[Danganronpa] Forcing CP

? In the days that followed, Matsui underwent numerous psychological tests.

She always felt that she was being treated as a guinea pig by Dr. Gao Leng. He grabbed her and asked her every day when he had nothing to do. Sometimes he asked her to describe the content of a painting, sometimes he asked her to explain a color, sometimes Sometimes it is to ask her her attitude towards some things, and more often it is to chat with her.

She felt that she was about to be caught up. It can be said that Dr. Gao Leng had chatted with her for so long and even knew how old she was when she wet the bed and started watching pornographic comics. She said that she actually felt very lonely all the time. She said that she actually had It was very annoying when she got up an hour early to apply makeup on her face to meet the expectations of the girls in school. She said that she had always been alone and couldn't find a friend to talk to. She said that her parents would always only know Overtime doesn't even know what grade she is in. She said that sometimes when she looks at the blue sky through the glass window, she suddenly wants to knock other people's heads off.

Except for the system, she probably said everything she could say.She felt that if she revealed the existence of the system, Dr. Gao Leng would send her directly to a mental hospital, and would not sit so patiently beside her and listen to her rambling on about these boring things.

As a chatterbox, it's great to have an audience.

She didn't care what Dr. Gao Leng asked her for, whether she wanted to do research, collect samples, or really want to help her get well-she didn't care about anything, she just wanted to tell these things.No one would care what she said, the girls' parties were all talking about their own things, and they all tried their best to tell their own things to fill other people's minds.Now finally someone can listen to her seriously, and won't interrupt or suddenly change the subject to talk about other things, she can finally talk without any scruples with confidence.

Sometimes when she was talking, she would suddenly remember that there seemed to be a similar scene before. She was sitting on the hospital bed and chatting non-stop, with a white hair sitting next to her, with lake green eyes full of tears. smiling.

Sometimes this picture will overlap with the current situation, and she will be in a trance for a moment.But she clearly felt that at that moment, her heart only had the feeling of another life, and the silence like the deep sea.

Her interest in talking is not always that high. More often than not, she is too lazy to speak, even tired of talking, and just wants to sit on the edge of the bed and watch the girls in the girls' apartment opposite wash their clothes.At this time, Dr. Gao Leng would sit beside her and write the medical records, or sort out the case histories of other patients, occasionally throwing a few words without looking up: "Do you want to drink water?" "Do you want to eat? "Your family members are outside, should I call him in?"

She even found it troublesome to answer, but for the sake of this loyal listener, she would still move her mouth: "No." "No." "No."

She felt that she seemed to understand Yu Asanuma a little bit, no wonder he had been sitting in the back without moving, and rarely said a word, it turned out that he was really tired.

In the past, she seemed to want to force him to go out with her, but now, if someone dared to do such a thing, she would force herself to use her strength to kill him first, and then sit beside his dead body in a daze.

Asanuma is such a nice guy.

Or could it be that Asanuma was tired of beating her to death, so he didn't bother to care about her and let her go.

She also inadvertently asked Dr. Gao Leng why she had such "unloveable" emotions when she was clearly manic. The doctor corrected him: "You are not manic. I said that day that you were 'maybe manic'." Tendency', according to the conversations of the past few days, you should be bipolar disorder, that is, you have both manic episodes and depressive episodes. Mental diseases are very complicated, and diagnosis is very difficult, so I am doing long-term diagnosis and treatment for you .In the treatment of mental disorders and mental diseases, if it is not one-on-one professional consultation, deviations and mistakes are easy to occur, so professionals must conduct long-term follow-up inspections."

Matsui, who nodded ignorantly, felt that he seemed to be conquered by such a tall world, even with the image of a cold doctor, he became tall and majestic.

Psychology is really deep.

Today is also a day of chatter.She kept thinking about how she could reveal her black history so easily in front of Dr. Gao Leng, obviously the other party didn't talk much, and the most frequent sentence was "and then".

Sure enough, Doctor Gao Leng is a very powerful guy.Not only is he an expert in treating bruises, but he is also good at psychology.

She felt that she was looking forward to this mysterious and unpredictable subject.

Faced with Matsui's eagerness to try, Doctor Gao Leng directly poured cold water on him: "With your current situation, it's better not to get too involved in this field. Psychiatrists are very prone to psychological problems, and because the system has learned this system, Therefore, no matter how you test, you are completely clear about this step and the next step, what kind of answer will lead to what kind of diagnosis result, so it is very easy to have fraudulent diagnosis and imaging diagnosis results. If you don’t know the inside story, I can still guide you. Guide you, if you are clear, then I don’t know how to help you with treatment. Moreover, the development of psychology is not very perfect at present, some content is completely in the scope of "metaphysics", if it leads you into a dead end instead, That would be bad."

