Diamond Jubilee

In the hotel room, heavy curtains hang down to the floor, completely blocking out the light.

There is no light in the room, the light will make the Omega more sensitive during hot flashes.

Under the white velvet quilt, Yan Xuzhi curled up, hugged the ball of clothes in his arms tightly, opened his mouth and bit the pillow hard.

It was a body that was completely out of control, and the heat of the skin was getting higher and higher, like a fever, the whole body was weak, the fingers were swollen, and it became difficult to close the knuckles.

He was shivering, lying on the pile of Liang Liye's clothes, sniffing the residual breath of alpha, as if he was looking forward to plum blossoms to quench his thirst, and after he felt calm for a while, he felt severe pain from the glands on his back.The pain drilled into his brain, as if it wanted to completely control his nerves, his internal organs, every inch of his joints, and his bones ached.

With a "bang", a purple lightning flashed, the thunder came first, and then the fine rain hit the glass, the humidity in the air increased, but the breath of Omega in the room seemed to freeze together like a pool of stagnant water.

Just one street away, in front of the traffic light, at the intersection blocked by the accident, the horns honked one after another and the impatient voice of the car owner converged.The instigator negotiated with the traffic police and was willing to take full responsibility. After seeing his car being towed away, he plunged into the sudden heavy rain.

The rain covered up a lot of smells, and Liang Liye ran wildly in the rain like a wild beast that hadn't found a place.

He seems to be crazy, or has gone crazy.

It's no wonder that the alpha that was dropped by Omega wasn't crazy.

The trousers on his body were still Zhao Feng's, and it hurt him so much.

Alpha lifted up his pants, and in the streets and alleys, endured pain and tears while calling Yan Xuzhi's name.

The attraction between Alpha and Omega seems to be natural. In the war years of the last century, a large number of Alphas went to the battlefield, and their Omega stayed at home.It was an era when there were only letters, thousands of miles apart, and a letter could only be read after traveling across the ocean for several months.But many times, when the letter reaches Omega's hands, their alpha has already died in battle.

Those alphas died after cold bullets, amidst the fireworks, and a sudden malaria... The letter was sent back to the motherland, and people began to mourn in silence. At the funeral of the whole country, the Omega who lost the alpha could no longer cry.

Because they knew earlier than anyone else that their alpha had left them. One night, the moment alpha's heart stopped, the aura of integration disappeared, and he could no longer feel the existence of alpha.

AO is the opposite but also similar, Liang Liye grabbed his chest, drenched his clothes and was held tightly in his hands, the ring on his ring finger cut a hole in his skin.

The first time I noticed Yan Xuzhi was also on a rainy day. The school's sports meeting was forced to be suspended due to a sudden heavy rain. They evacuated from the venue. Liang Liye walked slowly at the end with his hands in his trouser pockets.

The rain dampened the air, and the mixed smell of Omega made him feel uncomfortable.There was no shelter above the booth at the venue, and the rain wet his back, Liang Liye didn't care, he still walked slowly, trying to avoid contact with Omega.

Suddenly a light flashed across the sky, and after the roar of thunder and lightning, screams were heard.The students who were walking in front were next to each other, and after the chaos, they ran out one after another. Omega, who was wearing a blue and white shirt, avoided it. He stepped on the ground and leaned back. When he was about to fall, Liang Liye stepped forward and stretched his body. Shot to support him.

The jet-black hair brushed against the tip of his nose, his back under his palm was warm, his butterfly-like shoulder blades moved slightly, he looked down and saw a section of snow-white nape, and then there was a faint scent of jasmine.

Something revived in my heart, under the sealed soil in winter, a seed slowly germinated, the ice layer was torn apart, and what emerged from the ground was Liang Liye's scorching and beating heart, for Yan Xuzhi's beating heart.

The smell of jasmine... is getting stronger and stronger.

He found the hotel where Yan Xuzhi was.

The heavy rain made the sky darker faster, Liang Liye hurriedly approached the hotel lobby, leaving the dark shower behind him.

Up to now, he is still Yan Xuzhi's legal husband, so he told the hotel staff about the matter, and they found out the room where Yan Xuzhi was located for Liang Liye.The rain dripped down his face, and Liang Liye's chest heaved. He took the room card out of breath, and said thank you in a hoarse voice.

He got on the elevator, stared restlessly at the floor he jumped to, and ran when he arrived, leaving a trail of wet water stains on the hotel corridor.

Omega, who was almost fainted in the room, couldn't feel the approaching alpha, maybe it was too uncomfortable, his head was pressed against the pillow, the oxygen was reduced, his head was groggy, and the pain felt by his body seemed to be decreasing .

At this moment, the door was pushed open, the sound of rain suddenly stopped, and the whole room seemed to be hollowed out, and the pheromones trapped in the cramped room frantically rushed towards the visitor, with a "bang", Liang Liye moved his stiff hand and used He slammed on the door with all his strength.

Alpha's back was leaning against the door panel, holding the door handle with his hand, the meridians on his arms were bulging, his forehead was tense, his lips were pursed, and he was staring at the Omega in the bed now.

He took a deep breath and walked forward step by step, each step was on the edge of a knife.

