Pilot

After Shi Ye left Dali, Sheng Xia fell seriously ill.

He was a premature baby, and his health was not very good. I don't know if it was the rain or other stimuli. He lay in the hospital in a daze for nearly half a month. when.As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Zhao Jie and said, "Mom, let me go to Beijing."

Zhao Jie didn't answer, Sheng Xia couldn't hear the reply, and cried in a daze.

Afterwards the fever subsided, and Sheng Xia began to vomit and have diarrhea, and large rashes appeared on his chest and back, which was extremely terrifying.He himself was so sick that he was unconscious, and his hands and feet were scratched and covered in blood.

That little half month almost killed him.Zhao Jie took him to see Chinese medicine, Western medicine, injections, Chinese medicine, acupuncture, and everything else, and almost invited a sorceress to dance to him to exorcise him.

and after.later.

He was always lying down, sick, and he was too lazy to talk to Zhao Jie.

Zhao Jie watched over him tirelessly every day, calling him from the bedside: "Midsummer, midsummer—"

"midsummer--"

"You talk to mom."

"midsummer."

"midsummer--"

Sheng Xia heard the word Beijing in his head in a trance, he wanted to open his eyes, but he couldn't lift his eyelids, they were too heavy.He opened his mouth, frowned and shouted weakly: "Mom, stop barking...it's so annoying."

Niu Xiaojun and Shi Ye who were beside the hospital bed were both taken aback.

After being dazed, Niu Xiaojun immediately blew his hair, turned on the troll mode and turned to Shi Ye: "Look! Good guy, how much enmity do you have with him? I have never seen anyone send someone to the hospital on 38.9, you are still human Master Shi? This is called mother, what should I do if I burn stupid? I ask you? Are you responsible?"

Shi Ye frowned. He originally wanted to spray it back, but he was at a loss for this matter, so he could only say: "...an accident."

"Isn't your accident too much?" Niu Xiaojun shook his eyelids, "How did Sheng Xia provoke you to dig your ancestral grave? Why are you like this? Shi Ye, I didn't see that you still have that tendency? I said , can you make trouble with someone else? I beg you, this kid can't do it, you have to play him to death to be happy?"

Shi Ye's head was full of black lines, and he was also in a very upset mood now, he didn't want to say a word, so he just looked at Sheng Xia and left Niu Xiaojun alone.

After a while, Shi Ye's phone kept ringing.He didn't answer, just sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at his hands.When Shi Ye's phone finished ringing, Niu Xiaojun's started ringing again.

After Niu Xiaojun answered the phone, he held his forehead and asked, "What's the matter with you, you still let Zhou Baiyan dove? I just sent a text message to say that I couldn't go at night, and people called me to ask what happened to you! You want me to How come? Said you got someone into the hospital??"

Shi Ye's tone was flat: "Just tell him it's a family matter."

Niu Xiaojun took a deep breath, and couldn't help but want to exhale: "Are you still freaking out? What kind of family is Sheng Xia? Did you send your family members to the hospital?"

Sheng Xia on the hospital bed was in a daze of fever. Hearing the voice, he called out again in a low voice: "Mom."

Shi Ye frowned.

He stepped forward and touched Sheng Xia's forehead, and in extreme irritability, he broke off Sheng Xia's fingers that had been holding the quilt one by one, pinched them in his hands, and said impatiently: "Your mother is not here, don't talk, just be careful." sleep."

"..." Niu Xiaojun looked at the shocking hickey marks on Shengxia's neck, and thought it was some kind of nonsense, "I really want to open an account to hack you online, Master Shi... What do you want me to say about you? I As I said before, for a band, why do you make it so ugly? This is not your style of doing things!"

Niu Xiaojun didn't have the chance to continue to breathe out his fragrance. When the doctor came to see him, he could only go out to listen to the precautions.When the room finally quieted down, Shi Ye had time to sigh.

This kid is really not in good health.

But no matter how healthy he was, Shi Ye couldn't endure such tossing.After doing it too many times and drinking too much wine, Shi Ye carried him to take a bath, and Sheng Xia was trembling when he came out, shrinking into Shi Ye's arms.At that time, Shi Ye realized that something was wrong, but he was still angry, so he threw Sheng Xia, who was unconscious and drunk, on the bed, and went out to buy food and anti-inflammatory drugs.But when he came back, he saw that Sheng Xia was unbearably hot and had a fever.

Shi Ye looked at Sheng Xia, and whispered to himself: "We are not suitable. You see that I am so indebted, such a bastard, you should stay away."

Sheng Xia didn't know what he dreamed of, and kept repeating in a daze: "Let me go to Beijing."

His palms were sweaty, and Shi Ye's palms were also sweaty, and the palms were sticky together.

Shi Ye rubbed the sweat in their hands, thinking that time flies by, and he has not made any progress. The losses he has suffered in the past few years have been fed to the dogs, and he has gone to three people, and he is still holding his hand in a daze. It's annoying, but I just can't explain why.

Shi Ye cleared his throat, frowned, and returned to Midsummer in a coaxing tone: "You're in Beijing."

Midsummer is really burnt out.He was dizzy, and said again: "—you let me find him."

Shi Ye couldn't hold back and squeezed Sheng Xia's hand hard.He endured it for a long time before he whispered, "Who are you looking for? Sleep with you and stop talking."

Sheng Xia has been talking nonsense, repeating those few words over and over again.

The veins on Shi Ye's forehead kept throbbing.He answered absent-mindedly, and stopped answering Sheng Xia later, and just looked at the other party in a daze.

