[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

The reason why life exists is because there is a direction that can be yearned for continuously. Even if the road is difficult, it can still go on firmly.Kise is like the light on that road, liberating me from the darkness.

My mother's departure hit me hard, so much that I even forgot what I should do next second at the moment I learned about it, and I didn't know what kind of existence I was standing there.She is almost all of me in this world. When this part suddenly disappeared in my life, I thought I would collapse to the point of giving up my life, until Kise held my hand.

It was just a simple movement, but at that moment, it was like the arm of hope, pulling me out of the depths of despair.He gave me the support I needed most at the right time. If it weren't for Kise, I might have completely fallen.

Times have changed, and the life that has been used to the same pattern suddenly loses a large part. Even if you are frustrated, it is still an irreversible fact.And that incident, because of the passing of everyone, became a dusty secret.

Mom, I'm going to school.

This is something that needs to be done after that, before going to school.Said goodbye softly to the photo of his mother, and then continued the familiar life trajectory.

I don't know how Urashita finally dealt with the outcome of the incident. When I wanted to contact him, he suddenly disappeared all the news just like when he suddenly broke into my sight in Kanagawa at that time.

On the day I asked Sanada to quit my job at the dojo, I asked him to let me meet his grandfather once.It was also because of this that I learned from Grandpa Sanada that Urashita had returned to Tokyo.He has already made the choice for me, I will not become the 'murderer's daughter', and the same will be true for Shibai, the crimes that should have been committed will not fall on her.

I don't know whether such a result is good or bad for me. I hope that my mother's crimes will not be exposed, and at the same time I want Shibai's death to be what he deserved.In fact, it is not so easy to achieve the best of both worlds. Puxia's departure made the former possible, but this is not the best result, but it is not the worst result either.

×

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and living on the top floor of an apartment is even more difficult to resist the long-lasting heat wave.As the end of the term approaches, while escaping the summer heat in the library, it is also a good idea to prepare for the final exam.

I sat in the corner by the window, but I thought it was quiet.Eriko has club activities, so she is not with me.Through the window, you can directly see the playground outside. Probably because of the end of the semester, the training of sports clubs has also been reduced a lot.That's why the exaggerated crowd seemed so unusual somewhere in the playground that should have been less populated than before.

Most of the girls gathered there were girls from other schools. I think it was probably because some associations from other schools came to exchange ideas. Fortunately, the restlessness over there did not affect this place, so I didn't care too much. I lowered my head and turned the pages of the book.

The next second, there was a low inhalation sound in the hall. This reaction made me raise my head and follow the line of sight of other people.And the intersection of many sights is a boy wearing a school uniform from a foreign school walking towards here from the door.Faintly heard someone whispering compliments like 'so handsome', I didn't want to pay attention to it, but when I saw the appearance of the person coming, I had to pay attention.

Because that person was Keigo Atobe, who I had just met in a restaurant not long ago.

My eyes widened in surprise, and the moment my eyes met his, he even nodded politely to me, and then walked straight towards me until he was in front of me.

He was wearing the uniform of Ice Emperor High School. His abrupt presence coupled with his outstanding appearance undoubtedly became the focus of everyone's curiosity and attention.Even if other people are not looking at me, I still feel a little uncomfortable in such a place where everyone's opinions meet.

"Lan Yuan, come out for a moment, I have something to tell you." The commanding tone, the deep voice that deliberately lowered the volume is full of irresistible kingly style.Seeing me in a daze, he added, "I won't waste much of your time."

Before I could answer, Atobe had already turned around first, and I was still in a state of surprise, so I followed him to the position near the glass door of the museum.Talking here will not affect anyone.

"Why did Mr. Atobe come here?" I finally expressed my doubts in my heart.

"The last time I was in Mr. Jonas' shop, I didn't expect to meet you when I came to Kanagawa. After I was checked, I found out that you were studying in Haichang. It just so happens that there is something I have been planning to give you. This time, I will borrow it from you." There is an opportunity to play an exchange match with the Kaito Tennis Club, and I will drop by to see you." Atobe spoke casually and indifferently, but his heroic eyes were still full of seriousness, and he was treating me like an old friend.

