[Tutor] Lick the dog until nothing is left

That night, as Tsunayoshi's female companion, I accompanied him to attend the succession ceremony of Yoni's leader.Because of the sudden death of Arya, the scene layout of this important ceremony, which was originally scheduled to be held at the end of the year, seemed a bit hasty, but fortunately, the guests who came to watch the ceremony were all heavyweights. The family with ulterior motives saw what a joke.

Li Baoen should be the one who cared for Youni the most among all the Rainbow Children present. Apart from that, only Colonello showed some concern for her. After a lap, he left. The former didn't care about who inherited Dakong's pacifier, while the latter was forced to leave early because Li Baoen chased and hammered him all over his head because he said something wrong.

As for Lalmirch, who is half a child of the rainbow, although she also came here at the call of Libun, she is not familiar with Arya in essence, so she shrank far during the whole succession ceremony. , and didn't intend to go up there to make a familiar face.

I can’t say whether it’s good or bad. Although I was in a bad mood for a while because of the encounter with Bai Lan today, I’m used to such repeated moods. Self-regulation is what I’m best at these years. Apart from being troubled by the other party's words, I still pay more attention to the present time.

The Rainbow Sons unique to the Black|Hand|Party world have always been hailed as the strongest seven. Apart from Li Bourne and Larmilch, who are also in the advisory organization outside Pengo Li's door, I am the only one I am familiar with. There is only Balian's Mammon, and Yiping's Chinese master style.

If I really want to say it, Feng should be the one with the best temper among the seven contemporary people. I met him by chance because I helped Yiping go through the admission procedures, and I accidentally discovered that he is easy to get along with.Although he looks very much like a miniature version of Lark in appearance, he behaves in a dignified and kind manner, with a gentle and gentle temperament in his gestures, which is unforgettable.

Sometimes I think maybe I'm just born to be attracted to gentle people.Because whether it is Gangji or Feng, every time I face them, I always feel calm and peaceful in my heart. It is a kind of temperament that is produced from the inside out and seems to be exposed by the other party. The soothing feeling, although a little strange, but I really like this feeling.

Because of this, even though I live in different countries on weekdays, I still insist on communicating with Feng. As the second person I know who suffers from electronic products, the other party is very fond of this ancient way of sending letters. Solo liking, I also cooperated with him.

After Yiping entered junior high school, Feng had already left Japan. Since then, I would receive postcards from him from time to time with pictures of mountains, rivers, famous flowers and plants, which he said were the scenery of China.After graduating from university, I followed Tsuna to Palermo. Except for visiting several famous Italian cities in the first year, most of the rest of the time was trapped in this small manor. It is rare to see With such a scenery, I can't help but feel yearning in my heart. I really want to see the country he talked about with my own eyes, but there is no way to leave here.

For this reason, I always feel that there are regrets in my life, and I always feel that there is something incomplete.But fortunately, this regret is not important now, because I already have the person I want most.

I have my light.

As the succession ceremony draws to a close, we are almost ready to leave.Dino, who hadn't seen him for a long time, leaned over at this moment, the light above his head fell on the blond hair that was as bright as the sun, and even the curvature of his mouth became quite bright.

Like a big kid who was very excited to meet a long-lost old friend, Dino eagerly sent an invitation to Tsuna Ji: "It's rare to have such a chance to relax, why don't you go have a meal together, Ganga? "

After all, the two senior brothers are somewhat similar in character. The moment the other party appeared, Tsuna had a soft smile on his lips, nodded happily, and agreed: "Okay, let me invite Dino-さん.”

"This won't work. How can I make my dear junior brother spend money? Of course I'm the one who treats you." Dino immediately retorted.

Gangji opened his mouth, as if he wanted to fight again, but before he could say anything, Li Baoen next to him smiled slightly, saying, "I finally saw your conscience discovered once", and then said innocently: "If that's the case, , I, as a former tutor, shouldn't be absent."

Dino: "..."

Of course it is, does he dare to say no?

I couldn't help laughing and watched the trio of master and apprentice making jokes. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Feng jumping between us with his long sleeves shaking. When he noticed my gaze, he just smiled slightly, his brows were as gentle as ever.

