[Tutor] Lick the dog until nothing is left

The screen of the mobile phone emitted a faint light in the dark, and my dry eyes were pierced by the light. It took me a long time to see the numbers displayed on it clearly.

It was already eight forty in the evening.

Wouldn't it be weird if it didn't show up again?

When I clicked on the chat bar, I set the rabbit's avatar as a resident on the top, and it was hanging high on the top of the friend list at this time.The last word he sent me was good night, and the time was last night.

I swiped the screen, and the words and sentences of the past chat records flashed across my eyes, but I didn’t seem to see them. It was not until the date gradually moved forward, and it came to May 5th, that I could barely stop my fingertips that continued to go up.

When I close my eyes, the sunset of that day is still in front of my eyes, and every word he said is engraved in my heart.

It was the most dreamy moment of my life.

I never believe that there is a so-called predestined ending in this world. It is often an excuse made up by people for not working hard enough.So I didn't give up because I knew that if I didn't fight for it, it would never come to fruition.

Facts have proved that my idea was not wrong, and I stood by his side as I wished.But it's a pity that I ignored his thoughts and never really looked into his heart.

On this road, we are all beginners. No one knows what the end of the road will be like, and no one knows whether we can reap the ideal happiness by sticking to the end.

Obviously... it's just the beginning, but it seems that many, many years have passed by me, and the memories of the past are too long, so that I can't see everything in front of me clearly.

The only thing I know is that it is absolutely impossible to stop here.

I can't let go.

Because if you give up, there is nothing left.

Get up and open the door panel, the light in the corridor is still so bright and dazzling, but there is no figure of Tsuna in front of the room, presumably he has gone back to the room.

I stood there in a daze for two seconds, then turned around and walked towards the elevator. While walking, I picked up my mobile phone and sent him a message, telling him that I had arrived.

With the vibration of his palm, he quickly replied to me, saying that he would come out to pick me up.

I made a good call, put the phone back in my pocket, and stepped into the open elevator.The number in the upper right corner gradually became smaller, and I stood again in the nave of the restaurant under the stunned gaze of the doorman, and lowered my gaze to avoid the inadvertently looking curious eyes from all around me.

In less than 2 minutes, the elevator door opened again, and Gang Ji walked out from inside.

He glanced in the direction of the door subconsciously at first, but soon found out where I was. There was a smile in his soft brown eyes, and the temperature between his brows was stained with the temperature of the light, making him look warm and soft.

I stood where I was, watching him quietly walking towards me, the distance between the two shortened little by little, and I gradually changed from looking straight up to looking up at him.

Finally, he came to me.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" He held my hand as he said, and led me step by step out of the middle hall where people come and go.

The elevator door leading to the eleventh floor cut off all sound, and the small space almost gave me an illusion, as if the world suddenly became smaller, so small that only me and him remained.

I looked at his clear but more defined side face over the years, and felt in a trance that this picture overlapped with the past memory.I suddenly wanted to ask him, what kind of mood did he have in choosing me, and what kind of feelings he has towards me now.

However, when I opened my mouth, I found that I couldn't express the doubts in my heart no matter what.

It was as if my heart was tightly held by an invisible hand, and my blood was overflowing with indescribable pain and pain. They told me loudly in this way: don't ask him, don't look for answers that don't belong to me.

It turned out that at this moment, I was actually afraid.

I was afraid of hearing the answer from him, and even more afraid that the answer would make me lose everything I had in front of me.

So, I can't ask.

The top of my head was suddenly warm, and I came back to my senses, and found that Tsuna had turned around at some point, and was watching me with worried eyes.

"Why don't you talk? Is it because you are not feeling well?" He withdrew his palm, thinking of something, his brows were slightly frowned, and he asked half hesitantly, "Or...in a bad mood?"

Subconsciously, I held his palm that was about to retreat.His fingers were long and white, with slightly raised joints, and the edges of his nails were trimmed clean and round. The Vongola ring on his middle finger reflected a faint silver light under the light.

These are very beautiful hands, just like him, although they look gentle and slender, they have a gentle and strong heart.

