[Main Black Basket] Time Knows

?The Japanese media in August ushered in a climax that stunned them-the famous inspirational youth literature author Kirihara Momiji was sued.

Moreover, she claimed that it was adapted from a real story, and the hero in the novel was the sister of her long-time friend, so she sued.

The reason is——"Kirhara Hongye-san seriously slandered my brother's reputation, and even damaged the reputation of my brother's wife. '——Then, generally speaking, this kind of studio suing Kirihara Hongye can easily fool it with a laugh. After all, Kirihara Hongye is also an important author in the novel world. Everyone can laugh it off, but it's a pity that the person suing her is named Yukimura Yukio, who is the exclusive model of Nioh Masaharu, an independent tailor-made clothing designer who is in the limelight in the clothing industry, and her brother Yukimura Seichi, that She was also a well-known tennis player in the country 11 years ago, and Yukimura Seiichi's wife Hashimoto Suzune, who took over the position of editor-in-chief of Trend Japan who resigned because of getting involved in other people's families, is also quite confusing, bold and strong in her work, stylish There are very few rumors about her in the circle.

Based on the above reasons, this lawsuit is destined to become a hot spot for various media to follow and report.

However, the reporters were more or less restrained because of Hashimoto Suzune's tough tactics. Although Hashimoto Suzune would still see reporters near the office building, but dared to surround her so tightly that she would not let her go. Really not.

Basically, I would politely say to her, 'Excuse me for interrupting Hashimoto-san, can I ask you a few questions, just a few minutes. '——When meeting such a polite person, Hashimoto Suzune will look at whether he has spare time, and then think that it is not easy for others to do this job. As long as the question is not too excessive, it does not matter if you answer it other side.

It's nothing more than Yukimura Yukio suing Kirihara Momiji, what does Hashimoto Suzune-san think? / Is Hashimoto Suzune-san embarrassed that Kirihara Momiji's work will have more influences on him when it is put on the screen? / Yukimura Yukio sued Kirihara Momiji is her own wish or is Hashimoto Suzune-san also involved? 'Questions like these seem to be seeking the truth, but in fact they are just setting a trap. If Hashimoto Suzune's IQ is as low as before, she will probably fall into it by accident-thanks to Yukimura Seichi for more than once She used similar traps to make her feel tired. Now facing someone of this level, Hashimoto Suzune can already understand what the other party is thinking just by listening to it.

When I asked her what she thought, she said that she was not too clear about the details of this matter, so it was difficult to express any opinions; when asked if she would feel embarrassed, she replied that it was okay and didn't think it affected anything. , people who understand will not take it seriously; as for asking if she participated in it, Hashimoto Suzune said that she is busy enough just choosing the cover insert and deciding the theme, how can she have time to pay attention to these things and her irrelevant matter.

Generally speaking, the answers are neither wrong nor completely right, just perfunctory to those reporters.

On the last Monday in August, there was one day before the magazine would be printed, and then it would be sent to various bookstores and newspapers. Hashimoto Suzune packed herself up and sat in the studio that should be given to interviewees and interviewers—she finally , accepted the above arrangement, and arranged to be interviewed by himself, and the interviewer was Nami Mogami.

The photographer will take photos that he thinks fit the atmosphere during their interviews, and then hand them over to Mogami Nami for screening, and Hashimoto Suzune will compile them into the magazine together with the interview content after the final confirmation.

The two of them have confirmed each other's questions beforehand. Mogami Nami is still very talented. The questions she prepared are just right and enough. Hashimoto Suzune feels more at ease after confirming the questions. Basically, they are all questions that she can answer directly. Only then One or two, although it will make her sad, but after reading Jingshi's two diaries, she can answer well even if she struggles.

When the studio was doing interviews again, the shooting recommended by the newcomer designer in the little booklet next door was finally done—this is a small bonus that only exists in the magazine’s bimonthly issue, and more famous models will be invited to present the works of the newcomer costume designer Shooting is a kind of old-fashioned fame function to bring popularity to new designers.

