i see your calling

The lens of the camera was very dark, and the light outside the window refracted, as if hiding a pair of gloomy eyes. Lian Yan sat there blankly, without even changing clothes, and was still wearing white long sleeves. He felt Seeing that the wound was hot and seemed to be bleeding, he was afraid of staining his sleeves, but he couldn't lower his head to take a look.

"This effect is much better, that innocent and decadent feeling," Xu Bairan flipped through the photos in the camera, showing a rare smile, and everyone at the scene heaved a sigh of relief, "So, sometimes the specially trained Maybe it’s not as good as someone who hasn’t practiced before, maybe it’s called talent?”

Lian Yan was sweating a lot in the camera. He didn't think he had the talent in this area. Once he grabbed his good-looking face, he was nothing special, but getting money was more important than anything else.

But Xu Bairan obviously didn't realize the importance of money, so he called Lian Yan over and showed him the photos.

"Look at this picture, your eyes are very good, your eyes are very beautiful, it looks like drooping puppy eyes - do you know puppy eyes? When you look at the ground, you have a feeling of...frustration," Xu Bairan I tried my best to describe him, and I was obviously happy, "It's very good."

Lian Yan bit her lip, and heard him ask again: "What's your name?"

Lian Yan pointed to her throat, indicating that she could not speak, and tactfully refused Xu Bairan's question, Xu Bairan was obviously a little surprised, "Can't speak?"

nod.

"Then this is my business card. My name is Xu Bairan. I'm in charge of shooting the cover of Hui'an. It has my WeChat ID on it. You can add my WeChat ID when you go back." Xu Bairan took out a business card from his pocket and handed it to him, "Next work together again?"

Lian Yan shook her head anxiously, wanting to say that he is not a professional and not suitable for taking photos, but Xu Bairan just forced the photos to him and asked him to add them many times.When she turned around to leave, Lian Yan blushed with shame and looked at him beggingly, and Xu Bairan finally realized: "Oh, yes, I forgot to give you the money. I took nine photos in total, one for 500, and it was 4500 yuan. You add I WeChat, I will transfer money to you via WeChat!"

Now Lian Yan had no choice but to add him on WeChat. He was worried that this was a lie to him. It was just taking a few photos. Why should it be so expensive, but he did not lose any cost.After adding WeChat, Xu Bairan really called him 4500 yuan, and asked him if he was free next time, so that he could come and shoot again.

Lian Yan replied: Forget it, I'm not a professional, I'm really sorry.

He seems to be selling himself all the time, Lian Yan still remembers what he looks like in the photo, the self there is very strange, indeed delicate, he filled himself with rotten copper and iron.

Although he told Tan Ning that he would stop writing, it was always too difficult to let go.Lian Yan walked through a street, and realized that he didn't want to endure hardship, nor did he want to be dirty. After so many years in the Shen family, he even started to think about looking good.So I started to get up in the middle of the night to write things again, and burned myself with cigarette butts when I was sleepy, and I didn't care too much when I got too many times, so that I was a little at a loss when I got inflammation.

I just gave Meng Hanwen money in the morning, but the submission failed again. The problems Tan Ning still mentioned were general and difficult to grasp. Lian Yan took anti-inflammatory drugs when he returned from the publishing house, but when he got home, he just wanted to sit still. The medicine box was thrown on the coffee table, and he felt as if he had a fever, and he felt dizzy from the fever.

At this time, he received a WeChat message from Xu Bairan.

【Xu Bairan】: Are you free now?To take a group photo?

Lian Yan glanced at the message, closed her eyes, and ignored it.

Xu Bairan persistently sent him a message: This time I will raise the price for you, 550 per piece, will you come?

Lian Yan looked at the number, hesitated, and slowly rubbed the screen with her hot fingertips.

[Xu Bairan]: 600!After passing this village, there is no such shop.

Lian Yan was intimidated by the price, and hurriedly replied: I will go.

【,】: But can the price not be so high, let's say one hundred pieces.

Xu Bairan became interested: Aren't you happy with the money?

【,】: I'm not a professional, it's not easy to get money...

[Xu Bairan]: All right, come, come, see you in half an hour.

Lian Yan hastily poured cold water and took the medicine, unable to restrain her small happiness for getting the money.This time, I still didn’t take a car. I wore long sleeves and went to Hui’an Publishing House under the scorching sun. Most of the medicine I took hadn’t begun to take effect. The psychological effect affected the wound and became hotter, and my head hurt even worse. Lian Yan I feel that my face must be ugly.

The photo studio is on the fourth floor, and taking the elevator brought a certain sense of weightlessness. When the elevator door opened, Lian Yan even felt that he was going to fall on the door, but in fact he walked quite steadily, without left He stumbled on his right foot, and did not fall in embarrassment.

Before arriving at the photo studio, Lian Yan heard the noise. It seemed that their place was always lively, noisy and chatting. He looked at the dark crowd, and Xu Bairan was talking to the people next to him, unlike when he was taking pictures. So stern, with a flamboyant smile, he glanced sideways at Lian Yan and waved at him: "Here it is!"

The person beside him also turned sideways, showing his face.

Just as Lian Yan was about to walk over, her footsteps stopped instantly, and she met the man's eyes in disbelief.

Shen Pingge.

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He heard the sound clearly, and the movement came from nowhere, like a piece of ice shattered, bringing mountains and tsunami, landslides and landslides, who would have thought that Shen Pingge just glanced at him?On many nights, Lian Yan felt that he had forgotten Shen Pingge, even though he stubbornly appeared in dreams and hallucinations——but he healed the pain of missing him with pain.

Now it seems that he is too self-righteous, they just haven't seen each other for eight months, but the time of their kiss is also pieced together for eight months, Lian Yan definitely remembers that Shen Pingge doesn't like to eat chives, and he still remembers him saying "Why are you so cruel ",said goodbye".

