Transmigrating Into The Heartthrob's Cannon Fodder Childhood Friend

Song Yu walked over, sat by the bed, approached Xie Sui, and he also saw clearly the diary in his hand.The paper is yellowed, it has been some years.The handwriting on it is small and elegant, it was written by Xie Sui's mother, and when you see the words, it's as if you have seen the beautiful and gentle woman back then through life and death.

Xie Sui closed the diary, tilted his head, and said with a smile: "I remember you said on the phone that you wanted to tell me a secret. It's a long story, so let's talk slowly."

Song Yu was slightly stunned, and raised his head to look straight into his dark eyes. He had always liked Xie Sui's eyes, and now he was quietly watching them, like a clear spring flowing into his heart to soothe all irritability. He nodded slowly, and he opened his mouth : "Let me think about where to start."

Xie Sui said softly, "Let's start with your dream."

"Dream...? No, it's too chaotic here."

Song Yu shook his head, then walked off the bed all at once.

Pale feet stepped on the thick red carpet.

He walked to the desk, opened the drawer and took out a piece of paper and a pen from it.

The orange light from the retro-style desk lamp is not dazzling. He spread out the white paper, holding a pen in his hand, half-jokingly: "I'm here to tell you a tragic story about you, do you want to listen to it?"

Xie Sui smiled faintly, walked over, and stood beside him: "Okay, I'll listen."

Song Yu held the pen. The young man's wrist was thin and white, with blue blood vessels faintly visible. It looked fragile. It was hard to imagine how such great strength could be erupted.

He drew a line on the paper.

"Come on, this is your timeline. I once read a book called "Gentle Control", and the protagonist is you."

Xie Sui listened carefully with lowered eyes, with a calm expression.

Song Yu first drew a node on this line from left to right: "Here is six years old. Before six years old, the author didn't write it clearly, but I briefly described it in about three chapters later. You have a childhood sweetheart, and you also it is me."

He simply signed his name on the side, and put a pen on the word "Song Yu": "You don't remember those memories, but we still had a good time getting along when we were young."

Then there was a break in the later timeline: "From the age of six to 15, you followed Aunt Xu to Jingcheng and was adopted by Grandma Chen. The years between can be summed up in one word, miserable."

Song Yu's tone of speech was not very heavy, trying to make the atmosphere less tense, and then cut off a bit later: "Then it was even worse. I really think that the author may have a grudge against you. This book was written to torture you. You. When you were in high school, you met Wang Ci. That’s right, you are such a foolish second-generation rich man who sits at the same table with you and bullies you all the time. After you sent him to the hospital, he intensified his attacks on you. But he is not the worst Yes, Qin Mo is even more exaggerated."

Xie Sui listened quietly, smiling.

"Qin Mo is no longer what can be described as a fool, but a scumbag. He covets your looks, pretends to be a dog, and has been trying to favor you in front of you. When you were bullied by Wang Ci, he helped you many times. I also chatted with you to comfort you from time to time. Your temperament at that time was inferior and timid, and of course you would hold on to a little light, so you poured out your heart and soul for him."

"But he is a scum, you are sincere to him, he is just playing for fun, and even put you together when you graduated from high school."

Song Yu's mind reappeared in the rainy night the young man holding on to the telephone pole and retching, frowned slightly.

The tip of the pen stopped at this place in the third year of high school, and drew a node, which almost cut the paper.He didn't say those disgusting things, he just summed it up briefly.

"You injured Wang Ci and escaped from the apartment, but because you didn't come home too late, Grandma Chen went out to look for you and got into a car accident."

Having said that, Song Yu tilted his head, wanting to see Xie Sui's expression.It's just that the young man was against the light, and his expression was hidden in the shadows. He seemed unmoved, met his hesitant gaze, and just smiled and said, "Go on."

Song Yu froze for a moment, nodded obediently, and continued to break the line with the pen.

