Pilot

When going back, Shi Ye said that he would not drive without an umbrella, so he took a walk.

Sheng Xia thought for a while and said, "Your throat has been uncomfortable for the past two days, isn't it? You've been coughing all the time, and you'll catch a cold easily when the weather changes. It's better to go back by car and don't get caught in the rain."

They were all drunk and couldn't drive.

Shi Ye glanced at him: "You've been so talkative lately."

"It's not long-winded, it's because I'm afraid you will get sick."

"It's because you get sick more easily." Shi Ye raised his eyelids, "I caught a cold last week when I kicked the quilt."

Sheng Xia didn't agree to anything this time, frowned and said a few more words, and dragged Shi Ye into the taxi.

In fact, after living together, Sheng Xia did what he said and did all the chores of taking care of Shi Ye's daily life.What happened to Xie Hong recently made Shi Ye very irritable and irritable. Sheng Xia coaxed him from morning to night every day, and he talked several times more than before.

Thinking about it carefully, Shi Ye thought it was quite interesting.

"I used to be absent-minded. It doesn't seem like I don't know how to take care of others, but I'm just lazy, right?" Shi Ye saw Sheng Xia pulling his sleeve up the stairs in the dark, pulling himself even though he couldn't see him. He thought it was funny, "I'll change you later." Just take care of me."

Sheng Xia just smiled: "Obviously you like to take care of me, besides, I don't necessarily want you to take care of me, but I think...you will feel...a sense of certainty when you take care of me? I also I don’t understand you. Anyway, I think you enjoy it very much, and I also feel very happy, so this model is not bad. I can take care of you all the time, but do you really want it?”

"It doesn't seem to be interesting to argue about this." Shi Ye shook his head, tactfully and humbly, "You're too stupid, I'll just work harder."

"Oh." Sheng Xia's tone was quite indifferent, "Actually, I was deliberately stupid in front of you, because I feel that you just want to say something about me, and I always want you to have something to say."

Shi Ye glanced at him, thinking that you are really good at talking, "What did I say about you? You don't like to listen?"

Sheng Xia found out the key and shook his head like a dog: "It's nothing, I love to hear what you say! I am your leg pendant, and what you say is the Bible!"

When Shi Ye watched Sheng Xia open the door, help him hang up his coat, and boil hot water, he suddenly felt a little dazed.

If there is no one else in the family, as in today's situation, he would probably lie on the sofa after returning home and fool around overnight.There will be no other person walking in and out in front of me wearing slippers, calling him several times when he can't find something, from Teacher Shi Ye to brother Shi Ye.Every time Sheng Xia calls him in the study, Shi Ye actually hears it but just doesn't want to respond. He likes to hear Sheng Xia call him loudly at home, and then walk to his side by himself.

Shi Ye watched Sheng Xia throw the dirty clothes into the washing machine, and suddenly said, "I don't want to take a shower anymore, I'm too tired."

Sheng Xia was pouring laundry detergent into it, but he didn't turn his head back: "I'd better wash it, I'm still sweating after running all day today, and when you wake up tomorrow, you will hate your smell, and you will be in a bad mood."

Shi Ye took a step closer to him, and said, "I'm too tired, I don't want to wash."

Sheng Xia murmured: "You said the same thing yesterday, you are very tired every day."

"You washed it for me yesterday."

"I know, I'll wash it for you today." Shengxia started the washing machine, turned around and hugged Shiye, "I've been working hard recently, I'll wash it for you, and I'll do it for you in the future."

After getting acquainted with each other, Sheng Xia began to feel a strange sense of responsibility towards Shi Ye.

Shi Ye imitated Midsummer's tone, and said solemnly: "Thank you."

Sheng Xia smiled: "You're welcome, it should be."

Shi Ye raised his hand so that Sheng Xia could help him undress: "Is this what I call 'cultivating' you, I taught you to take care of me, I feel like I've earned a little."

After taking off Shi Ye's, Sheng Xia took off her own, jokingly said: "Actually, to be precise, you should use my blind idol worship mentality to turn me around, and now I'm at your mercy to make you a fool." horse."

Shi Ye nodded: "This is called fucking fans. Speaking of which, I've been thinking for a while recently, if one day the things between the two of us are made public or exposed, I will definitely be scolded by your fans forever and ever. "Although it's almost the same now.

"Yes, I actually still regard you as an idol now." Sheng Xia stepped on Shi Ye's feet, and slowly moved to the bathroom while kissing Shi Ye, "It's good to be able to take care of my idol. Actually I always feel that the one being taken care of will want to be needed more psychologically, like... the feeling that you are willing to give yourself to me. You are willing to let me take care of you, and I am very grateful to you. "

Shi Ye was so uncomfortable being rubbed by him, he simply hugged him into the bathtub, "Why do I feel that your IQ and speaking skills fluctuate? You are absent-minded all day, so you are smart when you flirt with me, right?"