I tightened my fingers, as if this could keep him by my side forever.Immediately afterwards, I smiled and told him that he was thinking too much, and I just felt a little lost because I just said goodbye to the wind.

"In any case, he is my most special friend. It's a pity that we separated so quickly without even being able to say a few words."

fake.

"Furthermore, this fellow Feng came here empty-handed. When he wrote last time, he said he would bring me special products from his hometown. I guess he forgot it, but I was still looking forward to it."

You don't believe it.

"Really?" Tsunade blinked.

I nodded: "Of course it is true."

Of course it's fake.

I am an illusory mist that is good at disguising, how can the words that come out of my mouth be taken seriously?

"That's great." Tsuna Kichi seemed to be relieved, his brows relaxed again, and he smiled slightly, "I thought Natsu-chan was angry."

Seeing his sudden soft expression, I couldn't help but also smiled, and said softly as if he was just casually answering the words: "Why? Of course I won't be angry with you."

Because, even if I feel angry about this, the one I should be angry and complain the most should be this timid and cowardly self, right?

I don't know what I'm still insisting on, but my heart tells me that it can't end like this.

So, just don't ask anything.

With thoughts like self-deception, I finally put on a false mask, as if I had never heard such a conversation, and sang this false one-man show by myself.

I don't know if Gangji saw anything that day, or if he saw it but was not sure, but in the end, he didn't go into it any further.

So I couldn't help thinking, maybe both of us are cowards, but my timidity comes from seeing the gradually clear dividing line, and his timidity is especially unknown.

Time passed, and when I was immersed in this bitter love and struggling hard, Gang Ji had already landed ashore before me. That little episode didn't seem to affect anything, and he couldn't stay by my side after all. Too long, and quickly re-invested in complicated affairs.

Just one month after Yuni inherited Gilurone, some families in the mafia world were dissatisfied with the Jesso family's dominance in box weapon resources, and several conflicts broke out one after another in order to compete for the ownership of this new type of weapon. , leading to the death of Ino Chidi and Verdi, the developers of the box, in the chaotic battle, and Kenneth, who escaped by chance, never appeared in front of people again.

At the same time, Colonello and Mamon were also attacked on the way to find Verdi to make a deal. In the end, both of them failed to return smoothly. Balian had to replace a new fog guard, and Fran was a substitute cadre. Officially in charge.

After learning the news, Lalmilch rushed to the scene like crazy, but the child of the rainbow was called the cursed baby, and he didn't even leave his body after he died. Bloody hood.

The whereabouts of the pacifiers of Mammon and Verti are unknown, but according to other families in the battle, it seems that they have an inseparable relationship with the Jesso family.As a result, Gangji and Youni sent messages to Bailan respectively, hoping that he could return the pacifier belonging to Rainbow Son, but the latter refused one by one.

At that time, I happened to be at the headquarters because I came to the headquarters with Bagir to test the coordinated attack of rain dolphins, so in the entire chief's room, apart from Tsunaji, there were also me, Li Baoen, and Li Baoen, who had just returned from a business trip, sitting side by side on the sofa. Yamamoto.

A huge face appeared in the video communication in front of him. Bai Lan still smiled and squinted his eyes, propping the side of his face with one hand, playing with a cotton candy between the index finger and thumb of the other hand, and his attitude seemed extraordinarily careless.

"I've said it, it's already mine, no matter how many times you tell me, I won't change my mind^^"

After Bai Lan finished speaking, she put the marshmallow in her mouth, blew on the powdered sugar on her fingertips, and rolled her eyes like a child: "Also, Mr. Gangji's sincerity is too little, so important No matter what the matter is, you should come to the Jesso family to have an interview with me, right~"

Gang Ji sat behind the desk, his eyes were calm, and he just smiled after hearing this: "I don't think it has reached that level yet."

"Really?" Although it was a rhetorical question, Bai Lan seemed to have expected his answer, the expression on his face did not change at all, and he still smiled brightly, and waved at him, "If that's the case, then I I have to keep working hard, sooner or later I will ask Tsunayoshi-kun to come and see me in person^^"

With this arrogant and conceited sentence as the conclusion, the communication was blacked out, and it was cut off crisply and neatly.

