I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The N-list site is located at the Oriental Gate Music Center in the headquarters of NBS. This is also a popular place for major music festivals. The open-air stage venue is still alive and there are still traces of a feast that just ended.

The ranking period in June can be described as a battle of gods filled with fog. Unknown small groups and small singers suffer from being unknown and waste their efforts in the fog, while HopE, which is in the limelight, has repeatedly broken through its own creation. The records, their splendor, is the burning world of burning everything.

The N list has very strict control over admission tickets. The votes of the audience accounted for [-]% of the winners. Real-name reservations need to be made three months or more in advance. The control and punishment of scalpers are extremely strict.Therefore, the word-of-mouth reputation of this country's largest list has always been adhering to the good reputation of NBS's integrity. The audience on the N list is also called the most cunning and eccentric judges in the circle.

When Li Xiang performed on stage for the first time, he was criticized as useless by public opinion, and was even ridiculed as a shame for the new generation.But he was not discouraged and gave up. Facing the dark sea of ​​people with no feedback at the curtain call, he raised his arms and made a gesture of calling out to the world.

Many years later, his silent call finally shook the world, he turned around, and after suffering, he made a bloody journey, and even became the mainstay of NBS, which can be called an inspirational story in the industry.

Together with the legend, the N list has become synonymous with opportunities and challenges.

The dressing rooms of different artists are different. Since it is a large group of more than a dozen people, the trainees of class A are divided into a spacious and bright dressing room.

The process of makeup is easy and pleasant. The powder with the scent of essence is rendered on the cheeks. The careful and tedious steps are enough to make people reborn. Leshi looked at the person in the mirror with deep eyebrows, red lips and white teeth, hair gel and styling mousse. A cloud of wet mist rises in the hair, and the ordinary is peeling off the cocoon.

Regarding personal temperament, the stylist is obviously more skillful and sensitive than the elder sister in the previous training camp. The bangs are messy and fine, lining the corners of the brows and eyes of Le Shiying, and appear calm and indifferent when they are quiet. The movement was vaguely forceful.

The makeup artist was obviously very satisfied with her results, and couldn't help pursing her lips to praise Le Shi's foundation: "Cold fair skin, dog eyes, thin lips, and a good shape. My brother is so handsome."

This is not the first time he has been praised, but Le Shi still felt a little hot on both sides of his cheekbones, so he lowered his eyes docilely and shyly, and replied politely and kindly: "Thank you."

The uniform style is still a dark blue suit vest, a light-colored checked shirt, and a tie tied properly, like a well-regulated top student.

Zhou Wangyu demonstrated sixteen ways to tie a tie one by one through the live broadcast.The tall one stands out refreshingly, like a humorous senior in senior grade.

The appearance order of several boy groups is very close, and the members of Class A's "Fate is Myself" is closely behind HopE, which is a bit of a heroic ambition.

Tang Zhiyang watched Zhou Wangyu learn the heart-to-heart gestures of ancient idols seriously from Leshi, and made some long-dated funny moves to the camera in a very synchronized manner. Leshi's face was indifferent but very cooperative. It looks like fun.The sound of people walking back and forth began to be heard in the aisle, and the vague conversations and jokes indicated that the show had already started.

The person in the mirror is a little strange.

He has never had much confidence in his appearance. He is not the most aesthetically pleasing with sword eyebrows and star eyes. He is a bit delicate and handsome. With the outline of the venue, those empty squares would be filled with eager spectators, the man in the mirror frowned, and his fist subconsciously touched the soft depression in his upper abdomen.

"..."

He groped around for a while before realizing that he didn't bring stomach medicine.

I don’t know when this problem was pulled down. The subconscious mind in my heart is always suggesting that no matter how big or small the stage is, or how many people are watching, that fragile organ will always shrink and tighten. Tang Zhiyang felt extremely anxious. He took a deep breath for a while, but the symptoms did not improve, so he found an excuse to go to the bathroom, hoping to calm down the emotional pain that came as expected in a quiet place.

His face under the pale light was covered with ashes, and the knuckles of his palms clutching the edge of the sink protruded. He took a deep breath, his breathing was broken and trembling, and his brows were tightly knit. He felt a little dizzy from the pain. There was a chill of sweat on his neck, and he didn't know if he was thinking about the past. His sense of burden had been vaguely emerging from the moment he boarded the plane, so that he forgot such an important thing as taking medicine.

