married her first and then fell in love

"Grandma, we really didn't lie to you."

Mrs. Liang leaned on the hospital bed, quietly looked at the two people waiting beside her, she couldn't help but let out a shallow sigh, and then said slowly, "I'm old, but I'm not confused."

Old people have lived to this age, life and death have faded away, and they see things more clearly than young people.

Xia An fell silent, not stubborn to explain.

"I can take it easy." Instead, the old lady broke the silence in the ward with a smile, "Don't worry about it."

Xia An looked at Ye Jin at the side, the old lady had obviously learned from the past, no matter what they said now, they would not believe it easily.

The old lady stretched out her hand, which was as dry as tree bark, with some difficulty. She slowly held Ye Jin, and said reluctantly, "I hope you get married, and I want to see that you really live well. You lied to me like this, saying It's not a good sentence, if I really leave, I won't feel at ease."

"You're talking nonsense again." Ye Jin held the old lady's hand and comforted her softly, "The doctor said it's all right, just relax and recuperate now."

The old lady shook her head with a smile, and her tone was as calm as water when she spoke, "I know how many days I have left with this old bone. Anyway, I am happy every day, so there is nothing to regret. You can stay with grandma, grandma That's enough."

Having said that, the old lady still feels lost in her heart, but what can she do?In her heart, she hoped to see Ye Jin in peace and happiness, but she couldn't wait until that day, she couldn't force Ye Jin to get married for the sake of marriage.

How can a person live without leaving regrets.

It's all fate.

Mrs. Liang's eyes fell on Xia An again, "An An, I am really happy that you have been with me these few months, it is this time that I have wronged you."

Xia An lowered her head, "Grandma, I'm sorry."

Turning his head to see Xia An's expression of self-blame and loss, Ye Jin frowned lightly, wanting to hold her hand and comfort her, but at some point, his emotions could be easily dragged by another person, sometimes Just because of a faint smile, sometimes just because of a slightly sad eyes.

"Good boy, grandma doesn't blame you." The old lady looked at Xia An with a kind smile on her face, and she said, "Even if you and Jinjin are just a fake marriage, grandma will take you into her own family. Remember to come and see my old lady~"

Xia An pursed her lips and nodded, "Of course."

"That's good, that's good." The old lady murmured, although she was smiling, there was some helplessness and disappointment in her smile.

After all, the old lady has an explanation. Now, the most difficult problem has been solved.

It's just that Ye Jin and Xia An walked out of the ward side by side, just like their thoughts, they were still heavy.

Walking to a corner where no one was around, Xia An thought for a while, then raised his head and said to Ye Jin, "Let's find a time and go through the divorce procedures."

The two looked at each other.

After Ye Jin heard this, she muttered and said nothing for a long time, so she couldn't wait to get rid of herself?Thinking of that night, Xia An said that being with her was tiring, so she didn't want to force herself, and pretended nothing had happened.

If Ye Jin's courage to change comes from her heart for Xia An and the words "I'll wait for you" that he said to her, then when Xia An said she was tired and wanted to give up, she was discouraged, and she had little hope for the future. There is little expectation, and I am slowly taking time off.

The current Xia An doesn't understand Ye Jin's indecision, doesn't understand how sensitive the word "tired" is in Ye Jin's eyes, and even more doesn't understand how arrogant Ye Jin is such a weak and inferior person in front of feelings.

After Xia An learned everything, she thought, it would be great if she could patiently give Ye Jin a little more time.Thinking about it again, if she didn't choose to leave by herself, how would she know that this Mensao likes and needs her so much in her heart.

"Now there's no need to lie to grandma, and there's no need for us to continue..." Xia An continued to talk about the divorce in an unhurried manner.

Regarding the divorce, although Ye Jin didn't express anything, but from the eyes of the other party, Xia An could read Ye Jin's resistance to the result, she was not willing to divorce.

All of a sudden, Xia An's heart became entangled, and a thought popped into her mind, if Ye Jin asked to keep her now, what would she choose?

Ye Jin stared at Xia An for a long time, so long that Xia An even felt that she was reluctant to part with him, and that all this would turn around.

But in the end, the facts told Xia An that her entanglement was unnecessary.

Ye Jin's red lips moved, only uttering this one syllable, "Okay."

agreed.

