Pilot

Shi Ye felt that he still overestimated himself.

At first he told himself that it was okay, he could treat Sheng Xia as an irrelevant person, he could treat Sheng Xia as a band member who could cooperate with him, and he could even slowly try to treat Sheng Xia as an ordinary friend... But these days Everything that happened began to make Shi Ye understand that it was impossible.

While waiting for the red light, he glanced at the person who was silently eating the cone beside him, and looked back tiredly.

It took Shengxia a long time to eat up that chocolate cone.He didn't ask where Shi Ye was taking him, and he didn't seem to care.After eating, he began to let go of himself, occasionally glanced at Shi Ye secretly, and then continued to be in a daze after finishing.

"I'm going to talk to a friend in the evening. He's going to participate in a show next month. Let me accompany him. Come with me." Shi Ye thought about something serious, "You don't know the circle very well. In the future, I will try my best to take you to meet people."

"I..." Sheng Xia originally wanted to say that I didn't want to get to know others, but after thinking about it, Shi Ye would take him there anyway, that's not bad, so he changed his tone, "Okay, I will go."

Later, Sheng Xia saw that Shi Ye didn't intend to talk to him, so he took out a notebook from his bag, put it on his lap and started writing and drawing.

Shi Ye was absent-minded, the car drove back to the place where he lived.

It was the old house of the family, and it was vacated after his parents went abroad, leaving Shiye to live alone.

It is a very old community, so old that it might be demolished in a few years, Shi Ye had various wiring problems when he wanted to install an air conditioner.Everything in this neighborhood is very old-fashioned, and it is very inconvenient to live in.In fact, Ye also bought a good apartment in the city center at that time, but he still likes this old house after living here and there.He doesn't pay much attention to life, and he can get by with a lot of trivial matters, but... it's a bit difficult in summer.

Ever since that incident, Shi Ye has been annoying Xia Tian.The sun is hot, the temperature is getting higher, and the days are getting longer... When Shi Ye is shrouded in midsummer, he always feels dizzy. He feels that he is suffering from heatstroke, nausea, and suffocation every day.Like drunk, like drowning... The smell of summer in the air is irritable and broken, which makes Shi Ye dizzy.

And the source of all this anxiety is the person named Sheng Xia beside him.

Shi Ye turned on the steering wheel, closed his eyes and sighed, and pulled out the car key.

"There are still a few hours before night. I'll go home and take a shower. You can go wherever you want. I'm not in the mood to see you off. Come here and wait for me at seven, and I'll take you to meet people."

After he finished speaking, he got out of the car, locked the car after Sheng Xia came out, turned around and left.

Sheng Xia looked at Shi Ye's back, as if he was still reacting and thinking.But it was only a few seconds before he stepped up as if following instinct, and followed.

The community is not big.Shi Ye walked around the canteen on the first floor, and there were a few kids eating popsicles and dancing rubber bands under the shade of the trees. An old man saw him shouting 'hour' from a distance.

He was distracted to listen to the footsteps behind him, feeling that he was on the verge of losing control.

Every step I take, the fire in my heart rises to a height of one foot, starting from the chest, burning, burning, first burning until the body temperature rises, then burning until his veins burst, burning to the limbs, burning into the internal organs, and finally burning the mind It's as if it's far away from the ground.

When Shi Ye walked to the entrance of the corridor, he finally couldn't bear it and stopped, but he didn't look back.

He looked at the empty corridor in front of him, and the rust spots on the iron railings, and asked the people behind him, "Why are you following me?"

Sheng Xia also stopped behind him.He didn't dare to get too close, there was a safe distance between them.Shi Ye was standing in the shade in the corridor, he was standing in the sunlight outside the corridor, there was light and shadow under them.

Sheng Xia thought for a while, looked at her own shadow and said: "I don't know where to go, I... will wait for you at your door, and won't disturb you."

Shi Ye still didn't look back.But he tightened his fists more and more, and soon he couldn't hold the uncontrollable heartbeat.

"How do you know you won't bother me?"

Sheng Xia was startled when he heard that.

He thought for a while, frowned, and looked at Shi Ye's back again, intending to turn around and leave, "Then I'll go..."

The words are not finished.In the next second, Shi Ye in front of him suddenly turned around, strode closer, pinched the back of Sheng Xia's neck, and carried him upstairs.

Shi Ye's height was almost 1.9 meters, and his strides were so big that he almost dragged the slightly thin Sheng Xia up the stairs.

Sheng Xia was still clutching his notebook, being dominated by Shi Ye's violent actions... He didn't dare to move, let alone resist, and didn't dare to say a word during the process.

When he almost tripped over the steps, Shi Ye gave him a slight hug, but then he probably thought his steps were small and slow, so he simply bent over and hugged Sheng Xia's legs, lifted him up, and strode upstairs.

The third floor was actually not that high, and Shi Ye went up very quickly.Sheng Xia's hand was hanging in the air, his fingers were slightly curled, and he looked a little panicked. Before he could react, he was carried into the house by Shi Ye.

Shi Ye took him straight to his room, and threw Sheng Xia onto the bed.

