Transmigrating Into The Heartthrob's Cannon Fodder Childhood Friend

There are two black and blue lines on the paper, interspersed with the causal love and hatred of the previous life, entangled with the true and false past.

Song Yu lowered his head and stared blankly, his expression shocked and confused.

He was frightened.

Xie Sui said: "Who wrote "Gentle Control" and where did you read it, can you tell me, Yu Yu?"

Song Yu stepped on the blanket with bare feet, feeling a chill spreading all over his body, and his head was in a mess.

He pursed his lips and scratched his hair, and with a hard heart, he decided to confess: "At first I thought I was not from this world."

"I saw this book in another world, and I wore it after I fell asleep."

"There is a thing that claims to be a system. It told me a lot, to the effect that it told me to go through the plot, but I didn't listen. I chose to go to Jingcheng to find you, and then it disappeared very angry. When it came back, it told me not to like you , but I still fell in love with you, and it left angrily."

Xie Sui nodded with gentle eyes.

Song Yu's mood gradually stabilized, and he was silent for a while. He didn't intend to tell Xie Sui about the revenge and regret that 008 said, but he just said seriously and calmly: "Xie Sui, if one day I suddenly fell into a coma or fell into a deep sleep, you Don't be afraid, at that time I should meet the system and the main god it talks about. I will definitely kill them and wake up to find you."

Xie Sui held his cold hand and said in a low voice, "Yes."

Song Yu raised his head and carefully traced his face with his eyes under the light.Eyebrows, nose bridge, lips, familiar and intimate.The chill in his heart was driven away by the warm current, and he laughed again: "Finally, it's over."

Xie Sui also smiled, and kissed the corners of his eyes with lowered eyes.

"It's over."

Song Yu felt that he didn't understand Xie Sui's mind.

But all the root causes and crises are on him. As his boyfriend, Xie Sui should also feel uncomfortable.

Song Yu said reassuringly, "Don't panic, since I woke up, I haven't followed a single word that the system said, and it hasn't done anything to me now."

"It's too powerful." Yu Yu."

Xie Sui said with a smile, but his eyes were cold.

Song Yu felt a little sour in his heart, and he knew that talking about 008 and the main god would only add to his troubles, how to solve the two ideological things, but that's the sense of security he can give Xie Sui now.

He changed the subject: "When you are reborn, you will see if I am stupid at first."

"what?"

"...I think it should be."

Thinking of this, Song Yu cursed secretly in his heart.

Xie Sui said: "No, I said it was love at first sight, I like everything you do."

Song Yu was appeased, and his eyes fell on the diary next to him again.

"Is that written by Aunt Xu?"

"Well," Xie Sui opened the diary and said softly, "Do you want to read it?"

With the yellowish light of the desk lamp, the words above took him into the life of a woman who died for love.

Xie Sui said slowly: "When I was born, she cut off contact with the Xu family, lived in a villa in the mountains, and focused on painting. There is only one nanny in the family, and my father may come once a few weeks. When I was young, she and I had no relationship. In other words, she has been living in her own world, and no one can disturb her."

"After she died, I have always hated her. In the eyes of many people, she is a beautiful and stupid woman. No one sympathizes with her. She feels that she has brought everything on her own."

Xie Sui paused, and said calmly, "In my eyes, it was the same before."

Song Yu quietly held his hand.

"What she gave me before she died was indifference, and what she gave me after her death was torture. She gave me life, but she didn't ask me if I wanted to come to this world to suffer."

"She ended her life on my birthday," Xie Sui said after a pause, "Life and death are on the same day."

He turned the diary to the middle pages: "This diary has always been in the cabinet of Jingcheng's house, but I haven't read it. In my previous life, Xie Sinian personally sent it to me and asked me to read it."

"When I started to understand her, I realized that there was no point in hating her."

"She's just a failed mother."

"She was spoiled and pampered since she was a child. Only when others gave her thousands of favors, she would not love anyone at all. She broke up with the Xu family. Xie Sinian was one of the reasons. It was her family who broke her down. The parents who raised her and spoiled her for more than ten years began Pushing her to those powerful men in City A like an auction, her marriage became a deal. She was sad and broke down, and chose to have a cold war with her family first."

Song Yu looked at Xu Qiao's small print on the diary.During the time at the villa in the mountains, every word can see her care and fear, and the cautiousness of being a mother for the first time.

"A Sui was praised by the teacher again today, he is really a smart boy" "I want to do something for him, but I don't seem to know anything" "A Sui drew a picture for me, I should praise him for touching it head to encourage him, but what have I done?" "My Asui is awesome, but I can't even make him go to school normally." Well, I was too embarrassed to cry during the day and I didn’t dare to see him, the nanny said he was asleep, so I dared to secretly see him.”

Xie Sui didn't speak again.

Song Yu held the diary, but slowly flipped through it.Xu Qiao seldom mentioned Xie Sinian in the end, and all she recorded was Xie Sui's growth bit by bit. She had a noble and withdrawn personality, and she didn't know how to get along with her own children, so she could only learn to respond slowly and clumsily.One page of the diary was wrinkled, and it should have been wet with tears countless times. When she knew the truth, she collapsed and couldn't speak.Why, the three words keep repeating.

When she was framed by Qin Qiuyun and hid in Jingcheng, the diary was empty for many days.