The current Shen Pingge did not appear in hallucinations or dreams, he had a shadow, it was a real daydream, he just opened his eyes slightly, and the white T-shirt Lian Yan saw in his closet However, the sun fell under his feet, and Lian Yan was sure that the sun was his incarnation.

"What are you doing standing there?" Seeing that he was not moving, Xu Bairan walked over and embraced him, "I can't walk anymore, you are so hot, why don't you wear short sleeves next time, you will get prickly heat!"

Lian Yan walked forward passively, but Xu Bairan didn't introduce him to Shen Pingge, but just took him into the studio, and turned around and said: "Pingge, wait a moment, I'll talk to you after I'm done shooting." .”

He didn't hear Shen Pingge's voice.

Even Yan's body was stiff, Xu Bairan said casually, "Why are you so hot", and probably blamed the hotness on the summer sun.To change clothes this time, Lian Yan probably wore short-sleeved clothes, showing his injuries, but fortunately, the clothes were long-sleeved, with a bit of aristocratic top and trousers, puff sleeves?Is that what it's called?Lian Yan didn't know, she was just worried about getting her clothes dirty.

Shen Pingge did not leave, he sat on the bench next to him, hidden in the dark, but Lian Yan could still feel his gaze, but his head felt uncomfortable, unable to respond to his gaze, Xu Bairan said: "This time I need you Add some 'drama', act a little bit, try it, if it doesn't work, then don't use this plan."

Lian Yan nodded dully.

"Can you cry?" Xu Bairan described to him, "It's not crying, just shed two tears, just like last time. Can you imagine it? The tears flowed very slowly, looking sad— —”

Before he finished speaking, he saw Lian Yan weeping.

It was the effect he wanted. Lian Yan's appearance was indeed exquisite, and her tears were transparent and clear, slowly flowing down the red eye corners. Her eyes were like water, which fit the definition of "delicate and pitiful".Xu Bairan didn't expect his tears to come so quickly, he hurriedly picked up the camera and began to shoot, the flash was too bright, Lian Yan instinctively lowered his head, he felt that he was going to die, a kind of sad death.

Xu Bairan asked him to change his posture again, and told him how to take pictures, but Lian Yan couldn't cry anymore, he began to feel ashamed, and taking pictures in front of Shen Pingge made him feel that he was stripped of his clothes, naked and ruthless!

"The effect of the last few shots is not as good as the first one," Xu Bairan finished shooting, and began to fiddle with the camera, "there is a problem with the lighting, I didn't adjust the halo properly, let's take another shot next time. This time, I will count according to the first few shots, There are five tickets in total, one for 500—don’t think too much about taking the money.” He smiled.

Lian Yan went to change clothes again, touched his forehead, he felt that the fever was a bit serious, which gave him a reason to escape urgently.Xu Bairan still transferred the money to him on WeChat, which made Lian Yan feel lucky, because she didn't have to give money in front of Shen Pingge, so she didn't have to be so embarrassing.Lian Yan didn't dare to raise her head, and vaguely responded to Xu Bairan's words.

"If you think about this matter again, you will definitely be rewarded," Xu Bairan said.

Lian Yan glanced at him blankly, only to realize that this matter refers to being a model. He nodded, just wanting to leave.

Xu Bairan was finally willing to let him go, Shen Pingge was still standing beside him, Lian Yan could smell the very faint scent of Shen Pingge, which was different from the scent of soap on his body before, he thought, it was because he started using men's Perfume yet?

But it was too late to think too much, Lian Yan walked past him, walking very slowly, it was beyond his control, he really couldn't move, before he brushed shoulders, he heard Shen Pingge's voice.

"Lian Yan."

Lian Yan's heartbeat suddenly stopped for a moment, she stopped her pace, subconsciously looked over, saw his eyes, Shen Pingge was smiling.

"Long time no see," Shen Pingge's voice was very soft, reminding him of sparrows. Every time Lian Yan wanted to get close to sparrows, she would walk over very quietly for fear of scaring them. He seemed to sigh, "Don't say speak?"

Lian Yan suddenly collapsed, his lips moved, and he released all the syllables. He always felt that Shen Pingge was calm and restrained, and it was indeed the case. His reaction was natural, making Lian Yan feel that they had just seen each other for a long time old friend.But he just wants to cry!He just wanted to find a place to hide, that's all!

Xu Bairan was a little surprised: "You two know each other?" He added, "So it's called Lian Yan."

"My friend," said Shen Pingge's voice, "my former high school junior."

Lian Yan clenched her lips, almost couldn't stand anymore, he obviously felt blurry in front of his eyes, but he didn't want to cry in front of Shen Pingge, because he was the one who wanted to break up at that time.He heard Xu Bairan say: "Your junior, no wonder, then you can help me persuade him to become a model again, his body proportions and face are absolutely perfect, it's really a pity not to eat this bowl of rice. "

"I'll do my best," Shen Pingge said with a smile, "don't look at him."

"Then since we all know each other, let's go eat together!" Xu Bairan clapped his hands, "Let's go!"

Before Lian Yan could refuse, Xu Bairan embraced him.

"No." Shen Pingge said, looking down at the sunlight on the ground, Xu Bairan looked over, "Ah? Why don't you want to be with me?"

I don't want to be with him!Lian Yan felt that she was clearly resisting having dinner with him, but when Shen Pingge really refused, he still felt aggrieved for no reason and could barely breathe.

"What I mean is, the three of us will meet again next time, haven't you edited the photo?" Shen Pingge raised his eyes, and his eyes curled up, "And... I haven't seen him for so long, so we have to let the two of us Eat alone, right?"

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meet again