[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

People will live with loneliness in their hearts, sometimes they may be engulfed by the darkness of loneliness, and they cannot find a ray of sunshine.I always close myself in the dark, thinking about getting rid of it, but I dare not do anything.

I don't know if Kise's words were just casual words, or if he really saw through something.If you don't face it, you won't even have a chance to solve it.I have a clear conscience, what am I afraid of?It's just a mouth shape that hasn't been uttered yet, which makes me panic like that.Or, I'm used to avoiding it.

In fact, the situation is not as serious as I imagined, it's just that under the shadow of Ice Empress, I have to magnify sensitive issues infinitely.Ayu Shibai was not so bored as to reveal my past in front of everyone.

Don't get too entangled with Ayu Shibai, just ignore her like you did with Urashita.I thought so.

The incident that I avoided for more than half a year, like a sluice that was opened in a short period of time, continuously squeezed into my life, whether it was Urashita, the surveillance video of the night when the incident happened, and Mayu’s younger sister Shiba Ayu, everything surrounds me, always implying that the event will never end.

But the days were not peaceful, and on the second day after Shibai transferred to Haichang, a rather nasty bloodshed occurred in Haichang.The teacher who inspected in the morning found the student who had been chopped in the equipment room behind the gymnasium.Most of the people got the general idea of ​​what happened from the ambulances and police cars outside the school in the morning, and then it spread throughout Haichang in just one class.

Surprisingly, Eriko was very clear about the status of the incident.

The person who was cut was Endo, a second-year baseball club member, who was still wearing a baseball uniform when he was found.Endo's situation was very miserable, with many knives cut on his body and a long gash on his face.

"Eriko, why do you know so well?" After frowning and listening to Eriko's description, I was still curious why she knew so much.

"Senior Kasamatsu said it, because he helped to carry Endo out of the equipment room. However, everyone in the basketball club should know about it. They discovered it together with the patrolling teacher during morning practice."

In any case, this incident has caused panic among the students.The same goes for me, after all, it happened around me, and my back felt numb after hearing about it.

When Eriko and I were talking about these things, although Shibai at the next table didn't speak, she looked terribly nervous, her whole body was stiff, and even her expressionless face seemed unnatural .

I don't know if it resonates with Shibai. Looking at Shibai like this, I seem to understand her feelings now.

His face was blue, his shoulders were stiff, his heart must have been emptied, fearful but helpless.This feeling is similar to what I felt when the word "murderer" was mentioned again, and I was afraid of being despised and abandoned in my heart.

Ayu Shibai is afraid, maybe like me, in the deepest part of her heart, there is a darkness that can never be lit.She must have hidden secrets, I'm sure.

Hateful people must have pity.

I don't really hate Shibai, but I definitely hate this person.Although Mayu's intervention may be an outsider to Shibai herself, but I, who already look at her with colored glasses, just hate her.Also, why can she make threats to me that are well deserved?Thinking of this, there is a faint sense of injustice and resentment in my heart.

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The last section of the afternoon is physical education.Because of Endo's incident, everyone in the class fell silent, and even the girls who were usually chatty and chatty were rarely silent.The physical education teacher himself looked very heavy, and a negative atmosphere spread in the entire gymnasium for a while.

The equipment room where the incident happened is right behind the gymnasium, a short distance away.The yellow cordon around the outside of the equipment is particularly glaring, and it has been isolated by the police.

The things needed in class have to be picked up from the spare equipment room. When I came out from the side door of the gymnasium, I saw Shibai standing in front of the cordon with a serious expression.

Subconsciously, he stopped and glanced at her, but he didn't expect her to catch his gaze.She quickly recovered her relaxed look, turned to face me, and then grinned exactly like Mayu.

I frowned, my heart was beating fast, and I wanted to turn around and leave, but my body seemed to be immobilized.

"Is Aihara-san going to get the equipment?"

If this person is not Shibai Ayu, the gentle and pleasant voice and good looks are really charming.Inheriting Mayu's appearance, Shibai is also a very beautiful person.

Out of politeness, I nodded casually in response.But I turned around and was about to leave directly, but Shibai quickly followed me, shoulder to shoulder with me.

"Lanyuan-san's foot is injured, I'll go with you."

Looking down at Bei Dao's calf wrapped in gauze, he remembered where he was scratched by the pedal of the bicycle.It's not very serious, if you don't touch it, it will basically not hurt.

I didn't accept or reject Shibai's proposal, and she didn't speak anymore, just following the same pace as me.