The newcomer designer Zetian Miyou in this issue is a very aura designer. Her clothing works are full of ethnic and tribal styles, and she has both men's and women's clothing. Considering the characteristics of her clothing, the invited ones are more versatile. Stable model Kise Ryota.

When Kise told everyone how hard he was going to pack up and go to the editor to see if he could make an appointment with Hashimoto, he went through the open interview studio and naturally saw Hashimoto Suzune who was wearing very home-like clothes. The one sitting on the sofa with a relaxed expression is the same as the one opposite...it should be Mogami, he has been interviewed by that person.

So... Xiao Lingyin is... being interviewed by her subordinates now?

Kise Ryota couldn't help but stopped and stood here. In fact, he wasn't the only one. Many people in Japan's Trend editorial department were deeply interested in Hashimoto Suzune's interview, and almost everyone who was free gathered here— — There is no shortage of gossip-loving people everywhere. Since you have the opportunity to witness it for the first time, why wait until the magazine is published in a few days.

Mogami Nami is actually under a lot of pressure. Although I understand that Hashimoto chose her for the interview out of trust and admiration for her, but what other people say has a little influence on her-whether she does the interview well or not, she It's definitely not going to please, and Hashimoto Suzune will definitely not easily let go of the person who made her tell everything.

——Mogami Nami really thought too much, as expected, a literati has a big brain.

Mogami Nami took a sip of coffee to suppress her shock, and when she looked up again, she showed her usual sweet smile: "Then, let's get started."

——"How did Hashimoto-san and Mr. Yukimura meet?"

"During the second semester of my third year in my country, I went to Ikebukuro because of participating in the Olympiad. My family is not very good. Basically, I will not take the bus to the subway. I will walk to the subway as much as possible. Standing like this, then encountered an accident, and was finally helped by Jingshi... This is the understanding I remember, Jingshi seems to be different."

——"Eh? Mr. Yukimura met you through this time, didn't you?"

"Well... Seiichi said that he knew me earlier than that, but maybe it's because I was young before that, so I don't remember these things..."

——"If you don't mind, can you tell me what Yukimura-san said?"

"It's ok... It turns out that Jingshi was admitted to Tokyo General Hospital for suspected radiculitis when he was in the second year of junior high school. The hospital is two streets away from my house. When I was young, I often went to the hospital to follow the hospital. He said that he met me at that time, and was criticized by me as a coward... But I really don’t remember such a thing, and it must be because of me—he met The kid in my house pronounced his own name very strangely, just like me."

——"Speaking of it, isn't Hashimoto-san's name usually pronounced as すずねSuZuNe? It's rare to pronounce it like りんねRinNe...how could it be pronounced like this?"

"...My mother, my mother's name is Hashimoto Shizuru, well, how should I put it, when I read my own name, I always felt as if I pronounced my mother's name, I hate this feeling... …My mother was engaged in a dishonorable job. When I was young, she often drove me out of the house to entertain guests, and ordered me not to go home without her permission. When I was not sensible, I often forgot this request. Then I will be beaten for disobedience... I always feel that my mother hates me, or hates me from the bottom of my heart. Sometimes she gets angry with me for no reason, grabs my hair and hits my face, saying that I have hurt her …I was very afraid that my mother would also hate her very much, so I resisted the pronunciation of her name, and deliberately pronounced it as りんねRinNe in order not to resemble her.”

——"... I always feel that it is a very sad topic... Sorry, I asked such a question that reminded you of bad memories."

"Ah, it's nothing. These are in the past, and I can face them well."

——"Hashimoto-san is very strong. Could Mr. Yukimura be fascinated by you because of your strength?"

"You're going to be disappointed, Jingshi said that what he likes is my bravery... Although I don't feel that I am brave, but he always said that every time I look at me, I feel that I have been infected with courage... Well, I just want to It boils down to, maybe I'm brave."