Matsui is gone.

Dr. Gao Leng pointed at the door with a pen: "Your family members are here again. You have come so many times and you haven't seen him once. Are you a little sorry for the medical expenses he paid for you?"

This sentence is really life-threatening.

Matsui was in a manic state today, and her mood was still high, so she seriously considered Dr. Gao Leng's suggestion—if she was depressed, she would have pretended not to hear it.She felt that it was almost time for her to clarify her thoughts with Komaeda and draw a clear line with him.

Dr. Gao Leng saw that her attitude had softened, and turned to the door and said lightly: "Come in." He stood up and closed the medical record book, and said to Matsui: "You guys have a good talk, I will come to see you next time."

Matsui didn't answer him, her attention was all shifted to Komaeda who walked in cautiously, the tension of the final battle made her lips tremble uncontrollably.

Komaeda's complexion was very ugly, he didn't seem to have slept well these days, there was a deep black circle under his eyes, but his eyes were staring at her very brightly, as if he was still feeling incredible because of her agreeing to see him.

On the other hand, Matsui, eating and sleeping well these days, and Dr. Gao Leng being her talker, has gained weight for nothing.This comparison really seemed a bit cruel - it was Komaeda who was hit hard.

"Ayase, are you okay?" He put the thermos cup on the bedside table, and this was the first sentence.

"Thanks to you, it's very bad."

In fact, she didn't want to talk to him in such a harsh tone, but she still couldn't get angry when she saw that he was so sick that he seemed to die at any time.What is this kind of pitiful look of "ah, I'm having a bad time these days, hurry up and comfort me", is it possible that the two of them are having a tragic competition, because she broke her arm and then broke it again? Ribs, so he gags her by pretending to be worse than her?You see, I am more pitiful than you now, so stop blaming me, or you have no conscience, no morals and no humanity—how exactly does he want to force her?Does he feel that as long as he puts on this weak posture, everyone has to forgive him unconditionally?

In a manic state, Matsui wanted to smoke more and more.

Although reason told her that Komaeda had no such intention at all, she just couldn't restrain her darker thoughts.

Of course, behind the anger and urgency, whether there is any indignation at him for not caring about his poor health, maybe even Matsui himself can't tell.

Sure enough, being stabbed by her, Komaeda became even more embarrassed.He bent down and apologized: "I'm sorry... May I ask if there is anything I can do to make it up to you, I will do my best... Ayase, don't be too sad..." Probably because he himself realized that what he said was actually quite weak, He also stopped silently, just kept bowing to her, with a sad expression like a statue that had been weathered and damaged.

Matsui suddenly felt exhausted, and originally wanted to scold him bloody, but those words rushed up, congested her throat, but she couldn't utter a single word.

How did she and Komaeda become like this?

She relaxed and leaned back on the pillow, and finally said in a terribly calm manner: "Please... don't come to me again. This is the compensation you can give, and we will be settled in the future. You can ?"

His movements stopped, Huo De raised his head and stared at her, anger, grief, pain and powerlessness flashed through his wide eyes, like a wounded little beast, he stared fiercely at the general The hunter who stabbed himself bleeding.

Matsui felt that her state had probably switched directly to a depression state, and she just stared at him numbly, without any fluctuations in her heart—like watching a completely unfunny pantomime.

In the end, Komaeda stood up, completely different from before, and said with a strong posture: "No, Ayase, don't try to get rid of me." Immediately afterwards, he seemed to be frightened by his own frighteningly blunt words, His expression quickly turned into pleading, and the lake green eyes were full of sadness and begging: "Could it be okay for me to stay by your side and take care of you... Ayase, I just want to make up for you. Can't you give it to me?"

Komaeda...you really are a good actor.

She wanted to laugh, but it took a lot of effort, so she just said with a wooden face, "Get out, I want to rest."

She knew that she had nothing to say to Komaeda, and she knew Komaeda's stubbornness to some extent. As long as he made up his mind, even if it seemed crooked and unreasonable to outsiders, he would firmly follow through on it. to the end.Arguing about it is also exhausting, and she just wants to be in a daze now.

Komaeda dawdled for a long time, made sure that she really wanted to rest, and then smiled at her with relief: "I brought you soup, Ayase, call me over whenever you want to drink, and I will unscrew the lid for you oh."

Probably thinking that she tacitly let him stay by her side to take care of him, Komaeda left easily.

Now that guy can finally sleep well.

Matsui, who was staring out of the window in a daze, suddenly had such wild thoughts. ?