i see your calling

It seems that those notes are no longer appropriate to put in the schoolbag, and Lian Yan can only be placed on the bookshelf in the bedroom, secretly stuffed in the corner.

These notes can't be seen in the light, nor can his likes be seen in the light.

Lian Yan didn't go to school with Shen Pingge the next day, he deliberately got up late, just like when Shen Pingge went to the hospital to see Shen Yiming before, he didn't get up until Shen Pingge left, and went to school by himself.

"You seem to be in a bad mood," Pang Nian touched his arm, "tell me about it."

Lian Yan shook her head, resting her head on her arm, and scribbled on the paper with a ballpoint pen.

This class is an English class, and the English teacher is talking about reading comprehension on the left side of the podium, and those characters have become hypnotic drugs.There were people lying on their stomachs talking secretly, but their voices were not loud.

"Don't be like this bro," Pang Nian touched him again, "I'm still worried about you if you don't tell me, it's like a broken relationship. You tell me, but I won't tell anyone else."

Lian Yan paused while holding the pen.

He wanted to talk to others too much, he didn't know how to deal with these things, but he couldn't ask Shen Pingge for help, and his consumption was too slow.

If you tell Pang Nian, it should be fine.

Lian Yan straightened up and wrote very slowly on the paper.

- Then don't tell anyone.

Pang Nian patted his chest, righteously: "No problem!"

It was a sunny day outside, and there seemed to be a lot of sunny days in the approaching autumn, and the golden light spread layer by layer, like the sea surface at sunset.

"Ah..." Pang Nian looked at the handwriting on the paper and stroked it out, "It's just that your friend likes someone, and wrote him a love letter secretly, and the love letter was discovered by accident-damn, it's too dangerous gone."

Lian Yan nodded guiltily.

Pang Nian clicked his tongue, "Also, your friend is quite romantic and infatuated."

Lian Yan found a blank space on the paper and wrote: Then do you think the person my friend likes also likes my friend?

It took a little time to finish writing those words. Lian Yangang wanted to push the paper to Pang Nian, but suddenly he had the answer in his heart - he didn't like it.

There is actually no need to ask this question.

Other authorities are confused, and Pang Nian's bystanders may not be clear.Lian Yan knew it herself.

Pang Nian looked at it and said, "I don't think I like it."

Lian Yan's hand clenched the paper tightly, and the paper made a twisting sound.It's one thing to know the answer, but another thing to be punctured directly. He lowered his head, his heart seemed to be tightly twisted, and it was difficult to breathe.

"But it's not necessarily true," Pang Nian continued, "You can ask your friend to confess your love, and it won't hurt if it succeeds."

Lian Yan took a deep breath, and wrote on the paper again: What if it doesn't work?

"Then pull it down," Pang Nian put his hand on it, "that's it."

It seemed useless to tell Pang Nian. Lian Yan was afraid of revealing too much information about herself, and what she told Pang Nian was not complete information—and only he could give him the answers to these things, and no one else could.

Lian Yan took the paper back and tore it very slowly to avoid making too much noise.

"But Lian Yan," Pang Nian said seriously, "I think, why don't you tell your friend, don't make him like it for too long."

Lian Yan looked at him.

"Like it for too long, it's tiring and hard work, and I still can't get a response," Pang Nian patted him on the shoulder, "It's better to give up early."

This is the truth, anyone can say it, everyone can say that there is a mirror in this heart, but if you really give up, you can't bear it, you can't let it go, Lian Yan will still miss Shen Pingge, and will secretly draw three pieces on the inside of her wrist leaf.Occasionally inexplicable laughter and sadness, as if sick.

When school was about to end, Lian Yan fell into another kind of entanglement.

Before, he would go to Shen Pingge to go with him after school, so what about this time?He wanted to see Shen Pingge, but he didn't want to see Shen Pingge. Lian Yan was not ready to face Shen Pingge.

When the school bell rang, the students around packed their schoolbags and laughed loudly. Pang Nian patted him: "Aren't you leaving?"

Lian Yan stood up, pointed to the location of the toilet, and went out through the back door.

He couldn't escape looking for Shen Pingge, but he wanted to go later to give him some time to do psychological construction.

Lian Yan kept washing her hands outside the toilet, and then took water to wash her face. The cold water soaked the front of her clothes, and finally found a little clarity. He sighed——what should be faced is still to be faced, besides... Shen Pingge still doesn't know, what is he doing with a guilty conscience all this time?

Lian Yan got out of the toilet and walked into the corridor.

In the corridor is the crowd after school. It seems that everyone is laughing and talking loudly. Lian Yan wipes his hands with toilet paper and throws the wet paper into the trash can. He walks through the bustle, raises his eyes, suddenly I saw a figure from behind.

Lian Yan's footsteps suddenly stopped.

He recognized it almost instantly.

Shen Pingge.

Then a sentence crossed my mind——

Shen Pingge came to look for him!

As soon as this idea popped up, all the previous hesitation and struggle dissipated, and happy emotions leaked in from the corners, filling him quickly.

He desperately wanted to see Shen Pingge, wanted to hear Shen Pingge talk to him, he knew that Shen Pingge would rub his hair and say good afternoon to him with a smile.Ah, he thought about it before, it was really superfluous.

Obviously this will do.

Lian Yan ran over.

There was a boy standing opposite Shen Pingge, Lian Yan didn't see clearly at first, but when he got closer, he recognized that boy was from their class.

People around were noisy and noisy, but Lian Yan suddenly heard Shen Pingge's voice clearly.

"Is there anyone named Tang Wensi in your class?"

The voice was not loud, but it swept through all his thoughts like a crushing blow, Lian Yan's mind buzzed, and almost immediately stopped in place.

All the boiling seemed to be extinguished, and the dazzling autumn light was dimmed. Even Yan's joy was thrown out and crushed, and her feet seemed to be heavy, and she couldn't move a step.

The boy shook his head.

"No."

Lian Yan's mind went blank, she just stared at Shen Pingge's back.

Yes, he should know, Shen Pingge doesn't want others to bother him, he will try his best to avoid such things, he will not refuse, Shen Pingge always defends himself, it is normal to come to "Tang Wensi" to explain clearly ——Or Shen Pingge had long suspected that he just came to ask for clarification, after all his methods were clumsy and vulgar.

Lian Yan was trembling all over.

get out of here.

Leave here as if nothing happened.

He will stay away from Shen Pingge in the future, but he doesn't want to be friends with Shen Pingge, and he doesn't want Shen Pingge to hate him, not at all.

Lian Yan is still using this extremely stupid method to this day. He has become the stupid deception in the story, but he has no other way.

Lian Yan took a step back, and just about to turn around, Shen Pingge seemed to sense his gaze, and turned around too.

The eyes of the two meet with the light separated by a few meters of air.

Lian Yan looked at Shen Pingge's eyes countless times, those eyes were amber, reminiscent of the singing of birds in the forest and the warmth of midsummer, but this time those eyes looking at him seemed very strange.

The boy entered the classroom.

Lian Yan stood there without moving, he was like a superfluous existence in this world.

Say something.

say what?

Lian Yan felt astringent and tight in his throat, and there seemed to be a rusty taste of blood in his mouth, he was embarrassed and overwhelmed, he just looked at Shen Pingge.

"Xiaoyan," Shen Pingge said suddenly, his voice was very soft, and he said to Lian Yan, "Do you want to come over?"

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