Leaving the past behind 2019

Passing by the scenery of your bed: ehhhhhhhhhhhhh—a rare visitor!

I clicked on Xiaolu's name alone, only to find that the other party had changed his WeChat name again, his style was always weird, but Li Henan was not in the mood for ridicule, and just wanted to make a quick decision.

Li Henan: Sorry to bother you, but I want to ask you something.

The scenery passing by your bed: Is it related to Xiaolizi?

Li Henan replied: Yes.

Feeling that typing was too slow, he returned a voice. He told Xiaolu what happened today in a long story. At the end, he emphasized that they did not quarrel or suspect, and he did not have a strong desire to control. He just felt that things happened suddenly—after all, the other party I knew Li Kageng before myself, and my personal relationship seems to be good, and he is also in the same circle, so maybe he knows something.

About half a minute later, Xiaolu returned an Internet call to him. Although he was always out of tune, he could tell that Li Henan was really anxious, so he also became serious.

Xiaolu: "The few of us also get together occasionally. I don't know much about his other networks. With Xiaolizi's personality, it is impossible to have any enemies. Hey, don't be too nervous, it will be like disappearing, isn't it? Haven’t you been in contact for half a day? The phone doesn’t work...Maybe you just forgot to charge it, besides, you have to wait 24 hours for the case to be filed when you go missing.”

He spoke in the same style as he typed, without panting, but when the words "filed a case" came out, for no reason, Li Henan's back was put on a layer of goosebumps.

Li Henan: "I always feel uneasy, maybe I'm making a fuss out of a molehill, but can you think about it again..."

Xiaolu: "To tell you the truth, we used to go to the bar together, but we haven't done much in the past two years... As you know, my girl has a good temper, but she's also very jealous. I haven't played outside for a long time."

Hearing the other party's embarrassing and hesitant tone, Li Henan suddenly realized that he had been reckless. It was his negligence to not understand his lover's friend.com, and since the other party could not explain clearly, he should not entangle him anymore.

"Sorry to bother you, I'll... wait and see."

"Ah, wait!" Just as he was about to hang up the call, the other party stopped him suddenly.

Li Henan's heart tightened: "What?"

Xiaolu hesitantly said: "I just suddenly remembered something. Xiaolizi seems to have a bad relationship with his family. If he insists that he has some enemies, I don't know if that counts."

"What's wrong?"

Li Henan's heart rose. Sure enough, when he mentioned the relationship with his family last time, he felt something was wrong with Li Jiageng, but what he thought at the time was that everyone has scars that they don't want to touch. , I shouldn't ask, but now... will today's incident have anything to do with Li Jiageng's family?If so, what is the situation?

"Well... you know him, and he basically doesn't share bad things with his friends, so I don't know much, but once we were playing games online, he answered the phone, and the other party's voice was too loud , I can hear it from here, it seems... his mother, um... scolding him, he hung up after hearing a few words."

Li Henan asked: "And then?"

"Then? No. Then, he acted as if nothing had happened, and was still playing games with great interest. I was very impressed with this incident, because no one would care about it...Maybe he has a special relationship with his family. Not good? Anyway, I never asked, and I didn’t dare to ask.” Speaking of this, Xiaolu paused for a moment, and then said: “Let me make a suggestion, if you think it’s inappropriate, forget it. In fact, you should ask Lao Wang about this matter. .”

"After all, the two of them have dated before, and for a long time. If today's incident is related to his family members, then the only person who knows about it is Old Wang..."

Li Henan took a deep breath: "Thank you, I understand."

Xiaolu added cautiously: "Do you have Lao Wang's phone number? Shall I tell you?"

He was also confused, they were all in a wechat group, who would need a mobile phone number if he wanted to call?But Li Henan still replied: "No, can you tell me?"

The chat interface quickly sent a series of numbers, Li Henan smiled wryly, and quit WeChat.

In fact, he has always had Wang Hewen's mobile phone number, which he obtained privately after reconnecting with Jiabei a few years ago.

No one knows.

Thinking about it now, he doesn't know what kind of psychology it was at that time?Know yourself and the enemy and never be imperiled in a hundred battles?Or do you want to save as long as you have contact with the other party?

In short, that is a typical humble unrequited love mentality.

But it's different now. Seeing this series of numbers again, he can dial them without hesitation.

For Wang Hewen, this phone call was unfamiliar. Li Henan expressed his purpose concisely and sincerely. After listening to his narration, Wang Hewen's tone immediately settled down. He greeted the people around him and walked towards the secluded place. , In this blank breathing sound, Li Henan clenched his phone tightly, spinning around in the empty living room irritably.