"Joe...Jonah?" The German store manager's name... I never really got it right.

"Jonas, it's the owner of the restaurant where you work... Forget it, your foreign language is still not as good as before." Atobe gave up trying to correct my strange pronunciation of the manager's name, and he took out the A bunch of keys, handed to me, "I'm here this time, to give this to you."

"This is?" It was a bunch of brand new keys.

"The key to your house. After that incident, my uncle asked someone to find a way to buy that house."

What does Keigo Atobe mean by buying that bungalow?I was shocked, and the weight of the metal key in my hand instantly became countless times heavier.I didn't know how to respond, and in the next second, the deep voice of the trace department came from above again.

"After you dropped out of school, I only heard about what the support group did to you. As for the things about your family, I will not make any comments. You are the vice president of this uncle, so I believe it naturally. It was you, I couldn’t help you at that time, and my uncle has always been a little guilty.” In the words, Keigo Atobe frowned slightly, and his expression became serious, “How are you doing in Kanagawa, I also feel sorry for you.” I've heard a few. If you have to help me with something, it's not that I can't do it. According to your personality, I think you probably won't accept it. But you must accept this key and this intention."

The key in my hand glowed with a cold metal, and my heart was so complicated that I couldn't say a word.

I am grateful to Atobe, he was the first person to reach out to me, and I also thank him for never forgetting me and even coming to find me specially.He really knows me a little bit, and I will probably refuse any material gratuitous sympathy.No matter what, especially that bungalow, what that bungalow means to me, the source of all tragedies and shadows, when I mention it again, I will inevitably feel a chill.

Atobe is expressing his support for me in his way, but these will not be what I want after all.

Holding the key tightly, the shape of the key felt cold in the palm of his hand.My mood is a bit complicated, but this is Atobe's kindness, if I refuse, it will be hypocritical.I nodded slightly, thanked me, and put the bunch of cold keys into my pocket.

"cell phone."

"Ok?"

"Give the phone to my uncle."

Atobe stretched out his hand towards me, I didn't know what he was going to do, I just followed his words silently and put my mobile phone in his hand.After he took the phone, he frowned and quickly entered a string of numbers in it before returning the phone to me.

"If you want to come to Tokyo, you can contact me at any time if you need help. Don't feel sorry, I'm not such a fussy person." He raised his eyebrows and looked at the watch on his wrist. I can't wait for a long time, so my uncle will leave first."

After finishing speaking, Atobe left immediately.I watched his back gradually disappear at the corner at the bottom of the stairs, and turned around to return to the original position.But at this time, I was called to stop.

"Xiao Lanyuan!" Kise's tone still had a unique ending, and he walked towards me from another direction.

"Mr. Huang Se."

Nodding to greet Kise, he walked to my side and looked in the direction Atobe left just now, "Is that someone Xiao Lanyuan knew just now? It looks like he's from another school."

"Well, a classmate from middle school." I didn't deny it.

The relationship with Kise, because of the mother's incident, has become closer than before.He began to appear frequently in my sight, and the contrast made me think, did I really know someone like Kise Ryota before.

"If Xiao Lanyuan is going to Tokyo, you can definitely come to me!"

The topic suddenly jumped, and I blinked suspiciously, "What?"

"Didn't he just tell you something about going to Tokyo... I'm sorry, I overheard some of your conversations." Kise waved his hand apologetically, and then said resolutely: "Xiaolanyuan really You can come to me, my home is in Tokyo."

At this moment, Kise looks like a child who defends his belongings... When I think of this description, I deny myself again in my heart, belongings... a bit exaggerated.

Looking up at Kise's golden brown eyes, I shook my head and said lightly, "I won't go to Tokyo."

">A< Don't be so decisive!"

After a split second of laughing, I repeated, "Really, I'm not going there."

I think I'm probably very KY, Kise... just wants to make the atmosphere a little easier.He opened his mouth to apologize, but Huang Lai raised his hand and patted my forehead. He lowered his joking tone, and said in a clear voice, "If Xiao Lanyuan doesn't want to, then don't go."

I don't know if the seriousness of this moment was my illusion, but through the gap between Kise's fingers, I saw his handsome face regain a relaxed smile.

