【Chenghua】Your hand in mine

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"It's a little embarrassing to say. When I was a child, I often dreamed that my parents abandoned me for a long journey. On a certain street corner, the Pope followed me. But I don't want it to follow me. In my opinion, it's all its fault. The suitcase I walked very fast with the high heels, couldn't catch up at all, felt tight in the chest and short of breath, and found that my hands were pressed to my chest when I woke up. I lay down in the room, with the emperor by my side, and it was not as annoying as in the dream. But soon the same The same thing will happen again, the self-directed tragedy is like a nightmare, but the hatred can be miraculously resolved after dawn. I don’t know how long it took, the Pope blocked the blow of a hooligan. At that time, I wanted to escape, but the tentacles first I jumped out and grabbed that guy's neck, and the miracle is that that dream never happened again."

He paused, and continued, "Before this, I always wanted to find a reason for myself, or comfort, no matter what it is, as long as it can resolve a child's uneasiness. But at that moment, I thought of my mother The scene of discussing with my father about sending me to a mental hospital in the middle of the night, and the green light flashing quietly beside me after waking up countless times. It is the same as me, and it can only be seen by me. It is loyal to me and protects me. It never leaves, even if it is mutual There was no dialogue between them. Afterwards, I never mentioned the matter of being able to see the Pope in front of anyone. After understanding the differences, I will lack interest in communication, and many things cannot be resolved through conversation.”

"Thank you for talking so much, I was almost killed." Jotaro was very disdainful, and spat out the grass in his mouth.They were lying on the wheat stacks. There was no hotel to stay that night, so it was lucky that they didn't have to sleep in the open.

"Yeah, luckily you won."

Luckily you won.If I hadn't lost, who would Noriaki Kakyoin be now, and how would he live?

He didn't have time to think about this question, he woke up from the dream and was awakened by the sound of the bell.Kakyoin had just returned to Japan, and was still suffering from jet lag. He complained while reaching for his cell phone from under the covers.The screen was blindingly bright, and the message: Come and pick me up, sender, Kujo Jotaro, the time is dawn.

The rainy season came very early this year. The rain has been falling since midnight until now, and the windows are constantly ticking.The drowsiness was swept away, Kakyoin stepped on the floor with bare feet, looked for the remote control of the air conditioner everywhere, and turned on the heating tremblingly, which made her feel better.He ground himself a cup of coffee, leaned against the table and called Jotaro.Looking around, there are simple beds, desks, wardrobes, and sundry tables, probably due to the fact that people often live there, everything is clean and tidy, and there is no smell of human life.Many years have passed, new roads have been built outside the house, and street trees have been replaced. Taller apartment buildings have been built nearby, and several shopping malls have also been opened.The world is constantly flowing, only this narrow room seems to have entered a dead end of time, and all the furnishings are exactly the same as many years ago.

"I'm Jotaro."

Even the voice of the vicissitudes of life from the receiver seemed familiar.

As early as in the phone call, Dongfang talked about the changes in Jotaro.He no longer rejects people thousands of miles away. Although his expression is still paralyzed, his whole person is much softer and more humane.

Kakyoin heard that he was like that, but he just couldn't express it.

"No, how should I put it, although I haven't had much contact with you, I think Jotaro-san has only shown that side of you to you before."

"...You think too much." Then there was a report on the routine physical examination and various inspections. The survivors recovered well, without exception.

The communication was interrupted, and Kakyoin stared at the computer for a while.It is undeniable that Dongfang's words moved him more or less, although rationality immediately made a judgment, it may just be because they have cared for each other for nearly half their lives, and the natural sympathy for each other is nothing more than that.He knows Jotaro, and Jotaro knows him, and there are many similarities: having a substitute, reticence, peace-loving, celibacy... and many more.But Kakyoin never thought about the relationship between the two, or was avoiding it.Jotaro's disappearance is an opportunity to force him to face this matter.What the hell is he, comrade?friend?Or in other words, living together for so many years, maybe they can become half relatives?It seems that either character is right or wrong.