My heart was beating drums the whole time I heard it, and for some reason I had a very bad premonition, I frowned for a while, and felt a little restless.But everyone who looked around looked like they were contemplating, and they couldn't help but wonder if they were making a big deal out of a molehill.

No matter how powerful the Jie Suo family is, they are still slightly inferior in front of Pengo Lie. Judging from the current situation, if Bai Lan really wants to fight against the Pengo Lie family, then the final result is probably to hurt the enemy eight times. One hundred, self-defeating one thousand, this is a very unwise choice, I don't think he will do it.

Because of this, I feel more and more that he still has a back hand in the whole thing, but unfortunately he doesn't know what it is.Now that the enemy is hiding in the dark and we are in the open, no one knows what he is planning, so there is no other way but to increase defense for the time being.

Different from Yamamoto's frowning and contemplative expression, Li Baoen has been expressionless from the beginning, sitting on the single sofa and drinking coffee quietly, there is no fluctuation in the dark pupils, which makes people feel helpless. See what he really thinks at this time.

He didn't put down the teacup in his hand until the cup of coffee had bottomed out, raised his head and called Tsuna Ji's name.

This sound broke the silence in the room, and at the same time made Gangji, who was looking at the scenery outside the window, suddenly come back to his senses. He withdrew his gaze from the treetops outside the window, and turned to look at Li Baoen who was sitting there: "He is here." ?"

Li Baoen hummed lightly, and did not continue.

The conversation between these two people who seemed to be playing charades was really confusing, but I still saw that they seemed to have important matters to discuss next, so I took the initiative to leave the chief's room.

While waiting for the elevator, I was still thinking about what Bai Lan said just now, and I didn't come back to my senses until I heard a soft ding-dong.I saw the elevator door slowly open, and a tall and straight figure in a black formal suit appeared in front of me, with a pair of long and narrow phoenix eyes under the thin bangs, and a shallow indifference in the usually expressionless eyes.

Hibari Kyouya lifted his foot and walked out of the elevator. His eyes did not stop when he glanced at me, as if seeing a cloud of air, he walked straight past my shoulder, and walked towards the chief's room deep in the corridor.

Looking at his back disappearing between the open and close doors, I finally knew who Gang Ji and the others were waiting for, and I couldn't help but feel worried while suddenly realizing it.

After all, even Skylark, who had nothing to do with Bingsheng, was called back to the headquarters. Does this also indirectly prove that Bai Lan's matter really made Tsuna very troublesome?However, I can't do anything for him other than my needless worries here.

After all, I'm still too far away from him.

It was another half month, as if Bai Lan was confirming his own words, the spearhead of the battle initiated by him this time was directed at the unknown Kalukasha family, who possessed a cloud attribute pacifier and were known as having an immortal body. Rainbow Son Scarlet was killed while fleeing.No one knows exactly how he died, and with the news of the destruction of the Kalukasha family, the dark clouds that had originally shrouded the mafia world cast another shadow.

At this point, Bai Lan's purpose has also been exposed. He seems to want to get rid of the seven rainbow children and seize the rainbow pacifier they guard.Youni sent an invitation letter to Vengley's headquarters, saying that he had something important to explain, so Tsuna was invited to go to Jiliurone. The two talked about something, and he didn't return to his residence until late at night.

I was awakened by the vibration of my mobile phone while I was half asleep and half awake. I rubbed my eyes and took a closer look, only to find that he was texting me good night, so I seemed to wake up a lot, and forced myself to reply to his message.

[I always like tuna: you are back]

【Male God: Huh】

[Male God: So you haven't slept yet? 】

I replied casually, without telling him that he was the real culprit who woke me up from my dream.

When he was thinking about what to say next, the phone buzzed again, and it was Gang Ji who dialed directly.

In the middle of the night, the ringtone suddenly sounded a little weird. I pressed the answer button in a hurry, and groped in the dark to find the lamp switch, but the back of my hand accidentally knocked on the cabinet, and I took a deep breath: "Hiss—— "

"What's wrong, did you fall down?" Gang Ji over there quickly became nervous.

