Diamond Jubilee

It rained all night and didn't stop until dawn.

The treetops seemed to be looted, the fallen leaves covered the ground, and the cold air came overnight.Liang Liye was upset because he lacked a bunch of clothes, he took off his shirt with a straight face, and hunched over to find the clothes he should wear in the closet.

He dug out a black zipper shirt, put it on casually, and then found gray pants.It may be that he has lost weight recently, and the waistband of his trousers was still loose after he put on his trousers. Liang Liye frowned and looked at his gradually shrinking abdominal muscles, and pulled a belt from the rack to fasten it on.

He walked to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. In the compartment were just a few cans of beer and a bag of bread that had been there for an unknown amount of time.He pursed his lips, closed the refrigerator door heavily, and walked out with his pockets in a displeased mood.

In the past, Yan Xuzhi would get up at six o'clock in the morning to make breakfast when the hospital was not on duty. Liang Liye liked the omelette he fried the most. He didn't know what was put in it, and it tasted a hundred times better than the outside.

It had been a long time since he had eaten the food cooked by Yan Xuzhi.

Liang Liye took the car keys, went down to the apartment, and bought a piece of bread in the supermarket at the gate of the community.

Zhao Feng asked him to go to the news agency early today, saying he was going to have a meeting.Liang Liye's car drove to a fork in the road. The yellow light flashed a few times and then turned red. He tapped the steering wheel with his index finger. When the green light turned on, the car turned around and drove to the other side of the road, which was the direction of the hospital.

Liang Liye was half an hour late in the morning, and when he came over, his shoes and trousers were covered in mud. He asked Zhao Feng to borrow a pair of trousers.

"These pants are too tight..."

"This is your alpha, you can be satisfied if you can find a beta with a similar figure to yours." Zhao Feng glanced at him, and asked Liao Li to take off a pair of shoes for him, "What did you do so early in the morning? mud."

Liang Liye took off his shoes and his socks were wet. He went out with the dirty shoes and socks without saying a word.

Seeing him like that, Zhao Feng had no choice but to shake his head helplessly.

There was a meeting in the morning and the content was assigned. When Liao Li heard that she was in the same group as Liang Liye again, she couldn't help crying and asked Zhao Feng: "Mr. Zhao, are you not responsible this time?"

Zhao Feng smiled lightly and said, "You really want to work with me that much?"

"Yes, you have a good temper, and you won't kill me if I make a mistake, but Teacher Liang..."

"Shh, he's coming."

Zhao Feng pointed to Liang Liye at the door, Liao Li immediately shut up and turned to look.Liang Liye put his hands in his pockets, frowned, and walked in step by step with a sullen face, as if he was carrying an evil spirit.

Liao Li withdrew her gaze and sighed, lowered her voice and said, "I'm scared just looking at it like this."

"Haha, don't be afraid, he looks like this, but he is actually quite easy to get along with."

"Really?" Liao Li asked tentatively, imagining Liang Liye's smile and getting along with each other like a flower, she couldn't help shivering and feeling chills.

After Liang Liye came in and sat down, he didn't get up all the time, and he buried his head in thinking about something.

Zhao Feng poured water in from the tea room, passed him and glanced behind him, and couldn't help asking: "Aren't you going out this afternoon?"

Liang Liye didn't raise his head, and said sullenly, "I won't go out."

"What are you doing? I see you haven't gotten up since you came in."

"Don't talk first, I'm almost done with this point, so don't disturb me."

"What?" Zhao Feng looked puzzled, leaned his head over, and saw a few pieces of torn paper, which looked like they had been soaked in water, white and wrinkled, uneven and pieced together.

Liang Liye took tweezers and glued them one by one, but it may be because of his clumsy hands, he stuck them crooked after several times.He didn't have that much patience, he gritted his teeth and said, "If I knew it earlier, I would tear it up in big pieces, but now the photo is soaked in water, and I can't put it together."

Zhao Feng was stunned for a moment, and when he took a closer look, it turned out to be the group photo that Liang Liye took and carefully folded in the tavern last time.