The car drove to the airport, and the speed was deliberately slowed down. The messy thoughts in my mind were not straightened out at all, and even more chaotic.Dongfang didn't seem to reveal anything, and his passport was also hidden. Jotaro probably didn't know anything, but he just couldn't help feeling guilty.It's okay, he comforted himself, it's okay, the person has been rescued, everything is over, it's okay.After chanting countless times that it's okay, I came to the pick-up hall. The morning had just started, and the surrounding was empty, and I saw a tall purple figure at a glance.He got more nervous.

Jotaro, with his back turned to him by the meeting pillar, heard footsteps and turned around without warning.Kakyoin didn't even make mental preparations, so his eyes met. There were still wounds, three scars pierced the air, and the sound made his heart tightened instantly.

"Sorry, I should wear a blindfold." Jotaro tilted his head slightly, a habit he's picked up recently.

"It's okay, this is... good." After a long time, Kakyoin said so, and went to help him carry his pitifully small luggage.The feeling of deja vu popped up again, he shook his head, and pushed down the unimportant things first.

Dongfang's healing ability is very versatile, but it cannot bring the dead back to life. Although it is glued together, the dead eye is finally plunged into darkness forever. It is embedded in the eye socket, like a green glass bead, without luster.Jotaro will occasionally open his right eye, the scar breaks, and then closes quickly, he is not quite used to life with one eye, walking is not as windy as before, slowly following behind Kakyoin.Curious people kept looking over, Kakyoin couldn't bear it anymore, walked up to him and changed into the same pace, walked to the parking lot together and went home under the gaze of everyone.

All the way silent.Kakyoin hoped that the other party would be fine with closing his eyes and taking a nap, but Jotaro hadn't spoken since he got in the car, and he didn't say anything, and he swallowed all his caring greetings.From time to time, the rearview mirror can reflect the healthy half of the face. There are some wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, which are not obvious, and the eye sockets are slightly sunken. The overall appearance is still young.The car turned a corner, and the other half of the face came into view. When I saw it for the first time, it was covered with blood, staining a small area of ​​the ground red.

The driver seemed to slip his hand and almost drove the car into the sea.

Jotaro was busy going through the leave procedures.The university applied for a one-year break without taking students, and the mission authority of SpeedWagon was temporarily handed over to others, and it may never be taken back.This means that he can withdraw from another identity and stand in the lecture hall until he retires.

Still a little comforting.

When he got home, he prepared the materials non-stop, and he didn't go out when the dinner was ready.When Kakyoin walked to the door of the room, Jotaro thought he was here to urge dinner, put down the documents and clapped his hands.

"Do you need help?"

"...Okay, excuse me."

The floor is full of books, materials and documents, piles piled up in various places in the room, among which there are some medals, most of which were obtained by Jotaro during his doctorate.Kakyoin didn't know why these insignificant things were turned down. He stood up from the mountain of books with a few illustrated books in his arms, walked towards the bookcase with difficulty, and then put all the unnecessary things on the ground back to their original places and sorted them out. The room was just a little empty.

"By the way, someone sent you letters and packages when you were not at home. There are quite a lot of them. Remember to check them later. They are piled up in the locker."

"Just deal with it."

"what?"

"It's like this every year. From January to February...it's probably all those, that's all." Jotaro frowned, unwilling to say what exactly he received.Kakyoin's words reminded him that there might be a bunch of similar things in his office... he could only make a phone call and ask his colleagues to dispose of them.

Seeing his expression, Kakyoin thought it was funny, and couldn't bear to continue asking, so he went to the locker and threw out all the received things according to Jotaro's instructions.Opening the door, pieces of paper flew down, Kakyoin had to use her legs to push against the package that was about to fall together, and pushed it back with force, then picked up those colorful envelopes from the ground, and made them into a neat stack.He is not a gossip person, but after all, he couldn't help his strong curiosity, and sat on the ground to open and read the letters.

Love letters, love letters.Love poured out of the letters, and most of the writers strongly expressed their love for Jotaro, and hoped to have a date with him and have dinner with him.Others asked Jotaro if he could be her thesis advisor next year, and attached a printed out proposal report.It's crazy, Kakyoin thought, he knew Jotaro was popular at school, but not to this extent.In any case, the heart cannot be trampled on, and the letters were put away completely, except for the expired chocolates in the cabinet that were thrown out.