I thought he was also here for a meal, but just as I was about to take the initiative to invite him, I saw that Li Baoen pulled the brim of his hat and glanced at him: "Are you leaving, Feng."

"Yes." Feng smiled and nodded, "The matter is over, and I'm about to leave here."

Eh……?

I was startled, and subconsciously blurted out: "Is it so fast?"

"Because I made an appointment with Yiping before coming here, and I want to go back to Japan to see her."

As Feng said, he folded his hands together in front of him, and bowed to us politely.

After doing all this, he put down his hands calmly, looked sideways and smiled at me, with a gentle and calm voice: "Congratulations, Xia Li."

The suddenness of his joy made everyone present startled, only Li Baoen raised the corners of his lips, which seemed not surprising.

I also reacted quickly, glanced at Dino who was still in a state of disbelief, stretched out my hand and secretly pulled the corner of La Gangji's clothes behind my back, and said to Feng actively: "I'll see you off, Mr. Feng .”

Tsuna turned his gaze, and lightly grasped the wrist I was about to pull away: "Dino-san and I are waiting for you at the door."

"No need." I shook my head and smiled at him, "Mr. Feng and I still have something to say, you go there first, I'll borrow Lal's car to find you later."

Gang Ji paused slightly, as if he wanted to say something more, but I was afraid that he would disagree, so I quickly withdrew my arm and followed Feng out of the lobby of Jiliurone.

As the door closed, the noisy voices receded like flowing water. Looking at Feng Xiaoxiao's back, I found that the color of the hair tie at the end of his hair seemed to have changed. Sure enough, I haven't seen him for a long time.

"You looked surprised just now."

Feng's smiling voice came from ahead, he stopped by the fountain outside the atrium, and when he turned his head, he looked right at me.

Facing those eyes that were more clear under the moonlight, I felt a little uncomfortable for some reason, and my voice couldn't help but weaken.

"How...how did you find out?" I asked hesitantly.

Regarding the relationship with Gang Ji, I only found out in the past few days. It turned out that not only did I not say anything, but even Gang Ji seemed very low-key, and did not take the initiative to tell others about my relationship.

I understand this, because even I myself feel that if I suddenly say such a thing to others, it seems more or less deliberately showing off, and I always feel that there is something weird.And Gang Ji was afraid that I would think too much, and told me that if someone asked me, he would definitely not hide it.

Of course, no one seems to have asked yet.As for Li Baoen, he should have seen it himself.

To be honest, in fact, the way I get along with others has not changed much before and after our relationship with Gangji. He has always taken care of me all these years and rarely avoids others. Dino once met him and joked about it. He was "so considerate".

The changes happen more in private. For example, I can ask him about his activities openly, without feeling that I am not qualified to intervene in his life.And he also obediently handed over the password of his social account in an accidental joke. Although I refused because I respected his personal privacy, this kind of intention is enough for me to remember.

The only other obvious thing is the name change, but I haven't called him ツちゃん in front of people so far. This intimate name is mostly just a joke when the two chat.

"He cares about you."

The corners of the lips of the wind are bent, and the voice adds a touch of soothing softness in the quiet moonlight.

I blinked: "He's always been like this."

He cares about every friend and tries his best to take care of everyone around him.

"That's different." Feng Qianqian sighed, "He often looks at you, as if observing your situation. Although he would do this before, it has never been so frequent as today."

"Maybe it's because... I've been sick for a while." I blushed, I didn't expect his observation skills to be so subtle, but my heart was filled with sweet joy because of this sentence.

Feng didn't answer the words, as if he had already seen my inconsistency, he raised his head and glanced at the moon: "When you have time, take him to China to play together."

He paused slightly, smiled and said: "At that time, I will definitely treat you well with all my hospitality as a landlord."

This is the first time he invited me to be a guest in his hometown. I couldn't help but be overjoyed. I nodded and agreed quickly. Countless thoughts flashed through my mind, and I even started to think about which month Gangji and I will meet. relatively free.

After chatting for a few more words, I personally sent Feng out of Gilurone's headquarters and watched his figure disappear into the night before turning back and planning to go to the parking lot to meet with Lal.

But I never thought that when I was passing by the courtyard, I happened to bump into Youni who came out to see off the guests after the inheritance ceremony. She was still wearing the snow-white robe, with a quiet and steady smile, which was different from the lonely image of persistently guarding a small flower in the rain in the afternoon. If there are two people.

