[Main Black Basket] Time Knows

?After the release of the new issue of "Trend" in Japan, there was a wave of upsurge. Controversy continued on the Internet about Hashimoto Suzune's confessional interview. I was moved by Hashimoto Suzune's magnanimity and the story between her and Yukimura Seiichi. Of course, there are other discussions, but these Hashimoto Suzune don't care anymore. In her opinion, she has already done a good job. She has done everything she can, and now she just needs to work and live a good life. She has already said all that the reporters want to ask and everyone wants to know in the interview, so the emergency patients lurking around the office building are getting more and more concerned. It is very happy for Hashimoto Suzune that it is rare.

It has been four days since I talked to Kise Ryota, and Kise was probably really hit hard. Hashimoto heard a colleague chatting that Kise rejected a series of show invitations, and It was reported that Kise rejected the endorsement of many clothing companies for the new season, and some magazines said that Kise intends to quit the modeling industry completely...

Hashimoto Suzune actually felt very guilty that she had brought such a big influence on the other party, but she never thought about calling the other party to persuade and comfort her—it was not her turn to do these things, Hashimoto Suzune was still very sad. Consciously, since you want to make the other party completely give up, you must draw a clear line of demarcation, and you can't do anything vague to make the other party feel hopeful.

Cutting the cleaned carrots into pieces and preparing to attack the bell peppers, the internal phone rang. Hashimoto Suzune hurriedly wiped his hands and went to the entrance to answer the call. The security staff said that there was a Kuroko Tetsuya's people came to visit her. After Hashimoto Suzune confirmed with the other party, she thought it would be troublesome if she had to come to open the door later, so she opened the door first and then went back to the kitchen to toss the ingredients. When the peppers were all processed, there was a knock on the door outside.

"Lingyin-sang..." Heizi's voice stopped abruptly, and then his voice returned to its usual calm and steady voice: "Excuse me."

Hashimoto thought that Kuroko must have noticed that the door was open, so she had already taken off her shoes and walked in. After filling the small pot with water and putting it on the induction cooker to make the options, she turned and walked out and said, "There may be something in the refrigerator. There are only milk coffee and vegetable juice, which one would you like to drink, Tetsuya-kun?"

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Kuroko Tetsuya who was wearing slippers in the room at the entrance. He sat on the floor and was changing his shoes naturally. When he heard Hashimoto Suzune's question, he just changed his shoes and stood up. He looked up and saw Hashimoto a few steps away. Lingyin, he smiled slightly and said: "Let's go to vegetable juice, Lingyin-san turns out to like drinking it herself."

"Natural and nutritious." Hashimoto Suzune said without intending to leave the kitchen, but pointed in a certain direction, then raised his chin to Hei Zizhe and said, "The vegetable juice is in the small refrigerator, and there is a Spare cup, washed, you will use that to pour yourself to drink!"

Hei Zizhe also saw that Hashimoto Suzune had finished speaking and went back to the kitchen. After blinking, he went to the refrigerator as she said. The color of the vegetable juice was reddish. He took a sip. It was not particularly sweet, with some green The fragrance of melon should be carrots, cucumbers and tomatoes.

Holding the cup, he stood in front of the small refrigerator and began to look at the room he helped to decorate - the neatly made single bed was next to the floor-to-ceiling glass door, and the balcony was on the other side of the door, probably because he was coming, There is no clothes to dry on the balcony, probably put them away in advance, there is a small bedside table between the bed and the wardrobe, next to the place where I stand is the TV and the TV cabinet, there is no space, so the coffee table for dining is foldable Yes, it is estimated that Hashimoto Suzune and others will be placed on the balcony.

He took another sip of vegetable juice, temporarily put the cup on the TV cabinet, then lifted out the foldable tea table leaning against the side of the wardrobe, and easily took it to the balcony to unfold it.

After finishing all this, Hei Zizhe also went to the kitchen: "Lingyin-san, do you need help?"

Hashimoto Suzune turned his head and glanced at him, then smiled suddenly and shook the plate of beef that was still wrapped in plastic wrap in his hand: "Can you wash it?"