It was broken in the part from the third year of high school to his return to Xie's house.

"University is a new stage. Here, you met another scumbag named Sun Heguang. I should remember the name correctly. Grandma Chen was hospitalized and needed high medical expenses. You are working and studying in college. , I don’t know how many jobs a day. This scumbag is the boss of the hotel when you worked. He has a white moonlight in his heart, and he looks very similar to you. So when he first met you, he plotted against you. "

Speaking of this, Song Yu seemed to have returned to the time when he watched "Gentle Control", aggrieved and speechless, especially now that Xie Sui is still his boyfriend.He had never met Sun Heguang before, so he wondered if he could discuss it with Song Dong and make Tianliang Sun Po, haha.

"You rejected his pursuit, but he didn't give up. He tripped you up in various ways at school. When he pushed you to nowhere, the Xie family found you."

new node.

Song Yu paused after that, and then drew a dot a short distance back.

"In the book, after you returned to Xie's house for a while, Xie Sinian made you the heir because of guilt. After the dust settled, you felt bad about everything in China and went abroad for three years. Oh, we were in these three years Reunion. You were disgusted by Sun Heguang and Qin Mo, and your personality was very gloomy at one time. I appeared as your childhood playmate, and I chatted with you for a long time in the book, using childhood memories to explain you."

Song Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, and said speechlessly: "Unlock you, calm down the gloom in your heart, let you be relieved, completely let go of your hatred for Qin and Sun, and become a kind person again."

Xie Sui smiles

After Song Yu said the most touching passage, it was easy to talk about it later, because he was so angry that he didn't even pay attention to it.

"You returned to the country, and you really appeared in City A as the heir of the Xie family. At this time, you met Zhao Ziyu at the banquet, the one you saw tonight."

Speaking of this, Song Yu still felt the need to defend himself: "I really didn't hit him for no reason, he really owed it for speaking."

Xie Sui smiled and said in a deep voice, "I believe in you."

Song Yu finally felt better and laughed.

The timeline drawn at the beginning is no longer enough. He extended it with a pen at the end, and there is no need to divide the timeline. Anyway, it is not clear.

Say it while extending it.

"Zhao Ziyu and you are deadly enemies in business. They fell in love with you once they came and went, but you didn't like him. At this moment, Qin and Sun suddenly felt remorseful. They felt deeply guilty about the past and rushed to apologize to you. But you didn't seem to forgive. So they became hate out of love, and the three joined hands to drive you out of Xie's house and imprison you on an isolated island."

Song Yu cursed in a low voice: "A bunch of idiots."

The pen stopped, and the following story was already heard from 008, the original plot of "Gentle Control".

Song Yu's tone became very complicated: "Zhao Ziyu regretted it after he imprisoned you. After finishing Qin and Sun, he was reluctant to let you go. He chatted with you every day on the island across a door. He also secretly Helped you solve the Xie family matter, in the end the Xie family didn’t know who it was, they came to Shangdao in desperation, and wanted to shoot and kill you. Zhao Ziyu blocked a shot for you, life and death, at that moment——you were touched.”

Song Yu almost said the last four words through gritted teeth.

You are moved.Touch a hammer!

"You all went back later. At that time, I had died of illness and was buried in a cemetery in City A. Zhao Ziyu was lying unconscious in the hospital. You came to my grave alone, and you felt something about the death of your childhood sweetheart."

"The ending of "Gentle Control", you left from my grave, went to the hospital where Zhao Ziyu was, and stood by his bed... Well, I guess he will open his eyes soon to achieve a happy ending."

Close the pen.

On the paper is a freehand line that is not straight, but each node is clearly divided, and the names of each person are written next to it.

Song Yu's divisions are based on time ratio, so on this line, the scope of his name is pitifully narrow.

After recalling this story, Song Yu's head was a little empty.Stepping on the blanket, I still feel a little cold.

Suddenly feeling someone sitting down next to him, he tilted his head in a daze, it was Xie Sui.

