[Tutor] Lick the dog until nothing is left

When I got to Balian, Fran was there on time.He wore a huge frog hat on his head, and he looked a little funny, but he didn't feel anything, and his emerald green eyes were calm.

Speeding up my pace and walking in front of him, I suddenly realized that I hadn't looked at him carefully for a long time.Compared with the little radish head who was only six thighs high when we first met, Fran has grown a lot taller now. Although he still has a slender and immature youthful air, his figure is extraordinarily tall and straight.

It's also very strange to say that they obviously have not received professional training, but these people I am familiar with seem to have agreed, they all have the same decent posture, and the spine that never bends.It’s like the back of Tsuna Kichi I’ve watched, obviously not tall, but it can make people feel at ease for no reason, as if nothing can break him, and he has grown to the time when he can carry everything on his shoulders .

But in fact, is this really the case?

Obviously knowing that he is not as strong as he appears on the surface, and knowing that he still harbors weakness in his heart, but I still chose to leave him.

I'm really bad at this.

But if we don't leave, how will we get along with each other?

Whenever I ask myself this question, my eyes seem to be covered by a fog, and it is difficult to continue exploring.

I am like a giant dragon guarding a treasure, carefully maintaining the relationship between us.I thought that although my steps were small, I was still moving forward, but I didn't want to just take a few steps, and then I lost my way, and I couldn't even figure out why I walked on this road.

From approaching to giving up, I used this process for a long time, so that after saying goodbye to him and turning around pretending to be chic, I still can't forget the past memories.

How nice it would be if time could be turned back.

When we were young, we didn't have so many worries. Just the word "like" is enough for everything, and only when we are chasing someone, we don't care about the so-called gains and losses of a relationship.

Becoming an adult brings not only the growth of age, but also the increasingly uncontrollable greed and unwillingness.

I still remember that year when he sent me home, I told him that I could wait until the day he really wanted to understand.

At that time, my wish was very simple, as long as I could stay by his side, but until now, he still didn't understand, and I didn't wait for him anymore.

Click.

There was a slight sound accompanied by a glaring white light. I subconsciously squinted my eyes and turned my head to the side. Before I could realize what happened, I heard Fran prolong the ending and put away the phone with regret: "Unfortunately— —”

Hearing this, I hurried over, just in time to see him pointing his fingers back and forth quickly, neatly saving the photo he had just secretly taken, and I suddenly felt something was wrong.

"Don't use my photo as an emoji!"

I stretched out my hand to grab it, but Fran reacted faster than me. He put his hands behind his back in a jerk, his face still expressionless, but he said in his mouth: "But your face just now It's really suitable for a line of P, such as 'heart like ashes' and the like..."

"If you say another word, I will report to Skuvalo that you turned the photo of him kicking into women's clothing."

I took out my phone threateningly while talking. I just wanted to scare him, but I didn’t expect that the body shook when I unlocked it. Someone just sent me a message. After seeing who the source of the message is, I plan to reply His fingers paused in the air like this, and he was a little dazed for a while.

Because of the close distance, Fran on the top of his head also inadvertently saw the iconic rabbit head, so he turned sideways and stared straight ahead, trying to hide it: "Me didn't peek at you and Shi Shi chat."

I didn't answer the call, and looked at the sentence "Are you there" sent by Gangji on the preview interface, and unconsciously swiped twice with my fingertips, not knowing how to reply him.

If our relationship hadn't changed, then I wouldn't have to think about it too much, but everything is different now.

I couldn't help but think of the scene after he and Kyoko broke up. Even though they separated, they still became friends again. Is it my turn now?

But I don't want to.

My departure was not to shrink back, but to see clearly the boundaries of reality.One step forward is a cliff, and one step backward is an abyss. No matter where I go, I can't get rid of the shackles of this relationship, because I still love him.

It's a pity that the start at that time seemed to be too hasty, so that neither of us was fully prepared.If those accumulated conflicts are not resolved, we will never be together.

Even wanting to be friends back is just a wish.

"Don't you want to answer something? It's not your style to be so cold."

