That nanny, rotten!

A lot of things you do not know……

Xiaoyu, there are too many things you don't know about me.

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"Mom...it hurts..." Waking up from the suffocating dream again, I habitually walked to the bathroom.

The eight-year-old boy in the mirror has a face that is much more delicate than Xu's girl, and the son follows his mother.

Lifting the slightly long tail of hair on the side of the ear, the scar on the back of the neck gradually disappeared, but the pain in the memory has not faded away...

"Xiao Sa, I'm sorry, mother shouldn't have given birth to you...but don't worry, mother will not leave you alone!!!" At that time, I couldn't understand the despair in my mother's eyes when she said this, but The cruelty when she strangled my neck became a lingering nightmare for me when I was only 3 years old.

No matter how hard my father tried to instill in me later: [Mother died in childbirth while giving birth to you], I know better than anyone else: [I was a child who was almost killed by the hands of my biological mother]—the reason why It is a fluke that she is able to survive until today because the drugs her mother had taken before had an early onset, causing her to lose her strength.

[I am an existence that is not expected by my father] - this strong sense of inferiority and desolation and anger and resentment that cannot be vented made me lose the reason for my existence: I was afraid of others' eyes since I was a child, and I didn't want to be with others Anything involved, because I'm always scared, "What if they don't want me?"

At the same time, the strong desire to "hope to be loved" made me realize that I am stronger than anyone else -- my "despair" is stronger than anyone else...

I turned on the water from the nozzle to the maximum, and it hurt me a lot, but it seemed that no matter how I washed it, my body couldn’t be cleaned... Probably because it was already dirty from the moment I was born... As no Between men and women of love, the ugly crystallization of lust|desire and bestiality.

Slowly stroking the blue blood vessels extending from the wrist to the elbow... Even tiger poison would not eat a son, and would want to kill his own son, only a lunatic... And I have the blood of a lunatic on my body—— 【Twisted, tyrannical】.

Therefore, a person like me, absolutely, even if his hands are stained with so many terrible sins in the future, it is impossible for him to degenerate again... because from the very beginning, I have been... a devil.

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Vol.1【Angel】

{Xiao Yu, you must not know, right?Our first meeting was not at that celebration banquet...}

The so-called entanglement of eyes probably refers to this kind of situation: I can't take my eyes away from the girl I met for the first time, as if my soul was taken away by the clear pupils, and I can't move.

"How about it, isn't it cute?" After being elbowed hard, I squeezed out the word [Yes] in my throat.

When I came back to my senses, I swallowed my saliva and continued, "However, you are not worthy of her."

Here's how it all started: I was confessed to as a girl by a precocious idiot in kindergarten.When he found out that I was a man, he was so shocked that he swore that he would never fall in love unless he met a girl who was prettier than me.Although the primary school is not in the same school, this guy still keeps in touch with me.At the end of the first grade, I still said with emotion that I had caused me to be a bachelor in this life, but on the first day of the second grade after school, I ran around half of Nanjing to our school like chicken blood, "Hey, Xie Rengsa, I I finally found a girl who is prettier than you, she is a freshman in our school this year, named 【Mo Yu】—"

"Eh? You want to go home with me? But...it seems to be not on the way...sorry." The courteous guy is circling around annoyingly like a fly, but you always maintain an innocent and dazzling smile on your face .

Even though I was only a seven-year-old kid, it made me feel so much better. It made my heart, which had been as calm as stagnant water for a long time and lacked the vitality of a teenager, beating non-stop——I didn’t even say a word, how could it be? so?

Later, I figured it out, you have a charm that seems to be able to force the surroundings to become bright and cheerful—it is like the sun, so cold as me seems to be melted.

For the rest of the day, your innocent face couldn't get out of my mind.

And that night, for the first time, I got rid of the nightmare of being strangled by my mother... So I firmly believed that you were sent by God to redeem me, [Angel].

After my mother died, my father became a diamond king in a sense, which inevitably attracted some crazy bees and butterflies.There are not a few of them who are recognized as beauties, but compared with the hostess of the banquet two years after I met you, they immediately become vulgar fans in comparison.

Maybe I couldn't tell clearly before, but after I had someone I like, it became clear at a glance: men look very different when they like women—the hostess is the one my dad loves deeply and my mother hates deeply, The vixen... for the first time, the blood of revenge surged in my body.

"It's the first time we met~ You are Uncle Xie's son, right? Your name is..." After two years, you can still defeat all my defenses with just a smile.

"Xie Naichuan?" I must have hurt you, wrist... because although you tried hard to put on a smile, your little brows were already wrinkled... But you don't know, I can't control the strength because I am unwilling : Why, Xiaoyu, you are that woman's child?

"Before being abandoned by others, first abandon the other party; if you are desperate for [being loved], use [being hated] to confirm your existence"-this is the survival rule of the demon Xie Rengsai... Therefore, [Angel] Ah, even if you will be hated, please let me pull you together and fall into Shura...

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Vol.2【Desire|Desire】

{Xiao Yu, you must not know, right?Actually, I just want you to talk to me more...}

"Phantom Thief Kidd is so handsome!"

"That's right, crime with a high IQ is better than crime!"

"If Kid-sama wants to, you can just steal my heart~"—Pfft, is this the conversation of a first-year junior high school girl?Or do I find it so funny because it's you?

"Are you looking for my house?" You lowered your head and spoke quickly, "I'll take you there." That look of not wanting to have anything to do with me really made people angry.

"No, I was waiting for you on purpose." I put my shoulder on your shoulder, on the one hand, I was satisfied with the undisguised stiff reaction, and pressed on with evil intentions, "Are you afraid of me, Xiaoyu?" On the other hand On the one hand, because of your attitude of rejecting people for thousands of miles, I feel unwilling.

You gobbled it up without a ladylike image, and then ran all the way back to the boudoir to write a book to avoid me-but if you forgot to lock the door, wouldn't it be a waste of effort?I tiptoed to push the door, and stood quietly behind me watching you study hard, smelling the light and sweet fragrance of shampoo or body wash on your body, I felt like I would never get tired of it for the rest of my life...

"Why didn't you knock on the door?"

"So you're still a four-eyed frog, you're really ugly" No, duplicity seems to have become a habit, obviously thinking, "You look more refined and delicate with glasses".

"Phantom Thief Kid, huh?" It's just a picture, so you don't need to be so serious—at first I just thought it was fun to tease you, "If Kid sama wants to, just steal my heart~ ", and later I became jealous, 'what's so good about this guy? 'Thinking about it, I couldn't help tearing it up.

[啪] The feeling of irritability and anxiety suddenly rushed to my heart. I was so shocked when I was slapped by you.

If you had followed my mother's orders and apologized to me, perhaps my obsession would have stopped there--it was just being attracted by the cute appearance of a doll at the mercy of others.

But you suddenly turned your head and stared at me disdainfully, but my heart was pounding because of that cold look in my eyes.

"Why are you chasing after me, isn't it just a slap in the face? I'll let you hit me back!" The stubborn and selfish you just ran into my heart in an almost weird way. The more beautiful you are, the more you let me Furious: It is obviously the child of that kind of woman, [outside the gold and jade, but inside the rags] is more suitable.

"That slap, use your body to pay back" My original intention was just a bad joke, but the soft body touched by the palm made me want to stop: she was just a young yellow-haired girl who was just developing. Any girl's figure can compare you to Spain, but your body, which has not yet matured curves, makes my lower abdomen feel hot.

"Warning you, don't fight with me!" In the end, I can only use this sentence to lock the intersection of you and me in the future—Xie Reng Sa, who appeared in Mo Yu's life in the form of a demon.

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