married her first and then fell in love

I wanted to get closer in my heart, but I restrained myself from getting closer.

Both Xia An and Ye Jin were like this.

Right now, Ye Wan has become a high-sounding excuse between them.When you hug each other ambiguously and your eyes linger on each other's faces, how can you hide your feelings so tightly?Both of them couldn't help but feel moved.

Xia An's eyes were almost locked on Ye Jin's face. During this period of time, many things happened. She was really angry with Ye Jin. Not to mention, angry Ye Jin pushed her away again and again, she even felt that Ye Jin didn't like her that much...

So Xia An was deliberately indifferent and kept a distance.She wants to see Ye Jin's initiative towards her, she wants to feel that Ye Jin cares about herself as much as he cares about her.

But Ye Jin's reaction was still the same as usual, lukewarm, and occasionally sent a word or two of concern.

Not long after, Ye Wan fell asleep.After all, children don't have any troubles, and sometimes they say it out of their mouths, and they seldom bury it in their hearts like adults.

Hugging each other, Xia An stared at Ye Jin's face, she really wanted to know how Ye Jin felt about her?At this time, she could directly ask Ye Jin "Do you like me?".

But she is sure that the response she got must be hesitation.

Even so, Xia An still had a glimmer of expectation in his heart.Otherwise, she wouldn't still be hugging Ye Jin after Ye Wan fell asleep, she was looking forward to what Ye Jin could say to her now.

Even if she just called her name gently, Xia An felt that she would not be able to resist.

But Ye Jin just hugged her, that's all.

Thinking of Ji Shuang's words, Yi Zhen's words, Xia An's initiative again and again, and also thinking about Xia An and Qi Muyi's being together tonight, all kinds of thoughts came to Ye Jin's mind.

The second before making a choice is always the hardest.

Confused, Ye Jin doesn't know how to make a choice at the moment.It's just that the warmth in my arms has just been warm, and it's gone again...

After waiting, Xia An let go of Ye Jin's body with his arms, then turned over, hugged Ye Wan who was beside him, closed his eyes in frustration, leaving only Ye Jin's back view.

Ye Jin stared at Xia An's back in a daze. After a while, she reached out to turn off the night light by the bed and closed her eyes.

No one fell asleep.

The moment of ambiguity came to an abrupt end.Just now they embraced and fell asleep, like a scene, after the little guy fell asleep, what should they do, what should they do.

Xia An hugged Ye Wan's small body sideways, keeping a distance from Ye Jin, thinking in her heart that if she no longer took the initiative, maybe the relationship between her and Ye Jin would fade day by day, until only the paper contract remained.But Ye Jin likes it so reluctantly, is it necessary for her to be humble and active?

Thinking of this, I feel a little sour.

Xia An has always thought that she is rational, and treats many things the same way. She thought that if two people are suitable, they will stay together, and if they are not suitable, they will separate, but when facing Ye Jin, she found that this is not the case.

Even though he felt that the relationship between her and Ye Jin was not what he wanted, he still couldn't let it go.

When people are simply reasoning, they are always transparent and free and easy. In fact, when they really face something, it is often a different situation.Before liking Ye Jin, Xia An never realized that liking someone turned out to be such a helpless thing.

There are a few empty wine bottles and the cigarette case has been emptied, but Yi Zhen is still leaning on the sofa and puffing. When she is in a bad mood, she likes to be alone, smoking and drinking too much.

If this scene was photographed by paparazzi, it would not be a problem to make headlines.

Because there is too much contrast between the people in peacetime.

This circle is full of popular characters, and Yi Zhen's character design is very attractive. The high-achieving students from a wealthy family have always followed a pure and gentle route, which is different from the flirtatious sluts who have big tickets in the entertainment industry.But what about the facts?Every time Yi Zhen saw those manuscripts flying all over the sky, there was a contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth.

As soon as Yi Zhen made her debut, her film resources were very good. They were all masterpieces of famous directors, not because of her strong background, but because she started to be an underground lover for others.At first, I thought it was nothing. Power-sex transactions are very normal in the entertainment circle. How many people are really clean in this circle?

She is an ambitious person, every step is just to get closer to her own goal, she can endure the hardships that others can't bear, and she can bear the grievances that others can't bear.

Because she is willing to give, she is considered young and famous.

With the money and fame, the circle got deeper and deeper, and Yi Zhen began to get tired of it.She has had many relationships, but she has never been serious and has always been perfunctory.To her, feelings are just a tool for chasing fame and fortune.

Ye Jin was the first person Yi Zhen really wanted to like. When he met Ye Jin for the first time, Yi Zhen was attracted by his arrogant and cold temperament.She was not very old at that time, but she had experienced too much materialism. When she saw Ye Jin for the first time, she felt that Ye Jin had the purity and simplicity that she yearned for.