Hearing the answer, Xia An squeezed out a smile while his nose was sore.It may not be a bad thing for the insignificant spark of hope in my heart to be completely extinguished, at least there is no need to make useless entanglements.

Going around and around, this contract marriage is still over.

This moment came sooner than Xia An imagined. Calculated, she and Ye Jin had only been married for less than half a year, and many things happened during this period, which also made her feel that it was a long time.

From the moment she agreed to the divorce, Ye Jin thought that this was the answer. She still chose to return to her previous life, which was boring and calm, but she had long been used to it.

And Xia An also had the same thought, the absurd story was over, and she continued to work hard, with no time to care about her feelings.

After deciding to divorce, Xia An lived back in the school dormitory, and she occasionally took time to visit Ye Wan at Ye's house, that's all.

The little guy was indeed a headache, and Xia An and Ye Jin didn't know how to explain it to Ye Wan. They wanted to say it several times, but seeing the child's innocent and cute smile, they held back and couldn't bear it.

Ye Wan was kept in the dark, and still called Xia An one by one as "Mom". Xia An just told Ye Wan that he was busy with work and couldn't go home every day, but he would come back to see her whenever he had time.

Although the little guy was not very happy when he heard it, he immediately expressed his understanding. Xia An felt even more distressed when he saw him.

Therefore, the two of them haven't talked to Ye Wan about the divorce, so they can only take it slowly.

In March, the temperature in Nancheng finally warmed up, and the time flowed unremarkably, boring and real.

The grass in the courtyard has spiky green spouts, and it is getting more and more like the breath of early spring.

Jishuang was sitting on the wicker chair in the courtyard, basking in the sun and feeding the pigeons, feeling very lazy.

Ye Jin came to her after a month, and Ji Shuang didn't ask if things were going well between Ye Jin and that girl, obviously it wasn't, because Ye Jin's appearance didn't look like she was nourished by love.

"She said that being with me is too tiring, there is no need to force it." Ye Jin said first.

"Did you tell her?" Ji Shuang asked back.

"No." Ye Jin stared at the pigeons in the courtyard, chirping carelessly, making people upset, "She said she wanted a divorce, and I agreed."

"Are you going to give up?"

"I'm still suitable for a person." Ye Jin replied.

Ji Shuang has been in contact with too many people of all kinds, and often with a slight movement, a slight expression, and a casual tone, she can get a glimpse of the truth in the other person's heart. She hits the nail on the head, "You still hate her in your heart. Does it hurt to give up her?"

Facing Ji Shuang's questions one after another, Ye Jin felt depressed and stopped answering.

No answer is the default.

"Without communication between two people, it will definitely be tiring. Have you ever thought about why the other party says you're tired?"

Ye Jin lowered her eyes and said, "I just came here today to find you a cup of tea."

Ji Shuang smiled, seeing that Ye Jin didn't want to talk about this topic, she didn't continue.

After basking quietly in the sun for a while, my whole body became warm.

"If I feel uncomfortable anyway, I will choose to gamble, at least there is still a half chance of getting what I want." Ji Shuang looked up at the blue sky and said leisurely.

Ji Shuang believes that Ye Jin must understand such a simple truth, but she has no way to influence the other party's behavior, everyone has their own considerations and choices, especially when it comes to complicated emotions.

Ye Jin sipped her hot tea, so she could hear Ji Shuang's words to remind herself.

It's not that Ye Jin didn't think about these things, but facing the unknown future and the impending present, she chose the latter that she was accustomed to.

Ye Jin thought, she would remember Xia An, and also forget Xia An.

Xia An is also gradually returning to her own life. After the start of the new semester, the school and the hospital are busier, and she goes to Ye's house less often. If this goes on for a long time, the little guy's feelings for her will fade.

As for Ye Jin...

Xia An sometimes still thinks unbelievably, but it can't be called brooding. How can someone who has liked it be so easy to forget?

Xia An tried her best to keep herself busy with her studies and work. Once she was busy, she would not have much time to be sad. At that time, she might feel relieved that Ye Jin's appearance was just an insignificant episode in her life.

The divorce procedure is about next month, Xia An and Ye Jin are both busy, it is difficult to have time at the same time.

Apart from running around the school and the hospital, Xia An went to work part-time at night again. She still owes Ye Jin a six-figure debt. Apart from earning extra money, it is too unrealistic to count on the hospital's little subsidy.

