Pilot

The fragments that flashed through Sheng Xia's mind during the time when his eyes were covered were fragmentary.

In fact, he is used to the blur, he can't see the distance clearly, he can only see things that are very close to him and in front of him.Just seeing what is in front of him is enough for Sheng Xia, after all, he wants very little.

The smell of sometimes Ye in this room is familiar to Shengxia... The bitterness in memory is a bit like wine with Chinese medicine added.If anger had color, Sheng Xia felt that Shi Ye should be red now.

Losing vision and losing brightness is not a good experience for many people, which will bring confusion and panic.But the strange thing is that when Sheng Xia couldn't see Shi Ye, he didn't panic so much. When he couldn't see Shi Ye, he could start to feel the person in front of him.

Bitter taste, hoarse voice, calluses on fingers, sweat, and other, subtler, more illusory things - Shi Ye's emotions and colors.

First it was red, then dark red, then blue, and finally red gold, the color of the sun.

Midsummer has been distracted.It took him about a minute to digest what Shi Ye expressed in that sentence before he said slowly: "Brother, do you just want to do this with me?"

Then the world lights up.

The hand covering Mingliang moved to his ear, rubbed it, and let it go again.

Shi Ye, who was in sight, said to him: "Then what do you think we can do, there is nothing else between us."

Others have perceptions of emotions, first have feelings, and then have perceptions, but Midsummer is often the opposite of others, especially when facing Shi Ye.The body's reaction is always faster than his feelings about those joys, angers, sorrows and joys. His eyes always start to turn sore, and he realizes that he is sad later.

"Sometimes I feel like we have nothing, and sometimes I feel like we have a lot," he began to answer Shi Ye's question seriously, "After all, the time I have really known my brother is almost ten years, just face to face. I was able to see and talk to my brother for no more than two months. The strange thing is that you have been changing me, influencing me, and bringing me here. I think... I have been in touch with my brother Keep in contact with me in a way you don't know."

After talking about Midsummer, I began to undress.Because he was suffocating, he took off quickly without any hesitation. He unbuttoned his shirt one by one, took off the clothes, and then stood up to take off his pants.

Shi Ye didn't expect that he would make a mistake in his judgment. According to the script in his heart, Sheng Xia would have been frightened, otherwise he would have struggled as before and pushed himself away. Anyway, it shouldn't be like this now... take off cleanly , a look who is afraid of who is coming.

Shi Ye thought I was crazy, right?How come I become as stupid as him whenever I encounter something related to him?Why should I bring him into the house?Why should I make him undress?

Sheng Xia quickly took off herself to only a pair of underwear, and stood in front of Shi Ye.His skin was so white that it seemed to be glowing, his black hair made his skin whiter, and his white skin made his black hair even blacker.His body is really beautiful, with a bit of youthful vigor, well-proportioned and clean, with fair and tender skin, the kind of body that easily arouses desire.

This body that is easy to think about stood up and thought for a while, then slowly knelt down in front of him, and asked Shi Ye: "Brother, shall I bite it out for you?"

His face was facing Shi Ye's crotch, and his desire for an erection.

Sheng Xia's tone was actually not ups and downs, it was his usual indifferent tone.He is always very careless when talking to others, only a little more careful when talking to himself.Strangely, Shi Ye heard some sarcasm and ridicule from that sentence inexplicably.

Shi Ye didn't even dare to look at Sheng Xia's eyes, he just remembered that he was trembling with anger, as if pulling Sheng Xia's hair to lift him up, and yelled at him angrily: "Put on your clothes—"

Sheng Xia was stunned by the yelling, and found it funny, but also a little helpless: "You told me to take it off."

"If I tell you to take it off, you will take it off? If others tell you to take it off, you will take it off too?" Shi Ye knew that he was speaking indiscriminately, but it was difficult for him to control his emotions towards Midsummer, "Put it on."

Sheng Xia looked at Shi Ye stubbornly.Although his eyes couldn't see clearly, they were very bright and could easily make Shi Ye feel that he was being seen through.Few people can look at Shi Ye like this, but Sheng Xia keeps looking at him like this, Shi Ye sometimes feels that it is Sheng Xia who is using his eyes to hurt himself.