It was already past nine o'clock by the time the two of them could have dinner.Kakyoin reheated the dishes, and after half a year, the two sat on both sides of the dining table again.

"Xu Lun... your daughter, is she okay?"

They don't often mention this name, but now they have to find something to say, otherwise he will definitely ask about those letters.But what Kakyoin knows is that Jotaro has a daughter, they have a bad relationship, and his father has been paying attention to things around his daughter all year round, so he doesn't know more details.

"I was also discharged from the hospital and returned home to her mother." Anna Sui also followed. Thinking of this, he was in a delicate mood and said, "Suddenly she has a suitor."

The topic also became too sudden.Kakyoin looks up from the stew and says isn't that pretty good?

"No, you don't know, that kid is with me... That kid was met by Xu Lun in prison, and he came up to ask me if I agree with his marriage with Xu Lun. I refused, Xu Lun is only 19, I really..."

"Calm down, the juice is about to drip." A tissue was handed to Jotaro.Only when talking about Xu Lun, he will be like a father, and he hates his daughter's suitors, which is probably a common problem of all fathers.

"I declined anyway, thinking he should let it go." Jotaro wiped his spoon. "But when I was in the hospital, I was still clinging to Xu Lun in every possible way."

"What did Xu Lun say?"

"...Acquiescence."

"That's not very good."

"but……"

"Jotaro," Kakyoin interrupted, poking a spoon into the bowl. "You are over 40, you should let go of your daughter's affairs. A 19-year-old girl has the freedom and right to fall in love. You can't stop this, and you can't stop it. Besides, according to American laws and regulations, she can also Married. If she even agrees to the marriage proposal, I think you'd better call her mother to discuss it."

"...Okay, but it's still a little too early."

"You yourself were married in your early twenties."

"But it's too fast." Jotaro stopped his movements and said in a low voice. "When I left, she was only a little older, and she cried a lot. At that time, she thought that she would stay together, but my ex-wife and I couldn't go on anymore, and the chapter was over, so there was no room for repentance. I don't want to let It’s okay for her to experience that mood if she thinks carefully, but the development between them is too fast, so I can’t help but worry about it. But as you said, I can’t control it, and to be honest, I’m not qualified to control it.”

That night, Jotaro kept tidying up the room until midnight, and the light was still on when Kakyoin got up to go to the bathroom.In fact, he doesn't need to clean up at all, Kakyoin will help him clean up, similarly, he will do the same when Kakyoin is not at home.

Calculated, they have lived together for nearly twenty years, from shortly after Jotaro divorced until now, and before that, only Kakyoin lived alone.The house is not big, so it’s a bit empty for one person to live in. At first, Kakyoin was worried. He was the type who ran out every two days. Every time he returned home from a long business trip, there was a layer of dust everywhere.After Jotaro moved in, he solved this problem perfectly. Even though he was not at home very much, he was able to take care of him anyway, so that he would not have to go home and clean up after being exhausted by the tasks, so he could sleep right away .So when the one-year period expired, Jotaro felt that he should not bother Kakyo-in any more. When he planned to move out, he only said one sentence, anyway, the house allocated is free of rent, so you can live in it.

Slowly approaching the half-closed door, Kakyoin could have said hello and asked why he was still awake, but he hid himself in the darkness, his eyes moved closer, and Jotaro appeared in sight, wearing a white top and snakeskin pants, his coat was off. Yes, obviously haven't taken a shower yet.He sat hunched over the edge of the bed, leaned forward, put his elbows on his thighs, crossed his hands to support his chin, and followed the platinum star floating in mid-air with his eyes.The cyan giant covered his left eye, and with his right hand, he kept throwing balls of paper on the table towards the garbage basket one meter away. None of them went in, and all fell to the ground, piled up everywhere.

This shouldn’t be the case, Kakyoin thought, it’s impossible for a precision-A stand-in to degrade so badly, but Platinum Star’s right eye is like a glass bead, he doesn’t know where to look, and has no direction at all.Platinum Star was still repeating its movements mechanically, then suddenly disappeared, and the ball of paper in his hand hit the floor, making a loud noise.

