[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

After I walked out of the classroom, I realized that my body was shaking badly.I know that maybe I'm too sensitive, but for me, these pasts are like scars etched in my heart with a branding iron that will never heal. Once it is brought up, I will just panic.

After all this time, I still haven't learned anything.From the bungalow where Aihara Masaoyuki and Mayu were killed half a year ago, all I can think of is still running away.

Murderer, this is the word I am most afraid of being mentioned.Obviously I didn't do anything, but the concept of "Aihara Junko is a murderer" kept being instilled in me by the people around me, even I almost felt it was true.

Before I met Shibai Ayu, I never knew Mayu's last name.But judging from the names, I should have guessed that they would be sisters.

The appearance of Mayu, which I tried hard to forget for half a year, sealed her beautiful and hateful appearance in the depths of my memory.But Ayu Shibai’s beautiful face resembling Mayuka awakened my memory once again, and her mouth shape as if she had cast a spell on me made me, who had finally summoned up the courage to reach out to the light, once again Into the dark.

In this nightmare-like darkness, I kept running away, and I was exhausted from running with such heavy memories on my back.In the end, I don't even know what I'm afraid of anymore, I just know how to escape in my empty mind.

I hope to be saved, even if it is a little spiritual sustenance.However, extravagant hopes are just extravagant hopes after all.

I fled to the health room in a daze, and the tingling pain in my calf seemed to wake me up a bit.The teacher in the health room, Bei Dao, was wearing a pair of heavy glasses. He looked in my direction, squinting his eyes as if he had poor eyesight and was trying to see clearly.

I simply told Bei Dao the location of the wound on his calf. I thought that after a few hours the scratched skin would form a scab, but in fact it did not go as smoothly as I expected.

The wound was infected and festered, and the sticky part was stuck together with the stocking.When I took off the sock, I pulled the part that was not completely scabbed, and a bloodstain was pulled out directly.As for the whole area that was scratched in the morning, a swollen blue-yellow circle appeared around the broken skin due to suppuration.

"It seems a bit bad..."

I said to Bei Dao embarrassingly, Bei Dao didn't even look at me, just reprimanded me, "You know it's bad? If you deal with it earlier, you won't be infected like this!"

The door of the health care room happened to be where my back was facing. There was the sound of the door being opened behind me. I didn't look back, but Bei Dao, who was still cleaning my wound, raised his head and glanced in the direction of the door.

"Mr. Bei Dao doesn't care about this side, I'll just come here!" It was a female voice.

Even so, Bei Dao didn't respond at all, and lowered his head again, using tweezers to hold a cotton ball soaked in medicine and wiped the wound.

The iodine rubbed on the wound was cold and stinging at the same time. I stared blankly at the cotton ball rubbing the wounded area, when a clear and clear voice I was familiar with sounded behind me, "Lanyuan-san?"

The voice was very recognizable, I turned my head, and Kise's handsome appearance was quickly imprinted in my pupils.Even in his tracksuit, his figure was still perfect and slender.There was a red bruise on his face, which stood out against his fair skin.

When Kise's eyes were still on me, the girl who came to the health room with him had already brought the OK bandage, and quickly stuck it on his face. The girl's movements were very intimate.

"Okay, it's done."

Kise seemed to be taken aback by such a sudden movement, he subconsciously stepped back a little, just looking at the smiling girl, he raised the corner of his mouth helplessly, "Rinhua-san..."

"What's the matter, Mr. Liang, it's already healed."

I can probably tell that Kise doesn't like that girl.Because the way he looked at the latter was the same as when he misunderstood me, even with a handsome and sunny smile on his face, it was also full of indifference of rejection.

I silently turned my head back from looking at them.Kise probably belongs to that kind of natural luminous body, which attracts the attention of most people, and I am also a member of this mass group.

"Be careful not to touch the wound with water these few days." After the treatment, Bei Dao sternly warned.

"Yes, I will pay attention."

I didn't intend to go back to the classroom, and I kept the posture of sitting on the edge of the bed with my feet hanging in the air.I looked at the back of my feet, my mind went blank, and I didn't know how to face it.Chai Jing is like a star to me, she knows about me, and people in Haichang know about me...

She should hate me. In her eyes, I am the murderer who killed her sister.But relatively speaking, I also hate Mayu, because Mayu made my life more painful than death.

"What are you two doing here in a daze?" This was Bei Dao's tone of impatience.

"Rinhua-san, you should go back to class first..."