"It's nothing, I just knocked it accidentally... By the way, you called so late, what's the matter?"

The dim desk lamp lit up the enclosed indoor space. While shaking my hands in pain and making a strange expression, I tried to think about what happened today, and asked tentatively, "What did Yoni tell you?"

"...It's nothing." He paused insignificantly.

I immediately raised my eyebrows vigilantly, but I heard a slight smile in his gentle voice.

"Natsu-chan, don't think too much, I just want to hear your voice suddenly, there is nothing else."

"I knew—huh?" The completely unexpected answer, I was forced to swallow half of what I said firmly, choking myself.

The temperature on my cheeks gradually rose, I curled up, and retracted into the quilt like a caterpillar, the corners of my lips were already bent upwards unconsciously, and I was alone in the dark for two seconds, and then I was serious. Said: "Then you heard it now, what do you think?"

"Hmm... It's exactly as I imagined, and my heart has become much calmer."

Gangji thought about it, and couldn't help but chuckled.The soft voice is transmitted through the electronic equipment, and when it falls into the ear for no reason, it seems a little more beautiful than usual, with a tantalizing warmth, "It's unbelievable to say, but Xia ちゃん's voice is indeed It can soothe my emotions, so every time I don't know what to do, the first person I think of is you."

For some reason, my mood was disturbed by this love confession, and I was stunned for a while and didn't answer.

On the contrary, Gang Ji just paused for a moment after saying this, and changed the subject naturally when he spoke again.I listened for a while, one ear in and one ear out, and then I suddenly realized what he was talking about. I couldn't help but lifted the quilt and sat up, raising my voice in surprise: "You want to go back to Bingsheng? With me? Two people ?”

I almost thought I had heard it wrong until he said yes for sure.

As if he thought my reaction was very interesting, he couldn't help but add, "This time, I mainly want to take a look at the newly completed underground base. I don't plan to stay for too long, so I won't ask everyone to go back together."

I groaned, and sleepwalked throughout the rest of the call, not remembering what I said at all, but I was deeply impressed by Tsunaki's always smiling tone.

When I realized it, I realized that I forgot to ask an important question, that is, as the leader of the family, why did he suddenly go to inspect the results of the base by himself, wouldn't it be enough for his subordinates to report?

It's a pity that I didn't see Tsunaki again in the next few days, so I kept this question until I boarded the plane to Japan, and finally asked it out.

In this regard, Gang Ji's answer is also very surprising.He glanced at the passing clouds outside the window, and suddenly asked me a question.

"Does Natsu-chan know what non-73 rays are?"

I was stunned for a moment by the words I had never heard before, but soon a flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, and I couldn't help guessing: "Is it what Youni told you?"

Gangji turned his head and smiled at me, without saying yes or no, his broad eyes reflected my curious face, and told me in a gentle and calm tone that non-73 rays can have a harmful effect on the children of the rainbow. Serious injury, and Bai Lan has already mastered this kind of ray.so--

"I plan to ask Johnny II to build an access control that can block non-73 rays in the new base. If something happens in the future... let Li Baoen and the others move here."

I was silent for a while, and then asked in a hoarse voice: "Feng...is there still no news?"

After learning of Bailan's intention to kill all the Rainbow Children, I immediately contacted Feng, who was said to be going to Japan to visit Ipping, but unfortunately there was no response to the letter I sent. Instead, Ipping told me in the group, Said Feng only stayed with her for a few days and then left. He should have returned to China now, and there must be a reply soon.

Compared to her optimism, I was still not at ease, so I insisted on sending him letters, while investigating his whereabouts in private, and found that the last time he appeared was at Haneda Airport in Tokyo, and he never appeared again after that. Appeared, the whole person seemed to disappear strangely suddenly, and no one has known his whereabouts so far.

Gangji didn't speak, but stretched out his hand to touch the top of my hair. This gesture was a little comforting, which made me feel better in a moment of depression.

Returning to Namori Town, our first destination is Tsunayoshi's home.Due to the flight delay, it was already past [-] pm when we finally arrived.