"I don't know why you are always angry because of me. You were angry when I didn't listen to you before, but now I am obedient and try my best to listen to you, but you are still always angry." Sheng Xia paused, "Why do I Nothing is right."

Shi Ye didn't want to say so much anymore, his mind was full of weird impulses that he couldn't understand, and it was not suitable to talk at this time, no matter what he said, he would only think it was stupid in retrospect.

After calming down for a while, his rationality and conscience came back a bit, and he got closer, shaking his hands to dress Sheng Xia.

"It's not that you're wrong, it's that I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I shouldn't be talking to you, I shouldn't be looking at you, I shouldn't be talking to you." Shi Ye squatted down and buttoned his shirt, thinking about what to do after I finish buttoning it for you That's all. "You're a few years older, but the more you live, the more you go back. Now you can cry when you want to cry, and you can take off when you are told. The smog in Beijing sucks you up, doesn't it?"

Sheng Xia kept staring at Shi Ye's fingers, and he became dazed again.

There is a small tattoo on the back of Shi Ye's right ring finger, the pattern is a rest.

Sheng Xia stared at the tattoo for a long time, and said without thinking: "Brother Shi Ye, just now you are golden, very dazzling and hot, so hot that my eyes hurt a little. Before you became Angry red, turned into a gentle sapphire blue, and now you're orange again..."

Shi Ye couldn't button up his buttons smoothly, and he spoke impatiently: "I'm a chameleon, right, I can change colors for you."

"It's not a chameleon, it's more like a colorful candy box."

Sheng Xia paused, covered the rest with his hand, then he knelt down again, and hugged Shi Ye's leg tightly, "Brother, do it with me...or you can do whatever you want with me, It's okay if you don't sleep with me, then give me a hug... just give me a hug, and I'll leave after a hug."

Shi Ye closed his eyes, and his tone was rare and somewhat cramped: "Get up."

"Brother..." Sheng Xia's speech speed gradually accelerated, "I didn't live longer and go back, I moved forward. I ran here from home to find you, and I have the courage to call you brother, so that you can see some of my achievements after hard work ...I think I can do it, so I came here...Although I may still be stupid and weird...But I still want to find you."

Shi Ye repeated a second time: "Get up."

Sheng Xia felt that she should be crying.

He felt his eyes hurt, like being burned, and his voice subconsciously brought into tears: "Brother, do you really hate me so much?"

After finishing speaking, Sheng Xia felt that Shi Ye's color had changed again.This time is different from before, the color is gradual, a bit like a rainy dusk, wet dark orange, moving towards pure black.It started to get heavy, and it started to be dangerous.

Shi Ye was silent for a while before he said, "Okay, we don't owe each other anything after we finish what you love, okay?"

Sheng Xia couldn't answer anything else, he still said: "Brother, you can hug me."

In the end, he was not picked up, but was lifted by Shi Ye pinching the back of his neck and collar.

He was only as tall as Shi Ye's shoulders, and his gaze could only be on Shi Ye's open skin.He could feel himself trembling, whether it was from fear or excitement, he couldn't tell.The white shirt was taken off, put on and taken off again, and finally it was completely taken off, and he was thrown on the ground, and he was picked up naked.

He tried to touch Shi Ye's shoulder with his face, and seeing that Shi Ye didn't move, he tried to hug his neck.It's different from the previous carrying, this time it's a real hug, the flesh sticks to the flesh, the skin is not warm, but scalding hot.

Sheng Xia felt that Shi Ye's color had changed again, getting darker and darker, almost turning into jet black.He was sucked by the black ball all the time, was stroked dazedly, was hugged to his legs, and his legs were separated.He was actually a little scared, Shi Ye didn't even give him a kiss, just let him spread his legs and raise his waist.

Shi Ye opened the cabinet and took out the Vaseline inside.He used to be a piano player who was often injured and bled, and those calluses were dry and itchy in winter.Is it something I keep for winter, or the first time I use it in midsummer.

"Brother," Sheng Xia leaned forward and said, "Others can kiss even if they do."

"If you're good, I'll kiss you." Shi Ye put his finger on Sheng Xia's mouth, "Lick."

