I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

Speaking of drinking, I don't know where to go for supper.Tang Zhiyang went back to the hotel and waited for the news that Kan Junhuan called him, and changed into a low-key and casual clothes. In short, he was an unknown amateur, and there were not many things to look forward to. Instead, it was the other party. Their group's illegitimate meal was famous The ghost is lingering, if it is caught secretly, it will be fine.

He pressed the lock screen of his phone, glanced at the time, opened the notification bar again, and confirmed that the vibration of the incoming call was turned on, and then heaved a sigh of relief, and then waited anxiously for minutes and seconds.

Le Shi silently sat on the head of the bed with his knees hugged. Seeing his fidgeting, he asked puzzledly and brilliantly: "Brother, are you going out? You have confirmed the time No. 16 times."

Tang Zhiyang shrank his fingers while trying to open No. 17 times, but the door rang.

When he opened the door, he didn't recognize the person in front of him at first glance. The person in front of him was wearing a khaki shirt and black wide-leg pants. The well-proportioned figure was perfectly divided into ordinary half-and-half. The most important thing was a black fisherman's shirt. He wore a hat with the brim of the hat covering his eyes. It seemed that he had just taken a shower. His body had a clean smell similar to talcum powder, which was very pleasant.

"...Jun Huan."

Why does this dress look like the doorman's uncle?

Kan Junhuan leaned against the door, and a icy light flashed under the shadow of the brim of his hat. Behind the silver lenses was a pair of beautiful eyes, curved into elegant slits, like the lazy smiling eyes of a cat. He folded his arms , pursing his lips, and said in a gentle voice: "Waiting for a long time?"

It's not bad, gentle and elegant doorman.

Tang Zhiyang replied: "No waiting."

Leshi heard you talking to each other at the door, and on the one hand, he was also curious about who the person who caused Tang Zhiyang's troubles was, and he couldn't help but sighed half his head to look at it. From a distance, the black hat was quite pleasing and chic. He flicked towards Le Shi lightly, and there seemed to be a pause, and there was that warm and low voice again: "Your roommate?"

Tang Zhiyang nodded: "Yes."

Kan Junhuan smiled slightly: "I think I know him."

"Ok?"

Kan Junhuan said again: "A good friend of Yu Fei."

Tang Zhiyang was a little surprised: "You were a trainee of HP before?"

Kan Junhuan nodded, leaned forward and said to Le Shi Langlang: "We're going to have supper, will you go?"

Le Shi recognized him, jumped off the bed immediately, stood up straight awkwardly and nervously, and even stumbled a bit when he spoke, "Senior, I won't bother you..."

"Talk to you about Yu Fei? After all, he left in a hurry, and there are reasons for many things."

Le Shi's head popped up again, with a humble and shy expression, which was [-]% respectful and polite to Kan Junhuan. What people didn't notice was that he pinched and squeezed the corner of his clothes with one hand, showing hesitation and anxiety. "Senior, if you don't mind my trouble..."

Kan Junhuan asked Tang Zhiyang with a smile in his eyes, "Do you mind?"

Tang Zhiyang teased smoothly: "How dare I." Then he said casually to the room: "Lele, pack up and go together."

Ten minutes later, Leshi was wearing a molded black fisherman hat and the same five-fifth T-shirt and wide-leg pants. The clothes of the two uncles, Kan Junhuan and Kan Junhuan, were very similar. Sitting down, without looking at their faces carefully, they are like two old men who go out to enjoy the cool and drink, guess the code and brag.

Tang Zhiyang sighed: "One day, fans will want to burn all your clothes."

Kan Junhuan answered his words in a humorous and easy-going way: "My official coffee has a topic of grabbing hats and burning clothes. It's all emoticons. It's fun when you're bored. When you're going out, just dress comfortably."

Le Shi nodded in agreement.

Tang Zhiyang didn't comment on the fashion taste of the two of them, saying that they came out for a drink, but they didn't have half a can of beer, but everyone had a bottle of happy water.

Turnip beef offal and oyster omelette were set up for half the table. The aroma of mantis shrimp with salt and pepper and garlic scallops was overflowing. Leshi never ate much in the training camp. The energy output was always more than the intake. It was rare to feel hungry nowadays and kept silent. I ate very well.

Kan Junhuan looked at Le Shi with a slight smile, and Tang Zhiyang let him eat, sipping drinks from time to time, and the topic would inevitably shift to today's stage, "Congratulations."

Kan Junhuan's gaze moved over, and through a thin layer of square lenses, he couldn't see the joy, anger, sorrow and joy hidden in those eyes clearly. He didn't have much reaction to the congratulations, but nodded rather distantly, and replied: "Thank you." He frowned when he was happy, and struggled with a Pippi shrimp very seriously, smiled softly, took one from the plate, and put it on his hand to peel the shell.

