i see your calling

Lian Yan was startled, and looked over suddenly, the aisle was empty, Shen Pingge laughed and said, "I'm lying to you."

The emotions dissipated all of a sudden, and they couldn't pile them up. Lian Yan glared at Shen Pingge angrily, her eyes were still red, like a rabbit whose hair was pulled for no reason. They sat on the chairs outside - long, pan The silver metallic chair had no warmth, and Lian Yan felt her face was hot again, so she touched Shen Pingge's hand.

"Stop crying," Shen Pingge said with a smile, "If you cry again, your eyes will be swollen tomorrow."

Lian Yan slowly wrote in the palm of his hand: Why did you suddenly mention your mother?

Shen Pingge seldom mentioned his mother in front of him. The last time he mentioned it was when they had just known each other not long ago. With old photo albums spread out in front of him, Shen Pingge told him in sign language that he missed his mother.

"I just want to scare you, it has no other meaning, don't think too much," Shen Pingge grabbed his hand, "A few days ago, my father came to my mother, in order to persuade me to go abroad, don't stay in the country—— guess what?"

Lian Yan's heart skipped a beat and she shook her head.

"My mother said, listen to me," Shen Pingge laughed, "so my father has nothing to do."

Lian Yan also laughed, and there was no one around, he turned his head and kissed Shen Pingge's side face.

When Lian Yan calmed down, she went to the cafeteria outside the hospital to have a meal. Lian Yan repeatedly confirmed to Shen Pingge that her eyes were no longer red before agreeing to enter the ward. Shen Yiming did not lose his temper in front of Lian Yan, but He didn't speak, the eating process seemed extremely long and tormented, Lian Yan sat far away from him, looked at Shen Pingge across the air, and then quickly staggered away.

"Your teacher asked me to go to school, and I'll go tomorrow." Shen Yiming was not used to the food in the hospital, he scribbled half of it and closed the lid, "You stay at home tomorrow, don't go out with your friends anymore— —Xiaoyan, look at him, do you understand?"

Tomorrow is Saturday, no school, Shen Yiming didn't expect Shen Pingge to go to see the teacher with him honestly, it would be nice if he could stay at home obediently.Lian Yan was called by name suddenly, she nodded hurriedly and clenched her hands tightly.

Stayed very late in the hospital and didn't go home until after eleven o'clock. Shen Yiming was not at home. Until tomorrow afternoon, this villa was their home. There was nothing to eat on the way. I bought a street barbecue. Shen Pingge said : "If my dad is at home, he will definitely not let them eat." He added: "Eat it secretly."

They also bought beer. They all seemed to regard today as a secret carnival. The lights were turned off in the villa, and a movie was played in the bedroom. Lian Yan thought the beer tasted strange, but she could swallow it. It didn’t matter what the movie showed. He hesitated, and wrote in the palm of Shen Pingge's hand.

- you call me.

Shen Pingge looked sideways at him.Lian Yan was a little embarrassed: it was the one in the hospital.

Ask knowingly, "Huh?"

This kind of bright "courtship" is so hard to say the second time, Shen Pingge saw that his face was blushing, and the tips of his ears were also red, so he said, "What's your name?"

Lian Yan lowered her head, put her arms around his neck, pressed him so close, and wrote in the palm of his hand, one stroke at a time: baby.

"I like to call you that way, so how many times can I call you?" Shen Pingge approached his ear and told him, the air and light couldn't be stolen, he really called out several times, in a low voice, with a muffled smile , the apex of my heart seemed to itch, "Baby, baby, baby baby—are you tired of listening?"

Lian Yan felt that she might be drunk, she couldn't help laughing, she covered Shen Pingge's mouth, her eyes were shining, she shook her head again, saying that she didn't bother to listen, but she didn't let him say any more.

It's a pity that people are not machines, and ears can't be used as a recorder, or he wants to record it and eavesdrop when no one is around. Lian Yan pressed against his face, letting him feel the temperature of his cheek, which is very hot.Lian Yan defined the word "baby" as the taste of beer.

The movie ended, the room became dark, and they were entangled again under the pure white moon. Shen Pingge could see the tips of his red ears, so he called him "baby" in a low voice, felt his trembling in the palm of his hand, naked and Flushing trembling.

Lian Yan is still guilty, for Shen Yiming, Shen Yiming is still in the hospital, although he will be discharged tomorrow - he is in Shen Yiming's villa, hugging and kissing his son.

Occasionally, he would come across Shen Pingge's injury, a very minor injury, just a bruise. It was impossible for Shen Pingge to tell him what insulting words the person who fought with him said. Shen Pingge pushed him away. He said, "If we don't tell, my dad probably won't guess my relationship with you for the rest of his life."

Lian Yan's head buried in the hollow of his shoulder, clutching the hem of his clothes tightly.

"Do you want to tell him?" Shen Pingge's voice was very clear in the quiet surroundings. There were empty beer cans lying on the ground, and Lian Yan stepped on one of them. The crisp sound of Bian Shi exploded in his head, Shen Pingge seemed to be laughing at his desire, "Or continue cheating like this?"

Even though she knew that Shen Pingge was just teasing him, Lian Yan really thought about this issue.