Heizi Tetsuya rolled up his sleeves and walked over with a calm expression, and took the box of beef from Hashimoto Suzune's hand: "Just wash it clean, don't you want to cut it?"

"Cut it if you know how to do it." Hashimoto Suzune handed it to him with great confidence, and ran to watch the water boil and throw potatoes and carrots in it. Put the hard-to-cooked ones in the water first, and then put beef tomatoes in when it's almost time to avoid beef. To be dragged down to grow old.

"...In Suzune-san's heart, how bad is my cooking skill?" Hei Zizhe couldn't help asking this question, and Hashimoto Suzune replied without even raising his head: "Only boiled eggs will not lose to anyone. .”

Hei Zizhe was so choked that he almost cut off his own fingers. He pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, and said with a straight face: "It was a long time ago. After living alone, I can still be more or less ordinary. cooking!"

"After eating boiled eggs for more than a month, anyone will study hard to cook." Hashimoto Suzune hit the nail on the head without any hesitation, and Hei Zizhe was once again attacked by the opponent's attack to empty the blood tank, obediently closed his mouth and refused. Dare to make mistakes.

Lingyin-san is very rude to him now, and he is very easy to handle - but Heizi Tetsuya is very happy.

It felt like they were back in high school when they got along the most harmoniously. There was not much politeness between the two of them, and some just had the kind of freewheeling that only because they are familiar with each other and have a good relationship.

Heizi likes this kind of atmosphere very much, even though he can't talk to Hashimoto all the time, he still feels very happy - because, Suzune-san will only be very rude to him, and will only be awkward and cute to him!

After chopping up the beef in a happy mood, Heizi turned his head and saw Hashimoto Suzune putting tomatoes into the small water pot. Combined with the carrots and potatoes he had seen before, he tentatively guessed: "Is it Italian stew?" ?”

"Well, the recipe is simple but the taste is great. It's the most suitable dish for singles!" Hashimoto Suzune noticed that the water was boiling again, and the beef could be put in. She was completely accustomed to it. Seeing that Hei Zizhe also spread out his hand, Hei Zizhe also looked at her palm and blinked, and reacted very quickly, put the sliced ​​beef on her hand, and Hashimoto Suzune held it without raising his head. All the beef went in; "Take the bowls and chopsticks out from the disinfection cupboard, and when the dishes are ready, I will take the pot out."

Hei Zizhe was very obedient and did as she said. After a few minutes, the two of them finally sat on the balcony and began to enjoy the meal. , although this dish is simple to make, it has a rich flavor. The sweet and sour of the tomato, the sweetness of the pepper, the pure aroma of the potato, the sweetness of the carrot, and the mellow aroma of the beef are perfectly combined.

The two of them were very quiet during the meal. After the sunset completely sank, the source of light on the balcony could only rely on the incandescent lamp in the room. At this time, both of them had finished their meal, and cleared away the table. Hashimoto I used a sterilized cupboard, so I didn’t need to be too delicate after washing. After finishing it in three or two, I stood on the balcony with a glass of vegetable juice with Heizi and looked at the night view of Tokyo.

"Tokyo's night is so gorgeous. Although San Francisco has bright lights in some places, Seiichi and I live near the University of San Francisco, so we don't go out very often, so I haven't experienced the night in San Francisco much." Bridge Ben Lingyin said in a flat tone, as if he simply made a new comparison with his living environment.

Hei Zizhe also looked at the lights in the distance, and said calmly: "The senior in the basketball club in high school later successfully entered the national team. I went to New York with Vulcan Lord to watch his game during the freshman summer vacation. I know Vulcan-kun, so we went shopping together later, and I feel that New York is like a city that never sleeps, more colorful than Tokyo at night. After Suzune-san went to work at Trend, she should have moved to New York, right?"

"Actually, I went to New York not long after Jingshi passed away. At first, I just wanted to find a job and live a life, but I happened to be accepted by Trend. At first, I was an intern editor in the editorial department, and then I didn't know why. I was picked up by Fiona, the editor-in-chief, as an assistant, and after seven years, I was suddenly thrown back to the Tokyo branch as the editor-in-chief...I still think about these things until now, and I still feel that I might be the one to drink it I haven't woken up after too much, haha..." When she said this, there was a bit of helplessness in her smile, and Hei Zizhe's blue eyes became a little dark under the influence of the light: "...It sounds like You never thought of coming back."