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Getting married at the age of 22 seems to be a bit early for others.For Jotaro, this is his own choice and has nothing to do with others.The subject is a classmate I met in undergraduate, American, but his personality is not typical, gentle and refined, with a little taste of Yamato Nadeko.There was no objection to this marriage from anyone, and similarly, there were not many voices of blessing. Even the decision was made within a short period of time, and it was immediately put on the agenda.After choosing the date and location, choosing the dress and wedding dress, all that is left is the question of who to invite.Parents of both parties are definitely needed, plus a few relatives and friends, try not to have so many people if possible.Jotaro printed some invitations, which is a relatively traditional method, but it seems particularly inefficient in the eyes of Americans, so most of the notifications are by phone or email, which is also in line with his usual speed.

Until He Li said, why not invite Dianming, isn't he your friend?Those undercurrents that were deliberately ignored were brought to the table, very fast.

In fact, there is no need to notify, and all that should be known is naturally known.Although he didn't tell Kakyoin directly, the news that Jotaro was going to get married had been circulating for several months, and it was no longer a big news. It was something that even the sweeping old lady in SpeedWagon knew.

Jotaro sat at the table and thought for an afternoon, then took out an invitation and started writing.It didn't take long to write a name and address, and the important content was printed on gilded cardboard, both in English and Japanese.Then you just need to put it in an envelope and hand it to the employee in charge of delivering the letter, and everything will be done.

But it was dropped in the mailbox.half an hour later.Jotaro drove to the post office closest to the apartment and bought stamps by the way.The person at the post office said they were lucky and it was delivered in two weeks. Of course Jotaro knew it, and he scolded himself severely in his heart.But not just this time.

On Friday, the wedding took place as scheduled.

Whether in college or high school, Kakyoin is not a very popular character.When normal people see the injury on his eye, they will always make some guesses involuntarily, especially when they go back to repeat the class, the students they don't know well become more alienated.Regarding the matter that he and Jotaro suddenly skipped class and disappeared for a long time, there have been various versions of strange stories that have been passed down by word of mouth. Naturally, there is more doubt and fear in the curious eyes of the surroundings.Jotaro looked the same as before, but he was injured. It is said that he stayed in the hospital for a long time, and he was accidentally seen with a huge abdominal wound during physical education class, which caused quite a stir.Although those words were not spoken in front of him, the strange atmosphere around him was already enough to choke people.Therefore, during high school, Kakyoin basically only dated Jotaro, and it was not until college that he met his first dating partner.

She was a girl from the Department of History. She usually likes new and bold things, which is not typical for Japanese people.The first time I saw Kakyoin in the club activities, I was attracted by his eye injury, and tried to approach him and asked him what was going on.Kakyoin didn't really want to share about the trip, so he had to go around, but he didn't expect that the avoidance attitude made the other party fall into him even more, and he confessed and kissed him in front of many people after a certain club activity.The booing around made it difficult for Kakyoin to hurt her, so she had no choice but to agree, holding hands and sending her back to the dormitory.From then on, he seemed to be tied up. As long as there were activities in the club, he and his girlfriend would definitely sit together. Whether they were meeting, working or eating, others would automatically and consciously give them a seat as a couple. .

At first, Kakyoin felt that he should let go of his prejudice against others and try to communicate normally.Dating, watching movies, dating, studying, dating, walking... He tried, worked hard, and his girlfriend was very happy, but she still didn't know half of the secrets of Kakyoin.The two seem to be getting closer, and Kakyoin has gradually become a standard boyfriend among his peers. He is in an illusion, and he doesn't know whether it is out of affection or something else when they hold hands and walk together. of.

But in the end, Kakyoin decided to take a gamble.

Compared with the people around them, the speed of this couple's home run is much slower.That night he drank, was helped into the room by his girlfriend, kissed and touched like a routine, he straightened up and asked her, do you want to know my secret, I will show it to you now.Then take off your shirt.In his imagination, she might approach unbelievably, stroking the scar with her hands, like in ordinary movies.

But God misplaced the tape, and it wasn't a romance movie.Kakyoin heard screams, his girlfriend—maybe an ex-girlfriend, rushed out of the room after seeing the scar on his abdomen, leaving the man with his shirt off alone in spite of his disheveled clothes in the room.The catastrophe was stuck in his throat, and he hadn't had time to say it—nor had the chance.