——"Hashimoto-san's statement is really interesting. So, did you and Mr. Yukimura start dating because he helped you and then recognized you?"

"It's not...he said that he didn't think about it at the beginning, but he just thought it was a coincidence, it was too predestined, and then...he felt that I was very interesting, so he paid a little attention...I took in a pair of stray dogs at that time, It was inconvenient to take it home, so I made a small wooden box house and hid it behind the hospital I used to go to when I was a child. There was a large piece of uncultivated open space there, and I probably went there to accompany them every day... because at that time I suspended school and studied at home. , so I spend a lot of time with them every day, but Yutian found that Jingshi was also there. He said that he would like to adopt that little guy if possible, and of course he would reserve my right to visit... Later we named the dog Jack and Rose, well, I was a big fan of "Titanic" at that time, so I used the names of the hero and heroine without permission. It was because of Jack Rose that I often had contacts with Jingshi, and they were considered good friends. Bar."

——"Oh, that means you didn't call each other at first?"

"That's for sure. The age difference between me and Jingshi is more than five years old. At that time, I thought he was really... just a good-looking uncle..."

——"Puhahaha... Uncle or something, Yukimura-san must be very sad to know this?"

"...No, actually he fought back fiercely, saying that I was an elementary school student who seemed to have been mistreated and undernourished..."

——"Hahahaha, you two are really... Then, why do you like each other?"

"...Actually, I had a crush at the time."

——"Wow!? Really!? Does Mr. Yukimura know!?"

"I know." Hashimoto Suzune frowned slightly, but still smiled, a smile full of distress; "He knew... Didn't I regard him as the only trustworthy elder at that time? If you have troubles, you must tell him. As someone who has experienced it, he can give me a lot of advice, so I will tell him many things, the gap between me and my classmates, I like someone but dare not tell him, etc. Tell him everything, for me, Jingshi is actually my first real relative...so he knows everything."

——"Hey~ Then, then how did you change your mind and fell in love with Yukimura-san? Who confessed first!?"

"I never confessed from the beginning to the end!"

——"Ah!? No confession!?"

"Well, no." Hashimoto Suzune loosened her brows, and her smile was calm and calm; "Maybe you have also read some reports a few days ago. I was involved in the case... That incident had a huge impact on me... I felt like my world was destroyed. The water I inadvertently drank was poisonous, and I was almost raped by others. The person who saved me in the end...was The one who hates my mom the most of all time."

--"……Eh?"

"...I actually still don't understand why my mother, who was able to escape by herself at that time, saved me... Then when I was released on bail by Jingshi and went home, I looked at my empty home and remembered how many times I had Swear to leave here and never come back again, mother or something, I will definitely abandon her far away one day, since she hates me so much, and I hate her so much, then it must be best for me to leave her completely and leave here Yes... I even thought, it's good for her to die, and I don't have to worry about being abused by her anymore—but she was killed to save me... I was killed by my worst The nasty mother was saved... At the time, I felt very, no, in fact, it is difficult to calm down when I think about it now. My whole body is like a volcano erupting. I can't control my emotions at all. I don't remember how long I cried and how I fell asleep. , When I woke up, I saw Jingshi cooking porridge, and while eating the porridge, Jingshi suddenly said, "Do you want Lingyin to marry me?""

——"Huh!? Did you say it all of a sudden!?"

"Well, he suddenly said something like 'Do you want to marry me', which scared me so much that I choked the porridge into my nasal cavity. It's too much, he said he wasn't joking..."

[XXXX, X, X, I think it will rain at this time if it suits my mood, but in fact, I didn’t see it will rain on the way to answer the ringtone, the sun is shining, the sun is shining—— The sun and the rain are all good, although I think so, but the weather is not up to me.