I don't know what Shibai thinks about me. Logically speaking, after she knows my identity, she should hate me.But she was able to act as if nothing had happened, and joked with me.

That beautiful face just like Mayu's makes me feel chills, is she planning something?

The spare equipment room has not been used all year round. After pushing the door, there is a strong smell of dust in the air.On the ground, also thick with dust, were the footprints of those who had come before us.

There was also a layer of dust on the iron frame holding the volleyball. I accidentally put my clothes on it while holding the volleyball, and the pure white fabric was soon stained with several traces.

I took a step back and hurriedly raised my hand to pat on the clothes.

"Ah, it's really not easy to find a chance to be alone with Aihara-san."

Shibai suddenly spoke like this, her pleasant voice was very clear in the quiet room, and at the same time, her weird tone when she said this sentence was infinitely amplified.

I looked up at her, she seemed to have made the same mistake as me, and accidentally leaned against the iron frame, and the fabric on her chest was stained with gray marks.

I didn't speak, but she continued, her voice and appearance were still dazzlingly beautiful, "I knew that you are the only person left in this world who is like me."

The meaning of Shibai's words was unclear, I frowned again, and glanced at her lightly, "Shibai-san and I didn't get to know each other to this extent."

Picking up the volleyball and preparing to leave, Shibai closed the door of the spare equipment room before me.There was a muffled sound only when old things were knocked between the door frames, and a lot of dust fell on the edge of the door.Shibai stopped in front of the door and smiled at me.

"Don't you think we are really the same? Would you like me to help you remember?"

Shibai approached me slowly. Due to the messy arrangement of equipment in the equipment room, there was only one passage. Shibai followed this path and approached me while blocking me.

"Do you feel familiar with the incident this morning? The scene full of blood should be very impressive to you, right?" Chai Jing's tone was a little trembling, she stared at me with wide eyes, and there was a faint restlessness in her pupils .

"The incident where Senior Endo was injured has nothing to do with me, or do you have any connection with this incident?"

"Are you pretending to be stupid or are you really stupid? Have you forgotten the feeling of stabbing the flesh with a knife? Can't you recall the bloody smell that lingers beyond the cordon?" Shibai said, raising his hand Raising her hand, her hand was trembling, "I can't forget, my sister was carried out of the scene covered in blood..."

A series of questions was like a spell, once again hitting the memory I was trying to keep dust.I let go of the volleyball in my arms, and the ball rolled down from my feet along the slope of the ground, and then stopped in front of the iron frame.

There was a tightness in the chest, and at the same time, it was inexplicably sad.When I raised the corners of my mouth to meet Shibai's face, her smiling expression was almost the same as mine, and it was all because of trying to bury her true emotions.

"Your sister is just a mistress who destroys other people's families." I pushed Shibai away hard, and warned her word by word. I emphasized the word "mistress", "What courage do you have?" Accusing me in front of me?"

Shibai was pushed away by me and bumped into the iron frame of the volleyball, his eyes turned red.Her beautiful appearance made her look a little cute, but the harsh smile on her face made her look very hateful.

"Mistress?" Shibai's tone had begun to become a little emotionally unstable. She repeated the words that I emphasized, and even laughed out loud, "Your father is not a good person, is he? Come to Kanagawa and meet me My sister didn't know what she said, so my sister followed me to Tokyo. A married man 20 years older than my sister, huh..."

Such a morbid tone made me feel that Ayu Shibai was abnormal. She seemed to hate my heartless father.It's just that what she said is completely like two stories from what I have experienced.

For a moment, I didn't know how to respond.

"I didn't expect to meet you in Kanagawa. I thought you had escaped to a place that no one knew." Shibai stood up straight and approached me step by step again, "Do you know? How excited I was when the police station heard that your name was Junko Aihara, how does it feel to be a fugitive? How can I only let myself fall for someone who is deeply involved in crimes?"

Before I knew it, my back was already against the wall, Shibai was almost leaning against me, and I could even feel her breathing.

I don't quite understand what she said, what does it mean to be deeply guilty?

"I just came to tell you that a murderer should have the consciousness of a murderer, and I will definitely find out the evidence. This nightmare is not mine alone!"

The weaker you are, the more depraved you will be.Shibai's warning words were so sharp that they seemed to pierce people's hearts. I paused for half a second, widened the smile on the corner of my mouth, and repeated the same words word by word.

"Yeah, this nightmare is not mine alone."

I want to drag you into the same darkness as me.