"Do you still remember the first time you went to the N list, when you were there?" Kan Junhuan peeled off a whole shrimp, dipped it in sweet soy sauce, and handed it to Leshi, who turned to Tang Zhiyang He said, but he did not neglect anyone in the audience, "It was Black Sea at the time, and HP was not a big company. After the stage, the manager was pointed at the nose and scolded by the boss, saying that HopE should be disbanded, and everyone went back to their respective houses. .”

Tang Zhiyang was stunned for a moment, as if he wanted to nod his head, but in the end he just bowed his head and answered vaguely: "I remember, but... I don't know very well."

Le Shi was a little emotional, Kan Junhuan is a person who is very easy to get close to, and he couldn't help but say a few more words: "Seniors have also experienced such things. I only knew that when HopE first started, it was regarded as a desperate person. The experimental product has experienced many disbandment crises, and it is not easy to get to where it is today."

Kan Junhuan also peeled the shrimp for Leshi, moving smoothly, and went straight to the point. Seeing that Tang Zhiyang was staring at him, he folded the peeled one halfway from the track handed to Leshi, and put it on Tang Zhiyang's plate, "So There's no need to be so brooding about today's matter. It's not a big deal."

Le Shi looked at Tang Zhiyang with a bit of resentful gaze, like a cat whose mouthful of dried fish has been snatched away.Tang Zhiyang was a bit competitive with him, and the shrimp meat was more salty and chewy, with relish. Kan Junhuan couldn't help laughing at this and that, so he didn't peel it anymore, and drank casually with a Coke can, saying seriously: " Public opinion is the most powerful weapon, but also the most easily swayed tool."

"It doesn't matter whether it's the Black Sea, whether it's leaving the group, or whether it's a scandal. There are too many things that you can't help yourself and can't do." Kan Junhuan's words are calm, but restrained and witty, and he straightens his back when he is happy. Kan Junhuan was sitting in the bustling bustle and bustle, but the smile on his face was a bit lonely and melancholy, "I used to focus on making progress, but now I realize that being an idol is really a very lonely thing..."

He pushed his glasses, bit his lower lip, and said with a smile: "I'm sorry, these are all personal exclamations of negative emotions, so let's pass it with a smile. As for the matter of Yu Fei's withdrawal from the group-I let you He did it."

Kan Junhuan admitted it very simply and simply, as if he was a behind-the-scenes man who stepped onto the stage by himself.He looked at Le Shi's astonished and unbelievable gaze, and continued as expected: "Unlike me, he still has a long way to go before he wants to be a pawn without being bound by anyone and without any external force."

"If you have a place you want to go, just go. If you have something you want to do, just do it. After telling him this, he decided to withdraw publicly under the eyes of everyone, and make a clean break with HP." The shock in Le Shi's eyes slowly extinguished. It was empty and gloomy, and Kan Junhuan said again: "Huge liquidated damages, and personal attacks from public opinion, he will never refuse."

"I don't know if he knows the consequences of doing so in his heart, but after leaving HP, his road will never be smooth. In any case, he has reasons not to do it."

The three of them were relatively silent for a while, and after an unknown amount of time, Kan Junhuan put the empty drink can lightly, and there was a very distinct crash among the crowd.Tang Zhiyang was the first to come back to his senses, but when facing Kan Junhuan, his expression was very complicated. He seemed a little bit unbearable, and also seemed a little resentful, he hesitated to say anything

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Leshi's cell phone rang suddenly, he glanced down at the familiar and unfamiliar number, paused the finger that moved to the hang up button, then clicked on the green button, he covered the microphone, and looked at Kan Junhuan and Tang Zhiyang apologetically, The two nodded understandingly, watching his back as he hurriedly left while clutching his cell phone.

Tang Zhiyang didn't speak, there was still a lot of seafood on the table, he silently peeled the shrimps and crabs, a little clumsy, the shrimps left a small bright red tail, and put them on Kan Junhuan's clean plate.

"How are you doing recently?" Kan Junhuan smiled and put the shrimps and crabs on the plate in a pose of showing their teeth and claws, feeling much more relaxed. "I watched all the performances on the show, and they were pretty good."

Tang Zhiyang peeled his head sullenly, and said in a flat voice, "It's just training in another place."

"Is insomnia okay? I used to practice dancing until midnight when I was in the troupe."

Tang Zhiyang glanced at him and nodded silently.

That Kan Junhuan is keen to put the shrimp soldiers and crabs on the plate like a dragon palace under the sea, which is completely different from the majestic and crazy drinkers on the stage. His behavior at this moment is even a little naive and cute. Tang Zhiyang watched it for a while before finally Said: "Did you pay Yu Fei's liquidated damages for him?"

Kan Junhuan seemed like a child whose secret had been discovered, he put his hand away, honestly ate the food with chopsticks, and said slowly: "Investing a little money in the company can be regarded as charity... He also told me that he will definitely make his debut. of."

Tang Zhiyang looked at him with a complicated expression, and finally revealed the hidden feelings in his heart: "...How about you? How are you doing recently?"

