Those years of falling in love with Mosaic [Quick Transmigration]

Kou Qiu didn't show up at the breakfast table the next day, only Yan Zhuo came out of Kou Qiu's room with a radiant face, greeted the adults politely, and then went into the bathroom to wash up.The parents of the Yan family who came to eat together were very embarrassed. The parents on both sides looked at each other from a distance, and both hesitated to speak.

After a long while, Yu's mother laughed dryly: "Ninny is lazy at this time, haha."

Hahaha......

Mother Yan also forced a smile and laughed, "This...isn't it hard to go home, let him have a good rest."

Everyone knows this is false.Yu Jian, this kid usually has pretty good self-control skills, not to mention it was almost ten o'clock when they had breakfast, long past his usual time to get up.

In addition, it's not that the parents of the two families were young and absurd, looking at Yan Zhuo's current appearance, what else do they not understand?

Father Yu obviously understood too.He stared at the porridge in the bowl, as if he wanted to explode every grain of rice.

I know it, but I saw it with my own eyes——

Sure enough, the impact is still big.

The two didn't stay at home for long, and soon got the news.Professor Zhang tried his best to keep Kou Qiu's research quota, and when he called, his voice was full of joy, "Jian Yu, Professor, I've taken care of everything for you!"

Kou Qiu sincerely respected and thanked this teacher, and hurriedly said, "Thank you, Professor."

Professor Zhang said happily, "Just go back to school, I'll see who dares to say anything!"

"It doesn't matter what they say," Kou Qiu smiled, holding the phone tighter, "I won't change."

There are about 3000 million homosexuals living in this land alone.Kou Qiu has heard about it before, and knows how they struggled to survive in the gap between society and reality.

Most of them may not be able to resist the incomprehension of their family members, and eventually embark on the road of marrying wives and having children.They themselves are miserable, so why not the same wife, and how not the children they gave birth to?

But if someone wants to use this reality to persecute Kou Qiu, it is a big mistake. "The Book of Songs" says that my heart is a stone, and I can't turn it around.My heart is full of bandits, and I can't roll it.Kou Qiu doesn't think he is a gentleman, but his mind, after passing through so many worlds, has long been determined that no one can lift it up or cut it down.

But these words must not be said to Yan Zhuo.

After Brother Yan heard about it, maybe his tail would go up to the sky.

After graduation, Kou Qiu chose health and quarantine as his career.He travels around the sea every day, drilling around in various cabins, working diligently and seriously.With the experimental experience accumulated in school, he even discovered a new invasive alien species and was commended by the general leader.

Colleagues all know that Comrade Yu looks soft, but he is very courageous.No matter how dangerous the boat is, he dares to get on it; no matter how high the side of the ship is, he dares to step on the hanging ladder to climb up, and he is never afraid of slipping and falling into the water.

Of course Kou Qiu is not afraid, he still has a fish tail that can be used to save his life.

It’s just that Comrade Yu’s health is not very good. He basically has a fever once every three months, and every time he asks for a leave of absence for a week; when he returns to work after the sick leave, his legs are weak and his waist is also weak. The clothes are tightly buttoned, and it looks like he is just recovering from a serious illness.

Someone asked with concern: "Yu Jian, do you feel unwell when the seasons change? Look at your neck, do you still have some allergies?"

Yu Jian stretched out his hand suddenly, and covered the exposed red spot on his neck.He forced a smile and echoed, "Yes, yes, it's just that my health is not very good..."

Turning his head, he immediately sent a text message to Yan Zhuo.

【You bit your neck again! [○｀Д′○]】

After a while, the other party's text message came back, and Kou Qiu could even think of that smiling tone.

【Good,】 Yan Zhuo said, 【The fish is tender. 】

Kou Qiu almost went through the screen to bite him.

[I want to eat braised fish, boiled fish, dried fish, spicy grilled fish, spicy smoked fish,] Yan Zhuo asked him seriously, [Which one would you like to eat when you get home today? 】

Kou Qiu felt that he didn't want to go home anymore.

Yan Zhuo's car was waiting at the door.

Now he founded the company by himself, and his business is flourishing.But even so, the work of picking up Kou Qiu to and from get off work every day has never been left behind, let alone giving someone a fake hand.He blew the whistle twice and helped to open the co-pilot's door. The young man came in with bright eyes and sat beside him.

"Are you tired?" Yan Zhuo asked.

"It's okay." Kou Qiu snorted twice, and at the same time pushed away the kiss Yan Zhuo intended to give, "There is monitoring."

