middle of the road

No. [-] Middle School signed a friendly cooperation agreement with a certain foreign middle school some time ago. This time, the other party specially sent a few students and teachers over to exchange ideas. My English ability is outstanding, and I was appointed by the school leader as a student representative to accompany me for a day and a half.

Everything else is okay, so I will take a tour and talk about the history of the school, that is, there will be a cultural performance the next morning, and he will be the host, and the girls in the propaganda department just put some makeup on his face for the stage effect to make him a little I didn't get used to it very much, and I didn't know what the powder was. It was bright and fluorescent. After applying it on my face, it was as thick as lard.

Even if it was unloaded after the end, Fu Jin returned to the classroom and felt his face was shining like a big mirror. In the afternoon class, he kept scratching. He went to the toilet several times. , It is still greasy everywhere, and it seems that there are some allergies when you look carefully.

It got better later, so he didn't care about it. After eating with Chi Yu, he went to play ball. When he came back for evening self-study, he saw that someone had put an allergic ointment on the table.

At first he thought it was given by another girl who had a crush on him, until he sat down and saw Jiang Mingyang's half-read manual on the seat next to him, then he took another look at him in disbelief.

What the fuck? ?

He bought it?

This kind of thing... Fu Jin couldn't relate to him no matter how he thought about it.

Not to mention whether he is so careful, but with the current relationship between the two of them, don't they have a clear understanding of their friendship at the same table?

Fu Jin knew very well that Jiang Mingyang was so unclear that he didn't expect it.

He thought of the proposal that he had rejected out of his brain last time, and he couldn't get it back anyway, and felt that it was necessary to take advantage of Jiang Mingyang's first show of favor this time, and give him a step to go out by the way.

He took the ointment in his hand, looked at it for a while, and said, "Last time you said you wanted to talk, are you free?"

"Use it after washing your face, once in the morning and once in the evening." Jiang Mingyang gestured to his hand, then turned to look at him: "I can do it, it's up to you."

"Then tomorrow afternoon." I originally wanted to make an appointment after the self-study tonight, but after thinking about it so late, I might as well forget it. Their class will have a parent meeting tomorrow, and I just have time in the afternoon.

After finishing speaking, he wanted to return the ointment to him. It seemed that the two of them had a good relationship after taking this kind of unknown thing, but I don’t know if it was a psychological effect. I didn’t feel it before. Putting the solution here, his face immediately itched surprisingly again.

Fu Jin unscrewed the cap a little rough, squeezed a little in the palm of his hand and wiped it on his face, then threw it there and ignored it, which can be regarded as a superficially friendly start for tomorrow's meeting between the two parties.

At least, Fu Jin felt that he was the weaker side in this only point of conflict between the two of them. To put it simply, he still didn't dare to do anything to Jiang Mingyang, even though he only got angry at him once.

After two classes in the afternoon of the second day, the parents came over one after another. Because they would occupy the classroom, they were allowed to move freely. Fu Jin passed the back door and took a look at his seat, and found that his mother was sitting with Jiang Mingyang's mother. In this short period of time, they have already chatted happily face to face.

Fu Jin: "..."

Moreover, as long as Jiang Mingyang is, his mother is much more beautiful than his mother.

This unscientific.

Fu Jin walked towards the playground and signaled Jiang Mingyang to follow him. He didn't want to listen to him anymore. He was taken to the gloomy little river where he was worried that he would fall if he turned around. There was no one there, and Fu Jin was afraid. If I can't talk to him well, I will be a little emotional and uninhabited and difficult to control.

There are a few classes in physical education class, and there are many people on the playground. Fu Jin will be looked at by others wherever he goes. At this time, he doesn't want to be heard in the corner, so he can only go to the corner.

Leading Jiang Mingyang all the way to the stands under the rostrum, Fu Jin slowed down and stopped, found the innermost seat and sat down.

Jiang Mingyang glanced at him, then sat next to him.

For a while, Fu Jin sat upright with his arms folded and looked down, and for a while he held his knees and grabbed two handfuls of hair. He was a little dazed and didn't know how to start. During this period, Jiang Mingyang naturally didn't say a word. This time, Fu Jin said that he wanted to talk first. , he certainly didn't expect him to speak first.

After sitting like this for 5 minutes, Fu Jin sighed, "As you can see." He said, "I'm gay, and I did like Cheng Yang before, please express your opinion, what do you think about me? Say it all out, let me know.”

"I don't have a problem with you." Unexpectedly, Jiang Mingyang replied quickly, "It's your freedom to be who you are, but Cheng Yang, as I said, he is not the same person as you."

"A type of person?" Fu Jin chewed these three words gently between his lips and teeth, "If you think about him so much, you don't think you like him, do you?"

Jiang Mingyang glanced at him, Fu Jin also turned around, the two of them stared at each other for a while, Fu Jin suddenly smiled, "Do you still like me?"

"You think too much." Jiang Mingyang turned back, "Actually, you don't have to be so nervous. I'm not the kind of person you think. I'm sorry to know your secret by accident, but I will help you keep it safe."

"The premise is that the person I'm looking for must pass your level first, right?" Fu Jin sneered, he was the one who said sorry, and he was the one who used secrets to interfere with him, he didn't feel Jiang Mingyang's formulaic apology at all There is no apology in it.

"I never said that, except for Cheng Yang, I won't interfere with anyone you find." Jiang Mingyang said.