In the past four years, Shi Ye felt that he might never have walked out of that summer, nor had he seen the way he looked at himself in midsummer.In fact, he seldom recalled the details. He recalled the days in Dali... It was obviously not long, only a few weeks, and he was not a special person, so why couldn't he forget it?nonsense.

After returning to Beijing, he forced himself to work, brainwashed himself that I don't like men, shut himself up to write songs and practice piano, and got drunk again and again.While rejoicing that he was probably just obsessed with how he could really fall in love with a man, he began to write songs related to summer crazily, writing one by one, and writing once when he was drunk, which was extremely annoying.

It took him four years to prove that he was a complete failure. He admitted that he had lost, and he couldn't forget it.

It took him four years to accept the fact that I was really gay.

He hated midsummer, hated that summer.Because he hated Shi Junfeng, Shi Ye hated himself for going on this path, it was too ironic, what is this?The precarious vanity and pretense are broken at the first glance, and those who cannot pass the hurdle in their hearts will never be able to wake up.Shi Ye ran amok in his own world in a daze, competing with himself, and finally the outlet he found was hatred.Hating Shengxia turned him into a marginal person like Shi Junfeng, and pushed him far away.

Hate is the most reasonable thing, isn't it, what else can I do except hate him.

Impossible is grievance, impossible, it is hatred.Hate is the purest, if there is kindness to repay kindness and there is vengeance to revenge, how can there be so many you forgive me and I forgive you.You turned Lao Tzu into a mosquito coil and refused to accept it lightly. How innocent are you?

Shi Ye thought for a long time with a cloudy expression.He didn't dare to look at the face on the hospital bed anymore, he pulled his hands out, squeezed the sweat in his hands tightly, got up and strode away.

The heartbeat was too loud, too loud, and too heavy, which made Shi Ye uncomfortable.If you don't leave, your chest will probably bleed.

He didn't even know whether he couldn't face the midsummer who woke up, or he couldn't face his own heart.

When Niu Xiaojun came back, the ward was empty.He was called here to guard Midsummer, Shi Ye was going to rehearse with Zhou Baiyan at night, so he hurriedly called him over.

But in this situation, Niu Xiaojun thinks that Shi Ye is like a scumbag, who eats up, pats his butt and leaves?It's just too deceiving.The more he thought about it, the more angry he took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message in the band group, directly to Aite Shiye.

【ox! 】:shock!A man in Beijing sent another injured man to the hospital late at night, and then left in a hurry without saying a word. Is this a distortion of human nature or a loss of morality? @SY

【ox! 】: @[email protected]@SY

【ox! ]: I'm fucking convinced... Gu Beiye, you have no heart!

Niu Xiaojun sent three messages in a row, but Shi Ye never replied, but other members of the band came out to boisterously.

[Don't think about it]: What's the matter!Who did Grandpa Shi beat into the hospital? ?Reporter or colleague? ?Send me a high-definition picture of the front line so that my wife can taste it!

[Incorrect]:? ? ?Hit someone?What's the situation? ? @ox!

【ox! ]: It’s just domestic violence, it’s a trivial matter, don’t say anything, it’s family affairs @SY

[Incorrect]: That's what I said!The emperor's family affairs are our state affairs, Niu Qing, quickly present the booklet and let us read it for the emperor!

【休想】: Master Shi said @切想

[Incorrect]: Could it be that Master Shi found Guo'er behind our backs?Oops, I'm so anxious this night, @牛!Hurry up and break the news! !

[Don't think about it]: Hurry up and marry Master Shi!Find a handsome guy, believer girl is willing to be a vegetarian all her life, eating candy every day!

【ox! ]: I can’t eat sugar anymore. Xinniu Nicholas Dajun is willing to be a vegetarian all his life. I hope that Shi Ye will spare the beautiful boys in the world, and don’t increase my workload because of domestic violence.

The few of them chattered in the group for a long time, but Shi Ye remained silent.Niu Xiaojun lost his temper completely, thinking to himself that he is really a man's heart needle, don't guess what is on Ben San's mind, let alone ask, if you ask, you just don't know.

In fact, Niu Xiaojun personally thinks that although Shi Ye is not young, he always has a youthful air about him.Obviously, it should be the traits that young people should have, but at his age, it is manifested to the fullest. It is a housekeeping skill to get angry and speak harshly, and to do things well. Some people say that this is true temperament, happy!But Xiaojun Fangniu felt that Shi Ye was a psycho who lived in the guitar.

But those who like him love him like this. People say that our Master Shi is really a 'band'.

Niu Xiaojun stayed with him all night in midsummer. The escort's bed was small, and Niu Xiaojun's back ached from his sleep.When he woke up the next day, Niu Xiaojun reflexively touched his phone to check what time it was, only to see Sheng Xia sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at him frowning.

Niu Xiaojun was startled: "God, ancestor! You wake up and lie down, what are you doing? What's wrong?"

Midsummer shook his head.

Niu Xiaojun exhaled: "Then what...is it still uncomfortable? You have to hang water for a few days and have a good rest. Then...just the wound, Master Shi treated you and gave you medicine. It's nothing serious, just a fever. "

Sheng Xia looked at Niu Xiaojun blankly, and the first thing he said was: "Brother Xiaojun, have you seen my necklace? There is a black pick in the middle, which is a bit old, did you put it away for me? "

"What necklace?" Niu Xiaojun was puzzled, "I didn't see anything on your neck when I came here."

Brother, there are hickeys around your neck, I can't tell where there is a necklace.You don't care about your health, and you ask me what Lao Shizi necklace as soon as you wake up? ?

Sheng Xia looked like he was about to cry, he whispered: "It's a necklace... black, old..."

Niu Xiaojun frowned, speechless.

Midsummer had a mournful face.

"Who took it..."