"Because other things are not important, you are more important, I don't care much about other things." Sheng Xia turned on the water and began to help Shi Ye take a bath, "You think so?"

The light in the bathroom illuminated Sheng Xia's face very gently.He lowered his brows and eyes, and washed very slowly, just like he usually does, slowly, his hands slid back and forth on Shi Ye's body, rubbing with a little force.

"Yes." Shi Ye nodded, and he leaned over to kiss Sheng Xia's forehead, "You actually know that you are smarter than anyone else, and you understand life better than most people. You don't think too much, you don't Being disturbed by irrelevant things, thinking about things has its own logic, you are suitable for this line of work, you only focus on those few things, you know what the focus of your life is, I envy you."

"Think too much and grow old quickly." Sheng Xia helped Shi Ye press down his head, "I tend to let myself go, and don't think about it when I can't figure it out. Did you forget what Sister Hong said when she left?"

Shi Ye was silent for a while, and then said: "She said that she was gorgeous, and she died well."

"If you think about it carefully, this kind of parting is actually considered complete." Sheng Xia said, "But we still owe her an assignment."

The day before Xie Hong left, they went to visit.Xie Hong was chatting with a little boy in the next ward. The little boy was lying on the bed and writing something. It was a composition, and what was the subject of writing a letter to his future self.Xie Hong stared at the boy as he finished writing the letter, and after reading it, he said to Shi Ye and the others: "I give you a homework assignment, remember to write an essay when you go back, for your future self, and leave it to me next time examine."

Before they finished writing and showed Xie Hong, she left.

When Xie Hong was mentioned, they were all silent afterwards.

After taking a shower, Shi Ye got dressed and heard Sheng Xia calling him in the study. He walked over and saw that the dusty telescope was taken out and set up. Sheng Xia was sitting on the ground with earphones on, pointing at them and laughing Say: "I'm listening to you singing, playing it very loudly, I shouldn't be able to hear you."

Shi Ye raised his eyebrows and said, "Then why did you call me here?"

Sheng Xia couldn't hear it, so of course he began to answer irrelevant questions and talk to himself: "I have something to say, but I'm afraid you will scold me, so I wear headphones. Let's communicate now,"

Shi Ye thought to himself that there are new tricks every day. He glanced at the telescope beside him, sighed, and said in a low voice, "From now on, that telescope...don't take it out."

"I woke up in the middle of the night and saw that you were not in bed. I came to this room and stared at this telescope in a daze." Sheng Xia said, "I drew the you of that night after I woke up the next day, and it was in this room. And I dreamed of such a scene... It's very strange, like I've heard it somewhere. It seems that someone told me why the band is called Aviators. It probably refers to a very lonely child who was abandoned by very important people. , he was floating in the universe alone. Teacher Shi Ye, you are singing the universe in my ears right now."

The room was very quiet.

Can't you hear me?If you can't hear me, you still have to talk through me and see through me.

Shi Ye paused for a moment, and then said: "This is where "Universe" was written, and I am sitting in your current position. A long time ago, there was a person next to that position, he would surround me, and we would look at the stars together. "

You can't hear it anyway.

Sheng Xia said to himself: "I don't think you want to tell me, and I don't know how to express it. I just don't want to see you wake up alone at night and stay here in a daze. If you wake up in the middle of the night and feel unhappy If you want to wake me up, I will talk to you, don't come here to be in a daze, or I will throw this thing away." After speaking, he pointed to the astronomical telescope next to him.

Shi Ye smiled: "I just don't want to disturb your sleep, so you care about this?"

This is an exchange where the other party's words cannot be heard, and it seems that they are talking to themselves.They are not on the same channel, but they can all hear the answers they want to hear.The text is out of order, each talking their own way, not communication, but more like two independent individuals confiding themselves.

Sheng Xia looked at him and said: "It's easy to misunderstand when talking, and many misunderstandings are caused by words. Next time we try to communicate like this. If you think what I said makes sense, just nod and give me a kiss."

Shi Ye sat in front of him, smiled and said, "You want me to be dumb."

Sheng Xia said: "I hope you won't be sad. When you are sad, you can kiss me once, and I will pay you back twice."

Shi Ye shook his head: "You are too naive."

Sheng Xia was having more and more fun, and continued: "Mr. Shi Ye, you seem to have ice in your singing voice. Listen carefully, it's actually rock sugar. I only like you when I listen to this song. I will forget the time when I hear it. "

Shi Ye kissed him: "Where did you learn so many rainbow farts?"

Sheng Xia approached him, touched Shi Ye's lips, touched twice, and said: "Language is invalid, everything is invalid, I am still in contact with you, you are the color of the sun now, I love you."