It sounds nice, if there is one, there are two, how can he ensure that the person who appears next to him is not the next Cheng Yang?In the final analysis, is there a difference? There are many straight people, so as long as Jiang Mingyang knows this part, he must first get rid of it from his choices.

"I know." Fu Jin said: "You think I'm just playing around, you think I'm not sure, maybe you still have the same attitude if it's not Cheng Yang who changed someone else, but why do you think Jiang Mingyang like that, do you know me? What kind of person?"

"I thought I understood you." Jiang Mingyang said, "But it's not like you to do what you know you can't do."

"However you know, it must be impossible. Have you tried it? There are many people who are not like me in this world. Does everyone need you to remind me?"

"It's really possible, would you still sit here and tell me these things today?" Jiang Mingyang paused because of his suddenly raised voice, and after a while, he turned his head to look at him, "If you're like this, I'll misunderstand you He was deliberately playing tricks on me."

"Who are you, I need to be angry with you." It's already unpleasant enough to be told that it's impossible, and when it's over, I have to add this sentence, and the ignition that Fu Jin was suppressing was all hooked up, "I have a brain, I will judge, after all, you didn't pay attention to me."

"Then are you serious about Cheng Yang?" Jiang Mingyang looked at him, "Have you thought about him?"

"I don't need you to teach me, I know what it means to be serious." At this moment, Fu Jin really wanted to throw out all the time and love that he was carrying, but once the impulsiveness reached the critical point, his reason would come out again Tell him to calm down.

Keep calm and calm, the bigger picture matters.

He took a deep breath, "Let me ask you, I was joking with Cui Jiajie and the others that day, what kind of anger did you get?"

It wasn't until Jiang Mingyang opened his mouth at this time that the calmness he had started from sitting here finally had some ups and downs. He said in a somewhat blunt tone: "I don't like the way you look, and you're joking with them like that."

"Why don't you like it, what's wrong with me?" Fu Jin was speechless, "I don't care if you like it or not, so let me ask you, have I asked you so much?"

Jiang Mingyang thought for a while, "That's different."

"What's the difference?"

In fact, Jiang Mingyang also knew that there were many such jokes among boys, but his first reaction was that this matter should be put on Fu Jin. If he had to find a reason, it was probably because Fu Jin was not a normal boy.

He likes the same sex.

So the same sex is similar to the opposite sex to him, and it may look the same to other people, but he knows that when those people make similar jokes with him, it will definitely be different to Fu Jin, what is he thinking at this time?Do you feel indifferent, or are you deliberately pretending to be like them?

Fu Jin is trying his best to cover up himself, treating himself as the same existence as them. Jiang Mingyang knows it's wrong to see him like this, but subconsciously he can't help rejecting his overly intimate contact with those people, including the one who grew up with him like a childhood sweetheart. Big Chiyu.

However, if you want to ask the reason, he, a person who really can't interfere with his preferences, can't tell. He can only think, "Don't you know what's different?"

"... Fuck!" Fu Jin suddenly understood whether Jiang Mingyang regarded him as a woman, or the kind of woman who behaved frivolously, "You actually have the face to let me believe you, why don't you interfere with me? Who is missing, you are addicted to discipline management, right?"

Jiang Mingyang didn't speak. Fu Jin felt that the conversation couldn't go on any longer. It was an endless loop. He said to let him go and at the same time tied him up. How about walking the dog?If the price Jiang Mingyang paid for keeping his secrets was for him to obey his words, paying for a person who would rather die than have no freedom, it would almost make him feel more aggrieved than getting out of this door and being known to the world.

"I don't care about the other things. Except for these two things, Cheng Yang is one, and there is that kind of joke. Don't make it again." Jiang Mingyang stood up. Mr. Jin was so silent and wanted to tell him that unless he said it himself, he would never tell others about that matter. He thought that he could not have more thoughts and demands on him, but he didn't expect that when he opened his mouth today, he wanted to What he wants to insist on is that he will never let go because of his questioning and refutation.

"Tomorrow, if you think about it, there will only be three." Fu Jin stood up and stopped him who was walking back. He tried to restrain himself and finally spoke again. In addition to helplessness, there was even a hint of sadness in his tone. "I don't have any demands on you, Jiang Mingyang, just one thing. I hope you can recognize yourself in the future. Apart from our relationship as classmates, you are nobody here with me. Can you just ignore me?"

"I know, let me stop staring at you." Jiang Mingyang stopped suddenly, turned back to look at him, and lowered his voice, "You think I want to?"

"What...?" Fu Jin was stunned by his darkened gaze, he didn't understand what he meant by this sentence, why would you like it, would someone force you?He thought for a while for such an endless sentence, but he couldn't find it, which made Jiang Mingyang stare at him as if he had a last resort.

He's the one who's been wronged, okay?

Fu Jin was really confused, wanted to stop him to ask but didn't know what to say, Jiang Mingyang obviously didn't want to say, even if he opened his mouth, he couldn't dig out a few words from it.

Depressed, obviously the one who was bribed by that tube of ointment before talking about it was not so depressed, but halfway through a few words, it made him feel uncomfortable.

Chi Yu didn't go to the evening self-study at night. Today, Children's Day, he took Cheng Ying and Cheng Le out to watch a children's drama, had a meal by the way, and then sent them back together after picking up Cheng Yang in the evening.

On the way back, I received a call from Fu Jin, asking him to go out for a drink with him, and from what he meant, it seemed that he had already drank a lot outside alone.