The footsteps that I originally planned to leave quietly stopped involuntarily, and I waited quietly beside her for a while, planning to say goodbye to her.

A few minutes later, Youni, who had sent off all the guests, returned to the lobby again, but this time there was a handsome man with blond hair and gray eyes beside her, who always followed her like a loyal knight.

I recognized that it was the famous Dianguang γ, but I was not familiar with it. When I was hesitating whether to go up to say hello, Youni's eyes moved lightly and fell on me accurately.

"Miss Xia Li." She called out my name, her blue pupils filled with bright moonlight.

She obviously only looked into my eyes, but for some reason it made me feel that she had seen through my body and all my thoughts.

After pausing for a moment, she suddenly rolled her eyes and showed a soft smile, "It's great, Miss Xia Li doesn't seem to be affected by Bai Lan's words."

As soon as the words fell, I noticed that γ behind her frowned slightly, and then looked at me with heavy eyes.The eyes implying scrutiny and guard are extremely oppressive, even if I am not guilty at all, the moment I notice such eyes, I can't help but feel tight.

Just when I couldn't help subconsciously wanting to touch the box, Youni didn't seem to find anything, and suddenly stepped forward and grabbed my hand that was stretched back. I was shocked, and my whole body froze immediately in there.

She sighed softly, raised her eyes and smiled at me: "I hope Miss Xia Li remembers the mood you have had on this day, and don't let the fog cover your eyes."

After saying this, she let go of her hand, and without waiting for my reply, she walked around me and walked into the brightly lit Castle of Gilurone.

What does it mean?

Being left in the same place, I was a little puzzled, staring at the gurgling fountain not far away in confusion, until I felt the slight breeze brought by γ passing me by, and then suddenly woke up.

Oops, I still have to catch up with the dinner!

After realizing this, I didn't dare to delay any longer, and rushed to the parking lot in a hurry.As the guests left, the parking spaces were vacated one by one. At this time, there was only a familiar Maybach parked on the empty ground. Lal was leaning on the front of the car with his arms folded and waiting impatiently.

I apologized again and again, cheekily sat in the driver's seat under her killing sight, and drove all the way to the city with the roar of the engine.

This part of the journey took a lot of time. On the way, Gangji called me twice to ask where I was, and I looked at the navigation, and I was embarrassed to tell him that I had just gotten in the car not long ago, so the answer every time was That almighty "coming soon".

In this way, after about 10 minutes, we finally arrived at the destination.Lal's face was dark all the time, but he still kept the agreement and sent me to the door of the meal, and then drove around without any regrets, leaving me who wanted to thank me and took a breath of exhaust gas.

What a nice fellow, Miss Lal.

I was moved to tears, and while looking at the time, I quickly rushed into the elevator amid the exclamation of the doorman, counting the room number all the way, and finally stopped before the 1107 that Gang Ji sent me.

There was no waiter outside the door, so I looked around and belatedly realized that this corridor seemed a little too quiet, maybe because there were not many customers dining on this floor.

Taking a deep breath, I put my hand on the doorknob and gently opened the door a crack.

I was thinking a little bit in my heart, and when I was about to open the door to give them a surprise, I suddenly heard a familiar voice in my ear.

"—So you are really with Xia Li?" Dino's tone was a little surprised, but he quickly laughed, "It's also good, there is someone close to you who can always take care of you , I can feel at ease in Gabrielone."

Tsunayoshi's gentle voice was mixed with a smile: "Dino-san should worry about himself the most right now?"

"Hahaha, this kind of thing can't be rushed." Dino smiled cheerfully, "Not everyone is like you, who has a girl who is always wholehearted and willing to wait for you for so many years."

Perhaps because I was mentioned, the footsteps that were going to enter the door stopped abruptly.

Although I know that eavesdropping is not good, but when they are talking about me, I suddenly appear. Wouldn't it be awkward?

With this in mind, I put my ear close to the gap, silently planning to go in later.

At least let's get past this topic.

But things backfired, only to hear Li Baoen snorted and said lightly: "You two are really embarrassing me at this point. Don't look at the current state of the stupid gang, but immediately ran away after confessing on the spur of the moment. Come and ask me what to do."