Yan Zhuo moved away regretfully and started the car.While turning the steering wheel, he backed out of the parking space in a familiar way, and said, "When will I go home and have a look?"

"Just this week," Kou Qiu said, checking his work sheet, "it's just a time off."

Both fathers are now retired.Yan Zhuo originally thought about letting them all move to this city, but both parents said that they had stayed in that compound all their lives, and no one was willing to leave.

"The roots are all here," Mother Yu smiled, shaking her fan, and said slowly, "Stay here, if you see something, you can still bring back some memories."

They did not move for the rest of their lives.The two families have always been neighbors, and a door was opened on the courtyard wall in the middle. Every day at meal time, you can hear the sound of hot oil being poured into the pan in the other's house.Immediately afterwards, one of the mothers called out loudly, "Yufen, are you coming? Come with Lao Yan?"

"Hey," the door was pushed open, and the other mother also smiled, holding a few dishes she had fried, "Come on, come on."

There is nothing wrong with being neighbors and in-laws.

At least in the future, dropping by will be easy.

Kou Qiu called Yu's mother, saying that he could go back this week, but Yu's mother over there was silent for a long time, and then said: "Are you sure you want to come back?"

Kou Qiu didn't understand, so, "Huh?"

"..." Mother Yu over there stopped talking.Half a day later, Yu's father answered the phone and said earnestly, "Ninny."

Kou Qiu sat up a little more straightly, and quickly and obediently said hello.

"Hey, Dad."

Father Yu said: "If you come back, don't sleep with Boy Yan - after a day or two of hard work, you don't get up until noon every day, how much time do your mother and I have to see you?"

Kou Qiu's face turned red immediately, and he stammered, "Dad..."

"Come on, come on," Yu's father was so sad in his heart, "Hey, I can't help my father."

Kou Qiu blushed, and quickly hung up the phone.

He turned his head and said to Yan Zhuo: "When you get home, you can sleep in another room."

Yan Zhuo was immediately unhappy.

"Ninny," he said, "we are reasonable. Usually you are busy with work and you have to get up early, and we eat fish very restrained."

Caring for Kou Qiu's body, he has never dared to eat too much, holding a delicious fish every day, but can only lick it up and down, this kind of torture is simply fatal.

Now that I'm finally on vacation, how can I not have a whole fish meal?

Impossible, does not exist.

Yanzhuo's determination to eat fish is more than that.

But Kou Qiu was also very firm and protested, "Dad already said, once you go back, I won't be able to get up in the morning at all!"

"Who can't tell?"

Yan Zhuo said.

Kou Qiu looked at him suspiciously, "Can you take it?"

It happened to be a red light, Yan Zhuo stopped the car and patted his head.

"Good girl," he said, "I have a way."

After returning home, Yan Zhuo sneaked into Kou Qiu's room under the silent accusation of both parents.After a while, Kou Qiuqiu came out with a blushing face, and promised Yu's father and mother, "Yan Zhuo said, I will definitely get up tomorrow."

He looked eagerly at his parents, although he didn't say anything, but he really wanted to eat shrimp a little bit in his heart, so he stretched out his hand and grabbed Yu's mother's sleeve, shaking it, "Yan Zhuo promised."

Yu father Yu mother: "..."

Ugh.

Just listen to them.

Unexpectedly, the next day, Kou Qiu really woke up.

Just this way of getting up...

A wheelchair that I don't know where it came from suddenly stopped beside the dining table.

The two parents looked at the wheelchair, their eyes and foreheads twitching.There are two soft cushions on the wheelchair, and Kou Qiu sat on it, quite comfortable. He couldn't even open his eyes because of the comfort. After a while, he fell asleep like a chicken pecking at rice.Yan Zhuo wiped his face with a hot towel, and fed him water, and said in a gentle voice, "Ninny, be good."

Parents who both feel that they are going blind: "..."

See, ghost, too.

This is getting out of bed, but this looks like a cripple!If you wrap some gauze around your body, Kou Qiu can use this look to cheat the insurance company!

Yu's father and Yu's mother were in complicated moods, looked at each other, and couldn't help but smile wryly.

Forget it.

This might not mean that the two children have a good relationship, as long as Yu Jian can be happy, what is the matter.

On summer nights, in the yard where they grew up, they could still hear intermittent chirping of insects.Kou Qiu sat on a small bench and helped his mother pick vegetables, the system chirped in his ears like cicadas, he straightened up slightly, and he could see Yan Zhuo walking through the door in the middle.

