Leaving the past behind 2019

Li Henan sat down on the chair in front of the desk in his room, his mind was calm without any disturbance.

He pointed to the bed, indicating that his younger brother could sit there: "Really, these are not important to me anymore. Keeping them, or destroying them, is all the same to me."

"Why?" Li Shuonan didn't understand, he sat down on the bed covered with snow-white bedding, carefully occupying only one side.

"Because it's all in the past." His eyes swept over his former desk, everything was as usual, but he just looked at it, and didn't even bother to open the drawer.

"Brother." This seems to be a good time to talk frankly, Li Shuonan subconsciously glanced at the closed door, he clenched his fists with excitement, "Brother, maybe...you misunderstood your parents, they didn't 'give up' past you..."

Li Henan watched him quietly, and didn't speak to him.

Li Shuonan continued: "Besides, even if you have problems here..." Speaking of this, he pointed to his ear: "It doesn't affect anything now, why do you still belittle yourself? Are you Perfect, always has been."

He has always been brooding over that quarrel, and he was not born to snatch his brother's favor.

Li Henan smiled, and he instantly understood what the other party was referring to.

He said in a deep voice, "Shuonan, 'accident' refers not only to that accident, but to a series of changes after that accident. The so-called not 'perfect' does not only refer to physical disabilities."

Li Shuonan frowned slightly, he didn't quite understand.

Li Henan lowered his eyes, raised them again after a while, and looked around.

"This place is kept very clean, you come here often."

"Uh." Li Shuonan's face burned slightly.

"It's okay, these are not important." Li Henan leaned forward, patted the back of his brother's hand, his tone relaxed.

Li Shuonan also relaxed a little.

"So you must have discovered some of my little secrets." Li Henan looked at him with a smile.

Li Shuonan's eyes lit up: "It's those hidden deep in the drawer..."

Li Henan continued with a smile: "The Rubik's Cube, funny stickers, unfinished cardboard models—"

"Yes, I thought I was dazzled when I saw it, but you actually..." Speaking of this, he subconsciously glanced towards the door, lowered his voice, but couldn't hide his excitement: "You are actually in front of my mother's eyelids!" Do this down there!"

Li Henan looked at him and could only smile wryly.

It was obviously a harmless little thing that all teenagers would play with, but to the two of them, it seemed like they had done some heinous thing.

Yes, I also grew up under this kind of education. I don’t care about anything that has nothing to do with study. Even the extracurricular readings have to be strictly screened, and they must be the “serious” books mentioned in the exam syllabus.

Thinking of this, Li Henan sighed and spread his hands: "Look, this is the accident that happened to me. I changed their established track."

"what."

"Don't pretend you don't understand, you dare to sneak to my place."

"Haha!" Li Shuonan embarrassedly wiped the tip of his nose. "I'm just curious to see what my brother's life looks like now." He raised his head: "That's great, it's much better than I imagined—I thought that even if you moved out to live alone, you would make it another place." One of our family."

When he said this, the corners of his lips curled down exaggeratedly.

Of course Li Henan understood what this meant. In fact, it was true before. Even if he moved out to live alone, wouldn't his home be different from here?

Spotless floors and tabletops, no extra fancy decorations, a white and clean, inorganic home.

Who changed all this?

Thinking of that person warms my heart.

"By the way, what exactly did you leave me?"

Li Henan suddenly asked.

Li Shuonan was stunned, "Didn't you find it?"

"I... had some misunderstandings yesterday, and I haven't looked for them yet."

"It's nothing, just your middle school commemorative photo album!"

"Memorial book?" Li Henan repeated blankly.

"Yes, there are many photos in it..." Li Shuonan said with gestures.

Li Henan gave him an angry look: "Of course I know what a souvenir book is, I just..."

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong?" Li Shuonan realized something.

Li Henan pinched his eyebrows: "Tell you that you don't understand, I have to go back now." He stood up as he spoke.

"Ah!" Li Shuonan suddenly realized, and he instantly thought of what the so-called "accident" refers to. The person who dared to scribble on his brother's notebook, the person who put his brother on the shoulders at the basketball game, the person who just appeared He is always the most conspicuous in the photo...he punched his fist in the palm of his hand, "I'm such a pig!"