It seemed that Shi Ye was really angry, and he didn't pay attention to the seriousness when he was thrown away. Sheng Xia hit his head on the disassembled and embedded piano on the head of the bed, his feet touched the guitar that was thrown on the side of the bed, and his butt seemed to be pressed a few times. Zhang Puzi.

The sound of the instrument being knocked out seemed to be sometimes Ye's anger, and the sounds that popped out were sharp and hasty, very ear-piercing.

But only for a moment.

Sheng Xia was stunned for a moment, then trembling slightly, went to touch the black and white piano keys on the head of the bed.

He was still in a daze. In the unfamiliar environment, only the familiar piano gave him a sense of security, and he felt a little more stable when he touched the familiar black and white keys.

Shi Ye folded his hands, tapped the piano on the bedside, and asked him, "Does this look familiar?"

Sheng Xia nodded slowly.

"I installed it after I returned to Beijing. There is a piano by your bedside, like Fredian's. I always dream of that day when you were lying flat on the bed, touching the piano with your backhand and playing "Universe" blindly. After waking up I used to think about that scene to solve the problem, think about cum in your face."

"Brother Shi Ye..."

"Do you have a sense of accomplishment?" Shi Ye interrupted him with a soft and cold voice, "Are you happy?"

Sheng Xia was stunned by Shi Ye's expression, and shook his head reflexively: "No, I don't know, and I haven't thought about it..."

He knelt up on the bed, tentatively pulled Shi Ye's clothes... Shi Ye waved his hand off almost instantly.

Then Shi Ye took a step closer and reached out to firmly hold Sheng Xia's chin.

Shi Ye's voice was very irritable, "I ask you, what do you want to do now?"

When Shi Ye saw that Sheng Xia's eyes started to turn red again, he rushed up with anger, and couldn't help shouting: "Hold on! Don't cry!"

Sheng Xia was stunned by his yelling, feeling scared and wronged.

Shi Ye still held his chin.He was afraid that the other party would be annoyed when he saw his red eyes, so he stretched out both hands to hold Shi Ye's hand, and bit by bit opened the fingers that were full of calluses, flattened them, and buried his face in them.

Shi Ye was overwhelmed by his ostrich operation... he just felt that his anger hit the cotton, and then he heard Sheng Xia say sullenly in his palm: "Hit me, don't be angry."

"I get angry when I see you, and I can't be rational." The eyelashes that swept up and down by Sheng Xia made his palms itchy, and then Shi Ye found his tone softened, "I've been reasoning with you to let you leave I stay away, did you listen to me?"

"I listened, but I can't do it." Sheng Xia almost blurted out, "I can't control it."

Shi Ye thought to himself, what a coincidence, I can't control it.

When Sheng Xia spoke, his lips brushed against his fingertips repeatedly, and that movement was like the calluses on Ye's fingers during a kiss.

Shi Ye could feel his palms sweating, and his palms were getting hotter and hotter, but he couldn't tell whether it was just sweat or mixed with midsummer tears.

Hands start to numb after holding them up for a long time.He lost control of that hand, the touch stopped on the fingertips being kissed, the mouth was too soft.He can even imagine the shape of the mouth opening and closing, which is the kind of beauty that makes people want to destroy it.

He felt himself getting a little dizzy.But he has nothing to do with Sheng Xia, he can't beat him or scold him, it seems that he is the one who suffers no matter what.

Shi Ye took a deep breath, and said in a steady voice, "Next, you answer my questions, and you answer whatever I ask you."

Seeing Sheng Xia's head nodding in his hand, Shi Ye asked: "You came to Pilot because you like the band, or because of me?"

That mouth kissed his fingertips again, and said, "It's because of you."

After Sheng Xia finished speaking, Shi Ye found himself in a coma.

It may be because the face lying in his hands is too soft to the touch, or it may be that the kiss-like gesture is too tender.

Shi Ye is very hot.

"The reason you gave me was inexplicable," Shi Ye tried to keep his voice steady, "Why didn't you think that I would like you, why didn't you think it was me, why didn't you think clearly... a bunch of messy reasons , I thought it was very funny after thinking about it for four years. Let me ask you, are you going to use these reasons to sneak me again now?"

As he spoke, he began to unbutton his shirt.

That mouth kissed Shi Ye's fingertips again, and he spoke slowly: "No, I have... thought it through."

Shi Ye felt his breathing getting heavier.

He looked at Sheng Xia's black hair and asked, "Then what do I want to do to you, is that clear?"

Midsummer's current posture really had to make Shi Ye think too much.

Kneeling on his bed, holding his hand, the voice is very soft and careful, with some piety and trust.Shi Ye looked at his exposed skin, it was a little too white, and it made his temples throb and hurt.

The mouth opened and closed, and while kissing his fingers, he said at the same time: "...clear."

"Okay, I'm done asking."

After Shi Ye unbuttoned his shirt, he took off his troublesome trousers.

In his other hand is Sheng Xia's face.

Shi Ye moved his hand, touched Sheng Xia's eyes, and said, "Take it off yourself."