Fran turned his back to me, as if he had eyes behind his back, he clearly noticed my actions, so I didn't have to look at him twice, and then put the phone away.

After doing all this, I lowered my head and smiled, "Because we broke up."

Hearing this, Fran gave an oh, and didn't seem surprised by the things the two of us had been in contact with. He led me into the interior of Balian Castle calmly, and didn't think of anything until I entered the elevator. , turned his head and asked me: "How do you feel about the Judaime love experience card?"

"It's not very good, but I can't say what's bad." I thought about it seriously for a while, and kept recalling the pictures of the past in my mind.

Happy, joyful, sad, struggling, any word seems to be able to describe it, but none of the words is accurate.

If I have to comment, I think 'illusory'... seems more appropriate.Whether it's Tsunayoshi himself, or the four months of his brief relationship with him, it's like a misty mist, which makes people unattainable.

But anyway, I am very grateful to him.

Thank him for being willing to let me into his world.

The sourness in my heart spread again, I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, I met Fran's quiet eyes.He looked at me thoughtfully, his deep eyes made it impossible to understand what he was thinking in his heart, even after he noticed my gaze, he didn't look back, but kept such a posture to face me quietly watched for a while.

After a long time, I saw the emotion in his eyes flicker twice, but before he had time to observe carefully, he turned his head back again, and said with a long ending, "It's really strange." my lord."

He thought for a while, then tilted his head and added, "Both you and Shishi."

I laughed and didn't explain.After all, in the eyes of everyone, the relationship between us is too hard to come by. It must be difficult to understand that we were separated after we finally got together.

After handing over the storage box to Fran, I didn't leave in a hurry, but stayed in Balian to reorganize the existing information.

Because it claims not to recognize the relationship between the tenth generation, the entire Balian intelligence network is independent of Pengelie's headquarters. The result is that the information may not be as comprehensive as the headquarters, but it has its own unique features. Among them Information about Mirufiore's new Meloni base in Japan quickly caught my attention.

After merging with Gilurone, the number of members of the Mirufiore family has increased unprecedentedly. The number of teams alone has reached 17, and there are 6 captains above A-level, collectively known as the Liuhanghua. Rings of Mare with different properties.

From the intelligence point of view, Bai Lan seems to intend to send Liu Diaohua to Japan to serve as the person in charge of the Meloni base.

Before this, whether it was the suppression of Pengo Lie or the struggle of the entire dark world, Mirufiore's sphere of influence has always been limited to Italy and has never spread outward.Therefore, no one knows exactly when Bailan established the new base, and no one knows where in Japan this new base is located.

Recalling that day at the dinner party, Bai Lan used to playfully use the safety of Kyoko and Xiaoharu as a threat to Tsunayoshi’s compromise, I always felt a little uneasy in my heart, so after sending the whole section of information back to the consulting organization outside the door, I subconsciously picked it up. own mobile phone.

During this period of time, Gangji has been insisting on sending me messages, but I have never replied to him, so all the long and short sentences displayed in the chat history column are his lonely long and short sentences, and the latest one was sent to me in the morning. Tell me the news that maybe the temperature will cool down today.

When he really wants to be nice to someone, maybe no one in this world can resist.

But what is the reason for him to make such a move now?

The climate in Sicily is warm in September, which is the most suitable season for traveling. A text message from Aunt Nana also came as scheduled one morning, which mentioned that she will return to Italy with Jiaguang for vacation in the near future, which made me suddenly understand. long time.

I have always envied her naturalness and rough nerves, maybe this is one of the reasons why she can truly lead to happiness, but I am the complete opposite person, I can't even deceive myself, I want to get all the problems persistently The answer, so it is destined to get the opposite ending to her.

Some people say that only after experiencing love and being loved, will you know what is most suitable for you, but now I still don't understand.This may be because I have never been truly loved by the person I love, and I have never felt the feeling of being deeply loved, so I am so confused.

There is always one party in a relationship who is doomed to pay. I have never cared about it, I just hope that he can see me.

I've been thinking about one thing.That is, while I am changing myself, am I also trying to change him?I wanted him to open up to me, to always be his truest state when facing me, but I never thought about why he didn't do it.

