it's your sweetheart

The past is picturesque, and scenes unfold in Su Mo's mind. Looking at Fang Xuan's gray portrait, Su Mo thinks of those days that have passed by.

There were joys, laughter, hardships, and tears. Su Mo felt very regretful. Maybe she shouldn't have left. She knew something happened to Fang Xuan these days, and she knew that she was bullied and wanted to file a lawsuit. No amount of phone calls is enough to stay by my friend's side every day. If she hadn't gone abroad and had her here, Fang Xuan might not have had such a difficult life, maybe she would not have reached a dead end.

Why did she go abroad?

Su Mo thought about it seriously.

By the way, she went abroad because she fell in love with Xu Wan. Su Mo thought of the argument he had with Xu Wan at home that day. Xu Wan pulled her to stand on the balcony. Looking at her, speaking so seriously, she said that if she likes her, she is forcing her to die, or should the two of them hug and jump off now, she even broke the cup she made by herself, leaving a scar between her eyebrows The scars that have not been erased.

Fang Xuan chose to end her life and stay with her forever, so what about her.

Su Mo didn't cry, she didn't shed a tear since she entered the mourning hall, she just stood there in a daze, looking at Fang Xuan's photo.

Su Mo's appearance is more worrying than her crying or making a fuss.Xue Tong stood behind her, and Xu Wan stood beside her.

Both of them were calling Su Mo's name, but Su Mo didn't respond at all.

Still Zhong Ai took a letter and handed it to Su Mo. Su Mo finally made a movement. She took the letter from Zhong Ai, unfolded it, and recognized that it was Fang Xuan's handwriting.

Before leaving, Fang Xuan left a letter to them. She wrote on it: Paradise is her whole life. If she can, she wants to stay in her youth forever. She is plagued by rumors. In just a few years of acting career Everyone was being misunderstood, but in the end she didn't mention a word, didn't explain or refute, she just said goodbye to her sisters between the lines.

Fang Xuan wrote about the six people one by one, and finally left the words for Su Mo and Zhong Ai.

[Xiaoqi, I’m sorry, I can’t accompany you to blow the river wind anymore, I listen to your thoughts, you are braver than me, but sometimes learning to let go is the beginning of growth, I can’t get out, I wish you all good things, work hard Life, take all my blessings together, cherish the best time at this moment, and cherish the people around you at this moment.

Finally, love, my best friend, my little sister, thank you for holding my hand all the time, forgive my selfishness, I want to rest, my world is raining, you are God’s last support for me That umbrella, may the world be kind to you.Fang Xuan]

Su Mo's shoulders twitched slightly, she finally no longer had a dull expression, her eyes were filled with tears, and she kept chanting Fang Xuan's name.

"Don't go, please, you promised me, you will wait for me to come back."

The grief squeezed in his heart was finally opened by this letter. Su Mo only felt that his heart was opened by Huo, dripping with blood. When a person's heart hurts to the extreme, there will be a physiological reaction. Su Mo only feels the pain. She couldn't even straighten her waist, and finally knelt down in front of Fang Xuan's spirit.

If she hadn't fallen in love with Xu Wan, if she hadn't procrastinated and procrastinated this relationship until now, if she hadn't gone abroad, if she had cared more about Fang Xuan, the result today might have been different.

Didn't she realize that something was wrong with Fang Xuan? She did. She knew that Fang Xuan was not a person who complained easily. , you can get drunk with her, you can listen to her cry, you can run out in the middle of the night and watch over her by the cold windy river, but what about her, what did she do for Fang Xuan? In Xu Wan's body, after being rejected by Xu Wan, relying on Teacher Xue's love, she came out bit by bit.She is not a competent friend, she is sorry for Fang Xuan, sorry for Teacher Xue, and sorry for many people.

Su Mo's cry could be heard throughout the mourning hall. Xu Wan felt that Su Mo almost broke her heart from crying. She was about to step forward when she saw Su Mo's body limp and collapsed. in my arms.

Xue Tong hugged her and carefully wiped away her tears. Her lips were pressed tightly against Su Mo's forehead, as if she held a fragile crystal in her arms.

Zhong Ai surrounded her, and Ye Xi also surrounded her. Many people were concerned about Su Mo's situation, but Xu Wan was the only one who was kept out.

When did the distance between me and Su Mo get so far?So far that she lost the position next to Su Mo, so far that Su Mo was sad, and she could only watch from the sidelines, and was no longer qualified to take a step forward.

Xu Wan thought, Paradise gave her six more sisters, and now she not only lost Fang Xuan, she also seemed to have lost her most important Xiaoqi without knowing it.

When Su Mo woke up again, he was already lying on the bed.

She was in a daze, and for a moment she couldn't remember why she appeared here.