He closed his eyes tightly and turned up the water in the faucet, as if such futility could cover up the constant shock in his heart.

I don't know how long it took before the sound of water stopped, and the remaining drops of water landed on the white porcelain surface, making a crisp sound.

Tang Zhiyang knew that he seemed to be bothering others, straightened his back in cold sweat, the words of apology had already blurted out, but he suddenly hesitated: "I'm sorry..."

He first saw the reflection in the mirror, the man was wearing a gray silk shirt, the wolf-running hairstyle combed back had a hint of metallic luster, his forehead was plump and sharp-edged, but he had gentle and beautiful drooping eyes with softly shaped eyelids A pair of lying silkworms.Tang Zhiyang's calm heart seldom skipped a beat, and even his breathing eased a few points.

The other party seemed to be aware of his discomfort and sudden tension, and silently took out a transparent portable medicine box from the pocket of his suit. The six compartments were packed with colorful capsules. He poured out two pills and handed them to Tang Zhiyang silently.

Tang Zhiyang looked at the pill lying in his open hand, took it without saying a word, and swallowed it with a handful of tap water.

——There are more medicines in his medicine box.

After a while of relative silence, the sound of breathing in the quiet room was sometimes misdivided and sometimes overlapped, so clearly that the person on the opposite side spoke first, with a deep and warm voice: "Does it still hurt?"

Tang Zhiyang replied softly: "...Thank you, it's okay."

The other party didn't speak, but just swallowed the colorful pills in the medicine box bit by bit with water.

"..."

As if it was the bitterness of the medicine, his Adam's apple rolled with difficulty, and the movement of swallowing made people sad, and the breathless feeling of stagnation stuck in Tang Zhiyang's heart, all the calmness and gentleness disappeared, he heard the vibration of the heartbeat, and The slightly hot feeling on the side of the face, together with the breathless voice looking forward to Ai Ai: "...Jun Huan, long time no see."

"Yeah." A tepid reply with a calm expression.

The air between the two has always been silent, as if they have a lot to say, but they are deeply buried in each other's hearts, always subtle.The sweat on the back of the neck gradually dried to a sticky layer.Kan Junhuan still had a low voice, unable to distinguish between emotions and anger: "After the performance, let's have a drink together."

Declarative sentences, with an affirmative tone, as if knowing that he will definitely answer.

There was no way he could refuse.

"it is good."

The new song that HopE is hitting the charts is "The Sabbath", which is a collaboration with the mainland artist Ji Liang. It is based on the seven sages of the bamboo forest with a Chinese classical background, free and unrestrained, and the spirit of a hermit who transcends the world, combined with the seventh-day Sabbath of the Bible. , contains the ecstasy of God's creation, a new type of R&B produced with electronic elements, with a slightly dark metal rhythm in a free and easy way, boldly blending cultural elements with each other to form a controversial but pervasive carnival style from ancient to modern times.

Kan Junhuan participated in the compilation of lyrics and music.

The stage can be described as a pure art, even in the real-time broadcast in the background, the trainees in the room are still stunned.

The seven people wore various improved long trousers, and Kan Junhuan was clustered in the center C. He was wearing an extremely flamboyant royal blue gown with flying cranes and clouds, lined with a silk shirt and ripped jeans. His powerful dance made his sleeves flutter. His facial expression is sometimes fierce and fierce, sometimes soft and watery, looking up to the sky and drinking the nameless wine, waving his arms to get drunk and hit the iron that doesn't exist, almost crazy, almost insane, like a heavenly man.

Their dances have their own advantages and disadvantages, and each of them has a very prominent style. Some are sober, some are slightly drunk, and some are drunk. It is the scene of a carnival of sages. The movements of the chorus are uniform and precise. With the lighting, the visual impact is very shocking. .The performance of holding the mic fully open is comparable to a CD sound track, and the audience is full of surprises and cheers. The people on the stage are immersed in the stage experience, and the audience is also deeply infected. The stage has become an excellent place to enjoy each other.

At the end of the song, the audience cheered like a jumbo jet taking off against the wind.Encores erupted from all directions.