The association suddenly withdrew two people, and no one knew the reason.Everyone was feeling emotional, and the topic was soon covered by other gossip.

It's the rainy season.Jotaro walked in the arrival hall of the airport in plain white, with only a bag on his shoulder and a small suitcase in his left hand as his carry-on luggage.The red-eye flight was tiring. He wearily shuttled through the crowd, and he had no time to care about the dust brought by the long journey. He walked straight out of the gate and took out his mobile phone with his free right hand.

Tokyo quietly wakes up in the humidity.Kakyoin, who had always been a light sleeper, also woke up, and was disturbed by the vibration of the mobile phone.It was Jotaro's call, and the number did not include an American area code. His first sentence was mixed with the sound of falling rain, and his voice was extremely desolate.He said, I am divorced and just came back.

Kakyoin stepped on the floor with her bare feet on the floor, with the phone tucked between her neck, hurriedly went to the sofa to search for a shirt and tie, put them on silently and hastily, and didn't say anything before Jotaro said the next sentence. any response.The other end roughly guessed the attitude here, and said softly, come and pick me up, as if inviting him out for a meal, in this early morning when people have no desire to go out.

The fact is, Jotaro's wedding invitation is still lying in the mailbox, moldy and deformed, and it may just rot inside.Kakyoin finally took it out mercifully when she went downstairs, spread it out, smoothed the wrinkled bronzing part, read the words on it carefully, and finally disposed it in the trash can.Originally, he could spare a lot of time to fly to the other side of the ocean to have fun and give blessings to the couple. If he was lucky, he could even grab a bouquet, or have an encounter at the wedding.However, what could be solved with a phone call was the most primitive method. The last time he opened the mailbox, the actual date was three months and five days ahead of the one printed on the invitation.He never thought that such a thing would appear in such a place.

"You should have written to me earlier to tell me about this." Kakyoin stroked his forehead hair, his voice hoarse, with some revenge.He took out the sunglasses from the storage box and blocked his injured eyes, which was both driving etiquette and habit.

"Which area is the exit number? I'll be there soon."

Get up from the bed, put on a shirt, put on silk socks, step on the floor to the mirror to put on makeup, then go back to the bed and put on the rest of the clothes.Kakyoin watched her tidy her hair and asked, can't she stay a little longer?

The other party smiled coquettishly, climbed onto the bed, and kissed his cheek without lipstick.The woman wrote a series of numbers on the note paper next to the bed, tore it off, and threw it beside him.

"The defendant is still waiting for me. I will contact you when I have time." After saying this, he walked out the door on a very high footstep.The smell of perfume all over the room has not dissipated.

They met at the pub last night, and went to a nearby hotel logically, the process Kakyoin was already very familiar with, he carried the woman to the bed, and gave a warning before starting, just like the beginning of a limited-edition movie.After listening to his words, the other party stayed in place calmly, saw his bare belly, said nothing, and left a lipstick mark on his skin that was obviously a few shades lighter.

But the secret is still a secret, and there is not much time left for them to communicate.Kakyoin praised her red lips and green pupils, she said, your wound is very sexy, then what to do.

The note ended up in his pocket.A few days later, he saw her again at an open-air cafe, wearing suit trousers and looking at the fountain outside the cafe.Kakyoin walked to the opposite seat and sat down. Her side face was not yet retracted, she looked very much like a famous stripper.

"I didn't expect you to contact me. It's a good thing you did, otherwise I would come to my door in person." She said that the court hearing that day was not ideal because she was not in a good state of mind. It was the first time for a female lawyer to contact me. Lost the lawsuit.

"What kind of compensation do you want?"Kakyoin knew that a cup of coffee couldn't get rid of the retro beauty in front of her, so she aimed at something else, and he didn't pick on it, that was the rule.Regardless of the process, the result will inevitably be a more in-depth exchange.This time, there was a lot more time, they were lying together on her big bed, the woman's finger with a cigarette lightly brushed his abdomen, it was very itchy.

"I want to know... how this came about."

"Want to hear it?"

Kakyoin embraced her and kissed her curly black hair.It is undeniable that he felt an indescribable ease beside her, but he didn't know which link went wrong.Her chest was pressed against his chest, and the smell of perfume rushed over again, and Kakyoin opened her mouth, telling the story of her 17-year-old for the first time.