Sheng Xia's mouth is really pretty.In the past, when Shi Ye saw his mouth opening and closing when he spoke, he often thought that it should be very comfortable to suck in his mouth, and it seems good to swallow other things.It has a powerful mouth, it can sing and eat, it can eat other things, and it can hurt itself.Now he is really well-behaved, he can do whatever he asks, even though it makes Shi Ye not happy at all.

He probably just didn't want to make himself angry, so he licked it seriously.Fingers and palms were licked one by one. Seeing Shengxia's ears getting redder and redder, Shi Ye might be really embarrassed.

The hand that was licked clean by Sheng Xia dug out a piece of Vaseline, with lubricating ointment and Sheng Xia's saliva, and finally entered his own body.At the beginning, only two fingers were inserted, and when Sheng Xia began to blush and hum, Shi Ye asked, "Are you afraid?"

In fact, I was afraid. My body was invaded by foreign objects for the first time, and I was still nervous.Sheng Xia felt that his current appearance probably looked very bad, he was too hasty, unprepared, he might smell of sweat, and it didn't smell good.

But Shi Ye remained calm, looking at him as if he knew everything, as if he knew what he was thinking, what he was afraid of, and what he was embarrassed about.If it wasn't for being able to feel the erection under his body and just looking at his expression, Sheng Xia would have felt that Shi Ye was not teasing himself, but playing the piano on stage, just like his usual indifferent and careless appearance.

He couldn't hold back and said to Shi Ye, "Don't be afraid. Brother...you don't like me, but I'm willing to sleep with you."

Shi Ye's movements paused for a moment, and then Sheng Xia felt that Shi Ye's mood changed from dark black to angry red again.

"Shut up," Shi Ye sounded unhappy, "Stop talking."

After getting used to it, something is wrong.Shi Ye's fingertips were rough, turning and pressing inside, making it itchy and numb when he went in and out.He couldn't help scratching Shi Ye's sweaty back. At first it was because of discomfort, but then he scratched lightly because it was comfortable.Uncomfortably comfortable.His legs became weaker and weaker, and he began to sweat, and felt Shi Ye grabbing his buttocks and rubbing them again.

It took too long to expand and lubricate, so long that Sheng Xia felt that it was a process of torturing himself.He lay on Shi Ye's legs, his legs were stretched wide and he was repeatedly inserted by his fingers. At first he held back and didn't cry, but when it got hotter and hotter, he began to moan intermittently with a crying voice.The place where there was a reaction was in front of Shi Ye's leg, and he didn't dare to touch it, so he rubbed it lightly, shaking his hips to cater to the movement of the opponent's fingers.

The color changed again.Midsummer saw that Shi Ye turned into a warm orange with a little gold, the color of gentle sunlight, flowing over his body like comfortable water pouring on him, enveloping him.

It seems that some order is breaking down.

"Brother," Sheng Xia couldn't help it, and said with a trembling voice, "Come in. I haven't done it with anyone else, I don't know how, you can do whatever you want."

He didn't want to kiss anymore, anyway, when Shi Ye was holding him, they were naked facing each other, with each other's body fluids and sweat on their bodies, it didn't matter if they kissed or not, if they didn't, they didn't.

"No, it's your first time." Shi Ye said in a low voice, "Slow down."

Sheng Xia clasped Shi Ye's shoulders, and was dazed by the calloused fingers in his back hole.He couldn't tell where he was, he just felt out of breath, so he could only open his mouth and start calling, as if he had been calling Shi Ye's name all the time, and there were a few voices that sounded like a coquettish brother.

The old wall in front of him is mottled, with some old posters pasted on it. The one facing midsummer is Nirvana. Standing in the middle, Cobain's eyes are empty, and he doesn't seem to have a smile, and it seems that a half-smile is not a smile , looking at them with his usual indifference and arrogance.

A floating feeling of uncertainty enveloped him in an instant, Sheng Xia looked into the eyes of the rock singer he liked, and finally slumped down and cried: "Brother...I'm so uncomfortable...Come in, I'm clean , I haven't done it with anyone else..."

Shi Ye didn't listen, his hands were still moving.

Sheng Xia's body is very beautiful, white and clean, with thin bones, and she is very obedient when held in her arms. It is a body that can easily make people desire.

It's just too white, and there will be a red mark if you scratch it lightly, and there will be a mark when you bite it.Shi Ye counted the hickey marks he left on Sheng Xia's shoulders, and there are only 6 of them now, not even double digits.