If I tell him this wish, can he become what I imagined?

When "that day" in his mouth comes, can all conflicts really be resolved?

It turned out that I had thought so far before I knew it.It is said that feelings will make a person a poet, but when it comes to me, it has become a day-to-day self-consideration.

But fortunately, as I think more and more, the initial depressive pain has gradually faded, and it is no longer as unbearable as before.

Although there are also results of my efforts to restrain myself, in short, everything is still changing for the better.I should also continue to move forward to find the real answer in my heart.

After I sent the travel guide that I had compiled in half a day to Aunt Nana by email, I received a message from Tsuna that night.He sent a lot of words of thanks one after another. I glanced at them and was about to put them aside, but at this moment a new message came, with the words "Milufiore" vaguely on it. , instantly attracted all my attention.

I took it over and took a closer look, only to realize that he was talking about family affairs. Although the wording was rather cryptic, I tried to avoid the important and light, but I still couldn't help frowning.

Although Bai Lan's attacks on Pengo Li were not regular, they never stopped. So far, the number of family members who died in this struggle has exceeded three digits, and this number is still rising.

In addition, the purchase of rings of various levels and the damage caused by box weapons to the facilities and environments in various places are enough to make people feel anxious.

All of these are revealing a message to people, that is, the current situation is actually not optimistic.

Just when I was distracted, I suddenly found that Gangji seemed to have withdrawn a message, and subconsciously put a question mark in the chat bar, but before I sent it, his message came a little faster.

[A Gang: The results of the previous family meeting discussion have come out]

[Gang: I plan to go to Miru Fiore tomorrow to discuss the truce with Bai Lan face to face]

I was stunned for a while, and after thinking about it, I deleted the question mark and changed it back to "good luck".

This was the first time I replied to him this week, and Gang Ji over there didn't seem to expect it. It took a while to respond, but he called me directly.

I stood up and walked to the window, raised my hand to open the closed window, and the slightly cool night wind suddenly came to my face, calming my uneasy heart for no reason.

Without hesitating for too long, I pressed answer.In the next second, the familiar sound came to my ears through the distant mountains and rivers.

"Natsu-chan."

The gentle tone, the intimate address, everything about him made me so familiar, as if we had never been apart.

In fact, only seven days had passed.

Compared with the past ten years, this is obviously an inconspicuous number, but for me now, it seems so long for some reason.It seems that every minute and every second after leaving him has been infinitely extended by invisible magic, so that even the small thing of hearing his voice is so nostalgic.

"Are you listening?" Gangji asked softly.

I hummed, raised my head slightly and looked at the night sky above my head, the stars tonight were extraordinarily bright, even the light from the moon became much softer.

He seemed to be relieved, and the smile that I was familiar with was gradually stained in his voice, which seemed warm and soft.

"It always feels like we haven't talked like this for a long time, but I did some calculations in my heart just now, and it's only been a week since we last met."

As Gangji said that, he laughed first.I gently rubbed the slightly cool countertop with one hand, and couldn't help curling the corners of my lips when I heard the words, and responded again from my throat.

This time, he seemed a little dissatisfied, and there was rarely an emotion similar to complaining in his tone: "Is there nothing Xia ちゃん wants to tell me?"

I was taken aback by his question, and I blurted out "What?", and I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed when I realized it.

But Gang Ji didn't care, instead he answered me seriously, his words were as soft as ever.

"Anything is fine, but I just suddenly want to hear Natsu-chan's voice."

He paused as he spoke, and the receiver suddenly fell silent, only the inconspicuous hissing sound caused by the conduction of the current could be heard.

I suddenly felt that his words seemed familiar, as if I had heard them not long ago.

He said that my voice can soothe his emotions, and whenever he doesn't know what to do, he can't help but think of me.

So now, even though he has made the decision to go to Mirufiore to negotiate, does he still feel hesitant from the bottom of his heart?

Sure enough, he was still uneasy.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but wanted to persuade him a few words, but I didn't know how to speak.

