That nanny, rotten!

It was a waste, I deliberately collected information on the Internet, and after analyzing it, I made a [Guidelines for the Happiest Playground Dating Process], which is useless... But no matter how perfect it is according to the plan, if Xiaomei is not feeling well, it is meaningless. I won't be happy at all... So, although I will be a little lonely, it is more important for her to rest well.

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[Day 5]

When I heard my classmate Kai complain about how clingy my girlfriend who has been with me since junior high school was, I didn’t know how to react. Shouldn’t a relationship be the most passionate at the beginning?It's like the kind of feeling that you and I feel uncomfortable after being separated for a second, probably it is impossible for Xiaomei to have it?

It's not a couple in the burnout period, but I didn't receive a text message from Xiaomei for 2 consecutive weekends, which made me a little bit shocked.I had no choice but to comfort myself that she must be really busy with the club, after all, their Ice Emperor Tennis Club is about to prepare for the competition.

But no matter what, Xiaomei is really different from most high school girls.Although it looks small on the outside, it is often mistaken for a junior high school student, but it is surprisingly mature inside—well, to put it harshly, sometimes unconsciously revealing the temperament of an aunt in his eyes Come...for example, when we first met...

"I was called by the teacher to answer the questions in the English class during the day~ I got the answer completely right!~" I saw a love blog on the Internet and said, "When a boy falls in love for the first time, it is easy to like Guan Dong because of too much attention. Guan Xi, and girls are actually very disgusted with that kind of behavior. 'So in order to look handsome and stylish in front of Xiaomei, I endured until I got home at night before sending out this email I edited earlier.

"Of course~ I don't care who taught it! [Mr. Irie] is the best~"... Hey, I am really a [little devil] like Xiaomei often talks about... It is obviously a The most unusual reply, just because I can feel as if she is by my side from the very personal tone, I am so excited and happy, I always smile unconsciously at the phone screen, and send a letter every night "Chiya ~ good night!" All of them are stored as treasures... Is this the sweet taste brought by [Love]?

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[Day 7]

I might be laughed at when I say it, but today is very~very~special to me——it is the anniversary of [I have been with Xiaomei for a week].

Although it has only been a week since she accepted my confession, it has been almost 3 months since we met when she became a tutor to teach me English. Here are some snippets of getting along with her:

That day, I was framed by a nasty guy in class and stayed in school. I missed the sparring training with Minister Yukimura that I managed to make an appointment with. In the end, I was punished by Deputy Minister Sanada for running laps. I was so depressed that I couldn't concentrate at all. In the tutoring that Xiaomei gave me.

It was quickly noticed, and in that case, I simply told her the whole thing, but I didn't get the expected comfort, and there was no one who even helped me complain about the frame—"You don't doubt others, just It can be said that it is just avoiding the intricate human relationship.” On the contrary, she said, a look of loneliness and sadness flashed in her eyes, and my heart felt a pain.

Corresponding to the almost stupid innocence that may be deceived and used by others, I have a more accurate and sensitive intuition than anyone else, so I discovered early on that Xiaomei hides her true self in her innocent and lovely smile and Behind the high wall built by the habitual venomous tongue.No matter who he is, he can respond generously and gracefully to anyone, even the arc of his smile is perfect, and even the corners of his eyes can be matched to complete the crescent moon, but the temperature can't be disguised, and the eyes behind the lenses are so calm that they seem to be incapable of being agitated. Ripples in a pool of stagnant water, but the object of indifference is not others, but herself. She loathes herself intensely.

For a long time, there has been a strong smell called [Secret] from her body... And this is the first time I smell another smell called [Fear]... My first time For the first time, I felt myself, seeing a little bit of her, the real her, then——

'What is she afraid of? '

'Is that the secret? '

"In fact, everyone wears a mask in their heart" - even without this sentence, my heart would definitely be taken away by her, it's just a matter of time.I want to see more warm expressions under her mask, and I want to know more about her.

With this feeling in my heart, I am more and more eager to get closer to her and stay by her side... In this way, there should be more opportunities to see the real her...?

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"Akaya, your hair is sticking up. 』

"yeah! ?where? ! 』I remember she accidentally mentioned that she doesn’t like boys covered in sweat, so after training, she took a shower and dried her hair before she came to my home for counseling, but it still didn’t tidy?

"Here" She stretched out her hand and touched my hair... Woowa... The heartbeat suddenly became louder.

The hair should have no nerves, but now I can feel the warmth left on the hair she touched.

『Sure enough, as Silver Sauce said, natural curly hair is more painful than anal|anal hair? 』She is like this sometimes, muttering some words that I can't understand, and the probability of [Silver Sauce] appearing at such moments is particularly high.

After answering "...OK, thank you", her hand moved away.

I couldn't help but gasp as I escaped from my fingers and eyes.The feeling of reassurance and loneliness intertwined is simply indescribable.

Suddenly, she showed a mischievous smile and rushed towards me.

"... Woo! 』Of course I was taken aback, and I couldn't help but lean back.

"What, what's wrong? 』

"Akaya, just now...were you... very nervous? ! 』

"Uh... Hey! ? ... Woo! !Only, there is no class! ! ! 』

"Super kawaii, young~young~young! ’ Hummed out the words like singing from her mouth, and then “…Okay, let’s review what we learned in the last class first, open your [three-year high school entrance examination, five-year simulation]…” and immediately changed back A serious attitude of tutoring.

But I felt that my feet were a little soft, "Damn it, I'm making such a joke with people again!" 』While cursing in a low voice, I couldn't help but blush...Xiaomei, she seems to like to make fun of me like this.

Really!Do you know how I feel, or do you not know?Even though he is younger than me, he always treats me like an adult teasing a child, treating me as a childish kid—but, I am already 16 years old, and a boy in the second year of high school is always treated as a child. Very distressed... Wait, correct me, although I am still not sure about the spiritual age, but I gradually hold a deeper and more [evil] towards Xiaomei (Young man, your definition of evil is too innocent !Sure enough, it’s still a brat!!!)’s emotions...she will notice one day, right?Or, will I end up doing something weird for her to find out?

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[Day 9]

'... Xiaomei, what are you doing now? 'Suddenly her face appeared in my mind,'...I really want to see her' Even if it's just for a while, I want to see Xiaomei.

Since I was a child, Meibao promised to [secret relationship] to try it out. So far, we haven’t even seen each other again, and even I began to doubt: After all, what is my confession that day!Except that email correspondence has become a little more frequent, the relationship between the two of them has never progressed even a small step or even half a step...So, last night, I even sent her a message like this "Ah Nong, me and Xiao Is Mei really in a relationship... Isn't it my delusion because I like Xiaomei so much...?" complained the text message.As a result, she didn't reply. Are you angry?

In the past, I didn't think it was a big deal if two people didn't go to the same school, but now, I really hope that Xiaomei is still in Lihai University, or that I can transfer to Bingdi!I just really want to be like how I was in the third year of junior high school, even if it was face-to-face, being teased by her is a fool... Just like this, it can make me full of energy like lighting a lamp in my heart... So I really want to see her.

I don't know why, but I just couldn't half-jokingly say things like "If you feel lonely, call me~" to her like in the magazine.Even just tried to dial her number, but before the connected ring rang, nervously