Pilot

"A Letter to My Future Self"

Hi!My future self, hello!

Don't know what color yours is today?It's a good weather here now, it's orange today, and my hair is also orange now.

After this cup of cappuccino is finished and I finish writing this letter, Teacher Shi Ye will come to see me after work, and we will have dinner together.I bought a bag of oranges, peeled them and put them in a fresh-keeping box. I tasted a sweet one. Teacher Shi Ye should like it!Also, I'm listening to Suede's "LostinTV" right now, and a man and a woman sitting across from me are arguing, and that girl has a cute little pig hanging on her bag... Sorry, I wrote a lot, but I I want your future self to read this letter and remember this day.

I don't know how old you are in this future.Maybe ten years from now?Have we acted in the South in ten years time...Ten years, if you think about it like this, it seems like a very distant concept.

What was I doing ten years ago?Ten years ago, I was still in junior high school. I just met Teacher Shi Ye and heard his voice through the earphones.I remember that there was a boy named Zhao Tianfeng (I will always remember you Zhao Tianfeng) in my junior high school class. That day he snatched my notebook away and read it aloud in class. All the classmates laughed at me.When he was in class, he wanted to grab the Nokia 7500 that my mother had just bought for me to play Snake.I seemed quite angry at the time, so I whispered to Feng Min that I would have an appointment with him at Windmill Square after school.Feng Min told me that Zhao Tianfeng was so fat, how could I beat him!Then she said that it’s okay if you want to listen to the music or not. There was a band that released a very strange song, and it was so good. I’ll go to the broadcasting room and order a song for you!

After Feng Min finished speaking, he left.I had nothing to do, so I took the cigarettes Feng Min gave me and went to the equipment room on the fourth floor to smoke.At that time, I felt very angry, Zhao Tianfeng really hated it, and also hated the Chinese class in the next period, and also hated my mother always not coming home, everything is going well, why is it so bad!I smoked my first cigarette there.Double Happiness, only six yuan, not a very good cigarette, Feng Min told me that she bought this kind of cigarette because she was looking at it, and she said that the Xibao written by Yishu smoked this kind of cigarette, which is very cool.I don't think it's cool when I smoke it, I just feel that the taste of this cigarette is very bitter, refreshing and bitter.It may be the first time I have smoked a cigarette, and I feel a little dizzy when I inhale it.

Then Teacher Shi Ye's voice came out.There is a small speaker above the corner where I squat, and his voice hits my ears through the medium.The smoke in my hand was still floating, I forgot to inhale it, when the song was about to end, the smoke was burning close, burning my fingers, I was still listening to that cool voice.I listened so hard I forgot who I was, where I was, I saw everything in front of me disappear, I saw black holes, I saw the universe, I saw me become a tiny dot, I became so small , I'm almost gone.

Then a teacher passed by and found me hiding inside and smoking.I ran out through the back door, ran down the third floor, the second floor, the first floor, and ran to the playground...the playground was full of that sound, that sound was close and far away, that song, that sound pushed me to run more and more on the playground Hurry up, that voice pushed me into the air... The teacher was chasing me, he couldn't catch up with me, everyone around me was looking at me, I think they saw me flying, and the wings I had grown , They were all so surprised, they were all envious of me, that moment was the highlight moment of my junior high school.

I think love happens in that moment.It has nothing to do with Teacher Shi Ye, but I have been changed.

Ugh...why write this?I am afraid that you in the future will forget.I hope that no matter how old you are in the future, you will not forget that day.In the future, we must thank Zhao Tianfeng, Feng Min for his cigarettes, my junior high school, and the dean who chased me all over the school.Thank you for that day, thank mom, dad, thank the world, thank you for everything, thank you for being alive, thank you for meeting Teacher Shi Ye.If you win the Golden Melody Award in the future, you can say it like this when you say your acceptance speech!

You in the future won't forget that day, will you?I write this to tell you in the future, this is very important, you have to remember why you walked into his life.Why?Because he needs you to get close, he is waiting for you to make him not so hard, he needs a lot of love, and now I, and the future you, happen to have a lot of love for him, in order to use resources rationally , You have to walk to him and give him everything without reservation.If you in the future have some vague impressions of this memory, then I hope you will go back and read that story when you see this line, read it three times, read it three times after reading it, and remember it firmly. forget.How can I forget?The way it happened, you can't forget that day without forgetting anything.

Don’t know the future, have you thought about what you are looking for?Because Brother Gao Ce asked me this question just yesterday, and I discussed it with Teacher Shi Ye.Brother Gao Ce asked me, is it because Teacher Shi Ye plays rock and roll, so I sing rock and roll?I think this is a very stupid question. I started to like singing because of Teacher Shi Ye. Why do everyone like to ask such stupid questions.I said of course, everyone still laughed at me and said, why do you have no self at all, teacher Shi Ye likes everything, you just like it, why are you like this?

Have you figured this out in the future?You can take a look at what I thought when I was 23 years old:

Teacher Shi Ye and I have never completely agreed.We have different personalities, different walking speeds, different food preferences, different movies we like to watch, and different books we read. There are many differences.The most similar thing we have is that we have the same understanding of music and rock.I don't have to talk, just play the piano, he knows what I'm thinking.I can see his emotions, and I know the meaning of every note he dials... I think the true meaning of things is probably between him and me, between our similarity and dissimilarity.

He gave me the possibility of life, let me see a bigger, wider and more vast world.He and I may not be pursuing the same established goal, but we have the same direction.Am I without an ego?I think my self-awareness is pretty strong at 23 years old.I still have a lot of things I want to do, and there are still many challenges in my life... I want to exercise well, so that I don’t get sick during the tour and cause trouble for everyone. Make Teacher Shi Ye laugh.I want to read more... Teacher Shi Ye's favorite books, try to enrich my spiritual and cultural life, I also have to learn a lot of delicious dishes, take pictures of them and send them to my mother every time I cook them, so she won't worry about me.

I am so busy, life is so fulfilling and colorful.I guess the future you too?I hope that you in the future will be busy, rich in spirit, and full of energy like me at the age of 23.

The 666 cities will probably not be completed until a long, long time into the future.Teacher Shi Ye told me that life is always running around, from here to there, passing by this person, and then coming to that person... Our future may always be on the road, passing many strange faces, 23 years old I think it's fun and not tiring.Your future self should think the same way, right?I hope you think so, and if you have other ideas, please go back and reread what I wrote earlier, three times.

Sigh, think about it this way, I think you in the future will definitely live a good life, I don't need to say anything else, Teacher Shi Ye asked me to go out, so this is the end of the conversation with you.

Wait a minute... just one more thing.

If teacher Shi Ye is by your side when you read this letter in the future, then... the 23-year-old me has a request!You will definitely say yes!

Come and kiss him, please, and say to him:

I love you.

From 23-year-old Midsummer.