Diamond Jubilee

With the dissolution of the marriage and the removal of the marks, Yan Xuzhi and Liang Liye are no longer related.

Liao Li called Yan Xuzhi once.

Yan Xu knew that he had just finished the examination in the hospital at that time, and the fetus in the genital cavity was developing normally, but the doctor still told him to eat more to supplement the nutrients his body needed.He has indeed lost a lot of weight, and he also knows that he is a little anorexic recently, so he nodded in response.

Ren Kai was waiting outside, and when Yan Xuzhi entered, the mobile phone was left with him. He handed the mobile phone to Yan Xuzhi, and said to him, "I had a call just now, but I didn't answer it."

After speaking, the call came again, Yan Xuzhi glanced at the incoming call and connected it.

Liao Li asked him if he knew about Liang Liye's departure.

Yan Xuzhi said he knew.

Liao Li said, "Dr. Yan, we are all at the airport now. Teacher Liang will be boarding the plane later. Do you want to come?"

"I'm not coming." Yan Xuzhi glanced at the time, and it was too late to rush over now.

Liao Li sighed and was about to talk when she heard someone calling her from outside the phone, as if asking her to come and take a photo.

Yan Xuzhi squeezed the phone tightly, Liao Li swallowed the words on her lips, and said to Yan Xuzhi: "Then Dr. Yan, I will hang up. Teacher Liang is going to go. Let's take a photo together."

"Go."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Xuzhi gathered his clothes and noticed Ren Kai's worried expression, he shook his head slowly and said, "I'm fine."

After the last rain of winter, the weather is starting to warm up.The air smelled of grass clippings, the soil was damp, and the grass was growing and warblers were flying.

Yan Xuzhi had the experience of being pregnant before. At that time, as a novice couple, he and Liang Liye were both apprehensive and pleasantly surprised by the arrival of this new life.Liang Liye bought a lot of parenting books and piled them up in the study, and whenever he had time, he liked to cook up that terrible nutritious meal.

The baby is only one month old, and he already has the nursery ready, with a crib, stroller, and tons of toys.

Every day, he walked around the house with the big dog that was digging for treasure. When he saw the corner of the table that was exposed, he immediately covered it with a sponge. The bed sheets, quilts and curtains at home were all changed to light colors.The air quality in the city was not good for a while, so he bought several humidifiers and put them in the room.

In the first few months, Yan Xuzhi hadn't taken a vacation yet, but Liang Liye blocked the door of his office at night, urging him to get off work quickly.

Later, when the baby was born, Liang Liye wanted to record it with a DV, but when he followed the nurse into the delivery room, he was stunned when he saw the bloody man. When he woke up, the baby had already been born.

Last time, I seemed to be a father in a daze.

Yan Xuzhi came back from the hospital, leaned on the sofa, thinking dully.

A few months after he stopped treatment, he could noticeably feel his thinking slow down.The brain is like an old train, running out of fuel and rusty parts, moving forward slowly.

Sometimes fleeting emotions, joy and memories of the past become precious.He has been nestling at home for the past few days, watching the videos recorded by Liang Liye a few years ago.

When Liang Liye was in college, he bought his first video camera with money from his part-time job, and then began to record his life non-stop.

Wherever he went, Yan Xuzhi didn't like this kind of face-to-face shooting. Every time Liang Liye took out the camera, he would turn his face away.After Liang Liye begged him for a long time, he slowly got used to it and agreed to be in the mirror.

They traveled to many places together, and the joy of traveling together was packaged in videos one by one, which became the memories that Yan Xuzhi can spy on now.

He finished watching all the videos, watched them several times, and clicked on Liang Liye's account.

The living room didn't turn on the light, he curled up on the sofa, covered with a blanket, the light from the mobile phone screen shone on Yan Xuzhi's face.This is Liang Liye's personal account, he is used to using it to record some small things.

How could he know that he didn't know how to surf the Internet, and he would never check what Liang Liye posted on the Internet before.

But now, when a person has completely left himself, in order not to forget him, it seems that he can only dig out some trivial things that he once disapproved of from those corners.

The last update was a few months ago when Liang Liye and Yan Xuzhi got back together.