"Then tell me first," Shi Ye kissed Sheng Xia's ear, sucked his earlobe in his mouth slowly, and felt that his tone was still gentle, "What is hanging around your neck?"

A strange-looking necklace hung around Sheng Xia's neck, which was tightly wrapped around something, with a black pick hanging in the middle, which was very old.

Sheng Xia hesitated for a moment, and then said intermittently: "It is... the string you changed in Dali back then. I took it and wound it into a necklace, and in the middle is the pick you used."

Shi Ye was really stunned for a long time this time.

He was probably bewitched by something, and Shi Ye felt his heart softening again.Everything that happened so far is telling him to forget it, it's all over, forget it.

So he pinched the back of Sheng Xia's neck, and with the warmth of summer, he kissed Sheng Xia's slightly opened lips deeply, as if waiting for him.

It was sweet, and he seemed to still have the taste of the chocolate cone he had eaten before.At the moment when Shi Ye really had his lips in midsummer, he had an illusion that they were in love, as if they had never missed each other, and everything was still in that summer four years ago.

Even if it's their first kiss.

Midsummer is too jerky.From his expression, movements, panting, we can see that he is cramped and careful, as well as a little bit of flattery.

Shi Ye felt that everything happened because of instinct.Following his instinct, he picked him up and put him on the bed that he slept in when he was a child, and spread Sheng Xia's legs to the two sides, exposing the mouth that had been inserted by his fingers for a long time, and then used his instinct to penetrate to the deepest point, and began to push his body the next person.

The moment he was wrapped, his scalp felt numb, and then this soft, beautiful, summer body and voice began to tremble, pinching his waist.Because the foreplay was done for too long, he was full of people all of a sudden, only moved a couple of times, and Sheng Xia ejaculated tremblingly, and began to convulse, almost unconsciously shouting: "Brother Shi Ye..."

"You are usually dull, but now you are sensitive." Shi Ye's tone was soothing, he slowly rubbed the heels of Sheng Xia's legs, and touched the water brought out from the intercourse, "Don't cry."

"I don't know, I didn't cry... Brother Shi Ye, I feel dizzy."

Shi Ye seemed to be smiling, and asked him slowly, "Are you comfortable?"

Midsummer was sweating all over.He was wrapped in the smell of Shi Ye on the bed, and he felt as if he had been thrown into hot water, which was both comfortable and uncomfortable.

Shi Ye pressed against him, seeing his expression of being fucked into a mess, there was water on his face, probably from saliva, sweat and tears, and his eyes were very red.

Breathing heavily, Shi Ye pulled out his penis, scooped up the soft Sheng Xia, put it on the bedside and knelt down, pinched his nipples and began to swing vigorously again, each stroke was deep and fast.Sheng Xia leaned on the qin with her upper body, and the qin was playing chaotically.Shi Ye sucked his cheek, and asked again: "Is it comfortable?"

"...Slow down..." Sheng Xia followed his instinct to hide, although it was useless, "I'm so hot, bro."

Shi Ye sucked Sheng Xia's neck repeatedly, this was the 12th hickey.When Sheng Xia was pushed so hard that his whole body trembled again, Shi Ye pinched his waist and said, "Have you thought about doing this with me?"

He wanted to hide, but he didn't have the strength to do so. If he pushed down on him, his waist softened, and he pushed into his stomach. He couldn't kneel at all, so he could only half lie on the piano on the bedside, with his legs wide open, to be fucked.Shi Ye's hand never let him go, as if teasing him, and soon there was soreness and pain, Shi Ye smiled again, "So comfortable?"

"Brother... don't push it there..." Sheng Xia panicked a little, and unconsciously began to cry, "It's so sour there."

"Okay." After Shi Ye agreed, he immediately went to the point that he didn't want and started to push hard. Sheng Xia couldn't stand such a fierce push, he wanted to ask a few more words, but when he opened his mouth, he just moaned. Ye pushed harder.

The crackle was louder than the sound of the harp.Sheng Xia cried softly while touching Shi Ye's fingers, licking the cocoons, fingerprints, sweat, and her own smell with her tongue.