Finally, Wang Hewen's voice came again.

"Brother, since you found me today, there are some things I can't hide from you, but you have to make an agreement first and keep it a secret from me, whether it's Xiaoli's side or Jiabei's side..."

Li Henan said anxiously: "This is for sure."

"I don't know much about his family. Let me tell you about it. You can judge for yourself. At that time, we were in the same dormitory..."

At that time, Wang Hewen and Li Jiageng were just ordinary classmates, so he wondered that this youngest roommate was actually the most independent in their house. At that time, young people who had just left home to go to college had to spend their first semester with their family. To make calls, every dormitory has a landline. Mobile phones have just become popular, and long-distance calls are very expensive. Every night, classmates who live in other places have to grab that landline. , if he wants to snatch the phone, it is the most convenient, but he has never touched it once.

At that time, Wang Hewen thought, maybe because he was a local, just like himself, he would go home almost every two or three weeks, so there was no need to keep calling.

But slowly he discovered that Li Jiageng didn't go home at all, not even on big festivals like National Day.

The young people who had just entered university quickly became acquainted, and most of their spare time was occupied by serial billiards in Internet cafes and libraries. Gradually, everyone stopped calling home often, and Wang Hewen gradually forgot this discovery. Later, He and Li Jiageng had a secret relationship, and the two had more frequent private contacts. He found that Li Jiageng’s mobile phone often received text messages, but he didn’t care. I asked him myself: Why don't you read text messages?

The other party's mood dropped instantly, and he replied: There is nothing to see.

Wang Hewen also began to care about text messages.

Until one time he inadvertently glimpsed a text message received by the other party, and the content made him feel suffocated.

Hearing this, Li Henan couldn't help asking: "What is it?"

Wang Hewen sighed, "I'm not afraid that you are supercilious, but I still remember it until now, alas, because... it's all about insulting and cursing, if it's just about cursing, I wouldn't take it so seriously, but... My first thought at the time was that Xiao Li was harassed by an idiot, and I was about to scold him back, but I searched the Internet and found that the person who sent the text message was actually his mother!"

"...What?" Li Henan didn't hear clearly for a moment, thinking that the other party said a dirty word in a polite way.

"It was his mother, his own mother, who sent him all the content of cursing and swearing - I scrolled up, no wonder he never read the text message or replied! The above links, different dates, all It was sent to him by his mother! Not a single normal word!"

Li Henan's mind went crazy, he never thought that the development of the matter would be this way, he suppressed the horror in his heart and asked: "The specifics... what kind of content?"

"Foul words, curses, bad death, why don't you die... just, something like that."

Li Henan on the phone was quiet for a long time, and Wang Hewen didn't urge him. He knew that this was a heavy old matter. Even after so many years, when he recalled the first time he saw those text messages, his mood was still low and gloomy. He never thought that a mother would use such vicious words to harass his son in every possible way. He couldn't figure out what kind of hatred there was between them, and he even avoided it on his own initiative. The relationship with the other party has not reached that level, the relationship that can interfere with other people's housework... This memory makes him feel extremely depressed. Even though he has quit smoking successfully, he still wants to smoke a cigarette hard now.

"Did you ask him later?" Li Henan's voice came again from the receiver, unhurried, but like the calm before the storm.

Wang Hewen pressed his forehead with the other hand: "No, to be honest, I didn't dare to ask. Besides, Xiao Li is always happy..."

Li Henan interrupted him: "Thank you, I will abide by the agreement and keep it secret. Do you know the address of his home?"

Wang Hewen was stunned for a moment, and said, "I don't know, but I can check it for you..."

"No, I'll check it myself."

After hanging up the phone, Li Henan felt as if a pot of cold water had been poured into his heart, so cold and cramping, because he was always cheerful and never took the initiative to tell others about his pain, so should we all turn a blind eye?But why did he blame Wang Hewen for not getting to the bottom of it?Isn't it the same for yourself?He has clearly sensed the pain of the other party, and has awakened him from his nightmare. Why didn't he take the initiative to ask and help him get out of the pain? What had happened—no, he still didn't know what had happened!

After filling up the water for the little wheel, Li Henan drove out again.

It was already dark, and with the help of a friend, I obtained Li Jiageng’s household registration information. The address was in the south of the city, which was almost opposite to my side. Fortunately, there was not much traffic at night, and his speed on the main road Soon, he almost drifted when turning. He had never been so impulsive. He thought he was a man of order, but when there were more important people and things waiting for him ahead, order was not so important.

He didn't know if Li Jiageng would be there, and he didn't know what his presence would bring, but he knew he had to go.