Based on his feeling, Yi Zhen decided to pursue Ye Jin.At first, she was just accompanying her as a friend. At that time, Ye Jin was still in the stage of starting a business, and everything was just getting started, but Yi Zhen still left behind the fame, temptation, and temptation in the circle, and was willing to stay by Ye Jin's side.

After being with him for two years without asking for a response, Yi Zhen didn't know how he persisted, and was able to confirm the relationship with Ye Jin only by relying on the spirit of dripping water through rocks.At that time, Ye Jin said that even if they confirmed their relationship, they could only love spiritually, and there were some things she couldn't do.Yi Zhen just said that he didn't mind, because Ye Jin agreed to her, and she was already crazy about it.

When Ye Jin agreed to be her girlfriend, Yi Zhen thought it would be the beginning of a new life.She knows that Ye Jin has an obsession with emotional cleanliness, so during the two years with Ye Jin, she has basically achieved zero scandals, and also publicly stated in interviews that she does not kiss scenes or movies above the standard of kiss scenes, and she has indeed done so .

For Ye Jin, she almost gave up her stardom, and even thought of retiring from the circle to work behind the scenes. She tried her best to become what Ye Jin liked, and never smoked or drank in front of Ye Jin, because she was afraid that Ye Jin would hate him. Own.But so what?During the two years when she and Ye Jin dated, she didn't think they were lovers, and she couldn't even get a hug or kiss from Ye Jin.

Ke Yizhen still didn't think about giving up, and was willing to accompany her silently, as long as she was by her side.

What really chilled Yi Zhen was that she had paid so much for Ye Jin, but Ye Jin never trusted her, and just broke up because of a misunderstanding. At that time, she put down her dignity and begged bitterly, but Ye Jin just "Let's break up, we're not suitable" said calmly and bluntly.

After the breakup, Yi Zhen continued his original life. In the past six years, he has done well abroad.It's just that I'm still just looking at the flowers emotionally, and there is no result.

Thoughts from the past back to reality.

Yi Zhen sneered and drank the wine in the glass.Sometimes, she felt that it was retribution for her to meet Ye Jin.She, who used to disdain feelings, was willing to drop all attachments to love someone, but in the end she only got nothing.

That day, Qi Muyi told her that Ye Jin was still single, and Yi Zhenxin couldn't tell her exactly how she felt.Thinking of the relationship with Ye Jin now, although he still feels unwilling, but he probably won't be entangled like he was when he was young, regardless of the outcome, right?

Nothing is timeless.

Yi Zhen also thought that he was almost relieved, but when he came back to China and came into contact with Ye Jin again and again, a certain thought was ready to move again.A few years have passed, since they are still single, considering the problem now, they will be somewhat more mature than they were back then.

All in all, if you don't say some things, you still can't let go.

"Mr. Ye stay here." After the dinner, Yi Zhen didn't feel like a stranger anymore, but stopped Ye Jin, "I want to chat with you alone."

Ye Jin thought for a moment, "Yes."

Yi Zhen was more than a little surprised, she thought that Ye Jin would reject her without looking back, just like many years ago, cold to the bone.But Ye Jin didn't, and Yi Zhen seemed to have a little hope in his heart.

Ye Jin stayed because she felt guilty towards Yi Zhen, and she also felt that she owed Yi Zhen a reasonable explanation for the breakup.Ye Jin knew that Yi Zhen had paid a lot to her, no matter in career or emotionally, thinking about it now, from the moment she agreed to Yi Zhen, she was destined to hurt him.

The two sat at the dining table facing each other, Yi Zhen drank a glass of wine first, Ye Jin was still the same as before, and would not take the initiative to talk too much.After a glass of wine, Yi Zhen brewed for a while, then said calmly, "There are some things I've always wanted to tell you, thank you for staying today."

"Tell me." Ye Jin said.

"Although so many years have passed, I still want to say that I have never betrayed you. You also know that during the two years I was with you, I hardly even had any scandals. As long as you say a word, I don't care if I quit the circle But why do you distrust me so much and refuse to give me a chance?" Yi Zhen took a breath and continued, "Is it because of those photos that can't explain anything? Sheng Ruqi deliberately took those photos..."

Yi Zhen is sure that Sheng Ruqi has checked her background in private. Although the packaging given to her by the company is very successful, a woman with a background in the circle like Sheng Ruqi can always find some clues.Being stared at by Sheng Ruqi all the time, Yi Zhen was even more careful not to let go of the handle, but it couldn't be easier to spread some rumors in their circle.