"Did Xiao Lan come to the library to review?"

The topic changed again, and the atmosphere that seemed a little embarrassed by Ben returned to normal.

"Yeah." I responded lightly, and nodded to Kise.

"Then I want to be with Xiaolanyuan!"

"Eh? Kise-kun also needs to review, isn't Kise-kun... you can learn everything after reading it once?"

"Wow, Xiao Lanyuan, are you naturally stupid or deliberately pretending not to know... It's true about sports, but I have a hard time studying..."

"what?"

"Otherwise, it's really annoying for Xiao Lanyuan to give me tutoring."

Kise made a decision like this, he said, without waiting for my response, he took my wrist and walked directly into the hall.

I let Huang Sete pull me in a daze, his back was facing me, and he walked in a hurry, as if he was unhappy.Rather than saying that he is unhappy, I think he is more like throwing a temper tantrum. The reason is because he saw me and Atobe together?If I think so, will I be a little narcissistic?But after all, he has never seen me talk to boys other than him like acquaintances.

"Like a child, Kise-kun." I couldn't help but whispered.

Huang Lai suddenly turned his head when he heard it, he puffed up his face at me, and said complainingly: "Xiao Lanyuan, who is younger than me, is not qualified to say such things."

That's right...

"Kise-kun, my seat is over there..." I dragged Kise to stop, and raised my finger to point to the direction behind me.

"╭(╯^╰)╮!"

×

Afterwards, Kise sat down beside me very quietly, seeing that he had taken the book by himself, I stopped disturbing him and sank into the review by myself.Out of the corner of my eye, I could catch a glimpse of the sunlight projected through the transparent glass of the window. As the evening approached, the crimson light dyed the interior of the museum in a beautiful color.

And I looked up again, and most of the scattered students who had stayed in the library had left because of the late hour.At this moment, apart from me, only Kise who was sitting next to me was left.In the warm sunlight, his appearance became softer, and under the backlight of his handsome features, a deep shadow was cast on his face.The book was still in his hand, and it was only then that I noticed that his gaze had already passed the book and landed on me.

"Then, shall we go too?" Looking at the time, it was not far from the closing time.

"Okay!"

Kise responded quickly, and immediately closed the book that I don't know if he was reading or not.I don't think he really wanted to come to review at all.However, staying by my side quietly like that, I felt an inexplicable excitement in my heart, and even looked forward to it, if only he could stay like this forever.

I stood up and began to tidy up the books on the table, preparing to put these books back to their original positions on the bookshelf.

"Let me help you." Huang Lai took the book in my hand, and I didn't refuse, so I took him to fill the book back according to the position I remembered.

Only Kise and I were left in the library, and the subtle sound of stacking books when we moved them became very clear.The fine dust is in the crimson color that passes through the bookshelf and is divided into beams, because the movement between Kise and I also began to fluctuate, like a layer of beautiful tulle, adding a little bit to the quiet atmosphere Vigorous colors.

The location of the last book is on the highest shelf of the bookshelf. Kise stood behind me, and I pointed out the location to him.That height is not difficult for Kise, I wanted to step back so that he could approach more conveniently, but then I turned around, Kise stepped forward and leaned towards me, he raised his hand, quite Easily put the book into the bookshelf.

I was almost caught between his chest and the bookshelf. In an instant, I became cramped and kept leaning back, but with the bookshelf behind me, I had no way out.

Kise seemed to realize the situation at the moment when he put down the book and looked down at me, a trace of astonishment quickly flashed across his face.Just when I thought he was going to back away, he actually approached me a little more on the contrary, stretched out his hands on the bookshelf, and completely surrounded me between himself and the bookshelf.

The bottom of the golden-brown pupils sank slightly, his eyes were half down, and the slender eyelashes cast a light shadow in his eyes.Kise stared at me with such deep eyes, I stared back at him dully, my chest throbbing faster.

"Huang...Kise-kun..."

And Kise didn't care about my whispering, still looked at me seriously, and sighed like a wry smile.I was a little surprised that Kise would show such an expression, which seemed sentimental and helpless.

"I wish it had always been like this..."

His voice was so low that only the fluctuating sound of the airflow remained. I was a little at a loss and asked softly, "What?"