After a while, memories flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern, and she remembered that Fang Xuan was gone.

She chose the most decisive way to leave this world that caused her pain. She wore the singing clothes when they debuted, and locked her life in the most beautiful time.

Su Mo remembered the few words Fang Xuan left her. She said that she could not get out, but she hoped that she could let go and live a good life.

Life is short, less than a hundred years.

It was too late for her to let go, and it was time for her to let go of her former self. This time, she really let go, not pretending to be free and easy.

"woke up?"

It was Teacher Xue's voice.

Just listening to this voice, hearing this person's call, Su Mo would not be able to stop crying.

Her closest partner, a young lady who is only a few months older than her, wrote to her in her heart: cherish the best time at this moment, and cherish the people around you at this moment.

After all, it has passed, and there will be no coming-of-age ceremony again in life. Fang Xuan will stay there forever, but she must hope that she can look forward.

As soon as Xue Tong walked to Su Mo's side, the other party held his hand tightly.

Su Mo struggled to sit up, "I have to go."

Her voice was hoarse, but she was still trying to be brave, but Xue Tong couldn't say anything to stop her. She thought that if she didn't spend the last night with Fang Xuan, Su Mo would have regrets that could never be made up for in her life.

"Okay." Xue Tong helped Su Mo get up, helped her pack her clothes, and returned to the place where Fang Xuan stopped.

There is almost no death of such a young artist in Huaguo. The media that Fang Xuan had been circling around her during her lifetime seemed like a swarm of flies gathering in front of Fang Xuan's spirit to nibble at her last blood and bones.

Su Mo also met Fang Xuan's parents. They were accompanied by two unfamiliar faces. They were well-dressed and did not look like ordinary relatives. Everyone looked sad on the surface, but they were crying and holding each other. Not letting go of Zhong Ai's hand, she asked Fang Xuan carefully what was left behind.

Zhong Ai was the first person who knew about Fang Xuan's accident. Ever since Fang Xuan's body was found in the apartment where Fang Xuan lived, Zhong Ai had never left her. Feed her some water from time to time, and it lasted for two days.

These people gathered around Zhong Ai and asked her various questions about the relics. Zhong Ai just listened and watched coldly. When the other party finally got dry and tired, Zhong Ai bypassed the stranger and walked to Fang Xuan's parents' place. in front of you.

Standing not far away, Su Mo heard Zhong Ai's words with a chill, "Do you want to know what Fang Xuan left behind?"

Fang Xuan's parents have been hiding behind them all the time, even though they are also taking care of Fang Xuan's funeral, Zhong Ai has never said a word to them before.

Now that Zhong Ai spoke first, Fang Xuan's parents had no choice but to bite the bullet, "I know you two have a good relationship, but you have to give our old couple some thought."

Someone next to him spoke up, "At least a personal item like a mobile phone must be returned to the old couple."

"Mobile phone?" Zhong Ai sneered, "It turned out to be for this. All of Xuanxuan's things are at her house. Except for this letter, I took nothing away. My uncles and aunts have also gone there many times. What Fang Xuan left behind?" What, I think you all know it too."

"You were the first to arrive..."

"Yes." Zhong Ai lowered her eyes, "I was the first person to arrive after she left."

Fang Xuan's parents saw that what others said was too outrageous, and were about to say something, but Zhong Ai had already come out with Fang Xuan's letter, and walked in front of them coldly.

"Do you know that she is sick?" Zhong Ai asked.

Fang Xuan's parents were forced to bow their heads by this question, Zhong Ai didn't expect them to answer.

"You don't know. You don't understand or care about everything about her. She didn't leave you a single word in her last words. Don't you feel ashamed that your parents have done this?"

The daughter passed away suddenly, after all, she was conceived in October, and Fang's mother couldn't stand the stimulation any longer, so she clutched her chest and cried bitterly.

Elderly people can't stand such fluctuations. Seeing that they can't breathe anymore, Fang's father had to help his wife to rest in a place where people are not.

Zhong Ai turned around and looked at Fang Xuan's familiar smiling face in the black and white photo frame behind her, "Finally clean, I know you, as a son and daughter, you have paid off the debt of your life."

Su Mo had never seen Zhong Ai like this before, she walked over and hugged her from behind.

"Sister Xiao Ai." Su Mo cried and called Zhong Ai's name.

"Xiao Qi, she even chose a time when she would die so she wouldn't bother us, how could this girl be so cruel to herself?"

Su Mo couldn't stop crying, yes, I went abroad by myself, the three of Zhong Ai were on vacation after filming the MV overseas, Xiao Bai was resting just after the new drama ended, and Xu Wan happened to be in the blank period after the filming of the variety show , everyone is fine, she won't disturb anyone, so at this time, she went quietly.