In the next second, I was in a panic again: "It should be fine, those photos look normal, and not all of you two, there are many group photos." After a pause, he asked softly: "Sister-in-law is jealous Is it that big of sex?"

Li Henan's face was cold, his lips were tight: "I don't know."

Indeed, that photo album didn’t contain any outrageous photos. It was a copy that everyone had when they graduated from high school. The backgrounds were all the photos in the school that were personally selected by the head teacher in the past three years. The group photos for the competition were all commemorative photos. As far as the content of the photos is concerned, it was normal.

But the part between him and Jiabei has always been a hurdle between him and Li Jiageng. Although he has made it clear repeatedly, it is hard to guarantee that the other party will not think too much, and hearing and seeing are two completely different concepts.

He also couldn't remember how he was in the photo, when he stood with Jiabei, or when his eyes met occasionally.

He remembered that the other party didn't answer his call.

Should you be angry already?

Without further ado, Li Henan opened the door, and Li Shuonan chased after him: "Are you going back now? Then you should first think about how to coax people!"

Li Henan glanced at him: "What are you coaxing? I didn't do anything wrong."

I walked down the stairs quickly without saying hello to anyone, drove, got in the car, and checked my phone several times on the way, but there was still no new news.

In front of my younger brother, I am stubborn, but I am ready to coax others in a low-key manner, but how to implement it?He has very little experience in this area, should he swear to the sky to express his determination?That's too contrived!

"Jia Geng?"

The light in the living room was dark, which seemed to indicate something bad.

I didn't bother to change my shoes, so I walked into the bedroom first, no one was there.

"Jia Geng?"

There was no one in the study room or the kitchen. To be exact, Li Jiageng was not at home at all—he ran away from home?Can't it?

"Chacha——" Xiaogulu stumbled over and bumped into his calf, and Li Henan bent down to pick it up.

"Where's your father?"

"Chat!"

"What do you want?"

"Chat!"

"..."

Li Henan carried it and walked towards the "treasure place" that his younger brother told him. Behind the laptop in the study, the photo album stayed there safely and never moved. It seems that Li Jiageng never found this photo album at all.

Or did you not find it at all?

impossible.

Based on his understanding of Li Kageng, knowing that there is a gift from his cousin hidden in the house, he must turn the room upside down before brushing his teeth or washing his face.

Or was there something temporarily that he didn't have time to find?

Li Henan walked towards the bedroom with the chattering little wheel in his arms.

The quilt remained in the messy state when it was just lifted; the mobile phone and a pair of shoes that Li Jiageng often wore were gone; In a hurry, I didn't even have time to add bird food.

What could it be?Work or personal?

Li Henan glanced at his watch, it was already eight o'clock in the evening, so he couldn't even spare time to answer a phone call or wechat, right?

On the way, he called Li Kageng again, but the phone was turned off. At that time, he didn't think much about it because the person often forgot to charge the phone, but now he had to think about it.

He immediately thought of Zhou Tianming from Fireworks Vision, but he quickly dispelled this concern. During the recent cooperation with Fireworks Vision, he felt that Zhou Tianming's personality was not bad, and he couldn't do things like stalking after being rejected, and He also heard about his relationship with Mr. Zheng from Li Jiageng, and he was probably distracted by Zheng Qilong.

He quickly filtered the other party's interpersonal relationship in his mind, and suddenly found that he knew nothing about the other party's personal friends except for the few people in the WeChat group full of koi.

Since I lived together with Li Jiageng, I haven’t paid much attention to this group. When I opened it, I saw a lot of unread chat records, all kinds of people, Xiaolu was complaining, Wei Min wished everyone a smooth work in the new day, Wang Hewen alone@ Jiabei wanted to have supper, and then was ridiculed by the group that they showed affection. During the period, there were Li Jiageng's remarks, but most of them were bickering with Xiaolu. Turn to the bottom, and the latest chat records show that it was last week.

He hesitated and clicked on the name of a group member.