The chair is big enough to fit two people together.The boy was wearing a shirt and his tie was unbuttoned. He looked laid-back and lazy, his expression unchanged, as if what he had just heard was a story from a stranger.

Xie Sui asked: "Is the story of "Gentle Control" finished?"

Song Yu was very close to his warm body, and after being stuck for half a second, he nodded: "Yes. But I haven't talked about my dream yet."

Xie Sui nodded patiently.

Song Yu took out a blue pen from the drawer, turned around, and continued to add to the white paper and the black timeline.

"I have a period of time, dreaming of you every day."

"The first time I dreamed, it should be in this range. Not long after you returned to Xie's house, at the banquet, I was chatting with my sister and saw you, but I didn't dare to recognize you at that time."

"The second time I dreamed was the reunion abroad. In the hospital, it seemed that we met because of me. At that time, you didn't remember anything about your childhood."

Song Yu smiled and made a comment: "Young Master Xie is quite unreasonable."

"The third time," the pen returned to the original endpoint, "I dreamed that when I was a child, I met you for the first time in the manor. You followed my ass and called my brother, and I took you to climb the wall to steal fruit."

"And the fourth time..." Song Yu was a little at a loss as to what time period it was, was it before Xie Sui was trapped on the island or when he was trapped on the island?

"Do you remember that I was trapped in the auditorium last semester, it was raining heavily. Then I had a dream, I was trapped in a dark room by Qin Mo, and the bastard gave me a tube of alcohol. I went out and called You, but I fainted before the call was over, and after I fainted, I heard my mother crying, and my sister crying and questioning you, and you said I'm sorry."

It's over.Song Yu didn't know how to participate in 008 and the system, but he made everything he wanted to tell Xie Sui clear, like a big stone fell from his heart.

He breathed a long sigh of relief, his whole body was comfortable, he turned his head, the corners of his lips raised slightly, his eyes were bright and smiling, "So, actually, I lied to you. Before I came to Jingcheng to look for you, I didn't have any memories of my childhood at all."

"I just think that your high school experience was too miserable, and I want to help you."

When Xie Sui heard "a tube of alcohol", his whole blood turned cold.The severe throbbing pain in the heart, the overwhelming fear in the haunted house and the repetition of fear, penetrated into the bone marrow and swept through the brain.He closed his eyes, feeling his hands shaking.

Song Yu always said that he had a miserable life in his previous life and suffered all the hardships in the world.But now, maybe it is the time when he is the most real and closest to the pain.

After Song Yu finished speaking, thinking of Zhao Ziyu's words, a trace of confusion flashed across his light-colored pupils, and he said, "I've always told you before that approaching with ulterior motives is malicious, but it seems that my purpose was not pure in the beginning. In my previous life We are friends until death. In this life, am I cheating? Because I know the plot first, I went to find you when you were young. Treat you well, and then make you fall in love with me."

Is this considered cheating?In fact, this problem has been bothering him all the time, as if he was taking a strategy guide to attack Xie Sui.

Xie Sui opened his eyes, the pupils were as cold as before but slightly reddened: "No."

Song Yu originally had a lot to say, but when he saw his red eyes, he suddenly shut up.

Xie Sui smiled, reached out to press the back of his head, inserted his slender fingers into the boy's soft hair, leaned over and kissed him.

Biting his lips and teeth, it seemed to be venting his anxiety.

The handle of the chair imprisoned Song Yu's body, leaving him nowhere to escape. He could only passively accept this uncontrollable kiss.

Song Yu was taken aback, and could feel the trembling of Xie Sui's hands.

He was a little confused.

Was his boyfriend intimidated by the stupid book "Gentle Control"?

"you……"

Xie Sui ended the kiss, but did not get up, hugged him tightly, and whispered calmly and gently in his ear: "We must have loved each other in our previous life. You came to Jingcheng, I like you, it was love at first sight."