Even Chu Xiangdong, who is self-confident and talented, also opened his eyes and couldn't help admiring: "This stage expressiveness, this is HopE..."

Zhou Wangyu also sighed in amazement: "Under the devil's choreography, he dared to turn on the microphone so well, what a wonderful person..."

"It's perfect, that clothes can be put on the stage, and the light fluttering look really looks like the ancients returning to their souls!"

Leshi sat next to Tang Zhiyang, watching the seven people on the stage bow to the fanatical and excited music fans. The audience, who were not all fans, expressed their love for the stage with cheers. For the first time, the longing in my heart was within reach He lowered his voice and said softly: "Brother, such a stage is really unreconciled..."

He wants to be that kind of person who gives his all to carnival and enjoyment, and he wants to get overwhelming cheers and applause.His value seems to be on the stage, so that he can get such a real and realistic projection.

He felt unwilling to admit defeat, and also unwilling.

The cheering and applause continued until their stage sets had been dismantled and removed, and the futuristic metallic blue light boards of Chuangou replaced the large Chinese and English posters with splashed ink. It was like the change of the old and new prosperity, but everyone was still immersed in the old dream. middle.

Looking out from the open door in the backstage, a layer of silver-blue light was coldly spreading on the stage, like the cold moonlight in a silent night, dreamy and hazy.

Still immersed in joy, the announcement said once in Chinese, English and Cantonese: ""My Destiny" brought by the trainees of Class A of NBS "Creation! New Idol". It's showtime."

The teenagers don't know the shape of the future, they just stand in the shadows, waiting for the moment when the lights come on and the music starts, what vaguely flashes in their minds is the same brilliant vision and ambition. The person who sings wildly seems to be the shadow of himself in the future.

Tang Zhiyang looked at their expectant eyes and sighed softly.

Applause, flowers, cheers, did not come as expected.

Silence, whispers, black seas, harsh glances, it seems to be all there is.

The world is dark and empty, and the light source is completely extinguished after saying goodbye.

Most of the people who came to Class A smoothly and made it into the high-ranking circle were somewhat disappointed and regretful in their hearts.But this kind of expression cannot be shown on the stage. Everyone still maintained a professional smile until they left the stage, and then gradually became stiff after leaving the stage.

Someone lamented: "There are no mistakes, the positioning is correct, and the movements are correct. Even because it is the first stage, I performed exceptionally."

"The N list is really too strict... It feels like the audience didn't even look at us."

"Rowing behind the senior group, the comparison is tragic, the gap is huge... Everyone is thinking about the Encore on the previous stage, hey..."

Everyone was somewhat disappointed, Chu Xiangdong quickly walked forward from behind them, while encouraging them: "We are not well-known now, when we come back after our debut, when we perform on the debut stage, it will definitely not be like today. It’s the same. Everyone must work harder!”

Tang Zhiyang and Leshi walked side by side behind the crowd. Leshi looked unharmed, but his face was covered with sweat. He took off his coat immediately after the scene, but the thin shirt was already tightly attached to his chest, back and back, vaguely Show some skin color.Just when Tang Zhiyang wanted to ask him how he felt, he heard him say very calmly: "I didn't do well."

"If it's a good stage, no matter who is behind it, everyone will definitely applaud it."

Tang Zhiyang smiled, and his words were not rough, but clear and transparent.He touched the top of Leshi's hair, it was wet and a little sweaty, Leshi glanced at him, as if he had long been accustomed to his subconsciously expressing gentle and affectionate touch, Leshi touched his eyes with the back of his hand, the sweat flowing in was really sour Heat pain.

While taking a break to remove makeup, the trainees were extremely depressed.

The real-time news on Weibo has been pouring in. The topic on the hot search is #N首黑海创创A Group "Destiny By Me"#. From vocal to dance, no one was spared, and the audience followed up and posted votes one after another. Some words were pertinent, and some words were extreme.

But it's not hard to imagine the chaos after the fans left.

"This year's strongest PD department is just like that. I know you will die and always praise people, but you also have to look at the level of people who praise you. To be honest, it is not as amazing as last season. It is because the trainees in China have not been trained well. It’s because of it. Companies with good quality are also hiding it, and this is the level of free-range breeding.”