"How did it break into pieces like this?"

"The last time I had a quarrel with him in the hospital, I tore up the group photo and threw it all over the floor. It rained last night, the place leaked, and the windows were left open, so it was soaked." Liang Liye carefully posted the last Zhang Zhang, and then gently blow into the glued gap.The glue was not so easy to dry, and Liang Liye didn't dare to pick it up, so he put the photos that had been glued on with great difficulty to the side.

Hearing his words, Zhao Feng couldn't help sighing: "Why do you do this?"

Liang Liye's voice was low, his eyebrows drooped, and he said, "Zhao Feng, I think... Yan Xuzhi may really not like me."

Zhao Feng's heart skipped a beat, and he heard Liang Liye say: "Maybe there is no reason at all. Isn't love like this? After a long time, the relationship fades away. I am a person who can't live. I always need Yan Xuzhi to take care of me. In his heart It must have bored me."

"Don't think so, Dr. Yan is not that kind of person, he..."

Liang Liye interrupted him, scratched his tangled hair, and said with a wry smile: "When he was at home, he prepared the clothes I wore every day. When I woke up, the toothpaste in the bathroom had already been squeezed out." , the towel was wet and placed on my right hand. He gets up at six o’clock every day, he goes to work earlier than me, but he will still prepare breakfast for me before going out.”

Liang Liye lowered his voice more and more, and finally choked up again, "I asked him before if I depended on him too much. He just said to me that he just likes to take care of me...he is too cunning, he treats me so well , How can you say that if you don’t want me, you don’t want me now.”

Zhao Feng looked at the fragmented group photo on the corner of the table, was silent for a few seconds, and asked tentatively, "Does Dr. Yan have any other difficulties? When was your last physical examination?"

Liang Liye paused, raised his head, and said hesitantly, "Half a year ago."

"How about the physical examination results?"

"The doctor said that my blood lipids are a little high, and told me to exercise more and eat less meat."

Zhao Feng frowned, "I'm not talking about you, but about the results of Dr. Yan's physical examination."

"I... I don't know." After Liang Liye finished speaking, he stood up abruptly, "I don't even know the results of his physical examination!!"

"That's not the point." Beta, who was a little more delicate than Alpha, had no choice but to look around at his colleagues who were looking this way, smiled apologetically, dragged Liang Liye to sit him down, and continued: "I see During the interview, Dr. Yan's complexion was not very good, I think you'd better ask Dr. Yan's colleagues, how is his recent physical condition?"

In the dermatology department, Ren Kai had a few words with Irene's attending doctor.This patient has been in the hospital for a while because of postherpetic neuralgia. The dermatologist told Ren Kai: "In fact, her herpes has healed, and the scars on her skin are slowly improving. , but because their own treatment methods were not appropriate, there will still be intractable pain in the herpes affected area."

Ren Kai glanced sideways at the female patient who was crying to die in the ward, frowned and said, "Then why don't you go to the pain department?"

"They won't go, they won't do physiotherapy."

Ren Kai was surprised, "How to say?"

The dermatologist sighed and said helplessly: "The patient's grandma seems to be quite superstitious. When her granddaughter first got sick, she didn't let the patient go to the hospital. Instead, she took the patient to a temple and prayed to God for a long time. Later Seeing that it didn't work, she just invited a local Chinese medicine doctor to come to see her at home. After a long time, she finally got cured, but left sequelae. Probably because it was so painful, the girl begged to come to the hospital. Just brought her here."

"Can it still be like this?" Ren Kai lowered his voice and couldn't help but said: "She also said that our doctors don't treat people as human beings, what about herself?"

"Doctor Ren, stop talking, she's here." The dermatologist patted Ren Kai on the shoulder.

Ren Kai turned around, frowned and looked at the old man in front of him. When his eyes fell on the crying red eyes of the other party, like a discouraged ball, he asked in a soft voice: "What's wrong?"

The old man pointed to the room with a hoarse voice, and she said, "My girl said she was in pain, doctor, can you prescribe some more painkillers for her."