The sun was shining brightly outside the registration office, Jotaro drove towards home.However, the one sitting in the passenger seat was her ex-wife, and what he returned was not a home but a house, and even the car he was driving would soon no longer belong to him.It was clearly written in the divorce agreement that he could only take away [-]% of the common property.This was Jotaro's idea and his way of atonement.

Handling this matter was a young lawyer wearing thin-rimmed glasses, suit and leather shoes, and had no experience in any major cases.The expression on his face when he read the content of the divorce agreement reminded Jotaro of some kind of wild bird, with eyes bigger than copper bells. He asked incredulously, sir, are you sure? A lot of Jotaro didn't listen to it, and when the young man finished muttering, he said that he really didn't need it, and stared at him for another ten seconds before stamping it.

There were not many people getting divorced on this day, which may be related to the weather. Anyway, the procedures were completed quickly.Jotaro returned to his residence, went upstairs to pick up his packed luggage, and said goodbye to his daughter in the living room.Xu Lun is sitting on the sofa with a huge dolphin doll in her arms. She is less than a year old and is still babbling. She has only recently called Dad.Jotaro held her in his arms and teased her for a while, saying something like you need to listen to your mother, but I don't know if you understood it or not.

"Will you visit her often?" The ex-wife stood aside with no expression on her face. "I don't have to, but I don't want my daughter to lack fatherly love because of our relationship."

"Of course, this is an agreement between us." Jotaro's voice was a little guilty.He kissed Xu Lun, helped her tidy up her skirt, and said as softly as possible: "Father is leaving first, and he will come to see you as soon as the matter over there is settled. Be obedient, huh?"

In my impression, he had never spoken to Xu Lun like this.The daughter tugged at his clothes and cried loudly, even though she was hugged and coaxed by her mother, she refused to stop, let go of her hand with tears in her eyes, and watched Jotaro leave the house.

The daughter's crying face has been lingering in my mind.Jotaro got off the plane with his eyes open all the way, until he got into the red car of Kakyoin, fell asleep without saying a word, bent over, and sank heavily into the back seat.When driving out of the airport, Kakyoin remembered to ask him where he was going, and looked at the back seat, his hat almost fell off because of sleep.He changed his mind, parked the car on the side of the road, opened the back door to let Jotaro lie down in a more comfortable position, and drove directly back to his apartment. Jotaro slept in the car, and he went upstairs to make room.

Jotaro fell asleep for a long time.On the way, Kakyoin went downstairs and wanted to wake him up for dinner, but he had fallen into a deep sleep, bags under his glasses appeared under his glasses, he had been tired for countless days, curled up in the small back seat of the car without feeling.Kakyoin simply turned back to sort out the materials of the substitute envoy sent by the headquarters, busy from noon to the setting sun.

When he went downstairs again carrying a bag of garbage, Jotaro finally woke up, with his hands in his pockets, and his eyes staring blankly leaning against the car door, probably because he didn't know which floor Kakyo-in lived on and could only wait there.After Kakyoin finished throwing away the trash, he didn't intend to spend too long with him, so he asked straight to the point, "What do you plan to do?"

"I made an agreement with the old man to report to the general headquarters tomorrow and go through the transfer procedures. The materials for graduate school have to be obtained again, and I need to find a professor to take me as soon as possible. After everything settles down, I will ask for leave and fly to the United States for a while. Come on, I can't keep Xu Lun waiting too long." Jotaro said his plan in a regular manner, with no expression on his face.

"In this case, why don't you stay in the United States for a while?"

"I'm just divorced and life has to go on. Staying there is just wasting my time."

"You don't look as relaxed as you said at all." Kakyoin stared at his bloodshot eyes, as if trying to see through everything.

Jotaro was very annoyed by being stared at, and he didn't want to discuss this matter in depth, especially in front of Kakyoin.He interrupted the opponent and opened another one.

"Let's not talk about this first, I need a place to live now." Then he gestured with his eyes.

"Of course, you can live with me for the time being. The rent is half of the water and electricity. Let's do the math for now. Is there any problem?"

Jotaro nodded, one point is nearly twenty spring and autumn.