He was squeezed into the waist, and Shi Ye seemed to be very interested in his body, touching him up and down, really touching, kneading with a little strength, his palms were sweaty, from his shoulders to his buttocks, wet The heels of his legs, and his feet... Sheng Xia couldn't control it, the hotter and tighter the bottom, the more he could feel a thick and hot thing opening up and filling him.

He wanted to please Shi Ye, so he raised his hips according to his imaginary debauchery, touched Shi Ye's fingers, licked them, and tried to scream softly.But the effect doesn't seem to be good. Sheng Xia thinks it's not right. He thinks he should be easy to fuck like this, but Shi Ye seems unhappy, and his mood changes from golden to dark red that is not happy. He also said to him: " You are so interesting."

Sheng Xia also didn't understand why Shi Ye was always angry with himself.

Then he was turned over by Shi Ye, and the front was pressed on the piano.He also got a kiss from Shi Ye, at first he kissed his eyes, and then he went down to cover his mouth, the frequency under his body made him go limp and dizzy, but he only felt that kiss, as if It is still bitter, a bit like the fruit of early summer, sour and bitter, immature.

But he could feel that his body was accepting everything about Shi Ye, his emotions, sweat, strength, desire, and even colors and memories.He let go of his legs and his body went limp to meet all of this, he was so fucked that he could only sway and rub Shi Ye's waist.Soon he had an orgasm for the second time, and Shi Ye kissed his cries and shouts, but no one heard him.

They were nailed together tightly, midsummer was just so trembling and hallucinated by the climax... He couldn't see Shi Ye's emotions, those black, red, dark blue, all disappeared, this time he saw him What was there was a mass of color, tangled together, still glowing.

When Shi Ye ejaculated inside him, Sheng Xia got another bitter kiss.

He dazedly bit Shi Ye's upper lip and sucked Shi Ye's breath, which was like oxygen to him, warm and unique.He seemed to hear something in the gap where the color slowly dissipated in his head. When his consciousness slowly came back, he saw Shi Ye's face, eyes, black hair, and the small patch on his forehead. scar.

He tried to entangle his feet with Shi Ye's, and then shrank into Shi Ye's arms carefully.The bed under him was messed up by them, and the piano at the head of the bed was wet. It was only then that Sheng Xia saw the scores on the bed, which were crumpled, and some of them floated to the ground.

The voice he heard was the song played by the canteen downstairs, Luo Dayou's "Childhood".In addition to singing, there are cicadas singing, and the sound of children crying and crying.But the strange thing is that he hadn't heard of these before.

"—On the banyan tree by the pond, Cicada is calling Xia Tian loudly."

When Shi Ye looked at him, there seemed to be a little nostalgia in his eyes, but more coldness.

"On the swing by the playground, only butterflies rest on it."

Shi Ye's voice sounded a little tired.

"I'll be thirty after this year, and I don't feel like playing with children anymore."

The voice of the song was loud, and Shi Ye's voice was almost covered, but Sheng Xia could hear it clearly.

"I'm not a nice guy. You know I'm going to do this to you and mess you up, but you're still here."

"—Day after day, year after year, looking forward to the childhood of growing up."

The light in the summer afternoon is a bit dim yellow, but the light is still very warm.Midsummer finished Shi Ye's dizzy words as if he was angry and warning, their bodies were still hugging each other, he was still holding Shi Ye's penis that hadn't softened completely, and downstairs was still singing the babbling longing longing big childhood.

"——How many days are always, a person stares at the sky in a daze."

Shi Ye also seemed to feel that the picture was very contrasting, so he lowered his head and smiled briefly.They're doing this upstairs, and downstairs they're playing adults singing to kids about their childhoods.

He plucked Sheng Xia's forehead hair: "I really want to crush you to death now, but I also want to force you to say that no matter what, I will never leave in the future. Tell me, am I crazy?"

"—Just such a fantasy, such a curious, such a lonely childhood."

Sheng Xia touched Shi Ye's sweaty back with his hands.He always felt that Shi Ye seemed very unhappy now, and he wanted to get some proof from himself.

He was actually very uncomfortable, very dizzy, very tired, and uncomfortable down there.But after thinking about it, he still responded in a low voice: "Brother, I am willing to do both."

During the gap between Shi Ye's stupefaction, he added carefully, "Brother Shi Ye, are you still here?"