I was taken aback, but before I could react, I heard Gang Ji say helplessly: "Actually... it's not a spur of the moment."

He paused slightly.

"It was at that time when I looked at Xia Li, I suddenly had the feeling of 'if I don't catch her, will I never have another chance'... In fact, I have always been grateful for her company all these years , and cherish her affection for me, but..."

only?

I couldn't help but push the gap a little wider. From this angle, I could see Tsuna Yoshi's formal coat hanging on the coat rack.

I heard Dino ask him puzzled: "What's the matter, does it still have something to do with your previous job?"

predecessor?Kyoko?

I held my breath, and unconsciously clenched my right hand that was brushing against the door frame.

Gang Ji seemed to be thinking about something, there was silence in the air for a while, and then said: "No."

Perhaps because he felt that it was not enough, he quickly added: "I accept Xia Li's feelings, and it has never had anything to do with Kyoko ちゃん."

The hanging heart slowly fell, and before I could catch my breath, Li Baoen's voice sounded again.

"This guy is just distressed." The cold and immature child's voice didn't fluctuate too much, as if he was very interested in something, and there was a cool smile mixed in the light ending voice.

"After all, he didn't understand his feelings at all. The confession at that time was not so much 'I want to do this', but it was better to say that he definitely felt the atmosphere of 'I want to do this' on that occasion. .”

I froze for a moment and opened my eyes wide in bewilderment.

Yes.

The feeling he gave me at that time was very sincere, but also very sudden.If you really want to think about it carefully, it is indeed... the way Li Baoen said.

"Wait—" Dino didn't seem to understand, and asked curiously, "Is there any difference?"

"...If it was in the past, if I faced Kyoko-chan, I would say that I like her without hesitation."

Gangji said slowly.

He spoke very slowly, almost stopping every word, as if he was trying hard to think or recall something, trying to fully express his feelings, so that the speed of his words was affected.

After saying this, the room fell silent again.

After a long time, he seemed to sigh, and his voice was also stained with two points of imperceptible fatigue.

"But now facing Xia Li, I can't say the word 'like' so simply like I did when I faced Kyoko-ちゃん."

"This feeling... seems not as pure as I imagined. But, I really do love Xia Li—"

click.

There was a crisp sound when the doorknob touched the cold wall.

Gang Ji stood up abruptly, his gaze was like a torch, and he glanced at the position where I was standing just now.

"Who is there?"

The sound of footsteps gradually approaching, I hastily pushed open the door of the box next door, and dodged to hide in the darkness.Through the frosted glass, I saw him standing at the door and looking around, with one hand resting on the door frame, as if he had discovered something, and he did not return to the house for a long time.

For some reason, I felt a little afraid of such a situation, and couldn't help but walked a few more steps into the room, not wanting to see him again.

In the dark, I found a neatly placed dining chair. My body softened, and I leaned on the chair legs and slowly slid down on the soft carpet. I stretched out my hands and hugged my knees tightly. Come.

I thought it was the luckiest thing that I could get his response.I don't care why he said that, and I don't care why he did it. I just know that I have the result I want most, and I should be satisfied.

But people's greed is endless. I have liked him for so many years, and I have never expected him to give me the same affection.

I thought I did it, but I never thought about whether it was because of love, or because of gratitude and sympathy.

If I hadn't overheard these words, I might not have discovered this problem for a long time, and I could still deceive myself and others to be happy and enjoy everything brought about by this result.But now I can't.

I actually began to doubt his reasons for doing this, and every word he said to me after the relationship.

A terrible idea gradually began to appear in my mind, and I couldn't help but start to think, if the person who is dating him now is not me, but Kyoko, then whether he will still hide a love affair like now , never take the initiative to mention it with others?

The 'tacit understanding' that was once considered is so ironic at this moment.I don't know what went wrong, why this relationship has never been what I wanted, and there are always various problems.

I rarely doubt myself.

But now, I am a little confused.

If the feelings that come after me are not the feelings I want in the end, then what is the purpose of my persistence for so many years?

The author has something to say: One person’s confusion becomes two people’s. Only communication is the bridge of the soul. www It’s a pity that the bridge collapsed XD

Thank you Xiaotong and Zhu Weige for the two cute mines, for being kind!