Just walking into the yard, I happened to bump into Aunt Nana who was changing clothes on the drying rack outside. Before I had time to speak, she dropped the long gown in her hand with an "ah la" and rushed to me with bright eyes. Hold my hand: "Isn't this Shirley ちゃん? Long time no see, you are more beautiful than before!"

I didn't expect to be praised as soon as I came, and my ears turned red, and I squirmed.Although I don't know how many times I come to Tsunayoshi's house every year, and I can't count the number of times I see Aunt Nana, but this time is different. Seeing her as a friend has a special meaning.

It's a pity that before I was moved for too long, Aunt Nana raised her head and looked around twice, with a puzzled expression on her face.

She asked strangely: "Didn't Tsunade-kun say he was going to bring his girlfriend back? Why did I only see Xia Li ちゃん?"

I:"……"

This is too shocking!Does it mean that in Aunt Nana's heart, Tsunayoshi and I are completely friends?

Or is this just the power of nature?No wonder she hasn't found out what her husband and son are doing after all these years...

Just when I started to think about whether to tell her the truth directly, Gangji couldn't help laughing, he took me, and took Aunt Nana with the other hand, and led us into the room together. room.

"Mom, I'm already with Xia Li, and we're in a relationship now." He touched his nose as he spoke, as if he wasn't very good at things like being honest, and his expression became a little shy.

I secretly looked at him out of the corner of my eye while I was changing my shoes, and when I heard him admitting our relationship in front of the elders, the corners of his lips could not help but lift up, and there was a diffuse warmth in my heart.

He has always been a character who will take responsibility for the choices he makes, which is why I have always believed that as long as this relationship lasts long enough, then there is no way for him to leave me.

I vaguely realized that my mentality seemed to have changed a lot compared to before, but I was unwilling to think about it, and I was unwilling to delve into the reasons that might not be good.

In short, as long as he stays by my side is enough, only this is the last thing I can compromise.

The good news is that Aunt Nana clasped her hands together in surprise when she found out about this matter. After telling Gangji a lot of things to be good to me, she looked at me with relief and said that I have worked so hard for so many years. From now on, apart from Tsunaki, she will also strive to become a better elder.

"Then, let's start by making today's dinner!"

After she finished speaking, she turned and went into the kitchen.

I was stunned by the power of what she said and did, so I reacted a little too late, and hurriedly followed behind trying to pull her out.

"Please be sure to let me cook this meal, as a repayment for your care over the years!"

"No, Shirley ちゃん is a very important guest, how can I let you do this kind of thing!"

Both of us argued hard, neither of us was willing to let the other do it, and we were at a stalemate for a while.Gangji stood at the door looking helplessly for a while, sighed softly and stepped forward, stretched out his hand to pull Aunt Nana's body, pushed her shoulders and led her out.

"Yes, so I will cook this meal with Natsu ちゃん, Mom, you can go to the living room to rest."

"Oh." Auntie Nana stood obediently at the door of the kitchen, turned her head to look at us, and couldn't help but smile with the corners of her eyes bent, "It's such a good relationship~ Since Mr. Gang said so, then please!"

As she said that, she turned around and walked out, seeming to think of her husband. I vaguely heard some words about Italy, so I couldn't help poking Tsunaki beside me curiously: "Uncle wants to take Aunt Nana to Italy?"

Gang Ji was concentrating on fighting against the carrots on the chopping board at this time. After hearing what I said, he just hummed, and added as if he remembered something after a while: "I heard that Dad wants to go on a trip with Mom, but The specific time has not been determined, it may be these two months.”

"Actually, it's good to go to Italy in winter. It's not cold there." I answered casually, and my eyes were firmly attracted by the way he held the knife.

In fact, Tsunayoshi knows how to cook, but there are not many types of food, and most of them are simple and convenient Western dishes.When I was in college, I occasionally cooked at home during the weekday holidays, but because I especially liked light food, the food was basically fried.

After graduating from university, he entered Vengley, where as the leader, he didn't need to cook by himself at all, so I haven't seen him cook for a long time. Suddenly, I saw him holding a knife so clumsily. The posture always feels a little weird.

