middle of the road

Chi Yu confirmed that the person in front of him was Cheng Yang, but when he looked at him, he felt different, especially at the moment when he was looking at him with strange eyes, as if he had changed his face. Chi Yu felt it the first time he saw him.

He was worried that he hadn't seen him in the past few days. He was sick again. He raised his hand to touch his forehead, but he opened it indifferently.

Cheng Yang glanced at him, turned around and walked downstairs.

It was lunch break time, the people who came out either flocked to the school gate, or walked towards the cafeteria, Chi Yu followed behind him, and went down to the first floor with the flow of people, the sun was a bit poisonous, Cheng Yang was really ready for this time Going to the playground, he stopped, "Did you eat?"

Cheng Yang shook his head in front of him.

Chi Yu didn't understand, "Then why do you want to play ball all of a sudden?"

"Because if you don't fight, you will always miss it." Cheng Yang said.

Chi Yu didn't understand what he meant, so he went to pull his arm to see what was wrong with him, but before he could reach it, Cheng Yang ruthlessly threw him away as if he had touched something dirty He was a little annoyed immediately, and his voice sank, "What are you messing with again?!"

Cheng Yang didn't speak, and straightened his back and walked forward. It seemed that if he didn't finish the game today, he wouldn't have more communication with him.

Chi Yu was a little upset and didn't want to pay attention to it, but it was normal for Cheng Yang to complain to him when something like that happened that night. He coughed hard, "I was in a bad mood after that day, so I didn't contact you, but I will call you in the morning Why did you turn off the phone when it was time?"

"Where have you been these few days?" Chi Yu quickly walked two steps to his side, "Has Cheng Yunsheng been here before? What is he doing here? Did he make things difficult for you?"

He asked these questions a series of times, seemingly concerned, but Cheng Yang didn't answer any of them, because he knew that this was just Chi Yu's good at deceiving people.

He has been coaxed like this many times, and no one has experienced the cruelty and thoroughness of the end of gullibility.

It doesn't matter whether he is a shadow of a snake with a bow and a bow, or whether the grass and trees are soldiers, from now on he will never trust this person again.

Chi Yu has always wanted to play ball with him, just like he wants to fuck & he will try all kinds of methods. What he can't get is always the most disturbing. It's a little late for Cheng Yang to understand this truth, but he finally understood it. So he didn't want to wait to leave, Chi Yu was still thinking about anything on him, this parting, he would definitely finish playing with him today.

After arriving at the small playground, Cheng Yang stopped, turned around, threw the ball to him, and said without any expression, "Come on."

Chi Yu didn't want to play at all, and there were still many unresolved issues between him and Cheng Yang. He was even a little puzzled by Cheng Yang's current obsession, "What do you want..."

Cheng Yang's figure flashed suddenly, and he snatched the ball out of his hand. In the next second, he turned around quickly, and he had already dribbled the ball to the basket. Chi Yu instinctively chased to block it. Akira, I don't know if it's because the center of gravity is not steady, or because of the body.

Chi Yu was afraid that he would fall, and he was not in the mood to fight with him here at this time, so he subconsciously reached out to catch him.

After Cheng Yang noticed his movement, he hooked his hand, the ball turned in a different direction, and hit him hard in the face.

At that moment, Chi Yu only felt a strong crushing pain on his nose, mixed with nosebleeds and tears.

"Fuck! What the hell is going on with you?!" Chi Yu covered his nose, his palms were covered with blood, he touched his pockets, but he didn't bring any tissues, and when he yelled out such a sentence, a burst of sweetness ran through his throat , the feeling of sticking up and down made him a little nauseous.

"What's wrong with you?!" Chi Yu glared at him, "Didn't I fucking apologize to you? What do you still think of me!"

Today's sun is too big, some people can't open their eyes, Cheng Yang stood motionless under the basket, looking at the distorted figure in front of him, suddenly every word, mixed with cold thoughts Said: "If I love you, I will never be like a climbing lingering flower, showing off with your tall branches. If I love you, I will never be like an infatuated bird, repeating monotonous songs for the shade..."

Chi Yu was a little stunned. This was the program their class participated in the school celebration party. Cheng Yang said he didn't memorize it, but now he was reading it to him verbatim, with a low and steady voice, without a trace of what should be Ups and downs, but if you listen carefully, you can hear a slight trill from his deliberately clear enunciation.

He stopped after reading the first paragraph, and his eyes finally fell on him. Cheng Yang looked at him, "Next sentence?"

"What?" Chi Yu couldn't figure it out at all, he was crying all the time under the excessive stimulation, and his words were slurred.

He didn't know what was wrong with him and what he was going to do. Cheng Yang always felt a little abnormal to him today. He had never seen him like this. He seemed to have lost his soul, and he seemed to be possessed by something.

"It's my fault that I'm not good at Chinese, and I don't understand the meaning of this sentence." Cheng Yang lowered his head and smiled palely, "I should be a kapok tree, not Ling Xiaohua."

"Chi Yu." Cheng Yang turned to him as he said, "I owe you, I haven't forgotten it for a minute, and I won't forget it in the future, I hope you will remember it too."

"What do you want to say, what exactly do you mean?" Chi Yu's face changed slightly, seeing Cheng Yang's red eyes at this time, and the strong despair in his eyes, he suddenly straightened up, wanting to come and grab him, Cheng Yang Taking a step back, he caught a gap.

"How many times do you want me to tell you, my mother never wanted you to pay me back!"

"Really?" Cheng Yang sneered seeing Chi Yu's eager expression in confusion, and suddenly remembered that time in the countryside, Chi Yu said that he didn't believe in feelings, but at that time he really wanted to ask him, What about us, what are we like.