The updated content is the two words "happy" followed by a string of hearts.

Yan Xuzhi stared at these two words, and after a long time, slowly pulled them down.

Liang Liye's sending status is related to his own mood. Yan Xuzhi divorced him, and he almost didn't log in to this account when Lele left.

After passing a long period of blank time, Yan Xuzhi turned to the beginning of them.

Very trivial, very trivial, the nagging Liang Liye began to speak intensively.

Contrary to his usual lazy and reticent image in front of outsiders, he is talking about his relationship here, talking about how cute the person he likes, thinking about where to play tomorrow, and thinking about how they will spend together in the future.

All words, all love, all expectations revolve around one person.

Yan Xuzhi knocked his face into the crook of his arms, his shoulders trembled and he cried.

The three words Liang Liye were carved in his heart, and he didn't want to forget them.

Omega's emotions after pregnancy will be more sensitive and fragile than usual, and some Omega's hot flashes will also come earlier during pregnancy.

However, Yan Xuzhi made preparations in advance, injecting inhibitors that are not harmful to pregnancy during the hot tide period, but will refute the treatment of neurological endopathy syndrome.No way, he can only do this.

The weather has become neither cold nor hot, and the winter clothes can be completely thrown away.Ren Kai went to wash the car early in the morning, and then bought breakfast. He didn't go to the gym for a long time recently, so he didn't take the elevator, and ran upstairs all the way, and arrived in front of Yan Xuzhi's house.

He didn't fail a single weekly hospital checkup. Even though Yan Xuzhi had said many times that he could go, Ren Kai still had the cheek to come over.He knocked on the door, heard footsteps inside, and soon Yan Xuzhi came to open the door.

Ren Kai waved the small wonton packed in his hand in front of Yan Xuzhi's eyes, and said with a smile, "I brought you some breakfast."

Yan Xuzhi just woke up, washed his face and came over to open the door when he heard the doorbell.He seems to have gained weight recently, he hasn't gone out for a long time, his skin is whiter than before, his hair grows to his shoulders, because he is washing up, the bangs on his forehead are put aside with a small light blue clip, and there are still drops of water on his eyelashes.

He nodded to say thank you, and the drop fell.

Ren Kai went in after him, Yan Xuzhi went to brush his teeth, and sat down to eat small wontons.

Ren Kai opened the chair and sat down directly opposite him, propped his chin to look at him, always felt that Yan Xuzhi seemed a little different from the last time we met.

"Is it tasty?"

Yan Xuzhi nodded, and Ren Kai tentatively said: "Then I will come over tomorrow, how about bringing you this?"

Yan Xuzhi opened his eyes to look at him, Ren Kai was stared at by him, felt guilty first, waved his hand and said: "Forget it, I'm just joking."

The spoon was stirred in the soup water, and the light green green onion was skimmed to the edge.Yan Xuzhi opened the corner of his mouth and smiled at him, "Thank you."

The weather is hotter, hotter, and there is a little heat.

Yan Xuzhi's thinking time was reduced by half compared to before, but because he stopped all treatments and no longer needed to take those neurological drugs that had adverse reactions to the body, he looked much healthier than before.

In June, he bought a cake and the latest Lego model to go to the cemetery.

Ren Kai drove, and in the car he and Yan Xuzhi talked about what happened at work in the past two days.

"Are you working?"

Yan Xuzhi closed his eyes and was drowsy, but when he heard Ren Kai's words, he opened his eyes, a little surprised.

Ren Kai was stunned, and the car slowed down. He pursed his lips and said softly, "Xu Zhi, you forgot again. I told you about this last week."

Yan Xuzhi seemed to have just reacted, paused for a few seconds, and said, "Sorry, I keep forgetting things lately."

"It doesn't matter. I heard that Omega is like this when she is pregnant. It will be fine after giving birth."

Yan Xuzhi didn't speak, he looked out the window, the car drove into a slightly narrower road, on both sides of the road were fields and acres, and the weather was fine.The sun fell on his eyelids, Yan Xuzhi narrowed his eyes and let out a sigh of relief.