I didn't take part in the whole thing, no matter whether I said his actions were right or wrong, there didn't seem to be a suitable reason, nor did he have a proper identity.

My mind gradually became confused, and when I pressed my fingertips hard to say something, I suddenly heard a very soft sigh coming from my ear.

Immediately afterwards, it was Gangji's voice.

"Since when... the distance between me and Natsu-chan has become farther and farther."

His voice is not loud, and the speed of his speech is also very gentle. Because of this, I can clearly hear every word he said.

He seemed to smile wryly, and when he spoke again, his tone was a little lower than before, as if he was talking to himself, and he said to someone: "I don't seem to understand what Xia-chan is thinking anymore. "

"Yes."

The icy coolness came from the fingertips, and even the blood circulating in the body froze a little bit.

I closed my eyes slightly, as if I was asking myself, or just echoing what he said just now: "When did it start?"

It turned out that this problem actually bothered two people.

Silence spread between us again, no one could answer, but no one was the first to offer to hang up this call that seemed to have nothing to talk about.

After a long time, I heard Tsuna Kichi whisper: "Don't go too far, Natsu-chan. I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up with you."

I froze for a moment, and unconsciously tightened my fingertips.Until I hung up the phone, I still haven't recovered from his words. My mind is full of thoughts, sometimes surging, sometimes quiet, and finally returning to a misty nothingness.

I always thought that I was the one chasing after his footsteps, but in his eyes, it didn't seem to be the case.

I didn't sleep well that night. I woke up several times in the middle, and then fell asleep in a daze. I went back and forth like this. When I opened my eyes again, it was already noon the next day.

The sky was shining brightly outside the window, and the bright sunlight filled the courtyard. I got out of bed and opened the curtains, so that the sunlight could also shine into the room. In an instant, there was a burst of dazzling brightness, which made me subconsciously block it with my arms.

There was a deafening buzzing from the mobile phone on the bedside table, and I hurried forward to pick it up, only to find that it was a text message from Olegano that said "the situation at the headquarters is not right, please return quickly".

My mind, which was still a little sleepy, suddenly cleared up, I frowned, and when I exited from the interface, I saw an unread message prompt, so I clicked in directly.

The time is 8:01 in the morning, and the profile picture is a snow-white rabbit. This is a message that Gang Ji sent me before leaving, but I didn't see it immediately.

【Gang: I'm leaving, Natsu ちゃん(＾_＾)】

【Gang: Even if you are alone, please take care of yourself. 】

A bad premonition suddenly emerged in my heart. I hurriedly changed my clothes, put my luggage in the storage box and ran all the way downstairs. I didn't expect to meet the cadres of the Bally Security Body who were ready to go in the lobby.

"Yo." Fran raised his hand to greet me, walked around Bell and walked to me, "Have you already heard?"

"What?" I didn't react, I asked a little blankly, and wanted to push him away and walk towards the gate, but I didn't want to be stopped by his hand.

"If you don't know yet, I advise you not to listen." Fran put his hands back in his pockets, stood there and looked down at me with a flat expression on his face.

I was confused, and subconsciously took out my phone to check the time. It was already 1:13 in the afternoon.

I have to go back quickly.

With this in mind, I took another step forward, and this time, Fran didn't stop me.

"Hey—is the source of the news true?! That fellow Sawada Tsunayoshi is really dead?!"

I stared at the footsteps that had just landed, and I raised my head suddenly, and my eyes swept in the direction of Skuvalo, just in time to see him frowning.

Bell on the side shook his hands leisurely, seeming to gloat: "Hehehe, isn't this very good, our boss has a chance to take over again."

"I'm going to integrate the personnel and prepare to attack Vengley's headquarters!" Levi on the sofa showed a suddenly realized expression, stood up and walked out.

"Oh, don't do this, it would be bad for Xiali ちゃん to ​​hear it~" Ruslia grabbed Levi's collar, unexpectedly turned her head and saw me, and after a moment of surprise, she slammed Levi Wei pushed away, turned around and opened his arms towards me, calling affectionately, "Charlie ちゃん, don't cry, come and let Sister Ruth hug me~!"

