married her first and then fell in love

Ye Jin walked out of the night with calm steps, the loud music gradually disappeared in her ears, the expression on her face seemed calm.As before, he maintained his usual indifference towards the outside world.

Even facing Xia An.

Xia An went back to work part-time at night again, that was the life she chose, Ye Jin told herself that she should not take care of it any more, and she was not qualified to take care of it, before she knew Xia An, Xia An also lived such a life.

Thinking about this all the time, compared to the indifference in his bones, Ye Jin at this time is more like trying to convince himself of something.If you really don't care so much, why bother to emphasize it over and over again in your heart.

A lonely and noisy night.

Not far away, Ye Jin paused, seeing the neon night scene, her eyes were in a trance, thinking deeply.Not long after, she turned around and silently returned to the previous hustle and bustle.

Under the guidance of the waiter, Ye Jin saw Xia An again in the crowd.

"She can't get away now, why don't you sit and wait?"

"Ah."

The last time Ye Jin and Xia An met was half a month ago, Xia An went to see Ye Wan at Ye's house, the two of them said a few innocuous words, very calm and ordinary.

Treat some things in the past as if nothing happened, as if they did it easily.

Ye Jin stared at Xia An's direction, staring in a daze.Right now, time seems to have flowed to half a year ago.

It was the same as when she first met Xia An, Xia An was sitting by the booth with a wine glass in his hand, chatting and laughing with a man, and took a few sips of wine from time to time.

Even the innocent and bright smile on his face is exactly the same.

It's just that even today, Ye Jin understands the story behind Xia An's mask, and she still feels that Xia An's temperament is still so incompatible with the surrounding environment.

"How old are you?" The man looked at the girl in front of him with great interest.

"you guess."

"I guess. Aren't you all fairies?"

Xia An lowered his head slightly and smiled, his bright eyes and white teeth were very touching, even though he was perfunctory and bored, he could not show a trace on his face.

But slowly, Xia An's smile froze on his face.Because her eyes were everywhere, she caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.

Ye Jin also guessed that Xia An saw her.

In the bustling environment, Xia An was attracted by that face with just a quick glance. Why did she come here?In my impression, she always hated such occasions.

Ye Jin was sitting next to her, not far from Xia An, and she could see the beautiful curve of her mouth when she was drinking with others.

The wine glass was full, and Ye Jin sat upright without taking a sip.

"Can I see you again next time?"

Xia An looked back, but didn't take back her heart.She absentmindedly took a sip of her wine, remembering the last time she met Ye Jin, how much effort she had put in to make herself look calm and indifferent, and Ye Jin was still as calm and decent as ever.

Even though Xia An told himself to let go thousands of times, it was all over, but when he thought of some things related to Ye Jin, he still couldn't really feel relieved.

Seeing that Xia An didn't answer, the man asked again, "Beauty?"

"Ok?"

"Can I come to you next time?"

Xia An continued to smile, "Of course, just tell me in advance..."

"I'll definitely look for you next time." The man thought about it, then slowly leaned towards Xia An, and asked provocatively, "Then are you single?"

The two got closer.

Seeing this scene, Ye Jin, who had been sitting aside for a long time, suddenly got up, and walked in front of Xia An in a few steps.

Xia An raised his head unhurriedly, and a delicate and beautiful face fell into his eyes.Ye Jin's sudden appearance made the atmosphere a little awkward.

Ye Jin looked down at Xia An, and motioned for her to go out with him.

Xia An didn't respond to Ye Jin, but turned her head, pretending nothing happened.

"I have something to tell you." Ye Jin said.

Xia An smiled at Ye Jin, maybe she was a little out of her mind, but in such an environment, she could reveal a bit of her true feelings, she said, "I don't have time today, let's do it another day."

Ye Jin stared at the other party with a sullen face for a while, then directly took the wine glass from Xia An's hand, and then held Xia An's wrist, not letting go.

It was very similar to the scene when they first met.

Feeling the warmth from the opponent's palm, Xia An was dazed.

What does it mean?Don't you know it's easy for me to overthink?Every time Ye Jin cares about her, even if it's just a little bit, Xia An is sensitive and thinks it's liking and love.

Now that he calmed down, Xia An realized that it was more like a fairy tale that paralyzed himself in his own illusion.

Because I like the other party, I hope to get the same like. When I can't get it, I will look for it from the clues, and then comfort and convince myself, look, she likes me too.

But how long can this state last?Xia An admits that she still misses Ye Jin, but she doesn't regret giving up her relationship with Ye Jin right now. When Ye Jin nodded and agreed to divorce, and didn't say anything to persuade her to stay, didn't she also mean giving up on herself?

Xia An is very realistic and rational, so why would you foolishly like someone who doesn't cherish you?

It's just that when looking at the face in front of him, Xia An's heart turned sour, and he agreed to pretend that nothing happened, why did he care about it, provoke him again, and get involved again.

Xia An felt that Ye Jin must not know how special waves would be caused in his heart by the little bit of care she gave so easily.

This kind of stalemate is still not an option, Xia An had no choice but to say to the man opposite, "I'm sorry, I'll excuse you, we'll talk next time."

Although the man was disappointed, he was helpless, "Okay, let's talk next time."

Xia An stood up and broke away from Ye Jin's hand at the first moment, a seemingly very natural movement.