"Mr. Liang, won't you go back together?"

"Well, I'll be there in a minute."

"Oh alright."

Out of the corner of my eye, I took a peek at Bei Dao who was sitting in front of the table. He was probably checking Twitter with his mobile phone. He didn't care about me or Kise who was still here, as if there was only one in the health room. Just like myself.

"Wow, what a serious wound!" At this moment, Kise's voice came from above me.I turned my head, and he was standing on the other side of the hospital bed. Sure enough, because of his height advantage, he could easily see my calf on the other leg.

"Kise Kise." I nodded to him politely, he smiled at me, and walked around in front of me from behind.

"How did you get hurt? Aihara-san, you should be more careful as a girl, what if you get scars!" Huang Lai's attention was still on my calf, his eyebrows were slightly arched, full of face of concern.

"It's not that it doesn't matter if you have scars on your face, even if it's your face, there's nothing you can do about it."

"Eh!"

"What about Kise-kun? How did Kise-kun get the scratch?" I pointed to my face, which was the same place Kise was sticking to the OK bandage.

"Accidentally hit by a volleyball in physical education class."

I responded softly and stopped talking.

I have always felt that I am not a person from the same world as Kise, and that his appearance is good and everything is good. God has endowed him with such excellent things that people are enviable.And I just want to look at him like this, maybe I can be infected a little bit?

Is my thinking too naive?With his head raised, his gaze resting on Kise's body was gradually fascinated, the outline in his eyes became blurred, and gradually melted into a piece of gold with the sunlight behind him.

"Has Aihara-san's troubles been resolved?" Kise, who had been silent for a long time, spoke again, and his tone was so calm that it could be described as serious.

"What's bothering you?" I asked in confusion, and Kise's question was somewhat unclear.I don't think he will know any secrets about me. At most, he will just pretend to be my boyfriend in my mother's ward and help me make beautiful lies to my mother.

"Actually, I don't know exactly how to say it..." He laughed a few times shyly, and scratched his hair.

While Kise was thinking, when Bei Dao suddenly stood up, there was an abrupt sound of the chair being pushed back.Kise and I unconsciously looked in his direction.

Bei Dao pushed his glasses, squinted at Kise and me, then waved his hands, "Oh, go ahead, I'm going to the bathroom." After speaking, he left the health room without looking back.

After the door slammed as Bei Dao left, the health care room fell into peace.The glass windows filter in soft sunlight, forming a faint beam of light in the air.

Kise's appearance was reflected particularly beautifully in this beam of light.He looked at me with an expression of kind concern.I stared back in a daze, his expression seemed to be full of contagion, and penetrated into my heart together with the sun, a little warm and a little throbbing.

Maybe it's because I've never been watched like this before, and he's telling me again that I exist in this world.

"Although I don't know what Lanyuan-san's troubles are, if you don't face them, you won't even have a chance to solve them, right?"

"Eh?"

My eyes widened slightly, Kise's rare serious look was more attractive than ever, and the pretty words he said didn't make me feel like he was being handsome in the slightest.The golden brown eyes are so penetrating that they seem to see through everything, and I am being stared at by such eyes.

He lowered his eyes, his eyes were indifferent and soft, "Lan Yuan-san's smile is very sad, when he was in the ward."

I froze, no one had ever said that to me.Putting on a smirk in the hospital that even I sneered at, tricked my mother into making her feel that I was not in pain. Even Watanabe, the attending doctor who had the most contact with me, would only think that I was optimistic. Knowing that at the bottom of my scarred heart is the opposite feeling.

"It's the same as that time, Aihara-san now." Kise continued, with a faint smile that was more charming than ever.

"that time?"

"It's the same as when I saw you at the seaside, with despair all over your body, running away from the world."

I fell into surprise again, opened my mouth slightly, but couldn't say a word.

Seeing me stunned, Kise waved his hands again and again, and then explained, "Is it too exaggerated... If Aihara-san thinks it's strange, just ignore me hahaha..."

No, Kise was right.It never occurred to me that Kise could see everything clearly. In fact, he already knew it when he caught me at the beach, but he didn't tell it.

"Kise-kun is really amazing..." After a long time, I could only sigh.

"...I feel like I said something serious." At the same time, Kise's golden-brown eyes flashed a bit solemn, "Alanhara-san, pay attention, don't accidentally get hurt again."

Don't get hurt anymore, pun intended.Kise Qingliang's words, like the sunlight penetrating through the window at this moment, cast a beam of light in my heart.