"The preparations for the third World Tour have begun, and the performance of the new songs is also very good. There are many fixed variety shows, and everything should be good." Behind the lens is a gentle and melancholy smile, "The younger brothers have also released a new solo single , I also wrote a lot of songs, everything is fine... all is fine."

Tang Zhiyang looked at him, but his heart was inexplicably stagnant and uncomfortable. These smiles and tenderness are true, but why is his song so melancholy and sad? Sitting opposite him, it seems that he is close at hand and within reach The distance between the two of them seems to be separated by several mountains, and he has never been able to fathom his mood and thoughts.

He had already said very well, but for Tang Zhiyang, these questions felt a little too hypocritical to say.

Kan Junhuan is the captain who is always strong and firm, and will always solve all the problems for everyone. The loneliness and loneliness that he occasionally reveals are like some kind of strangeness that disappears in a blink of an eye. Tang Zhiyang always sees it in his eyes. But he knew that in the next moment the other party would keep those seemingly invisible truths to himself. He had something on his mind, but he didn't say it.

This is the reason for Tang Zhiyang's irritability and unhappiness. He always wants to get close, but he has nothing, so what qualifications does he have to want to be warm and friendly with each other?

"Lele."

The voice on the other end was a little noisy, Leshi paused and said, "Have you been drinking?"

There was a jitter at the beginning, trying to cover it up and being serious: "I didn't drink alcohol. Where is the trainee management rule allowed to drink? You can't be scolded to death by the devil when you go back... Lele, when are you going back to the company? I'll sing for you! "

... He also said that he was not drunk, and could smell alcohol through the receiver.

Le Shi was still calm and composed: "Where are you?"

"I'm on South Street, the fried chicken restaurant at the end of the street. I haven't been here for a long time. The wine and fried skewers are cold. The resident singer is singing "End of the Day", which is not as good as mine. I don't know how I got on stage. Do you want to listen to it? I want to snatch his guitar and sing a song for you..." Le Shi did not doubt that he would do what he said, He rushed to the stage and howled his favorite rock and roll.

If this was caught by the camera, it would be fine. Leshi's tone was not soft, like a hard stone: "I don't listen to your singing. You stay well, I will call Wanxing and ask him to pick you up... "

Yu Fei swears, and there is still a little coquettish meaning in his words: "I'm fine. Come and pick me up. I want to see you."

One south and one north, thousands of miles apart, how can I see him.It's unreasonable.

Leshi didn't speak, his silence made the world at both ends more complicated and noisy, the other end was cautious, even a little inexplicably aggrieved and quiet for a long time, Yu Fei's voice was hoarse and deep, like a ray of wind in the desert at night, his words In one sentence, he hesitated and said: "Lele, everyone is saying that I am not good."

"It's because I didn't do the right thing and let everyone down. I didn't work hard to sing, and I didn't take responsibility. I did whatever I wanted. As a result, they have been hidden until now, unable to make their debut... But I won't leave, But if I don't leave..." His voice suddenly became louder, as if he was trying to suppress something, sometimes he was sober and drunk, and sometimes he woke up while deeply drunk.

"I don't go, I think I'm going crazy...every day is the same day, long and hard..."

"Lele. Do you really hate me too?"

Leshi lowered his head and said in a low voice: "You are self-righteous, reckless, and disappoint everyone's expectations. I don't understand what you did, and I don't want to forgive you."

"……sorry."

Le Shi clutched the phone, his sincere and guilty tone was not at all like him.Le Shi followed his grievance down the steps, and commanded in a cold voice: "Now check out and pay, go out and take a taxi, and go back to the training ground." The other end did so obediently, and the owner of the fried chicken shop still recognized him, Yaoyao even said hello to Leshi, I'm watching your show.

The person on the other end was still immersed in the sad emotional atmosphere of self-pity and self-pity, and chirped and said the truth from the heart to him, looking humble and sad, and said with a little electric sound: "I really, when I think of tomorrow It's still the same day, endless practice, everyone said I can do my best, but something happened, but it's still me..."

"Senior Kan really wasn't pushed by me about the incident on the variety show that day... I can't argue with the subsequent photo turmoil... I know, you must be very disappointed, that's why I left HP, it's my fault, it's all I'm not good, I'm sorry. Don't just keep talking, you... just take care of me. "

"……Um."

There was another silence on the other side, as if this response cut off all of Yu Fei's voice.

Le Shi's reply was still faint, but he didn't know what kind of turmoil was in his heart: "I'm listening."

Yu Fei's laughter was a bit like a burst of tears, and he moaned a few times foolishly, not knowing which language he was speaking.A little bit of words seems to be sunshine, which can illuminate his heart.That side quieted down with the traffic, and the loud laughter around the food stall and the Cantonese he couldn't understand swept from all directions.

But he stood in such a noisy environment, but his heart was cool and windy.

"It's okay if you hate me, but I still like you all the time."

The author says:

Happy belated Dragon Boat Festival!Goog for two days because my family needs to accompany me here, I am very sorry for two days of googoo! !Send a one-way cookie as compensation, hehehe.