There was a smile on Yanzhuo's lips.

"Ninny," he said, "do you see what I found?"

He opened his hand, and a round object was placed on the palm of his hand.It dragged a small piece of semi-elliptical light and shadow, like a fine amber, transparent and clear.

When Kou Qiu saw it, the corners of his lips rose.

"Where did you find it?"

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand, and the marble was placed in the palm of his hand.

"When packing, get out of the box." Yan Zhuo sat next to him, fanned him, looked at the marble, and said with a smile, "At that time, my daughter was like a piece of cotton candy."

Kou Qiu said, "What about now?"

He was looking forward to it in his heart, maybe it was a manly pine tree or a stone now!

But Yanzhuo thought about it seriously, and said, "It's also cotton candy now."

Kou Qiu was not happy anymore.

"I'm already this old." He put down the dishes with a serious expression, "Cotton candy doesn't fit my temperament."

Yan Zhuo laughed, suddenly stretched out his hand to embrace him, and nibbled on the tip of his nose.

"It's okay," he said, "it's also my little marshmallow now—the one with the filling, which can be sweet enough to my heart."

Their breaths were intertwined, and the tips of their noses rubbed against each other lightly.

"Nannah."

"Daughter..."

In his eyes, the light-colored pupils of the youth were as clear as glass beads.

--do you know?

Those big white rabbit toffee, sandwich candy, fruit candy, chocolate...all of them are not as good as you.

——You are all my sweetness.

Contrary to their days when honey was mixed with oil, Zhan Ming's life was not sweet at all.

The family business did not know who offended someone, and suddenly it became extremely difficult, the goods were seized, and capital turnover was difficult.It is true that the Zhan's family did not follow the normal procedures. They were caught every time, and the fines alone were very painful.After being released, Zhan Ming had to drag his almost hollowed out body back and forth, trying to find a chance of life in this reality.

But at this time, those usual cronies and friends closed the door of their house.Even if they make a phone call, they mostly push back and talk about their difficulties.

"Brother Zhan, the situation is different now, how can it be so easy to manage?"

"Think about it, have you offended someone, no, I can't help either!"

What's more, without waiting for him to speak, he said directly: "No money, no money."

After living for so many years, it was the first time that Zhan Ming knew that life was difficult.

How hard is it?

It's like walking among thorns every step of the way, and you can't see the road ahead.

He didn't go to school well, didn't know how to manage the company, and his father fell down because he was too worried.After Tong Sheng came out, he immediately cut off contact with him. Maybe he felt that he was dragging himself down, and he didn't even give him a contact information after that; Zhan Ming had to fumble in the society alone. Most of it was charged.

After talking all kinds of things, he managed to persuade a former high school classmate to come to meet him, thinking about mentioning the matter of begging for help.Chatting with my classmates at the dinner table, the classmates suddenly said: "Hey, do you still remember Yan Zhuo?"

James' back stiffened suddenly.

"...Yan Zhuo?"

"Yes, Yan Zhuo," said the classmate, "he seems to be in this business too, and it's quite big. If you really want to find someone, you might as well go and find him."

After the classmate finished speaking, he couldn't help sighing, "However, Yan Zhuo is really brave. He was still in school, and he dared to come out when he said he was gay. When so many people watched, the two of them dared to confess... ..Hey, why didn't I see that they were a couple at the time?"

Zhan Ming's mind was in chaos, he reluctantly answered twice, then lowered his head again.The classmate didn't realize it, and still sighed, "I don't have that kind of courage."

After all, people with this sexual orientation are a minority.The rights and interests of minorities are often difficult to safeguard.To most people, they look like outliers.

The more you work hard in society, the more you can understand how precious that kind of courage was at that time - Zhan Ming also knew that, he recalled the boy's face in his heart, and suddenly fell into silence.

After a while, he stood up in a state of embarrassment, "I'm going to the bathroom."

In the bathroom mirror, Zhan Ming saw his own face.

Some gray hairs have grown on his temples.He is clearly in his early thirties, but it looks like he has already stepped into forties.

years...

James sighed and wiped his hands.

He suddenly missed the self who jumped over the courtyard wall and skipped classes wantonly.

That night, Zhan Ming had a strange dream.

He dreamed of Yu Jian.