Now Xia An lives alone in the dormitory, and Ke Ruochu moved out not long after she moved back to the dormitory. Xia An asked the reason, but Ke Ruochu faltered and explained that it was her girlfriend.

In the middle of the night, with the familiar hustle and bustle and feasting, and having not gone to the nightclub for several months, Xia An felt a little uncomfortable at first.

Fortunately, everyone familiar with the night is still there.

After seeing Xia An, Amy was the most excited one. The little girl almost burst into tears, yelling that she would treat Xia An to eat spicy hot pot after get off work at night.

The late night in early spring is still chilly.

At the malatang stalls on the street, the red oil in the big pot is bubbling, and the aroma and heat are diffused, which is very attractive.

"It smells so good, I'm hungry just smelling it." Amy and Xia An sat at the dining table, rubbing their cold hands while they were greedy, "You haven't eaten for a long time, eat more tonight, I treat you .”

"It's hard for you to treat me, so I won't be polite." Xia An recalled the time when Amy always pestered her to treat her to supper, as if it had been a long time, but in fact it was only a few months ago.

"Fairy, where have you been these few months?! I thought you married a rich man and never came to work again." Amy asked Xia An like a cannonball. Amy's words were not enough Qi, marrying a rich man and then getting rid of night jobs is her greatest "ideal in life".

Find a rich man to marry, Xia An smiled bitterly, Amy's statement was wrong, Xia An casually came up with a reason, "I was busy with other things at home, don't you come back to work now?"

"It's great for you to come back to work! I miss you so much~" Amy said cheerfully, who came and went when the night came, and the trifles of intrigue in the department, there are endless things to say.

"Beauty, your Malatang."

"Thank you."

"This bowl is yours, with fish balls."

"Want something to drink?"

"Boss, two more bottles of soy milk."

……

Such a familiar conversation made Xia An immediately think of her life before she met Ye Jin, exhausted to make ends meet, smiling no matter how hard or tired she was, this was her real life.

In the past six months, she seemed to have a dream and went to a world that did not belong to her.

Waking up now.

Ye Jin went to the night again because of a small gathering organized by Sheng Ruqi.

No matter how many times she stepped into this kind of place, Ye Jin always felt a sense of resistance and disgust.

When looking at the young girls walking around, Ye Jin subconsciously looked at their faces, and subconsciously paid attention to whether there would be a girl with black hair almost waist-length and a pure and beautiful smile.

Did not see a familiar figure.

Ye Jin always felt that according to Xia An's temperament, in order to pay off the debt earlier, she would continue to work part-time at night, so she repeatedly emphasized to Xia An that there is no need to rush to pay back the money.

"What's the matter, you just came out and wanted to go home to accompany your wife?" Sheng Ruqi didn't know that Ye Jin had already agreed to a divorce with Xia An, "Then it's okay if you leave early."

Ye Jin thought about it, and got up early.

When she walked to the front desk, Ye Jin stopped in her tracks, and a service staff immediately came to greet her, "Hi, may I help you?"

Ye Jin originally wanted to turn around and leave, but after a pause, she asked the girl with heavy make-up, just guessing, "Does Xia An work here?"

Others may not know him, but Xia An is well-known in the night, the front desk replied with a smile, "Yes."

"Didn't she resign?" Ye Jin frowned.

"I came back some time ago. Are you her client?"

Coming to work again, Ye Jin slandered, sure enough, this stubborn temper didn't take his word for it, and said that there is no need to rush to pay back the money.

"Xiaxia is here on Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday night. She is also there now, but I don't have time tonight. I have several customers making appointments." The front desk continued, "Or so, when will you come next time, I will help You tell her."

No matter how calm Ye Jin was on her face, she couldn't calm down in her heart. She turned to the front desk and said coldly, "No need."

Then go.

Seeing Ye Jin's haughty back leaving with a cold face, the front desk muttered, "Hey, the more beautiful you are these days, the worse your temper will be."

It wasn't even a minute since I complained, and the front desk saw that beautiful woman came back again. In line with the principle of customer first, she showed her signature smile, "Hi, may I ask you to return..."

"I want to see her now."

The author has something to say: let’s spoiler it, it’s not far from success

Lao Ye thinks that way, he can't let Xiao Xia go at all in his heart, as long as we still meet, he will become more and more exposed