—They cannot marry.Lian Yan knew this from the very beginning and felt sorry for it, because he thought that Shen Pingge must look good in a white suit with a bouquet of flowers.But he also knew that Shen Yiming would not agree with them, thinking that Shen Pingge might not belong to him in the future, Lian Yan felt sad.

Lian Yan got his hands dirty and felt so tired, she put her arms around his neck, Shen Pingge wiped it clean, and asked him: "Sleepy?"

Lian Yan took his hand, and could feel the slight sticky touch, which made him blush. Shen Pingge's hands are very beautiful, he can play the piano, and he can also make icy fruit smoothies, and he also did it in the dark Word board, on which he writes: Don't tell him.

Shen Pingge didn't give an answer, he just closed his palms, said "um", and said, "Go to sleep."

Lian Yan thought to herself that she said something wrong, but she didn't know what to do, so she begged and kissed him on the lips, and hugged him tightly, maybe Shen Pingge's arm would be numb, but he suddenly wanted to be more self-willed, To lie in his arms.

The mess all over the floor was cleaned up by Shen Pingge early in the morning. Lian Yan vowed never to drink again. He always had trouble waking up after drinking. He slept until late, and it was bright when he woke up. Shen Pingge disappeared. He seemed to be lost. Things were normal, and he ran out barefoot to look for him. Shen Pingge was in the bathroom, helping him wash his dirty underwear last night.

Lian Yan let go of her heart, grabbed it again, and let him go aside with a blushing face.

He has been listening to Shen Yiming's words, and this time too, he looked at Shen Pingge for him.The weather today was bad, it was cold and gloomy in spring, and the wind was blowing. They washed off the smell of alcohol in the bathroom. Even though it was cold outside, the bathroom was still steaming.

Shen Yiming went to see the teacher today, normally he would come back in the afternoon, but at noon when they were cooking, Shen Yiming came back, different from yesterday, today he was dressed formally, specially wearing a suit, Lian Yan was still chopping vegetables, hearing the sound of the door opening, With a thud in his heart, he hurriedly ran over, Shen Yiming still had bruises in his eyes, looking very tired, he raised his eyes and looked at him.

I don't know if it was Lian Yan's illusion, that look was a little strange, maybe it was an illusion, the strange look disappeared soon, Shen Yiming looked as usual, handed him the bag, said with a smile: "Come on, help me put the bag in the In the bedroom."

Lian Yan picked it up and put it back in the bedroom. When she came down, she heard Shen Yiming and Shen Pingge talking.

"I've talked to your teacher, and your teacher said it, it's nothing, you are just short-tempered at this age, and you have to change it in the future," the figure was hidden behind the frosted glass in the kitchen, their expressions could not be seen clearly, but their voices could be heard clearly, "Don't do this kind of thing again in the future, and do a self-criticism on Monday, do you understand?"

Lian Yan thought that Shen Pingge would not accept it, but she heard Shen Pingge say: "Yes."

Originally, the meal was only for two people, but Shen Yiming came in, so he had to cook some more porridge, Shen Yiming didn't eat much, he ate a few mouthfuls, Lian Yan sat far away from Shen Yiming, the dinner table was silent, usually just Shen Yiming and Shen Pingge were talking, but Shen Yiming looked tired and had few words.

The original plan was to take a nap together at noon, but Shen Yiming came back early and disrupted the plan, Lian Yan had to go back to her room, and when she went to Shen Pingge's room to steal the pillow, Shen Pingge was sorting out the previous test papers in the room and said: "You set the alarm clock, and don't take too long a nap, or you'll get a headache."

Lian Yan just said "um", and suddenly heard Shen Yiming's voice, "Hey, Xiaoyan, is the dress I have in the closet in your room still there? Come and help me find it."

"Go," Shen Pingge said, laughing.

Lian Yan let out a soft "hum", ran out in a hurry, pushed open the bedroom door, saw Shen Yiming, suddenly remembered the pillow she was hugging, clenched her hands tightly, froze for a moment, and pretended to be calm He put the pillow on the side table and smiled at Shen Yiming.Shen Yiming sat by the bed in his room, still wearing the same suit, but took off the tie.

Shen Yiming didn't move, just sat there, seeing him coming, his eyes signaled him to sit on the empty chair, Lian Yan looked at him blankly, walked over slowly, and sat opposite to Shen Yiming.

Not looking for clothes...?

What did you tell him to do?

Shen Yiming seldom wore formal clothes in front of him, and this space added some pressure. Lian Yan became nervous for no reason, entangled her fingers, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and looked up at Shen Yiming's eyes again.

In the long silence, even Yan couldn't open his mouth to ask him why, so he could only accompany him in silence.

It was still a gloomy sky outside, which reminded Lian Yan of a snowy sky, a vast expanse of whiteness and emptiness, and she could see the rustling of withered and yellow leaves on the side of the street. Lian Yan was wondering if she had done something wrong, but suddenly lost her mind , staring outside, trying to find traces of the wind in the cold spring.Suddenly heard Shen Yiming speak.

"You..." Shen Yiming's voice was a little hoarse, Lian Yan listened intently, Shen Yiming didn't smile, looked into his eyes, and said, "I know about you and Pingge."

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