That nanny, rotten!

~Hmm~ Super, comfortable...Brother...Amazing~』

"..."

"No~yes...it's not there~a...below...below...a little~』

"..."

"Eh--? !I hate it~ Why did you stop? 』

"Uh... that... that's it for today, rubbing it for too long... Instead, it's not good..." What kind of bad excuse is this.

"ah--!It was my elder brother who walked with me all day, tired too?Then exchange it~ take turns! 』

"……okay"

'So, that's not the case at all! I sighed helplessly. Compared to the amount of training in the tennis club, what is the walking meeting that takes a walk all the way down! ——It’s just, “It’s very □□… Xiao Jiu’s coquettish snort just now… To be honest, it’s too much like a □□□□ during sex’, so I want to end it before the atmosphere becomes weirder It's gone!

But I can't explain it directly to Xiao Jiu like this, and it's not good to let Xiao Jiu who is still thinking about it be baffled, so I have to accept her proposal and take advantage of the rotation time to calm down...

"As a man, there are all kinds of situations~" While Xiaojiu was preparing dinner, after I released myself in the toilet, I sat on the toilet and smoked, thinking of the time she drowned in Hokkaido , that Sanada seems to be very good at massage, if he heard Xiao Jiu's voice just now... Damn, I really want to order her to never let other men massage in the future... But, I have no position at all—— My elder brother, I have crossed the boundary again, just like that night:

The cold war with Xiaojiu ended, and on the night of reconciliation, I had a dream of hugging her.

The lovable girl, whose lower limbs were stained with the blood of the young, showed a joyful expression towards me, and wrapped her arms tightly in my arms.And I, in a state of ecstasy and ecstasy, sucked her moist lips like a beast, violently raped|violated my sister, and released it in her again and again...

I woke up suddenly, and found that my whole body was wet with sweat, my heart was beating wildly, and the sound of rough breathing echoed in the cold night.Is the sweet fragrance that enveloped the room her residual fragrance, or my rancid stench?

God - I must be a demon, right? !That's why I had this kind of dream... When I came back to my senses, I found that the tears were already pouring down, and my shoulders trembled violently like a spasm:

I really want you to always have an innocent smile, I don't want to hurt you...

I just want to be by your side, to compensate you, to cherish you, to protect you...

My dearest sister from generation to generation.

It's a pity that everything is just wishful thinking, I can't even see a trace of happiness in my dreams, and the pain in my chest spreads like a bottomless black hole...

Every night since then, in my dreams, I have been repeating the crime of defiled my sister. If I don’t make up my mind to leave as soon as possible, it will only make this pain deeper and deeper—I know, I know clearly, than anyone else It couldn't be more clear, but it's just like making a wish, constantly, constantly, repeating in my heart: just give me a little more time, just give me a little more time——

But, I can't delay any longer, it's useless to stay at home without sleeping at night, I am less and less confident that I can restrain my desire for her... The bed in the dormitory is still vacant, I have to move back, but... Will she be lonely?Living alone in such a big empty house.So keeping a pet is a good choice-I think of the topic I just jokingly discussed with her...

"Ah! ! ! !Oops, I almost forgot... Tomorrow is Sanada-senpai's birthday! ! ! 』

"I'm full" I was an idiot for worrying that she would be lonely.Whether it was before or now, whether in Kanagawa or Tokyo, she has never been short of people to care about. Maybe she will live more comfortably after I leave, because I am an annoying "perverted brother"!

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"...Really... Who is taking care of who, Mom and Dad! 』While complaining, but on the other hand, she took off my shoes lightly, covered me with the quilt, and then walked away quietly—this is my hard-spoken and soft-hearted sister as always, the most gentle sister in the world, Irie Kumiko.

I opened my eyes when I heard her footsteps.Sleepiness, as early as when she patted my cheek childishly, left me.I know that she is planning to go to Kanagawa to look for Sanada today, and the rare bulging schoolbag must be packed as a birthday present for him... That's why I pretended to be asleep, all to suppress myself and want to use this pair of The urge to imprison her with his arms and prevent her from going to other men...

"Click"—it was the sound of the door closing downstairs, and she left.