Since the toxicity in her body was determined to be completely cleared, Lingyin was transferred to the police station for acceptance, and she could not leave until the suspicion of her in the whole case was completely eliminated, unless a lawyer released her on bail—but now the Her public interest lawyer doesn't seem to have any intention of releasing her on bail. Fortunately, I have me, so I won't leave her alone.

Realizing this, I was actually very happy, as if Lingyin had no other support but to hide in my arms, as if I could already monopolize her.

According to the procedures, I can't go in directly. The lawyer can only go in and pick up the ringtone. While waiting, Genichiro who helped me a little bit suddenly asked me: "Seiki, what do you think of that?" What do you think of the child...?"

I thought about what to say to Suzune after we met and glanced at him with a smile: "Your reaction is still too slow, Genichiro."

Genichiro's expression turned out to be very exciting, as if he wanted to get angry... well, Suzune would definitely say that this expression looks like he's constipated, hehe.

After a while it seemed to calm down, Genichiro just frowned and said: "Is it okay, uncle and aunt won't agree..."

"I will agree." Even if I don't agree, I will not give up. I have never been willful since I was a child, and this time, I am afraid it will be the last time I will be willful.

I turned my head to look at the small iron door, which just opened outwards at this moment.

The one who came out first was Miss Dai in a smart business attire, and behind her was a thin and small bell with loose hair and a haggard ringtone.

I went up to say hello to Lingyin, but she didn't respond, as if she blocked everything from the outside world now.

Just like what I saw her in the hospital that day, this body is only moving by the reaction remaining in the limbs, and the soul in it has locked itself in the deepest part.

I finally chose the latter between taking her back to my apartment and accompanying her to her house. After getting off the car, Genichiro was supposed to stay and wait for me. How could I leave Suzune alone, so I let him go back by himself? up.

It's my first time visiting Suzune's house...and I came at such a strange time.

It was a little small, but it wasn't dirty, it just looked a little chaotic because of the scene of the incident.

Lingyin seemed to know that she didn't realize my existence after entering the house, and stood in front of the door between the living room and the bedroom. After a while, she suddenly turned around and went to the kitchen connected to the living room to take out a Broom, I don't know if she will respond to what I tell her at this time, and I don't know if she will accept it if I help her, but my instinct tells me that I just let her clean it up by herself.

So I stood there, watching her clean the house as if no one else was there, and by the way, I also secretly started to observe here.

There are only two cushions on the side of the low table, no TV, and the tableware in the kitchen is very simple, two bowls and two pairs of chopsticks, and the rice cooker is very small. Go to the bedroom door and look inside. There is only one bed, but the bedside There is a neatly packed mattress, I think that mattress belongs to the ring tone, I don’t see a wardrobe, most of the clothes are folded and placed at the end of the bed, there are still a few clothes that have not been collected outside the balcony... …

Small, poor, with lots of items that were doubled at the time, home.

Lingyin cleaned every corner, and finally after tidying up everything, she seemed to have finally found me, maybe she still didn't notice, I don't know, her bangs always cover her eyes, I can't see Was she looking at me, so I can't be sure.