Hashimoto Suzune's smile was slightly stiff, she pursed her lips and then frowned and looked at Heizi Tetsuya with a embarrassed smile: "Well, I never thought about it."

Hei Zizhe asked her sincerely, "Is it because of your mother?"

"Not all." Hashimoto Suzune turned around and leaned against the railing to look at him, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, the arc of his smile was very shallow, and the angle of some backlighting made the smile almost blurred by the light and shadow ;"I seldom think of Tokyo there, really very little, because there are too few things that I can recall, such as the happy things in growing up, the joy of making friends and shopping together, or having a favorite People are shy and have ambiguous contact with each other, I don’t have these things, so I don’t have anything to think about, and I don’t care about leaving, so I never thought about coming back.”

"...But you obviously like me." Hei Zizhe also stared at her with some dissatisfaction. After saying this, he quickly continued: "I don't even think about it if I like it. I think there is no hope anyway, so I just don't think about anything. ..."

Hashimoto Suzune looked at him with gentle eyes, the gentle eyes that seemed to stare at the person he loved for thousands of days and nights, made Hei Zizhe feel soft and warm in his heart, and he heard her say: "I don't want you , because when I fall asleep, my dream is full of you, so I don’t have to think about it, I can see you in my dream.”

"What a coincidence." Hei Zizhe couldn't help smiling; "I also dream of you every day."

"Wow, what a coincidence..." Hashimoto Suzune said in an exaggerated tone, but her smile became sweeter. She drank the vegetable juice in the glass in one go, and when she put down the glass, she restrained her smile; "... Zhe Ye-jun."

She was so serious, Hei Zizhe was also moved and became serious: "Yes."

Hashimoto Suzune took a deep breath, her blue eyes fixed on Kuroko Tetsuya's blue glasses: "I like you."

Hei Zizhe also felt that his nose was slightly sore. He stretched out a hand to grab Hashimoto Suzune's hand, wanting to hold it tighter, but was afraid that too much force would hurt her. The palm of his hand was wet, whether it was water or sweat. Sticky: "It's also a coincidence, I also like your ringtone."

Lingyin suppressed the urge to cry, tried to make herself look at him calmly and said, "I'm sorry, but I married Jingshi even though I liked you, and I didn't let myself fall in love with my husband after marriage. , I have been doing things against my will all the time. I am a dishonest person. I am an adult who is almost 30 years old, but I don’t pay attention to taking good care of myself. Embarrassing, I am obviously very assertive and strong at work, but I am a coward emotionally, I worry about losing it before it happens, I just want to protect myself from being sad, but forget that my behavior has seriously hurt others, and I will be complacent when I am liked by others, but If I don't like it, I will be very cruel, and even if the other party cries, I will reject it unceremoniously..." Although I kept telling myself not to cry, to speak well, there is nothing to cry, and not to act like a baby, but the realization still changed a little bit. Fuzzy, the hand held by Kuroko Tetsuya has now clenched the opponent tightly, as if to draw courage from him, Hashimoto Suzune squeezed him harder; "A messy guy like me, even though I'm such a mess Tetsuya-kun, would you like to be with me..."

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Lingyin sent Jack Rose to a pet home yesterday. Although I wanted to stop her, I didn't seem to have the position to say anything - because Lingyin made this decision because she wanted to concentrate on taking care of me.

Up to now, I can no longer even walk with a cane, and my two legs seem to have become someone else's property. Sometimes if I don't touch them with my own hands, I almost think I have no legs.

It's strange, I thought I would break down and scream, but after it happened, I was unexpectedly calm.

Probably because she is here, as long as I see Lingyin smiling softly and telling me not to worry, at least my hands are fine, I can still play tennis in a wheelchair, I feel right, I can still play tennis , I still haven't lost anything, so I don't need to be nervous.

...Although Suzune doesn't remember meeting me before, what she said hasn't changed at all.

