gentle fall

Outside the window is the sky.

Wen Yan stared deeply at the rolling sea of ​​clouds, and gradually let go of his heart.

She didn't sleep all night, but she didn't feel sleepy, her wrists were slightly sore, she rubbed them lightly, and silently closed her eyes.

She thought of the summer vacation of the third year of high school.

After the college entrance examination, they met for travel, rented a big villa by the sea, got up at [-]:[-] every morning to watch the sunrise, surfed and swam on the beach during the day, and walked back under the stars at night.

Xu Fang was walking in front of her, she was behind, walking, suddenly rushed up, climbed on her back, cheered happily, Xu Fang hugged her tightly, and ran forward with her on his back.

Their laughter melted in the gentle sea breeze.

It was the night before they were going back.

The two girls sat side by side on the beach looking at the stars, neither of them was willing to go back. In the end, she was so sleepy that she was about to fall asleep, and Xu Fang carried her back.

Her movements were very light and gentle, but Wen Yanshen still felt it. As soon as her body touched the bed, she woke up. She blinked her eyes, only to realize that they were too close... so close that Xu Fang's breath fell on the bed. Her cheeks made her eyelashes tickle a bit.

The room was so quiet that we could hear each other's breathing and heartbeat.

I don't know who started the kiss. At the beginning, the kiss was light and easy, and it could be endured for too long... The sparks ignited, and they were all ignited, tempted by each other, and tasted the forbidden fruit.

It was the time when the love was strong and the desire was weak, but it really moved her heart.

It is said that teenagers who don't know love and hate are the most exciting in their lives.

But if you know love and hate, and have a heartbeat, so what?

The plane is already broadcasting and is about to land. Passengers, please pay attention to your luggage so as not to miss it.

In fact, she has nothing to miss, except the lost heart.

……

Xu Fang sent the money-loving Ms. Qiao with a huge check, but the family was turned upside down because of this incident.

Mother Xu wept silently: "You child... do I owe you? Raising you doesn't count. You said how many years you were single, and you finally agreed to get married the year before last. Now you tell me that the marriage certificate is fake. Are you in conflict with Qianqian? You can't make fun of this kind of thing!"

Xu's father was also very angry: "Xu Fang! You have to reflect on me!"

Xu Fang smiled lightly: "I'm sorry, Dad, Mom, I made you worry. A fake is a fake, and we have never slept in the same bed. I will give her money, and she will perform filial piety at the knees of you two instead of me. It's just a deal."

"Let's go, what do you want, tell mom?"

Xu's mother took her hand, seeing how thin she had been recently, she was sad and angry, but also distressed: "You are like this, what do you want to do? Do you have someone you like, you...you won't be still Are you thinking about that girl from the Wen family?"

"How dare you! They didn't want you back then. You waited at the airport all night and went downstairs to her house and waited for a day. Did she come? It's clear that we are going bankrupt and want to alienate our relationship. You are so vain woman, you dare to be with her."

Xu Fang looked calm, looking at his furious parents, tears suddenly fell down: "But I just want her."

Xu's father and Xu's mother were frightened by their daughter's tears. This child seldom cried since he was a child. He never wanted to be hugged when he fell. He stood up when he patted ashes. He was cold and arrogant. Even when the family went bankrupt, the creditor came to chase them When the family went out, she just stared at the man fiercely and said, "Just wait for me, this is my home, and I will definitely come back ten years later."

Such a character, once waited in the rain for a whole day, when they found her, the child had a high fever, but she was still unwilling to leave, her teeth were bleeding from her lips, and she refused to say a word, and refused to say why , did not cry.

But now she is crying peacefully, but the depths of her eyes are full of bewilderment and helplessness:

"But I just like her."

"My heart is no longer mine."

She wiped away the tears with her backhand, but the tears were broken, and she couldn't stop, she gradually broke down in tears: "I love her all my life."

As strong as Xu's father, he froze for a moment, and Xu's mother couldn't stand crying. She hugged her daughter and began to cry: "Go to her, no matter what, go to her, mother doesn't ask for anything, as long as you are happy .”

"But I don't even know where she is."

She doesn't want me anymore.

She doesn't love me anymore.

"Boss Xu?"

"Boss Xu?"

The employees of the company reported their work seriously, but the person sitting in the main seat didn't seem to be listening, his eyes were fixed in the air, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The secretary leaned over and reminded in a low voice, Xu Fang came back to his senses, but finally made up his mind: "Okay, I understand, this matter will be done like this, and other details will be left to Mr. Zhang."

She went out to make a phone call.

A faint and lazy voice came from the other end: "Mr. Xu? What's the matter?"

Hearing her voice, Xu Fang knew that she was unwilling to talk to her, so he cut to the chase: "Where is she?"

There was silence on the phone for a while, neither of them spoke, Wen Huaiyu asked her back with a smile: "Why do you think I will tell you?"

"Because you can't bear to leave her alone anymore."

"Please treat the person you like well."

The phone hung up, and soon a message came in.

She took a deep breath, picked up her coat, picked up her handbag and left.

She will no longer wait at the airport all night like before, nor will she stand in the heavy rain waiting for her anymore, she will see her and ask her if she really, really doesn't like her at all .

If she said she likes it, then she can leave everything behind and follow her.

If she says she doesn't like it anymore, she will... Let it go completely.