By the time she picked up the pen again, it was already the third day in Jingcheng.In Xie Sui's memory, the mother who drove herself crazy because of love and locked herself in the room was actually sometimes calm and sometimes crazy. When she was calm, she thought about her future and Xie Sui's future. She thought that she could still draw, Can raise her children to grow up healthy and healthy.In fact, she had pushed open the door countless times. When Xie Sui was sleeping late at night, she stared at her child and wept silently all night.

Xie Sui recalled a past event in Jingcheng: "Do you know why Zhu Zhixing's family hates me so much?"

Song Yu was stunned: "What?"

"She actually tried to go out to work, but Zhu Zhixing's father followed her upstairs on the first night. He forced her at the door. I rushed out of the room and pushed the man downstairs, causing him to break his leg. .”

Song Yu's throat was dry.

For a while, I didn't know what to say.

Xu Qiao was well protected. She was like a fragile and precious flower, which could be easily destroyed by any wind and rain outside.The Xu family raised her in this way, hoping that she would live a meek and beautiful life as a canary in a gorgeous cage.She is completely helpless against the dangers of the world, and beauty is the original sin.

A proud person like her lives in the woman's vicious language every day.

Later on about her death, Song Yu also slowly found clues from the diary later.

"I'm sorry, I haven't been a qualified mother since you were born. I didn't give you a splendid childhood, and I didn't fulfill any obligations related to the word 'mother'. I even have to learn how to communicate with you little by little. I didn't even hold you until you were a year old."

"You were born when I was at my worst, so my most embarrassing and worst side was left to you."

When writing this jargon, she seemed to be really sad, her handwriting trembled, she was so sad that she couldn't hold the pen, and couldn't write a single word.

There are no tears on the paper, but it is more desperate than any previous collapse.

"She already knew Xie Sinian's identity at that time, she couldn't face it, and felt that her existence was destined to drag me down."

"Before she died, she wrote a letter to Xie Sinian, but she couldn't get through the phone, so she sent messages and emails, and even got in touch with Xu's family."

"She felt that she was the sinner who caused all my sufferings, and wanted to use her own death in exchange for Xie Sinian's guilt, or the Xu family's forgiveness, to give me a better future. With Xu Shien by my side, how can she make her wish come true. And I don't like this birthday present at all."

A bit of sadness appeared in Song Yu's eyes, and he raised his head quietly, but only saw Xie Sui's expression neither happy nor sad.

Xie Sui said softly to him, "It's just the past."

Song Yu nodded slowly.

He turned the diary to the first page, and on the title page was a line of words written in pen, which seemed to be the drama Xu Qiao heard from the old TV when she first came to Jingcheng, or maybe it was Grandma Chen whispering in her ear I have read the words.One stroke is more urgent than the other, as if to vent all the anger and collapse in my heart, until the last two words, I slowed down again, stopped for a long time, and the ink seeped into the paper. "He taught me to put away lingering hatred, avoid coquettish anger, renew myself, change my love, stop falling in love with passing water, turn around in the sea of ​​bitterness, and realize Lan Yin early." It was as if at the end of the snowy time, I saw the woman with tears all over her face.

She didn't realize Lan Yin earlier.

Instead, he fell into a sea of ​​bitterness and swallowed the fruit all by himself.

End with death.

I don't know why seeing this jargon, Song Yu's heart also tugged, not knowing what he did in his forgotten memory.

Xie Sui said, "Are you sleepy?"

Song Yu shook his head. He was in good spirits. He closed the diary and whispered, "You don't ask me about Zhao Ziyu."

Xie Sui rubbed his hair: "He also remembered things from his previous life, I know."

Song Yu's eyes widened slightly: "Did you hear everything?"

Xie Sui smiled: "En." Not only did he find out, maybe he also found clues to break the situation from these messy things.

Song Yu sighed, and cursed the system and the main god again in his heart.Isn't their life pretty good, why so many bad people and things come here.

Thinking of this, Song Yu said, "After the new year, you...?"

Xie Sui said: "You promised to accompany me through three years of high school, you won't go back on your word."

Song Yu: "That was before I didn't know you were reborn!"

Xie Sui smiled and said, "I'll follow you, I'll go wherever you go."

After talking about so many heavy topics, Song Yu was so cold that his feet were cold and he shivered all over.Xie Sui raised his eyebrows, bent over, grasped his cold ankle with warm hands, and urged him to go to bed without resistance.

Song Yu lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. When he turned on his phone, he saw the explosion message that he hadn't finished reading.

The "Thank God for being a boyfriend" on the forum also became popular with a tall building.

Song Yu was questioned by Ma Xiaoding.

Heartbroken.

[Zhenzi does not forget the well digger: Brother Yu, so you have been lying to me all this time!unacceptable!What is the relationship between you and Xie Shen! 】

Song Yu was stuck for a second, thinking about how to explain it. After all, his love affair in the psychological lecture was not as good as learning theory is still being talked about, so he couldn't slap himself in the face.

what relationship.

Sleeping in the same bed.

[Your husband Brother Yu: It's a serious relationship. 】

[Sadako does not forget the well digger:? ? ?You didn't recover until now, I already know it!I got it!Not only did I guess it, I also wanted to go out and talk nonsense! 】

The sky is high and the emperor is far away, he is really getting more and more itchy.

Song Yu ground his teeth.

[Your husband Brother Yu: Then you can count yourself a lot first, if the points do not exceed six, it is a big disaster]

Xie Sui said, "Why didn't you tell him?"

Song Yu hurriedly put away his mobile phone, faltering: "Here, we are still too young."

Xie Sui smiled, leaned over and hugged him, and the hot air from his lips whispered in his ear: "But we did everything we should have done in our previous life."