"There is a quota, it can't be too much." Ren Kai paused and said, "Patients can't be controlled by drugs alone. Are you really not considering physical therapy?"

There was a complex expression on the old man's face. She lowered her head, twisted her skinny hands together, and after a few seconds of silence, she said to the doctor in front of her: "Linlin's parents passed away when she was a child, and she has always been there since she was a child. I was the one who took care of her. After she got to high school, Linlin went out to work on her own to save enough for her annual tuition fees. She was sick this time and spent a lot of money. I asked the relatives at home to make up for it. Borrowed, until now...the relatives can't lend money anymore."

Ren Kai was stunned. He turned his head and looked at the dermatologist. They considered a lot and listed several treatment options, but the old man refused them one by one. He thought it was because the other party cared too much. There is not enough money.

It was only because of lack of money that the girl endured so much pain for nothing, which made Ren Kai feel like a stick in his throat.

Liang Liye went to the hospital in the afternoon. He came here as if he had entered the back door of his own house. He first went to Yan Xuzhi's previous surgery to distribute the coffee he bought to everyone, and then took the rest of the coffee to the hospice care department.

There were only a few people in this department, so I didn't know they weren't there. Another doctor went to the ward, and only one nurse remained in the department.

Liang Liye knocked on the door and went in, staring at the empty department for a while, the nurse recognized him, and smiled as soon as he saw him: "Mr. Liang, Dr. Yan is not here."

Liang Liye put the coffee on the table, took out a cup and handed it to her, "Not here? Where did he go?"

"Huh? You don't know? He's on vacation and hasn't been to the hospital for a week."

Liang Liye smiled awkwardly and said, "I'm quite busy these days, and I'm on a business trip, so..."

"Hey, busy is busy, how can you ignore this? And you haven't come to the hospital to pick up Dr. Yan for a while, right?"

"Did Xu know that he didn't tell you?"

"What?" The nurse opened the coffee and took a sip. The taste of the latte was just right, and she said thank you again.

Liang Liye thought about Zhao Feng's words, and after thinking about it, he took a step forward and asked in a low voice, "Actually, we two had some small conflicts recently. Dr. Yan hasn't been home for many days."

The nurse looked surprised, Liang Liye glanced, and continued to ask: "I want to ask you, have you noticed anything different about Dr. Yan recently, has he had a cough, cold or discomfort?"

"Not really. Dr. Yan has always paid attention to this aspect."

"Really?" Liang Liye turned his head and looked at Yan Xuzhi's seat. His desk was next to the window, and there was a pot of cactus next to the computer. Xu knew that this person was the same.

Maybe he thought too much, how could there be so many secrets in this world.

Liang Liye drove out of the hospital, the tires ran over the withered yellow leaves on the ground, it was almost evening, the road was full of people coming from get off work and school, bustling and bustling filled the whole street.The car was stuck behind a red light, Liang Liye supported the steering wheel with one hand, and felt bored listening to the sound of the horn in his ears.He lowered the car window, and the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus wafted in the air. Liang Liye took a deep breath, and slowly eased his frowning.

The red light turned into a green light, and the blocked traffic flow slowly moved forward. Liang Liye let go of the brake, and when the car was about to drive out of the intersection, a faint voice suddenly exploded in his ear.

Fragmented, weak, and dying, like a canary choked by the throat, it flaps its wings and sends out a signal for help.

"Liang Liye...help me..." It was Yan Xuzhi's voice.

There was a loud "bang", Liang Liye's feet were stiff on the brakes, he stared blankly at the front, and the car behind him who hadn't stopped in time also slammed into it.His body leaned forward, the seat belt pulled him back, the back of his head was mounted on the back of the seat, and he was spinning.

The horn turned into screams, he pulled the handbrake, unbuckled his seat belt, opened the door and got out.His legs were a little weak, Liang Liye stood in the middle of the road holding the car door, raised his head and looked around blankly.

Row upon row of high-rise buildings, like a net covering the sky and covering the sky, a depressive net, a cramped net, but he felt the breath of Yan Xuzhi in this net.

The breath of dying.

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