"...When I was young, my mother often kicked me out because I didn't know why I was kicked out of the house. I was always crying outside the door in fear. Sometimes my mother would pretend not to hear me cry, and sometimes Sometimes she would rush out and beat me. Later, the mother-in-law at the convenience store next door would stop my mother from taking me away because she felt sorry for me. When I was a little sensible, I knew that my mother didn't want me anymore, but she just didn't want me to stay at home, so I would I went to the convenience store mother-in-law and waited for her to call me home. Sometimes I waited for a long time, and I was hungry after a long time. I went home for dinner, but because I didn’t follow my mother’s request, I heard her calling me to go home, so I would be beaten again. Later, I would rather go hungry than go back... Sometimes my mother would give me money when she asked me to go out, but More often, she would forget to give it to me. When she drank too much, or when something went wrong, she would pull my hair and tell me that it was me who caused her to be so miserable. If I was not born, I would die Well, I will also say that my looks really make her sick, especially when I look at my eyes... She asked me to go grocery shopping that day, and I actually planned to drink water and leave after shopping. The usual bottle of water is empty, only two new bottles of mineral water, I think since it is in the refrigerator, it can be drunk, so I opened a bottle to drink, and when I was drinking water, I heard arguing in the room There are even the screams of my mother... How should I put it, although I hate her, but so far I have been able to live because of her, probably out of fear that if she dies, I will have no source of income. I used to I asked if there was anything wrong, and my mother told me in a voice like being strangled that it was all right, get out...I said I had no money on me, and asked her to give me some money...The man who opened the door...that The man suddenly grabbed my bangs, and then his eyes became very excited, saying that I was cute or something... He said he could give me money if he wanted... I was very scared, he reached out to touch my face, and I I couldn't control him and hit him, which made him angry... Mother suddenly rushed up and strangled the man's neck with her hand, and they slowly approached the balcony as they twisted... Mother was actually pushed by the man inadvertently The one who got off the balcony... and that person was killed by me on purpose... He didn't want to turn around and do anything to me. When he saw my mother fall off the balcony, he was already frightened and stupid... I was at that time …grabbed the stool and smashed his head hard…while hitting him, he thought ‘How dare you kill her! How could you kill her! What will I do in the future!? Who will raise me!? She just died like this What should I do if I lose it!? Isn’t it like denying how bad she was to me before!? My most hated mother died to save me. What a joke! !?'..."

Lingyin's voice was full of crying, and I could even see tears sliding down her facial contours.

I couldn't help but walked forward and brushed her bangs away with my hand, then held her face in my arms: "Enough is enough, cry hard!"

Those blue eyes were full of tears, I could clearly see how painful Lingyin was struggling, but the child didn't know why she was struggling so painfully, so I wanted her to understand: "You know Ah, you love your mother, and your mother also loves you, but her love is too distorted and hurts you... But this still can't change the fact that she loves you... Losing a mother who loves you is very painful! ? Your beloved mother is in pain without you!? Then cry and say that you are sad! Don’t deprive yourself of the right to be sad! Cry loudly, Lingyin!”

That was the most heart-rending scream I have ever heard.

Completely broken down and howling, like a lone wolf who was forced to the edge of a cliff and did not want to be captured by hunters, howling towards the moon.

She was crying hoarsely why, why—

I couldn't answer her, there was nothing I could do but hold her tight.

Until she was exhausted, her crying finally gradually weakened, as if crying exhausted all her strength, she seemed drowsy at the end, I put her on his own mattress, and then closed next to her Lie down.

But actually I can't sleep, I'm thinking about what will happen to Lingyin after this...

At that time, I suddenly heard Ling Yin seem to be talking, and I heard it clearly after I got close to her lips.

She was saying - 'I'm sorry... I wish I hadn't been born...I'm sorry, I always bring you misfortune...I'm sorry...I wish I was the one who died...'.

I suddenly cried unpromisingly.

This child who once gave me courage and hope is dying now—and I don't know how I can bring her the same courage and hope that she once gave me.

I think the saddest thing in the world is definitely not that the person you like loves someone else, and you are still diagnosed with a serious illness. Maybe there is not much time left, but that the person you like collapses in front of you, but you are completely helpless. .

Then suddenly, for a moment, I suddenly thought of something - maybe it's not that I can't help her, but this thing, rather than helping her, actually brings more benefits to myself.

After I wiped away my tears, I turned to look at Lingyin. She was still apologizing in a low voice, her haggard face was pitiful.

Because I didn’t have anything to do with sleep, I started rummaging through the boxes and cabinets early in the morning to make breakfast for her, but I had to regret to find that her refrigerator actually only had tomatoes, peppers and eggs. In the end, I just boiled white porridge and sugared tomatoes for breakfast. Ordering dessert helps her blood sugar.