After being silent for a while, I couldn't bear to watch it any longer. I stretched out my hand to cover his fingertips, almost teaching him how to adjust.

"Come down a little bit, don't grab it so high, I'm afraid you might accidentally cut it."

"Don't use so much force! Carrots won't run away! Also, are you cutting into cubes or slicing, why didn't I see?"

"...Change to another one. The one you cut is only suitable for stewing potatoes."

Tsuna silently took the new radish from my hand. Maybe it was because he was not very good at it. I said he was a little nervous. When he looked from behind, even his shoulders were tense.

I originally wanted to pat him on the shoulder to relax him, but I was afraid that I would scare him and cut his hand, so I lowered my voice and approached his ear, and said softly like a joke: "Long time no see, Sawada, who is a poor housekeeper." Gangji-kun."

Gang Ji's eyelashes trembled slightly. From my distance, it was easy to see the curvature of his eyelashes, curling upwards very naturally.

"Don't laugh at me." He lamented bitterly, and his shoulders collapsed involuntarily, "I haven't cut vegetables for a long time..."

I said calmly, "Nonsense, you obviously help Aunt Nana every time."

"That's just washing the vegetables. Biyangqi and the others usually help with the rest!"

After belatedly realizing that he had dismantled his platform, Gang Ji immediately shut up, no matter what I said, he would not speak again, as if he felt that this would be very embarrassing in front of me.

I thought about it and told him: "Let's play a game next, okay? If you think it's good, you can nod, if it's not good, you can shake your head."

Gangji glanced at me and nodded.

"You can't talk, you can only nod or shake your head as an answer." I set the rules, then patted my face and smiled at him, "Do you think I look good today?"

Tsuna nodded without hesitation, and his high desire to survive could be seen from the range of his movements.

This expression is so cute, I couldn't help but turned my back and smiled secretly, and then asked the second question solemnly: "Then do you think you look good today?"

This time, he shook his head hesitantly, noticing my raised eyebrows, and nodded quickly again.

"Please don't answer the question twice."

I grabbed his confused face and asked the question again, this time he nodded obediently.

So I laughed again and started digging holes for him: "So good-looking people should be with good-looking people, right?"

Gang Ji nodded infinitely, because I held his face in his hands, he seemed to feel a little uncomfortable, so he blinked his eyes lightly twice.

My eyes were immediately attracted by his small gesture, and my eyes passed over his clear and soft eyes, followed the high bridge of the nose all the way down, and finally landed on his seemingly thin but extremely soft lips .

I looked at him, at this man whom I had admired for nearly ten years but who was so close to me at this moment.

I suddenly thought of a lot of things, but I didn't seem to think about anything. All kinds of pictures flashed across my mind, but in the end there was only a blank space left.

I like him.

Just like him.

I like it so much that as long as I can keep him by my side, I can bear anything.

That's what I thought.

Facing his puzzled eyes, I bent my eyes to cover the emotions flowing in them, unwilling to let him see through my complicated heart.

"Close your eyes, I'm going to kiss you."

After saying this sentence, I was puzzled, so I tiptoed up and leaned forward, and lightly kissed the corner of his lips.

Tsuna seemed to be stunned, and her body tensed up as a conditioned reflex when I approached, but soon she realized something and tried to relax, and the final result was that none of them succeeded.

His eyes reflected my appearance, and the expression on his face was a little dazed, so that he was obviously looking at me, but he seemed to be thinking of something else because of ecstasy, but before I got angry, suddenly As soon as it got dark, it was he who stretched out his arms and hugged me in his arms.

"...Thank you, Natsu-chan."

His chin rested lightly on the top of my head, and the resonance caused by the slight tremor in his chest when he spoke was also transmitted to my heart.

I didn't speak, and gently wrapped my hands around his waist, closed my eyes and let myself be immersed in the happiness at the moment.

How I wish time could stay at this moment forever, even if it is only for a second, I want him to feel my heart.

A little more, a little more, just like this small accumulation, converging into a long ethereal river, carrying my true hope, rushing to the end of this unclear road ahead.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Get up early and secretly catch a bug

Thank you Xiaotong for mine, more heartfelt!