Lele's birthday is in June. If he hadn't tattooed the date on his wrist, he might have forgotten it long ago.

When they arrived at the cemetery, Ren Kai went to the back to get cakes and Lego, while Yan Xuzhi went to the flower shop in front of the cemetery to buy a bouquet of flowers.

They walked under the sun, and when they got inside, Ren Kai asked him, "Which way are you going?"

Yan Xuzhi stood still, with a hesitant look on his face. He looked around, glanced over the next few rows, and finally pointed to one place, "Go over there and have a look."

Ren Kai let out an "um" and followed behind him.

Yan Xuzhi didn't quite remember the road, and walked around for a long time, the sun was very strong, sweat was on his forehead, and the clothes on his back were wet.Ren Kai stopped him and said to him: "Don't look for it yet, I'll ask."

Yan Xuzhi lowered his head, Ren Kai couldn't see his expression, and after a stalemate for a while, he heard Yan Xuzhi say: "Go and ask, I'll look for it myself." His voice became lower and disappointed, and said: "How could I forget this."

Ren Kai was a little sad. How could he know that this was not the first time he had seen him.

During this period of time, the frequent incidents had already made him almost accept Yan Xuzhi's current state.

Maybe Yan Xuzhi has already succumbed, but there are always many unexpected things happening in life.For example, he now forgot where his son's grave is.

Fuck life.Ren Kai scolded in his heart, then went to call the administrator over.

It's not a grave-sweeping day, and the cemetery looks empty and cold.

Yan Xuzhi was the only one left, and he searched for it in a daze.

The wind blew, and the green shade covered the front and back buzzed, and footsteps came from behind him. He thought it was Ren Kai, turned around and asked, "Did you find it?"

With his tongue against his teeth, the final sound was half and half, and he looked at the person in front of him.

The other party had his back to the light, his expression was dim and unclear.

"What are you looking for?"

Familiar voice, unfamiliar tone, Liang Liye did not step forward, stood not far or near, looked down at him.

Yan Xuzhi was wearing a loose gray long sleeve, and his hair had grown a lot, hanging down his shoulders.She seems to be getting fatter, and her sunken cheeks are plump. Under the sun, her whole body exudes a kind of moist pearl.

He almost didn't recognize it just now.

At this moment, Ren Kai called the administrator, and he ran over, not noticing Liang Liye from a distance, and raised his voice and shouted: "Xu Zhi, this way, Lele's tombstone is here."

"I forgot, today is Lele's birthday, you should also come to visit the grave." Liang Liye said with a snort, "So, you were looking for Lele's tombstone just now?"

Yan Xuzhi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and a word came out of his throat, "En."

Not far away, Ren Kai saw that Xu Zhi didn't move, and walked over quickly, getting closer, his pupils constricted.

Liang Liye glanced at him with extremely cold eyes.

A gust of wind blew away Yan Xuzhi's loose clothes, and the soft cloth pressed against his body, revealing his round belly that was already showing.

Liang Liye was taken aback, his ears buzzing.

Before he even had time to react, Yan Xuzhi had already turned around.He stepped forward to grab Yan Xuzhi, but put down his outstretched hand when he was about to touch it. Liang Liye stood silently, motionless, watching Yan Xuzhi walk to Ren Kai's side.

When I came back from the cemetery, it might be because of the wind. In the evening, I suddenly caught a cold.

After taking a shower and curling up under the quilt, Yan Xuzhi took out his phone and received a message from Liao Li.

It was sent at noon. Yan Xuzhi clicked on it and saw the two lines of information sent by Liao Li.

"Doctor Yan, Mr. Liang has returned to China."

"It seems to be for the purpose of living abroad for a long time, and returning to China to go through some procedures."

Yan Xuzhi's thumb paused on the screen for a long time, and then he typed a few words slowly, "Thank you, you don't need to tell me about him in the future."

Liao Li didn't reply, and Yan Xuzhi didn't want to think about it.

It took him a long time to open another software, and he remembered Liang Liye's account.

As usual, he clicked on Liang Liye's account avatar, and then his fingers froze.

There's nothing left.

One message is gone.

Liang Liye emptied the account.