At first, Lingyin didn’t seem to want to eat, but after being told by me, she still moved the bowls and chopsticks. I think it’s a good time to speak at this time—maybe there will be some interesting gains, so I said suddenly : "Lingyin, do you want to marry me?"

"...Puff, cough, cough..." She coughed until the white rice spewed out. I was amused by her reaction, and while holding back my laughter, I handed her the tissue. After she packed it up, I Ask her again: "How about it, will you marry me?"

"Mr. Jingshi! Please don't continue making such jokes!" Her blushing childish face was completely exposed to my eyes because of her tied-up hair; "This joke is too much!"

I stared at her closely, I really didn't want to miss the slightest change in her expression: "I'm telling you this seriously, not a joke."

Her blue glasses finally showed consternation, and her bloodless lips parted slightly in surprise.

I slowed down my breathing, hoping to calm my fast heartbeat: "... After you fell asleep last night, you said that you must be a person who will only bring misfortune to others, and cannot make those around you happy... ..." My words made her look a little embarrassed, and her eyes began to dodge, but I knew what I was talking about was the self-blame she kept repeating in her heart; "But I don't think that's the case. Your mother saved you. She will definitely not feel unfortunate because of this, maybe she actually thinks that being able to save you is her happiest thing?"

"That kind of thing has no basis at all!" She immediately refuted me very fiercely, and I nodded in agreement with her and said, "Indeed, after all, your mother is dead." Then I paused and sat up straight and looked at her: "But I'm alive."

She seemed to be staring at me in disbelief, her puzzled eyes made me think she was cute, I couldn't help laughing and continued: "Although I haven't said it before, I think it's obvious ——I adore you, Suzune."

She looked at me in a daze as if she was completely dumbfounded. This feeling as if she had been immobilized made me feel very funny. Although it was funny, what came to my heart was more Empty indifference—reason tells me that such behavior is deception, but emotion tells myself that maybe she will still fall in love with me after being together for a long time, then it will not be deceit...

I heard my own voice: "Marry me and start a family. Try to be a good wife and make me who loves you happy. Let me prove to you that you don't just bring misfortune, you can make me happy." People who love you, use your own eyes to witness that I will be very happy and satisfied every day when I am with you, okay?"

"...I have someone I like..." Lingyin's voice was very soft, as if I was afraid that I would be hurt if I spoke too loudly, I reached out and held her hand, which was a little cold, and told her : "You will fall in love with me. After submitting the marriage application, I will take you to San Francisco and live a new life in a new place. After a long time, you will forget about that person and love me with all your heart. As long as You are willing to marry me and give yourself a chance to get a new life."

Her eyes were very struggling, she looked at me as if begging and asked: "No... let's go to San Francisco to live together first, after I fall in love with you..."

"I can't." I looked at her fixedly, and said word by word: "If possible, I also want to wait for you to fall in love with me slowly, but I don't have time, I can only use radical methods... After putting responsibility on you, turn your relationship around with a sense of responsibility and a sense of family belonging."

"What do you mean...you don't have time...?" Lingyin looked at me blankly, and I smiled and told her: "Didn't you ask me why I went to the hospital? Now I can tell you...it's because of multiple Radiculitis, ah, you may not understand well... That is, I have a strange disease. At first, it may be a sudden problem with the central nervous system, and the lower body will be paralyzed, and then gradually spread to become paralyzed all over the body. If the respiratory muscles are all damaged , I will probably suffocate to death because I can't breathe..." As I continued to speak, the panic on Lingyin's face became more and more intense. In fact, it is cruel to her and me to say these things, but I have to go on, this is my last weight, and even though I know it's mean, I have to say: "...I'm actively receiving treatment because I don't want to leave you...Look, you can make me Have the motivation to live, if you always bring misfortune to others, why would I want to live because of you?"

I saw that Lingyin's eyelids were trembling, and her heart was shaken very much—I wove a huge web with my words and my illness. This child who had experienced emotional breakdown was completely unaware of my true intentions. Dots are entangled in my net.