Song Yu was stunned.

Immediately afterwards, after hearing Xie Sui's silence for a moment, he said almost coaxingly, "Did Yu Yu want to ask me anything?"

what?

Song Yu's body stiffened.

Xie Lingshu's words passed through her mind like lightning.

——"But I'm still curious, how can a person change so much after a summer vacation, just because I met you?"

The doubts that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time screamed silently, and were about to explode around his head.

The young man who has never concealed his true nature since the second time I met him - handsome, smiling, gentle, indifferent, speaks loosely and indecently, and handles things calmly and tightly.

At the parking lot, he whispered to him: "Dreams are all fake, open your eyes, and I will always be by your side."

Song Yu's throat was dry, as if waking up from a dream, his lips parted, and his voice didn't sound like his own: "Xie Sui, that day you told me not to dream again, was it because..."

Xie Sui sat down, his eyes were as dark as a deep pool, and he looked at him quietly.

Because of what?

Song Yu was speechless.

Xie Sui smiled, his lowered eyes seemed to comfort and sigh, and said, "Because I know everything."

boom.It was like a thunderbolt exploded in his brain, shattering all his reason and thinking, leaving nothing but blankness.

Xie Sui rubbed Song Yu's hair and continued. .

"I know everything about what you dreamed about, what you said, and about the previous life."

"I left your cemetery and didn't return to the hospital."

His voice was calm, and he said the crazy content lightly.

"I even fired the shot that made Zhao Ziyu unconscious in the hospital. How could I fall in love with him?"

"It was a dark rainy day. I left your cemetery without going to the hospital. I died in a car accident on the highway."

"And the story has just begun, I went back to the age of 15..."

He watched gently and patiently, following Song Yuzhen's expression.

The boy's pupils were dilated, his vision was distracted, and his whole face turned pale from shock.

Xie Sui gave him time to buffer, slowly and softly: "I went back to 15 years old, came to meet you, and fell in love with you again."

Song Yu's mind went blank.Obviously all the clues are clear all at once, and all doubts are solved.

But his limbs were still stiff, his whole body was cold, and he couldn't speak.

Xie Sui knew that his current gaze would only put more pressure on Song Yu, so he wasn't looking at him.

He took the pen from Song Yu's hand, and his eyes fell on the timeline on the white paper again. The corners of his lips curled up, sarcastically cold, like a knife in the snow, with a piercing edge.

"I don't know who imagined the story of "Gentle Control", but now, I can restore my truth to you."

He continued to hold Song Yu's blue pen, starting at the place where they met again, and re-divided a line.

"After I came back from rebirth, all the memories about you were formatted, leaving only a simple childhood sweetheart concept."

"But it doesn't matter, I have already remembered some, and I can guess some by myself."

His posture of holding the pen is very steady and elegant, but the words he writes are cold and sharp.

"We met again abroad, but it's impossible for me not to remember when I was a child. Maybe I'm lying to you or teasing you, but it's all about chasing you."

Song Yu was speechless.

Xie Sui: "It's like when you were six years old, sitting on the iron gate of the orchard and telling me, the authorities are fascinated. It turns out that I really like that 'little sister' who barks her teeth and claws, but I don't know it myself."

Song Yu: "..."

The lines drawn by Xie Sui were as straight as if drawn with a ruler.

Tell the truth in a calm tone.

"I wasn't sure if I caught up or not, but now, I think we were lovers in my previous life. If I catch up, I get my wish."

"Falling in love should be in China, when I left Xie's house. And I was not framed by Zhao Ziyu and the others. When I left, it was just a trap for Mr. Xie and Xie Lingshu."

"Your accident also happened at this time."

Xie Sui looked at that place silently for a long time, then laughed at himself: "I'm really useless."

He extended the line back and said lightly.

"I was never forced to go to the island."

"Perhaps in the beginning, I ran after Zhao Ziyu to kill him."