In order to take better care of me, Lingyin moved from her bedroom to sleep with me in the past two days, and she didn't really sleep on the same bed. She made a foldable single bed and placed it next to me— —Although it was my own decision to sleep in separate rooms after marriage, I was somewhat unhappy seeing her give me another bed after moving here.

In the morning, she pushed me to the market. I seemed to be regarded as a miniature truck. She threw everything she bought into my arms. I looked at the things that almost blocked my face, and I couldn’t help it. I kept reminding her, and she said to me in an indifferent tone, "Anyway, she is pushing and pushing, and it doesn't matter if I can see it or not." '... I was a little angry, but I felt that it was right. In the end, I had to hold a lot of things and was pushed back home by her. I met people who lived nearby, and they were very enthusiastic. Greeted us, there was a pregnant wife, probably because pregnant women love to show off their desire to be a mother, and stopped us to tell Lingyin some scientific knowledge about how to get pregnant quickly——Wake up, madam , we didn't use the conjugal intercourse, otherwise, Lingyin would have been able to be a mother a year ago!

Being made into a bad mood by the uninformed people, what was even worse was that Suzune saw it—"Mr. Yukimura Seichi, do you regret sleeping in a separate room with me on your wedding night?" '

'...Miss Hashimoto Suzune, it seems that you also regret what happened on our wedding night, how about we implement it tonight to make up for your regret? '

'I'm so sorry, I'm on my period! '

Then she blocked me back so easily - and I was having fun being blocked.

Let outsiders see the polite Lingyin. The Lingyin who is not too polite to me is my wife.

Xuexu asked me why I didn't have sex with Lingyin. Although I said that I wanted to wait for Lingyin to accept me, but in fact, how should I put it, it was probably the moment I became a husband. I was doing more for my wife. Consider something futuristic.

I still remember that after taking the oath in the church, when I was going to kiss Lingyin, Lingyin not only closed her eyes, but her body was trembling a little. I saw that the tip of her nose turned red, which was a sign that this person was about to cry— - Suzune is a very honest child, even if she doesn't say what she doesn't want to do, her body will reflect her heart.

Suzune didn't want to be kissed by me - I clearly read this message in her.

It was very sad, but on the other hand I felt that I had gone too far and pushed the child too hard.

So, in the end I just kissed her on the cheek.

After Lingyin opened her eyes, she showed a relieved smile, looking at me with gratitude in her eyes.

...It was probably at that moment that I decided that I couldn't have sex with Suzune.

I love this person deeply, because I love her deeply, some things can be ignored, and some things can't, I don't want Lingyin to suffer like me physically and mentally, it is a very painful thing, forcing the one I love to love The contradiction between falling in love with someone you don't love and forcing yourself to love someone you don't love is as painful, I think so.

Sometimes I really hope that Suzune will fall in love with me, because I love her, so I want to get a response and win her heart.

Sometimes I'm very glad that Lingyin doesn't love me, because I love her, so I hope that when I leave, she will not be so painful, and she will be strong soon.

This kind of contradictory feelings grows and kills each other day by day, and I think that this kind of conflict will not stop until the second before I die.

Speaking of dying... If that time comes, what should I say to Suzune...

I have to think about it.

There seems to be a lot to say-bring Jack Rose back, you obviously like them so much, you must live with them well in the future, and don't abandon them for anyone else.

You can go back to Japan to find the person you like, but don't go back too soon, and wear the name of Yukimura Seiichi's widow for a little longer, ah, it doesn't take too long, a year will be fine.

Although I want to depend on you for the rest of my life, I really can't be so selfish.

After all, if I die, I am no longer here. How can a person who is no longer here occupy you all the time?

Don't think about me too much, I will feel distressed if you miss me because you love me, if you miss me because you don't love me, I will feel that I am too much-I forced it myself, you are willing to marry me I'm already very happy.

You need to think more about what you want, think about your own future, I am no longer here, it is useless for you to think about me, think about yourself.

It is enough that you have been living around me since we got married. After I leave, you can live for yourself.

Go after what you like, do what you want, you are your own ringtone.

Although, I actually wish you were mine. 】?