When we met for the last time, Kakyoin had already remembered the color tone of her room.He hasn't taken her to his house these years because someone else lives there. Although the relationship is no longer public, Kakyoin has never mentioned his girlfriend to anyone—yes, the number and frequency of their meetings are very different. It was fixed at a certain point in time, and the relationship continued closely.But since I didn't live alone a few years ago, Kakyoin felt that every time was the last time, but it passed without any risk.

until today.

"Are we done?" she said. "It shouldn't be."

He had no point of view or impulse to refute.

Both of them are wandering people, the house is used for sleeping, the body is lying on the bed, and the spirit is wandering outside.No one wants to live without a fixed place, but they can't synchronize.She still lived a life of reading files during the day and going to the bar at night, she was free and free, and never thought of getting up with him every day, saying good morning to each other; or falling asleep with each other every night.And Kakyoin seems to be the first to find the desire to go home, and it doesn't realize it.Although the ring is sweet and has double the heat, it shouldn't be. Once this relationship goes a little further, just a little bit, the destructive power will be extremely huge, and it may break the bed curtain, the wall, etc. The body, the floor, and the whole bed were split apart.

She understood that Kakyoin would be mistaken.I am not the light that is on at the door of the house in the middle of the night, but another person.

"it is good."

He stroked her back and was pushed away for the first and last time.She stood up, her hair was messy, she put on some clothes and went out.When I came back, of course there was no one in the room, and the temperature returned to that of one person.Noriaki Kakyoin disappeared from her life as if she had never existed.

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Kakyoin didn't tell Jotaro what happened that night, and the other party naturally didn't mention it to him either.The leave procedures were quickly approved, Jotaro didn't go anywhere, stayed at home, Kakyoin still worked, because of the care of his boss, he could go home every day, and he didn't have to sleep outside for a long time.The door would open automatically before the key was inserted into the lock, and Jotaro's tall figure appeared at the door, and they would always look at each other for a while before greeting each other.

"You're back."

"I am back."

In his original plan, this small part of the details was included, but Kakyoin had never thought about it so carefully, and Jotaro's brows seemed to be tied up by something, and the expression on his face could not be called distressed. But at least not in the column of stability.Probably the injury on one side of his face is causing trouble, making people who see Jotaro unconsciously guess what kind of disaster he has experienced. Disasters always make people sympathetic. Calm, but as bleak as a frozen lake in winter.

But Kakyoin is not, he found a wonderful resonance from Jotaro, by intuition.Injuries are commonplace for those who work in their line of work. Apart from visible injuries, there are many hidden ones, which in turn pierce the heart. He can feel that his friends are suffering from invisible torture. However, it is difficult to remove the thorn without touching the heart, or rather, the thorn has already penetrated into it. Jotaro would rather try to get used to it than ask others for help.

In this regard, they are all the same.

After dinner, Kakyoin intentionally stayed at the door of the room for a while longer.Jotaro sat on the sofa, flipped the lid of the lighter repeatedly with his thumb, but it didn't light, and there was no oil in it.Before Xu Lun was born, he quit smoking thoroughly, and never smoked again. He kept the lighter, and would take it out to play with when he was addicted to cigarettes.

The copper body has long been smooth after many years of rubbing, and the sound of metal colliding is so dull. It rang for several days in a row, hitting the temples repeatedly, causing headaches and sharpening the sense of hearing.The growing silence keeps the decibels in the room to a minimum. Ears can capture more information than eyes, not only lighters, slippers, water glasses, chairs, beds, wooden floors, as long as you are here, Kakyoin can hear thousands of sounds. Tens of thousands of sighs, they are wound into countless strands of rope, hovering from the ankles close to the ground, weaving into a net, loosely tightened.He endured, waiting for the moment of weakness to appear.

Finally, one night, the door of Kakyoin was pushed open a crack, Jotaro glanced inside, and quickly closed it.Almost at the same time, Kakyoin opened his eyes and heard the sound of light and fast footsteps leaving. He also got up, put on his coat, and waited for 5 minutes before going out.

The watch showed that it was past three o'clock in the morning, and the only people who were still outside at this time were drunks and young people playing.Jotaro was wearing a black jacket and trousers, blending into the night, he walked slowly with his pockets in his pocket