The remaining sweet fragrance, the residual warmth of the edge of the sheet she tucked in—that's all, what Xiao Jiu left behind...that's all, that's all.

'Xiu Er...' [Brothers and sisters] This kind of thing is not as simple as you think, even if they are not related by blood.You may not be able to understand, but I know that Xiaojiu and I cannot have a happy ending—but, but, I want to say, I really want her to listen to me: "Xiaojiu...I... …to you……"

Words permeated the air, but the person who hoped she could accept this feeling was not there.Faint, gripping emotions—pain, sadness, jealousy—twist and entangle, and the emotions rage everywhere like a gust of wind, and spread rapidly in the blood like a poison.

"...it's so lonely to be alone, Xiaojiu..." subconsciously embraced his shoulders, staring at the round ceiling lamp on the snow-white wall of the roof, looking at it, and then smiled , "It turned out that the person who would be lonely is me": it was the same once or twice, and every time I drew a circle called "Can't Love" first, she knew how to learn from a pitfall and gradually learned how to I am contented in the circle; as for me, I always walk out of the circle unknowingly, getting stuck in the quagmire and enjoying myself.

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When did Tokyo become so hot in summer? Could it be that I forgot the time?My mind and heart seemed to be stuck on May 5st. After Xiuer drove me back to school, I never went back to the bungalow where I stayed with her.I don’t know what to eat, I can’t sleep at night, whether it’s studying or training, I can’t calm down about anything. It’s only been a month, and I feel like I’ve lost half of my soul:

There is no sign of her in the courtyard, her soft laughter cannot be heard in my ears, her cuteness, her rascal... I am really self-tortured enough to choose to suddenly leave the world with her after I am used to it and intoxicated. Pulling away... This feeling of being so bitter that I can't add it is unforgettable. I have tasted the feeling of worrying about gains and losses, so what about her?

'My brother suddenly disappeared like this, and I can't see anyone every day, how does Xiao Jiu feel? I thought so, smiled wryly, and looked at the contact records on the phone, only a call from the house of consultant Sakakitaro to keep me safe as the guardian, and the person on the other end of the phone was not even her...she I am good at observing people without any trace. When I didn’t even find out myself, I remembered what I like to eat the most, my taste in clothing and perfume, and what I usually like to do... Bit by bit, it permeates my heart... …Give me the best in the world, let me get used to her caring and considerate, when I want to escape because I can’t get rid of this sinking, she can also ignore, ask, or care, just like this free and easy, willful—— What's even more despicable is that when I was almost desperate, I was given a glimmer of life:

"...Brother"—just this sound, like rain from a long drought, nourished my heart that was on the verge of drying up. It turns out that Xiao Jiu is not only my poison, but also my medicine, "...today, can you accompany me for a while? ? 』

"Of course" only your request, no matter how difficult it is, I will not refuse, because there is no way to refuse.

"...Girlfriend... you won't be angry, will you? 』

"girlfriend? 』

"...Brother has been staying out lately, isn't it... because he has a girlfriend? 』I can't believe it, because of such a misunderstanding, she was afraid of disturbing my dating, so... this silly girl...!

"Of course not~ idiot! 』Actually, letting Xiaojiu continue to misunderstand like this is the best thing for me who wants to quit her, but before I have time to weigh the pros and cons, the truth has already blurted out, "It's just that I've been busy at school recently [Tokyo Six University Alliance] About the school festival], I arrive very late every day, and it is more convenient to sleep in the dormitory... 』, yes, that’s it—although, I am not the secretary of the student council at all, and it is entirely my own to ask for help Willingness, so as to use it as an excuse to live in school...

It was so, so cute that I couldn't even look straight at it: it was the first time she was wearing it, that little dress I bought back from Australia, because it was summer in Sydney and it was still late winter in Tokyo.I have always felt that the saying "a man gives a woman clothes to take off with his own hands" is very reasonable. Although I made up my mind at the beginning to buy this thing as a gift for my sister, I still habitually choose the easiest way to take it off. The one-line neck dress, the white neck, the beautiful collarbone, all seem to be tempting me to bite on it...

Fortunately, I'm not going out