When having dinner with the director of the new film that night, Yi Zhen was secretly photographed by paparazzi with some ambiguous photos. She was afraid that Ye Jin would be angry if she found out, so she spent a lot of money to suppress it, but she didn't expect that Sheng Ruqi managed to get the photos.

Yi Zhen didn't expect Ye Jin to break up with him after seeing those photos.Yi Zhen admits that her past is not glorious, but after meeting Ye Jin, she really wants to change and start a new life.

"She gave me the photo, I know it."

"Then she likes you, she can't understand us being together, that's why she provokes us, do you know that?"

Ye Jin slowed down, but still said, "I know."

Even though she knew, Ye Jin still didn't tell Sheng Ruqi. At that time, the company had just started, and she needed to borrow Sheng Ruqi's shareholder power, so it was impossible for her to make her relationship with Sheng Ruqi embarrassing.

In addition, at that time, Ye Jin did have the idea of ​​breaking up with Yi Zhen. She knew that Yi Zhen was persistent and would never agree easily, so those photos became the best reason.

That's why Ye Jin feels guilty towards Yi Zhenxin.

The calmness on the other party's face made Yi Zhen feel chilled again, she felt stuck in her throat and didn't know what to say.So she knew all of this in her heart?

"I'm sorry." Ye Jin said this apology from the bottom of her heart, "I believe in you. But even without those photos, I would still propose to break up. It's not your problem, but my own problem."

Yi Zhen thought of Ye Jin's psychological barrier. She couldn't understand it before, and felt that Ye Jin was perfunctory her. After she went to understand it, she found that the psychological barrier was much more complicated than she imagined.She also regretted that on the day of the breakup, she said many harsh words to Ye Jin, "The things I said to you on the day of the breakup were only because I was angry."

"I understand, what you said is not wrong." Ye Jin was about to get up, "I stayed today just to say sorry to you for what happened back then, I'm sorry."

Yi Zhen bit her lip. After so many years of sincere devotion, she was really unwilling, "If you really feel sorry for me, give me another chance."

"I'm already married." Ye Jin had already got up, "It's more appropriate not to disturb each other in the future."

"I know you are still alone, you don't need to lie to me anymore." Yi Zhen interrupted Ye Jin, "Otherwise I wouldn't have said so much to you today. Listen to me and give me the answer, okay?"

"Miss Yi."

"In the past, we were still young and immature. Now, I can tell you seriously and responsibly," Yi Zhen also stood up and stopped Ye Jin, "I am still willing to be with you, no matter what you are, I am willing to always be with you looking at you."

If Ye Jin wanted to get back together, she would definitely agree without thinking.

"We won't have any results. I can only wish you happiness." Ye Jin's position is very clear. After experiencing the relationship with Yizhen, she has become more cautious when facing relationships. I am alone.

"I don't care, I really don't care, you said that you can only fall in love mentally, I can accept it. We are fine as before, as long as we are with each other is enough, isn't it?"

"I've said everything I need to say, and I should go." Facing Yi Zhen's begging, Ye Jin remained indifferent. Accepting Yi Zhen because she was moved was already a wrong choice, and she couldn't do it again. Wrong second choice.

"Why would you rather be alone than give us another chance?" Yi Zhen's tone gradually calmed down as she analyzed, "Ye Jin, I dare say no one knows you better than me. I am so willing to wait for you. We are not young anymore. After the impulsive age, we know what our choices mean. I just want you to know that I still want to be with you, no matter what, I can be with you You face it together. We're the ones for it, don't you think?"

Hearing these words, Ye Jin lost her mind for a moment. She actually thought that it would be great if Xia An said these words to her... It's a pity that the person in front of her is not Xia An.

Ye Jin just felt a little stuffy in her heart, as if she had been stabbed again, what Yi Zhen said happened to hit Ye Jin's worries, who would be willing to wait for her?

Seeing Ye Jin's silence, she seemed a little shaken, Yi Zhen added, "You don't have to give me the answer right now, but I hope you can think about it carefully, I'll wait for you."

Ye Jin was silent for a long time before she said, "I'm sorry, I never liked you. So, we won't have any results."

Touching is not love after all, after being with Yi Zhen, Ye Jin can feel it intuitively.They were together for two years, but saying such a sentence is very hurtful, and Ye Jin didn't want to say it, but this is the most truthful answer. She should have told Yi clearly like this when they broke up six years ago. real.

Then there will be no entanglement now.

Ye Jin spoke decisively and coldly again, just like when they broke up.

I have never liked it, all kinds of things are just my own wishful thinking.So what is there to say?When Yi Zhen came back to his senses, Ye Jin had already turned around and left...