Here... Yan Xuzhi's pheromone is so strong that it almost drives him crazy.

He tried his best to endure, and finally stood by the bed, pulled back the quilt, and saw Yan Xuzhi who was shivering and curled up into a ball.Putting his trembling hands on Yan Xuzhi's shoulders, he picked him up carefully as if he were dealing with a shattered crystal, and looked down at every place.

In a daze, Yan Xuzhi saw Liang Liye.

Opening his eyelids, in the dense darkness, even the outline of Liang Liye is heartbreaking.

He was crying, he was crying.

His alpha cried.

One drop after another, tears fell on Yan Xuzhi's face, and Yan Xuzhi closed his eyes again.

Liang Liye reached out and turned on the bedside lamp, and when the light fell, Omega's body trembled.

Yan Xuzhi asked him to turn off the light, but Liang Liye didn't obey, but bowed his head and kissed him.

The moist and warm kiss did not fall on the lips, but stuck in the apex of the cracked heart.

Yan Xuzhi was about to die of pain. He didn't want Liang Liye to know his current situation, and he was even more afraid of seeing Liang Liye's appearance after he knew the truth.

Even... Even if Liang Liye showed a trace of guilt and pitifulness, he would collapse.

Liang Liye was pushed away by him, stayed for a few seconds, and then stepped forward again, begging for mercy in a low tone, he said: "Please, don't do this, even if you use me as a tool, don't reject me like this!" OK……"

Yan Xuzhi shook his head, stretched out his hand and waved it weakly, telling you to go over and over again.

Liang Liye grabbed his wrist, and when he came to his mouth, he stopped suddenly, and his eyes froze in one place.

Liang Liye saw the tattoo on Yan Xuzhi's wrist. He seemed to have found some lost and recovered treasure suddenly. He grabbed Yan Xuzhi's left hand and asked excitedly, "You still have mine in your heart, right?"

"You go..." The smell of alpha made Yan Xuzhi even more unbearable, he was afraid of the state of being controlled by instinct.Yan Xuzhi closed his eyes, his bloodless lips moved slightly, and Liang Liye heard those two faint but decisive words.

At this time, his Omega still didn't need him and let him go.

Liang Liye looked at him gloomily, "Even if you make yourself so uncomfortable, you don't want to come to me?"

How could Yan Xuzhi in such a state answer him, his brain was already paralyzed by the pain, and he just kept saying the words of rejection over and over again.

Jasmine seemed to be blooming at the tip of the nose, and the humid air was filled with that strong smell that made people lose their minds.

Liang Liye's eyes fell on the inhibitor on the table, and the corner of his mouth was pulled away in self-deprecating, he asked: "Since you have the inhibitor, why don't you use it?"

Yan Xuzhi's body trembled, as if thinking of something, he opened his mouth, but nothing came out of his throat.

"Omegas that don't need alpha, don't they all inject inhibitors in order to survive estrus?" Liang Liye said, picked up the inhibitors on the table, and walked in front of Yan Xuzhi.

Yan Xuzhi was sweating all over his face and body, his black hair was sticking to his cheeks, his face was as white as paper, fragile but poignant.

Liang Liye stared at his face that made people love and hate, stretched out his hand to grab his arm, and rolled up his sleeves, revealing his snow-white skin and light blue veins.

Yan Xuzhi glanced at the inhibitory injection in Liang Liye's hand, the frown between his brows was like a broken string, and his arched spine trembled.

He endured it for a week, preferring to bang his head against the wall to make himself faint rather than take the inhibitor.

At this moment, picked up by Liang Liye, the slender needle pierced into the soft skin, the vein was pierced, and a injection of cold liquid was pushed in.The ingredient contained in the inhibitor that could completely destroy his medication entered his body, and Yan Xuzhi took a deep breath, and suppressed a "no" in his throat.

He slowly closed his eyes, only to feel that the heat in his body was drained little by little until he was completely exhausted, lying on the bed motionless.

What the treatment of peripheral lesions has been for him in the past few years, the doctors he has contacted seem to have made him a promise that will never be possible, giving him hope and telling him that it can be cured.But he is not one of those blind patients, he is also a doctor himself, and he knows that there is still no one cured patient of this disease.

After starting the treatment, when the medicine was injected, the gland felt like being stabbed by a knife.I have to take a lot of medicine every day, and because I don't adapt to the side effects of the medicine, I have many adverse reactions.

His eyesight is not as good as it used to be, and his knife hand is no longer as precise as it used to be.I suffer from insomnia every night, lying in bed with butterflies flying over my head.Several times in the hospital, I fainted because my heart rate increased after taking the medicine.He told his colleagues that he fainted due to anemia due to lack of food.

He knew in his heart that he was no longer fit to be a doctor.He sometimes wonders whether Mr. Wu's letting him stay in hospice care is another kind of care in disguise.

This disease will not kill, but it is more painful than death.

The doctor said he would be cured, as long as he was treated well...just treated well...

But now, the building he bought with his ideals and freedom collapsed, and everything returned to the original point. All the hard attempts and pains he endured were in vain.

His Liang Liye...

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