In the end, Lingyin fell into my trap completely, she held my hand instead, her eyes were firm and desperate: "I will try my best to make Mr. Jingshi happy."

But in fact, as long as you promise to marry me and be with me, I will already feel happy.

I traded despicableness for this person's life.

When she agreed, I knew that I had successfully made the most important stroke in her life. Even if I really left in the future, she would always remember me, no matter whether she was still there or not. Will be with other people, I will be the most important person in her heart...

Being remembered by the one I love for a lifetime makes me so unhappy and satisfied that tears fill my eyes. 】

Kise Ryota has been standing there quietly watching the interview. After the end, he watched Suzune Hashimoto thank the staff, and then took Yui Ogura to prepare to leave. He adjusted his emotions and smiled Waving at Hashimoto Suzune: "Little Suzune~"

Hashimoto Suzune looked at him after hearing it, and then said something to Ogura Yui, Ogura Yui left by himself, and Hashimoto Suzune walked towards him: "Thank you Kise-kun! "

"Little Suzune has worked hard too~ Let's have dinner together!" Kise was really handsome when he laughed, Hashimoto Suzune thought about his determination, but he didn't refuse his invitation, but agreed frankly: "Okay, let me ask you, as compensation for Saturday."

"No need to make it up to me this Saturday!" Hashimoto Suzune had always taken Saturday's date to heart, which made Kise Ryota very happy; "I'm fine this Saturday, right? Since the movie is suspended, I have a lot of free time~ Why don't we go to the beach together?"

Speaking of this, Hashimoto also felt a little guilty, and smiled embarrassingly and said to Kise: "I'm sorry, because Yuki sued Kirihara Hongye's relationship, and your crew was involved..."

"It's okay, I didn't know that it was Xiaolingyin who wrote it at the beginning, if I knew, I would definitely not accept it." Huang Lai smiled and waved his hand; "I will never do anything to hurt Xiaolingyin people!"

Hashimoto Suzune didn't answer, but stood beside him with a slight smile, waiting for the elevator to arrive.

Kise Ryota couldn't help but smiled wryly—Hashimoto Suzune's gentleness was sometimes her cruelty, but her cruelty was so gentle that it made people want to cry.

Resolutely reject those who don’t like it. Most people think this kind of attitude is too cruel, but in fact this is the real gentleness. It’s good not to give you hope. Take it to heart, slowly wear away your love, hollow out your whole being, and say that you don't want to hurt someone who doesn't want to hurt you—that's really cruel.

Kise Ryota sometimes thinks, maybe it's because Xiao Suzune is such a genuinely gentle person that he can't forget it, let alone let it go - he can't imagine that he will meet someone more gentle than this Even though he was so brazen and never got angry with him, he always tolerated his nagging, and tried to save his face as much as possible while rejecting him.

"...I, I really like Xiao Suzune..." When entering the elevator, Kise said these words in a low voice, as if he was about to cry.

Hashimoto Suzune turned around and watched the elevator door close, and then said to Kise Ryota who was standing beside her: "I'm glad you like me, but I don't like Kise-kun, I didn't like it before, I don't like it now, and I won't like it in the future." She didn't turn her head to look at Kise Ryota once, but just stood straight and looked at the front; "Because I am a very stubborn person, I fell in love with a certain Personally, I will always like it, if he likes me, it is just right, if I don't like it, I can still like it on my own..."

"Xiao Lingyin, have you ever tried being with me, how do you know you won't like me?" Kise Ryota suddenly grabbed her arm and approached her, her apricot-yellow eyes were shining brightly, like In the burning bright; "I am also a very stubborn person. If I like it, I will always like it, but I will not just keep liking it just because you don't like it. I will try my best to get your attention... you Saying that I am different from Yukimura Seiichi is because he has a terminal illness, am I not!? Does that mean that I am going to get a terminal illness now?