Shi Ye nodded and kissed his ear: "Well, thank you for loving me."

That scene stretched very long in Sheng Xia's mind.

The single song was still looping in his ears, Sheng Xia didn't take off his headphones, he went to hug Shi Ye, in this small room, he felt that he was hugging Shi Ye's past, and a heavy shadow.

Shi Ye opened and closed his mouth, what would he say?There is no way to imagine, there are so many possibilities, and that possibility is fresh, the same as every time I look at him.

Who would Shi Ye think of when he comes here in the middle of the night?Miss parents?Think about it?Want to thank Hong?

No matter who thinks about it, he seems to be depressed, how can he be left alone.

Sheng Xia listened to the voice in the earphones and thought... His voice is really nice, it hooks you in a daze, his legs are soft, low, he keeps pressing you down, you surrender to that obsession, that voice is the switch, it turns on love and desire start.

"I listened to you sing on the bed once, when I was fifteen or sixteen years old. At that time, I didn't know that I liked you, that kind of liking. I just touched it quietly and thought your voice was very sexy. I didn't even I have told others, and this is the only time I have the nerve to tell you." Sheng Xia bent down and put her face on Shi Ye's chest, "My legs are weak. Look at me, I have a reaction when my name is called. Especially When you look at me... I think you are the sea, I want to jump in and shout, I want to cry."

Shi Ye looked at Sheng Xia with gentle eyes, and he didn't speak anymore.

He sat up on his knees, rubbed Sheng Xia's hair, put his penis into Sheng Xia's mouth, watched him stick out his tongue, hesitating deeply and shallowly.

Sheng Xia was still listening to Shi Ye singing in the earphones.He pulled back his panties and spread his legs to stretch himself.He saw Shi Ye's face light up slowly, he felt hot, Shi Ye was even hotter, like a crater that was about to erupt, hot and scorching hot, and he became so small that he fell into it.

Shengxia has a strange delusion every time he hugs, what he swallows is the most vulnerable part of Shi Ye's body, they can't give it to each other, the shame buried in his heart becomes a catalyst, the more he sucks, the more itchy, the more The thirstier you eat, not only the body, but also the barrenness of the brain is clamoring.In Shi Ye's hands, the one playing the guitar, there are many calloused fingers touching him.

Shi Ye said, but Sheng Xia couldn't hear it: "Your voice sounds better than a guitar."

He spat out his penis and said, "I've been thinking about you touching me. Touching myself with that pick you used, and I'm thinking about your hand, and I'll be hard, imagining me on you Get down on your knees and you come in from behind and ride me. I'm crying and I'm cumming, I keep having these dreams, all brilliant dreams."

Shi Ye smiled, took off his earphones, hugged Sheng Xia and knelt down.He took a pick from the side, and gently slid it on Sheng Xia's body, while sliding, he kissed him to lubricate his back.

Sheng Xia's legs suddenly softened.He was in a strange state, his eyes were blurred, at first glance he looked like he had been drugged, and his chest began to turn red.Shi Ye did it very slowly this time. He carefully watched Sheng Xia's expression and body changes, and when he felt that it was almost done, he sent himself in and started to move.

After moving twice, he remembered something. He originally wanted to take out a condom and was about to pull it out, but Sheng Xia grabbed his hand from behind, raised his upper body slightly, and began to fiddle with his hips back and forth to get a condom, looking for himself In a comfortable place, scream while moving, moving faster and faster.He was red all over, moved eagerly and clumsily, panting with his mouth open.

Shi Ye also couldn't see him like this, so he raised one leg to stabilize him, and pushed him inward vigorously.

He couldn't kneel anymore, his body was covered with sweat, and the two hugged each other, breathing was hot.The earphones are really loud, inside is 19-year-old Shi Ye singing, and behind him is 29-year-old Shi Ye entering him, stabbing him, covering his ears, asking if I can shoot you well, or use the back, Eh, you are shaking.

That voice was an aphrodisiac, and Sheng Xia ejaculated tremblingly just after listening to it.Shi Ye bit his neck and patted his buttocks, kept moving, and said, you smell delicious.

Sheng Xia struggled at the climax of tears and turned to kiss Shi Ye.

Still trembling slightly, he whispered: "I'll be good to you, very good. I'm younger than you, and I can probably live longer than you. I'll take care of you until you die. I'll learn Take care of you all the time, you have to trust me, don’t come here alone in a daze in the future, you have to call me. I will always watch you, whether you are sad or happy, I will watch you, I will not leave. "

Shi Ye looked into Sheng Xia's eyes. At this moment, he only felt that his eyes were sore, and he really wanted to write a song.

In a trance, he seemed to see a hometown he had never met before, far and near in his sight, and finally fixed in Sheng Xia's eyes.

Shi Ye looked at the astronomical telescope next to him and said in a low voice, "Okay."