Scovalo followed his gaze and glanced at me, but looked away without paying too much attention, but his expression was much more serious than before: "Enough, you all be honest, there will be a big battle next. "

I froze in place, my mind blank.

Fran walked up to me at some point, and when he saw it, he stretched out his hand and waved in front of my eyes: "Hey——"

I opened his hand with a snap, the crisp sound echoed in the air, and there was a tingling pain in my palm, but I didn't seem to notice it, I reached out and grabbed Fran's clothes, tugging He came to me.

Taking a deep breath, I ignored the fear in my heart, gritted my teeth and asked almost word for word: "What... are you talking about?"

What is dead.

Who is... dead?

Fran was staggered by me, and he was able to maintain his center of gravity by supporting his big frog hat.As if amused by my reaction, his emerald green eyes looked at me inquisitively, but his answer was unambiguous.

"They're talking about today's headlines."

"Sawada Tsunayoshi, the tenth generation of Vongola, was shot and killed by the leader of the other party at Mirufiore's negotiating table this morning. Ah, speaking of it this way, Vongola's headquarters should be leaderless now. It feels like It’s a good opportunity for the BOSS to rebel.”

I opened my eyes wide, and suddenly there was a sharp pain in my chest, as if someone had opened my heart with a knife.The sudden pain almost made me suffocate, and my eyes turned black and white, so I had to hold on to the corner of Fran's clothes to barely stand upright.

"Hey Fran! What are you talking about!" Levi protested dissatisfiedly next to him, "BOSS is the son of the ninth generation, and the most orthodox Vengley heir, so it is not a rebellion! This is called a coup d'état , Political | Do you understand!"

"Hee hee hee... Only at this time will Levi become a bit of a cadre, and he can even say such words."

"Alright Bell, although our Levi is a fool who doesn't read much, you can't say that about your companion~"

"Tch, I'm not companions with this kind of idiot."

"What?!!--"

is this real?

Is everything in front of me just a nightmare of mine?

Is Tsunade really dead?Died in the negotiation with Bai Lan.Also died in my sleep without knowing it.

Obviously there was a phone call last night.

He obviously sent me a message this morning.

He told me to wait for him, told me not to go too far.

He said he would tell me everything, that he would never hide from me again.

I thought I could wait until that day.

Because we... made an agreement!

The road under my feet suddenly twisted. I pushed Fran away and took a step forward, but I fell to the ground in embarrassment as if I had fallen into a bottomless abyss.

I do not believe……

"Are you okay, you look very pale. Would you like me to give you a dream package?"

Fran knelt down in front of me.

I do not believe……

With both hands on the cold floor, I tried to stand up, but found that there was no way to succeed no matter what.Limbs and limbs are so weak that it seems that all the strength has been taken away. The more eager you want to drive, the more difficult it is to get a response.

Tears welled up in my eyes, enough to blur all my vision, and even Fran's face in front of me was gradually blurred.

"I'm going to find him..."

I bent my legs and hugged my shoulders tightly, suddenly recalling how hard he hugged me the last time I saw him.

I thought of his dazzlingly white shirt in the sun, and the tiny beads of sweat on his forehead from running.

Thinking of the short and rapid heartbeat when he hugged me tightly, thinking of his soft palm on the side of my face.

I thought about it a lot, and those memories flashed across my mind like colorful scrolls, but finally settled on his last smile that couldn't see the expression in his eyes.

He said he was the one who made me wait.

He was the one who told me not to go.

But now, the person who kept telling me to wait for him has already left before me, and went to a world that I can no longer touch.

The author has something to say: thanks to Xiao Xiaoxiao, Meow Rabbit, Ming Chuan, Nineteen Sons, サイ, thick sauce chicken wings and six cute mines, thanks to Xiaotong’s rocket launcher, and thanks to dva for the cutest and cutest deep-water torpedo, Crazy than heart!

Thank you all for the nourishment!Please continue to love Xia Lijiang in the new year!

With a soft heart, I stayed at 270 for a year 23333. I wish you all a happy new year, and 2019 will also be a happy year!