……

The car broke down halfway, Wen Yanshen called the maintenance company, towed the car away, and walked back along the sidewalk.

She has lived in a small apartment in the south of the city for 20 years and is very familiar with the locals, walking and greeting people with a smile.

The city is neat and tidy, the streets stretch straight forward, there are few vehicles and few people, and in the evening, it falls into a kind of idyllic tranquility and beauty.

She took a deep breath, and the evening air was filled with the fragrance of acacia, rich and sweet, and she thought of the flower language of this flower—the fleeting happiness.

Is such that.

In one's life, happiness is always fleeting. Time is easy to waste. When you are young, everything goes smoothly. At this age, your career is mediocre, and you have no lover, relatives or friends around you.

She pursed her lips and smiled, gathered up her thoughts, picked up a flower under the tree, raised her head slightly, and admired its beauty in the afterglow of the setting sun. She stood alone in the shadow of the setting sun, with a peaceful and gentle expression, and the setting sun cast a shadow over her figure. It fell to the ground and entangled silently with the figure of another person.

"Tender and deep."

With a tremor of her fingertips, the flower quietly fell.

She looked at the person not far away, and wanted to ask why she was here, why she appeared again, why she still came after she had clearly promised not to make mistakes any more.But she was speechless for a while, and they just stood in the warm yellow halo and stared at each other. In the end, she lowered her head first and looked away.

Xu Fang looked a little haggard, and she smiled lightly: "I've been on a plane for a long time, and I'm very tired, can I... can I come to your house for a while?"

Wen Yan nodded silently and walked in front.

As soon as she turned around, tears fell.

I thought I would never see you again in this life, why...why did you still appear.

Xu Fang followed her, walking behind, she didn't dare to take a step forward, so she could only look at her almost greedily, as if she wanted to engrave it into her memory inch by inch.

Wen Yanshen's home was nearby, she opened the door and went in, took out a pair of slippers for her, hung up her bag, and said softly, "What do you want to drink?"

"have what?"

"Lemonade, watermelon juice, water."

"Water, thank you."

Wen Yanshen hummed, turned and went into the kitchen.

Xu Fang couldn't help but look around the living room.

Clean and simple decoration style, beige furniture, two sketches hanging on the wall, other than that, there is no other decoration, elegant and generous, just like its owner.

Wen Yanshen brought her two glasses of warm water, Xu Fang took it, and said softly, "Thank you."

The setting sun outside the window sank inch by inch, the halo faded, and they were shrouded in the last afterglow of the setting sun.

There was a moment of silence.

Over time, they have all changed.

The arrogant and arrogant girl grew into a rich, noble and glamorous rose in the time, and the girl with a gentle and clean smile was carved into an elegant and fragrant pure white jasmine by time. They are no longer young and youthful.

Xu Fang drank a glass of water, felt his dry lips moistened a bit, and then spoke: "Did you live alone all these years?"

"……Um."

"Have you ever liked someone else?"

Wen Yan was taken aback, as if she didn't expect her to ask so directly, her expression froze for a moment, she didn't know how to answer this question - she knew she should say yes, but she didn't want to deliberately deceive again, because No.

Xu Fang found the answer from her silence, her eyes lit up, she pursed her lips: "I have no wife, no family."

Wen Yanshen regained consciousness in an instant, looked up at her: "What did you say?"

Xu Fang stared at her with gentle but firm eyes: "I've never been with anyone else."

Wen Yanshen frowned slowly: "Are you divorced?"

Could it be that because of his appearance, he still destroyed her family and hurt another woman?

"No, I never wanted to get married from the very beginning. It's just a simple contract relationship with her. I give her money, and she honors my parents for me. I never have any affection for her."

"You...why didn't you say it before."

"It's not that I don't want to tell you. At that time, I knew why you didn't come with me, so I called you and asked you to meet me, but you didn't see me."

you don't see me.

She has a thousand feelings to say, but that person coldly said no goodbye, as indifferent and ruthless as back then, piercing her pride, breaking her spine, it seems that she never forgets, the only person who hates more and loves more is her alone, called How she speaks.

Until now, when she left again, Xu Fang finally understood that she no longer wanted any pride, nor any hesitation, and wished to show her her heart, her eyes were slightly red: "Ah Shen, you believe me .From beginning to end, I only love you. I...I miss you so much, do you still like me a little bit now?"

Just a little.

A little bit is fine.

Wen Yanshen's face turned pale, his brows were slightly frowned, and his lips were pursed tightly, as if he was digesting the huge information. He seemed to want to speak a few times, but finally fell silent.

Xu Fang was afraid that she would not believe her, so he went up to hold her right hand, squatted down slowly, and lay on her lap, rubbing his cheek gently against her hand like he did when he was young: "Speak, Ah Shen."

This silence was simply too late for her, and she choked up softly uncontrollably: "You don't like me anymore, tell me too, is that okay?"

Wen Yanshen seldom saw her cry, and her palms were scalded by her tears. The last time she saw this proud girl crying was trembling in the heavy winter rain, but this was the first time she had touched her. When I touched her tears—it turned out to be so hot, so hot.

She slowly raised her hand, in mid-air, through the air, gently stroked the top of Xu Fang's hair: "You...you go back first, okay, give me a little time, give me a little time..."