In the dream, Yu Jian still looked like he was in high school, his face was tender and fresh, and when the corners of his lips were curled up, the stars fell into his eyes.Zhan Ming was wearing a helmet, holding hands with him, and placed him on the back seat of the motorcycle. When the car shot out like an arrow off the string, the boy behind him also exclaimed and grabbed his hem tightly.

"Sit still?"

"Hmm!" The young man's voice was as cheerful as a bird, chirping, laughing and screaming in the back seat, "Slow down!"

Zhan Ming then smiled, and deliberately speeded up.They walked through the farmland, through the woods, and walked to the rolling sea. They took off their shoes and walked along the beach. The conch they picked up was pocketed in their clothes; they kissed under the witness of the waves, and their bodies They are all young, but the emotion is already ripe.

In a daze, Zhan Ming heard the person beside him smiling and asking, "Zhan Ming?"

He turned his head and could see the boy's clear eyes like glass beads.

"—Will you always, be by my side?"

Time seemed to be distorted, and everything in front of him was blurred and out of shape. Zhan Ming's heartbeat suddenly became louder, and he heard that he didn't even want to answer: "Yes."

Yu Jian laughed again.

"James—"

Jaime Jaemin Jaemin Jaemin.

He chanted the name as if he were chanting his god.

"You're always here, that's fine."

But the world has changed.When the photo of the two of them kissing was posted on the school's bulletin board, Zhan Ming stood at the school gate, and he could see Yu Jian's pale face all at once.

"Oops, that's disgusting..."

"Two men!"

"How old is this? Don't take the college entrance examination?"

"You are perverts, do you know that!"

I heard that the parents, teachers, and classmates who used to get along day and night all seem to have torn off the mask on their faces.They cursed, beat, cried, and whispered in every corner.Zhan Ming was cut off from all the pocket money, his father was heaving his chest and telling him to get out with scarlet eyes, "Get out! Right now!"

At that moment, Zhan Ming suddenly felt unprecedented fear.He finally realized one thing, as long as he left this home, he was nothing.He is still a student, he cannot earn money, and he has no ability.

He was, after all, a parasite.

"Are you going to admit it or not?" The parents held a stick in their hands and said sharply, "Say it or not!"

Say......

what to say.

"Tell me that you will study hard, and say that those are all fake!"

"Speak or not?"

In front of him was the teacher's face again, as if he was barely holding back his anger.

"What the hell is going on," said the teacher, "are you really, really together?"

Yu Jian was standing beside him, without any hesitation, he said firmly, "Yes."

The teacher frowned in disbelief, and said, "Zhan Ming?"

"..."

"James?"

"Say it!"

Zhan Ming didn't look at Yu Jian who was still stubbornly straightening his back.He closed his eyes and spoke.

"I, I'm not with him."

All the teachers and parents turned their eyes, and Yu Jian's face turned paler all of a sudden, his whole body was like snow, and his body was trembling like a leaf.

"I--"

The eardrums buzzed, and a huge wail echoed from the bottom of my heart.

He heard himself say almost mechanically: "It's him who pesters me, it has nothing to do with me. Before that, I didn't know he liked men."

Those flowers, the snow, the sea I have seen.

And that Yu Jian with sparkling eyes who loves him wholeheartedly.

They were all strangled by this sentence.

They no longer exist.

James is not a warrior.He couldn't lift a spear, he couldn't hold a shield, he couldn't use a gun well.In the face of this reality, all he could choose was to leave the companions he had brought along this road and stagger and flee alone—he escaped from school, immediately went through the formalities for studying abroad, and was stuffed into the house by his parents. overseas.

He never even dared to inquire about Yu Jian again.It wasn't until a few years later that he heard that the boy back then refused to admit that he was wrong, so he left school alone and went to the seaside.The sea spray rolled up, and he couldn't come back.

That star, after all, fell into the sea headlong.

It never came on again.

The screens are all rotating, intermittently not connecting into pieces.Zhan Ming closed his eyes, he was obviously asleep, but he seemed to be awake.In a trance, he saw Yu Jian in high school again, standing beside him, although his eyes were looking at the sea, but when he was not paying attention, he was quietly watching him.

"My parents didn't want me since I was a child," he heard Yu Jian's soft voice, full of attachment, the young man tugged at his sleeve like a drowning man grabbing the last piece of driftwood, "They don't want me , how can I expect that my adoptive parents won't want me later?"

The boy's eyes were as bright as stars.

There was hope in his tone.

"Zhan Ming, will you always be by my side?"

--Will not.

Zhan Ming didn't know when, tears soaked the pillow.

Nope.

He never had the courage to really deviate.