Looking back now, he is glad that he held back at that time, because even he himself felt a little ridiculous when he saw the scene in front of him.

He has never clinged to anyone, the only person he thought of relying on was Chi Yu, but unfortunately they started in such an awkward way, it was doomed that he would not be able to rely on anything in the end.

"If I were more generous, I could still say goodbye to you." Cheng Yang took a deep breath, turned around and waved his hands, "But forget it."

"Cheng Yang!" Chi Yu stood there, watching Cheng Yang get farther and farther away from him step by step. In Yang's resolute eyes, he saw such deep disgust for him.

Why did it happen all of a sudden, just because of what happened that night?

Chi Yu waited until his figure completely disappeared into the crowd, still thinking, let's do this first, after a few days, calm down for a few days, if Cheng Yang still doesn't accept his apology and forgive him, then he will come again Find a way, at worst, go to his house a few more times.

Cheng Yang has always been a soft-spoken person, and Chi Yu thinks he has figured out his temper very well. Judging from past experience, as long as his attitude is more sincere and his posture is a little lower, Cheng Yang will be able to get rid of it. It is impossible for Yang to be so hard-hearted towards him.

Chi Yu didn't think the matter was serious at all. On the contrary, he was a little displeased with Cheng Yang's sudden cruelty to him. He was even thinking about whether it would be better to prolong the calm time between them. Let Cheng Yang be the first to convince him softly.

Chi Yu went to the pool to flush the blood on his face, but it didn't stop completely, and it continued to flow out with a little force. Cheng Yang's hit was really hard, and he probably confiscated a little bit of strength, and spilled it all on him. It feels like a bone is broken when I touch my nose.

When he came out, he was still a bit hungry, so he lost his appetite. Chi Yu didn't go back to the classroom, and didn't go to see where Cheng Yang was. up.

When he stood in front of the mirror and looked at it, even he was startled, not only his nose, but also the surrounding areas that were implicated would all be swollen, and his appearance couldn't be described as miserable, Chi Yu whispered, The sum of all the injuries he suffered was not as much as what Cheng Yang had given him during this period of time. He washed the area around the wound with water again, and dealt with the broken parts hastily.

He didn't eat, and sat up after lying on the bed for a while. He wanted to go back and ask Cheng Yang what was wrong, but he couldn't find anyone else when he entered the classroom. Judging from the unsorted papers piled up on the table, Cheng Yang Yang probably never came back.

Chi Yu looked at it for a while, and after calming down, he decided to ignore it for now. Both of them were angry, and they might quarrel again after a while.

He wanted to wait for tomorrow, but Cheng Yang still didn't come to school the next day, and Chi Yu couldn't sit still anymore, so he called him to turn off the phone, he ran to ask Huang Ming, Huang Ming said a lot, but didn't say a word Instead, he began to ask questions about the wound on his face.

Chi Yu felt an indescribable abnormality, but the tingling pain in his nose reminded him not to bow his head so quickly.

That night, he resisted not looking for Cheng Yang, went home directly, ran into Chi Haidong downstairs, and said he wanted to talk to him again.

Chi Yu and him have nothing to talk about. Chi Haidong's mistakes will never be forgiven. No matter whether there is a college entrance examination or not, whether it will affect his mood, he will not bear him any longer, and he will not think about this place for a day. stay longer.

Maybe it's really to the point of hating nothing, maybe it's decided to stay away from here, after entering the countdown, Chi Yu's attitude towards him has eased, Chi Haidong often comes to talk to him like this recently, but no matter what What he said, whether the only person who can rest assured is Zhao Shuangying, or whether it was just an accident with that woman, it's hard to cause any disturbance in Chi Yu's heart.

After being completely disappointed in a person, there is nothing left but indifference.

It can be seen that there is no way to make Chi Yu change his mind in a short time. In the last few times when he came to him, Chi Haidong seemed to have given up on defending himself, but instead turned the blame on him and Cheng Yang, trying to persuade Chi in various ways. Island to give up their improper relationship.

Chi Yu didn't want him to change the subject. He didn't need to talk about his relationship with Cheng Yang. He appreciated Chi Haidong's angry expression, but that didn't mean he could tell him what to do or not to do.

In his eyes, he was no longer qualified to be a father.

So even the quarrel seems to be not speculative.

Chi Haidong scolded him as a joke, "Even if it's hard for me to control you in the future, at least for now, I will let you understand what is important!"

"Child's play?" Chi Yu sneered, Chi Haidong seemed to have said his playful thing more than once, "When I was young, I played house, one was a father and the other was a mother, you said it was a play, but you, with a marriage contract Wouldn’t it be a child’s play if the family is destroyed in the end?”

"What about you? What did you do?" Chi Haidong looked at him, "Isn't it a joke for you to use your classmate to hurt him like that?"

"You think everyone is like..." Chi Yu instinctively wanted to refute, but suddenly paused, "...have you met him?"

Chi Haidong didn't speak.

Chi Yu suddenly stepped forward, stared at him closely, and repeated, "Did you see Cheng Yang? What did you say to him?"

"It doesn't matter what you say." Chi Haidong smiled, "What he believes is the most important thing."

Chi Yu's heart fell suddenly, and there was a buzzing in his head, as if some cold and sharp blade cut his scalp, the sound of metal collision was creepy, and he suddenly fell into a huge panic In the middle, I was even more panicked than hearing that Cheng Yang sent Cheng Le away and was about to take a university entrance exam with him.

"Xiaoyu, once a mistake is made, it is difficult to correct it." Chi Haidong still did not give up persuading him, "Do you have to wait until the future, when it is really irreversible, to regret what you have done now? Why?"

"Get out!" Chi Yu moved his footsteps, and before he could finish speaking, he pushed him away and rushed out to the door.