"I've always wanted to get closer to Xiao Lanyuan, and I wanted to hear Xiao Lanyuan tell me about himself. I've been waiting for Xiao Lanyuan to speak to me..."

Kise paused for a moment, pursing her lips as if thinking about something.He leaned forward, bent down | the distance between him and me decreased a bit, and I even felt his breath.I was a little dazed by his sudden words, and I could only quietly look at his beautiful eyes with upturned corners.

"Actually, I have known Xiaolanyuan for a long time. When Xiaolanyuan told me his name, I remembered it. I know Xiaolanyuan's past, and I also know that Xiaolanyuan was afraid of being mentioned in the past, so I have been waiting for Xiao Lanyuan to tell me that I am willing to be Xiao Lanyuan's support, and when Xiao Lanyuan is in my arms, I am even a little secretly happy..."

I couldn't help widening my eyes, because I was afraid that the other party would get farther and farther away from me, so I never dared to tell Kise about myself, and this was destined to be the barrier between me and him.But he, who has known everything for a long time, did not say it bluntly. What he thinks is exactly the same as mine is that he is afraid of hurting me, and he is afraid that it will widen the seemingly close distance between me and him.But I still don't understand, what is it about me like this that attracts him...

As I thought about it, Kise continued as if he could see through my heart, "I've already told Xiao Lanyuan that I can only see my true self when I'm with Xiao Lanyuan , only when I am with Xiao Lanyuan, I will feel very relaxed, without the pressure of those glittering praises on my body, and without the sense of restraint from everyone's attention, so I... want to stand on Xiao Lanyuan's side. Beside Lan Yuan..."

Kise spoke every word very seriously, with a magnetic voice and a gentle tone, hitting the softest part of my heart one after another.He can always poke at the door of my heart when I am unprepared, and I can't answer a single word.

"Can't Xiao Lanyuan feel it? I like Xiao Lanyuan..."

It seems that the world is quiet, and all that is left is the words between Huang Se's lips clearly playing back in my mind.I was sure I heard correctly, and boldly looked back into Kise's eyes.

"It's like a dream..." I said these words silently, raised my hand to touch Kise's cheek, the warm touch spreading in the palm confirmed what was happening in front of my eyes, what Kise said Everything I'm talking about is not a dream.

"I've said so much, Xiao Lanyuan, at least give me some feedback >A<!"

I couldn't tell if I was moved or excited, but at the same time my heart felt warm, my eyes were sore again.Obviously there is no sadness and pain, but inexplicably want to cry.Taking a deep breath, I calmed myself down, "I thought Kise-kun was like the sun to me, I could only look at it from a distance, but never touch it... I have always liked Uneasy, afraid of what I said, even Kise-kun's shadow will not be seen..."

Kise, as if to prove his existence, grabbed the palm of my hand that was caressing his face, and then clenched it tightly, "Isn't this how I touched it?"

I was stunned, and continued: "Only when I am with Kise-kun, will I feel that I am no longer alone... I also hope that Kise-kun will always shine like my sun." me……"

Before the words were finished, the rest of the pronunciation was completely swallowed between the lips that joined.With such a sudden behavior, I froze with my eyes open for a moment, because of the height difference, Kise raised my chin a little with his hands, so that his own lips could be completely attached to mine.

When I realized it, I realized that I had been kissed.Kise skillfully plundered everything between his lips and tongue, his unsuspecting intrusion made my brain go blank.As if my breath was taken away, when Kise let go of me, I was a little out of breath.This is the first time for me to have such intimate contact with the opposite sex.I exhaled vigorously, still maintaining the posture with my chin raised, I could only face Kise's face.I think my cheeks are already too red.

"Can I interpret Xiao Lanyuan's response just now as liking it?" Kise said, and gently tapped my lips with his finger.

"..." My cheeks became hotter, and I hummed lightly, but I didn't expect Kise to become very happy because of this.He lifted my chin and moved closer to me again, and this time I closed my eyes cooperatively.

People will not be unlucky all their lives, maybe every accident between me and Huang Lai is a certainty in the dark.I think my world will be bright, because of the appearance of Kise, he is the sunshine I have been looking forward to.