacher sighed.

Those who love him can see him, and he reluctantly looks at his loved ones and the world.

Leshi took over the microphone, he was not always good at weaving gorgeous language, he just spoke concisely, and said everything to the most neat and clean level: "Thank you to everyone who has supported me and guided me all the time," he paused, his eyes slightly Without too much hesitation: "Thank you to my parents too. There are many deficiencies, and I will work hard to improve."

"thank you all."

He bowed with all his heart.Although the wording is plain, it is the most reassuring determination.

Climbing up the steps, the twelve are already in the upper circle, and they seem to be able to touch the position of the debut just by raising their eyes.

He climbed to the foot of a mountain and saw a more distant scenery.

There is not much suspense in the top six, luckily staying at the gate of the debut line, ranking seventh; Ren Fengfeng is still undoubtedly the sixth in ten thousand years, and the ranking is smooth; The glorious Jianghe rose to No.5; Chu Xiangdong ranked fourth with his basic popularity; Yuan Hongshan insisted on No.3 with his high-end look touted by the media.

No.2 and No.1 are decided between Zhou Wangyu and Tang Zhiyang.

"It is Zhou Wangyu who has outstanding singing skills and although he is a chicken-level dancer, he works hard to bring everyone a refreshing stage. He is still affectionately called 'Mr. Tang' by everyone, and he has shown extremely high ability in dancing. Will Tang Zhiyang get No.1? It will be announced immediately."

"It is decided based on the votes of all innovative producers. Who is No.1 who is announced for the first time and eliminated in the first round?"

A close-up of the two of them appeared on the split screen. Both of them had a grand attitude. Although they couldn't hide their nervousness, they still smiled.

Tang Zhiyang got a lot of extra votes by virtue of being No.1 in the votes of the whole audience on the second performance stage. He, who had been steadily rising in the rankings, seemed to have reached the critical moment of skyrocketing.However, Zhou Wangyu, who has a high degree of attention and is loved by fans across age groups, has a unique style of painting, can be collected and put away, with elements of hard work and progress in the cultivation system, can he maintain his No.1 results all the time? .Everyone held their breath.

"A total of 1085197 votes, first place, MusicMuseumMedia, Zhou Wangyu's trainee."

It wasn't until this moment that Zhou Wangyu heaved a sigh of relief and recovered from the tension. He immediately turned around, hugged Tang Zhiyang politely, patted him on the back, and handed the microphone to Tang Zhiyang.

Tang Zhiyang understood but nodded in relief. He stared at the camera, but his eyes were far away, as if looking at an extremely distant place. He bit his lower lip and said in a warm voice: "Thank you to everyone who supports me. You are mine Light, I will shoulder your hopes and work harder."

"I also hope that everyone will always be healthy and happy. One day, I will stand on the highest place."

——Walk side by side with you.

The second half of the sentence was submerged in the deepest part of his heart, he took a step back with a smile, and returned the speaking time to No.1.

After the final name was announced, Li Xiang looked at the [-] trainees who did not get a seat, and his eyes were full of regret, "So far, the first round of "Creation! New Idol" has been announced, and all It's over. Trainees who are still sitting, leaving is not the end, but a better start."

"On the way to debut, I left countless stages, but I always believed that all the darkness I experienced in front of me was not the beginning of the night, but the coldest and deepest dark path before dawn. Take one more step, one more day of hard work, and the road signs and lighthouses will definitely shine and guide me to the sunny day."

"Being an idol is a very lonely and lonely thing. One day, you may have to fight against the whole world, fight with everyone's words, and may experience countless rejections and cold reception. But one day, all the sufferings will rain Will stop, put away the tired tears, and move on.”

He bowed deeply to all the trainees who failed to stay and who had stayed.

"I am the representative of the innovative producer, all the trainees, salute to the national producer."

In the seats that used to hold 100 people, now there are only 1 trainees left.As if they came here on the first day, under the guidance of No.[-], they bowed in unison to all the followers who were either nervous and excited, breathed a sigh of relief, or cried loudly, with a loud and firm voice:

"Producers, please give me more advice!"

Regrettably, except for Leshi, Jiang He and Tang Zhiyang in Group A of "Saixiaqu", none of the low-level trainees made their debut.

The few people who originally hoped to say goodbye with a smile, cried into a ball for some reason.Getting along day and night in a week is neither long nor short. The friendship when we were young is like a few sparks wandering in the middle of the night. Dissipated, also became a bright star.

"Don't make Lele cry, don't his eyes still hurt! Hey——"

Tang Zhiyang embraced Le Shi in his arms, and embraced the trainee whose eyes were swollen from crying and who was still yelling not to make people cry, while Jiang He smiled slightly, as if watching a graduation For the students who left, Tang Zhiyang said: "You should practice hard when you go back, you can do it."

"The rest of us in Group A will make their debut—!"

"I won't be able to accompany you in the next competition. Brother Le, take good care of your injuries. Teacher Tang will be the number one next time. I'll go home and vote for you. Anyway, all of our company is eliminated. Why don't they all vote for you! "

They smiled brightly and tearfully, said goodbye to the team members and the stage, and refused to leave for a long time.

"Goodbye! During this time, I am grateful for your care."

The sound of farewell collided in the empty room, and Le Shi watched their backs with a lot of emotion in his heart, and all the emotions were condensed into one sentence in his heart.

—He must stay till the end.

The author says:

A memory kills.Next is the second stage dungeon of "We Dongdong Sudden Overturned Car" starts!Thank you for your messages and small gifts during this time!I have seen it all!You are the cutest little angels in the world, I love you! (Goose bows)