"There is no memory point, it feels similar to the general Korean group and Japanese group, and it is obvious that several people are nervous. It is reasonable to say that there is no room for the Korean group that has no special features and follows the script. The strength of the pre-match bragging is not seen now. Come out, I hope it's not a waste vase."

"Idols have to be good at singing and dancing. What's the matter with these few who can't sing well or dance well? Call and criticize [screenshot][screenshot][screenshot]. And the C position feels mediocre, No personal style. It’s not a pull, HopE finds anyone who is better than their C, questioning the level of talent selection for the show.”

"Is it normal for the C position who leads the whole team to perform normally? Is there any black box or loopholes in the live broadcast of the battle for C? I saw it in the melon group and said that it was a mortal struggle between Hapi and you. If it is true, this behavior is not considered. Is it a fraud?"

"It's not even as good as the little mess in the back. Although I know it's still in practice, but you will die if you are on the N list at this level, isn't it the victim of daily wind reviews? Treat it as a small performance after dinner, don't participate in the list voting to occupy the position, okay?" Okay? We are tolerant, but Hei Hai is not joking, eh?"

"I used to think that 3M's strength was amazing, but today's presence is nothing more than that. As expected, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment!"

Le Shi read a few along the way, but did not speak.

The air pressure in the dressing room was so low that no one said a word.The oily makeup remover is rubbed on the eye area, and it smudges away bit by bit, and there is a brief darkness for a while.With the delicate makeup removed, the stage is instantly far away, as if it has been a lifetime away.When I was in music, I couldn't even remember the scene of going on stage full of apprehension and excitement. Regret and regret are hindsight, like maggots attached to the bone.

The second ranking was not in the debut group, so he didn't know if he would have the chance to be on stage again.

In the next second, a new blog post popped up on the homepage.

@唐之阳的小阳光: There are still many immature areas that need to be improved on the stage. As the center position, I failed to lead the members to leave a satisfactory impression. I also deeply felt my lack of ability. It was my suddenness and mistake.In the future, we will try our best to face the audience and innovative producers with a better attitude. //@NBSTelevision-Music: Today N! Summary of Kernel's singing stage: One winner of "Seven People" HopE, congratulations to the hope group for the seventh consecutive Grand Slam. [video]

Just after this Weibo was posted, Tang Zhiyang's screen flickered and turned into an incoming call page.

He hesitated, swiped to the right, and the number was connected.

The cold and tight feeling of the makeup remover still remained on his face, and his eyes looked a little swollen and tired after removing the makeup. He avoided seeing the sight in the mirror, but there was no way to avoid the electric voice, as promised.

"I've been watching your stage just now."

a meal.The background sound is noisy and jovial, cheering for the celebration party in surprise and surprise, and saying that tomorrow's autograph sale seems to be full again, and some people call him "Brother Junhuan, come and take a photo together", he seems to cover up After turning on the microphone, a vague voice came over: "Important call, please wait a moment."

The noisy voice faded away, and there were indistinct footsteps.

"Great play."

Tang Zhiyang stood up and tightened his hand holding the phone slightly.

"you're not wrong."

He opened the door of the dressing room, and the sound of footsteps in the aisle overlapped with the voice from the receiver in an instant.

The jumping and dazzling sapphire blue burst into his eyes like a gust of wind.

Kan Junhuan was holding the phone, tilting his head slightly, exposing a clean forearm to the sultry air, and the faint lines of his muscles were highlighted as he exerted himself.The other hand is placed across the chest, with the back of the hand resting on the elbow, and the birds and floating clouds on the skirt of the clothes seem to be alive, flapping their wings in the blue sky.

When the four eyes met, Kan Junhuan smiled softly, in a trance with the elegance of modern times.

"Mr. Tang, long time no see. I have spare time - go out and have a drink with me."

For a moment, Tang Zhiyang's heart lightened, it was a group of birds fluttering their wings and floating clouds drooping.

The sky is high and the clouds are light and the scenery is good.

The author says:

The sub-CP of the Hong Kong chapter will have a little more ink and ink, and adults will fall in love.Write some foreshadowing of crush on daily life and spicy chicken HP.Thanks for watching! ! !I just took a look and there is still a feeding of jade pendant (I just found out now), I am really grateful to the little angel! !Bow deeply! !