When Ye Jin held the empty hand, he felt lost.

I still remember how sweet it was when they quietly clasped their fingers together in the elevator.

The more contrast, the more bitter.

Walking to the side, Xia An stopped in his tracks first, and said with a faint smile to Ye Jin, "I still have to go to work, so I can't go out, what are you going to say? There are still clients coming, so I can't talk too long. I'm in the hospital all day , I will visit grandma whenever I have time, and I will call there every night, so you don’t have to worry about that. Didn’t you say that you won’t have time until next month when you go through the divorce procedures..."

Xia An said a lot in one breath, think about it, there are only three things that she and Ye Jin can talk about.

"Why do you come here to work part-time again?" Ye Jin interrupted Xia An, "Is it your father who needs money again?"

Shaking her head, Xia An thought to herself, Mr. Ye, are you taking too much care now?

"You can pay back the money slowly, don't worry." Ye Jin said to Xia An again, "Don't come here to work in the future."

"Why? It's good to work here, it's lively and the salary is high." Xia An still smiled at Ye Jin nonchalantly.

"Can you stop being so stubborn? As I said, I'm not in a hurry to pay back the money." Ye Jin saw Xia An back then, spitting out wine alone in the street late at night, and would force herself to hold on with a smile. If it was true as she said It's so easy, then who was holding him back then, shouting tired over and over again?

Every time she sees Xia An being too aggressive, Ye Jin is indignant and can't help feeling distressed.

"Boss Ye, isn't it my freedom to work where?" Xia An raised her eyebrows and asked back, ready to leave after speaking.

Ye Jin held Xia An's hand again, not letting her go.

Xia An looked at Ye Jin puzzled, wondering what the other party was thinking, if she didn't want to go to Ye Jin's house to see the little guy, she didn't want to meet Ye Jin.

"I don't worry about you..."

Xia An's heart skipped a beat in vain.

"For the sake of grandma and Wanwan, I can't ignore you." Ye Jin continued, "Don't work here, your father won't worry about it either."

Hearing Ye Jin's words, Xia An regained her composure, and she said, "We are just a fake marriage, you have no other responsibilities to me. Besides, I have long been used to working here, I have a sense of propriety, and I will take care of myself."

Ye Jin was at a loss for words about a fake marriage and no responsibility.

She is still stubborn, but Ye Jin is helpless with the person in front of her, just like she thought before, what right does she have to influence the life Xia An chooses now.

"Mr. Ye, thank you for your concern. But I don't need to worry about my personal affairs in the future." Xia An gritted her teeth silently and said this, and then smiled easily, "Is there anything else? If not, then I will be busy went."

Xia An pushed Ye Jin's hand away and left.

Whether she was angry with herself, or really relieved the relationship between them, Ye Jin couldn't tell the truth at this time.But thinking about it now is useless.

Even so, Ye Jin still didn't leave the night, she sat alone, her eyes often followed a girl, watching her familiarly deal with all kinds of people.

The wine in the glass is still not drunk.

Xia An would sometimes catch a glimpse of Ye Jin, but pretended not to notice.

After get off work, Xia An went to the supper stall he often went to, casually ordered a bowl of beef noodle soup, stuffed his belly, and took a sip of the soup, but it didn't feel warm.

Xia An ate the noodles mechanically, without any taste.

Because of the chance encounter tonight, Xia An calmed down after a long time, but was disturbed again, maybe he thought he was calm.

"Boss, have a bottle of beer." Xia An called out, wanting to drink something to pass the time, but he didn't want to get drunk.

The night is boring and long.

Xia An was drinking beer by herself, somehow, she began to think about Ye Jin unscrupulously again, thinking about the few ambiguous sweetness between them.

Holding hands, hugging, and thinking over and over again, every detail is almost to death...

After thinking about it, it is natural to face the reality of failure.

After taking the last sip of wine, Xia An looked up at the dark night sky, and sighed lightly with no expression on his face.

Another day passed.

It's late at night, I don't know what time it is.

The bedroom was pitch black, and Ye Jin was lying on her side with her eyes tightly closed.

Falling into a dream.

On the bed, Ye Jin hugged Xia An into her arms, stroked her face and said softly, "Don't be angry with me anymore, okay?"

"Then you are not allowed to have a next time."

Ye Jin hugged Xia An even tighter, as if she was afraid that she would slip away suddenly, she whispered softly, "We are not getting a divorce anymore."

"I said divorce was out of anger, who made you agree?"

"It's all my fault, I was wrong."

"You said it takes time, I can wait for you, but in fact, as long as I can be by your side, I feel very happy."

……

In reality, Ye Jin was dizzy, and she habitually touched the other side with her hand, but naturally it was empty.

"An'an..." Ye Jin murmured in a low voice.

"Mom." Ye Wan called out suddenly.

Only now did Ye Jin wake up, it was just a dream.

It was pitch black, Ye Jin turned on the bedside night light, and found that the little guy was still not asleep, so he asked, "Why aren't you asleep?"

"Are you missing Mommy?" Ye Wan asked earnestly while hugging Ye Jin.

Ye Jin hadn't recovered from the gap between reality and dream, so she didn't answer.

At this time, Ye Wan pursed her mouth and cried with aggrieved voice, "I miss Little Mommy, does Little Mommy not want us anymore?"

The author has something to say: Momo Wanwan is cute