it's your sweetheart

"Su Mo." Xue Tong said.

Xue Tong used to call Su Mo by his name, and he called it dozens or hundreds of times every day, but today, the helplessness and sadness in those words made both of them feel a little uncomfortable.

"Do you know why I never call you Xiaoqi?" Xue Tong asked suddenly.

Su Mo was taken aback by this question.

Xiao Qi...

This title seems to be another name of Su Mo, so familiar to her, as if it is an innate part of her, and it is difficult to let go.

Su Mo seriously recalled that Xue Tong never seemed to have called her Xiaoqi, and everyone had called her more or less several times, but Xue Tong never called her once.

Su Mo didn't know, she really didn't know why Xue Tong didn't call herself that.

Seeing Su Mo looking at him in a daze, Xue Tong couldn't help sighing because he didn't understand what his intentions were at all.

"Are you going to stay in yours forever, stay in that talent show, stay in that disbanded group, stay in... that relationship?"

, made by idol, paradise...

These all seem to be yesterday’s events. For Su Mo, this seems to be all about her. She once really thought so. Maybe she was born and existed to become a member of Paradise, to meet these people , get acquainted with them, know each other, fall in love with a specific person, debut together, and walk through the rest of life together.

Xue Tong's words made Su Mo feel sad. Could it be that she was wrong to take these things very seriously?

Su Mo didn't speak, this silence represented a resistance.

Su Mo was sad, and Xue Tong was also sad.

She said softly to Su Mo, "Of course you can do this, always be Xiao Qi, always miss a past experience, and regard it as the most important part of your life, but those who look forward to Su Mo should What should I do, can't you raise your head and look forward, look at them, and look at me?"

"Teacher Xue..." Su Mo's eyes filled with tears.

"I also have my pride." Xue Tong said, "I have enough patience to wait for you to fall in love with me, but I cannot accept myself as a substitute for others."

Su Mo couldn't bear it anymore, she rushed forward and hugged Xue Tong desperately, "Mr. Xue, you are not, you are not anyone's substitute."

Xue Tong restrained and calmly pushed Su Mo away from her body, even coldly. She pressed Su Mo's shoulder and refused to let her approach her again. She stared into Su Mo's eyes, "But you just looked at me. looking at me, but seeing other people.”

Su Mo cried and shook her head, "It's not someone else, I just..."

Before Su Mo finished speaking, her phone rang suddenly. The caller was Zhong Ai. The time difference was twelve hours. It was still morning in Huaguo. What could happen?

While Su Mo was answering the phone, he was afraid that Teacher Xue would leave like this, so he held on to her lapel.

Xue Tong stood quietly like this, wanting to wait for Su Mo to finish calling before the two of them could talk again.

"Sister Xiaoai." Su Mo had just cried, his voice choked up.

If it was normal, Zhong Ai would definitely get to the bottom of it, but today she was a little strange, no one spoke on the phone for a long time, Su Mo felt strange, "Miss Ai?"

"Xiao Qi, something happened to Fang Xuan, you go back to China and see her off."

"What's wrong with Xuanxuan." Su Mo said anxiously, "I'll call her right away."

Xue Tong saw that Su Mo was stunned after saying this, and the hand that was tightly holding her skirt just now was released, and the whole body was trembling.

Su Mo mentioned Fang Xuan just now, and Xue Tong knows about Fang Xuan's situation. She is a rare beauty even in the entertainment industry. .

"Su Mo?"

Xue Tong called out, but Su Mo didn't respond at all.

Xue Tong was about to call again, when he heard a "click", Su Mo's phone fell to the ground, the screen was broken, Xue Tong picked up the phone, Zhong Ai's anxious voice came from the speaker.

"Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi, are you okay? Don't be like this, otherwise Fang Xuan won't feel at ease when she leaves."

gone……

Xue Tong has lived for 30 years, so naturally he will no longer naively think that this is gone, but Fang Xuan has gone somewhere else.

This is gone, probably really gone, leaving this world that made her happy and sad.

Xue Tong reassured Zhong Ai on the other side, "With me here, I will take care of her."

Hearing Xue Tong's voice, Zhong Ai felt at ease, "Please, Mr. Xue."

Fang Xuan has already left, she can't let Su Mo get into trouble again.

Zhong Ai's phone call broke the peace of the night, Xue Tong and Su Mo had no chance to talk about themselves, they packed their luggage, booked a ticket, and prepared to send Fang Xuan back to China overnight.

Before passing the inspection, Xue Tong called Wen Sen and explained the situation.

"Vensen, old friend, I'm sorry." Xue Tong was very sincere. She knew what the departure of herself and Su Mo meant to Wensen, to the theater, and to the hotel that was performing its cycle.

Wen Sen comforted, "Xue Tong, you and I should know that life and death are the only things in this world that are completely out of control."

When it came to life and death, Xue Tong couldn't help but sigh. She was silent for a moment, and said to Wen Sen, "The two of us returned home suddenly, and I'm afraid we have brought a lot of trouble to the theater."

Vincent laughed heartily and said, "What's the trouble, I don't remember anyone agreeing on how many times you have to perform during the cooperation."

This guy has always been looking for ways and taking advantage of loopholes, Xue Tong thought it might be unnecessary to worry about him.

The next topic made Wen Sen quite serious, "Going back this time, do you still plan to come back?"

Xue Tong fell into silence, thought carefully for a moment and then said, "The domestic affairs have almost been resolved, I think I probably won't come back this time, but..."

Vincent frowned slightly on the phone, "Do you want to say that if your little friend comes here again, please take care of me?"

The time of acquaintance is not short, and there is a tacit understanding between the friends, and Xue Tong doesn't even need to say clearly, Wen Sen knows what she wants to ask.

Xue Tong had nothing to deny, she said frankly, "Yes, if she still wants to come back, I'll ask you."

Wen Sen was puzzled. Before Xue Tong protected Su Mo under his wings like a hen protecting its chicks, it was hard to understand how he got away suddenly. Thinking about the situation of the two of them yesterday, Wen Sen was not helpless. Worry.

"You two, did something happen? You were fine when you came that day, but after that scene, you two are weird."

Xue Tong smiled, "Actually, some things are just like life and death, so you probably can't force them."

Wen Sen wanted to persuade again, "It's rare to meet, do you want to..."

The reminder to board the plane sounded at the airport, and Xue Tong just took this opportunity to end the call, "Vincent, I am waiting for you in China, you must remember to bring your pride and life's effort back to China."

Wen Sen nodded vigorously, "Okay, Xue Tong, see you later."

Xue Tong and Su Mo got on the plane and got the news of love. They bought the tickets for the earliest flight. After nearly twelve hours, they finally returned to the land of Jingyuan City after a long absence.

Lin Jing had already received Xue Tong's letter, so she waited there early, and when the two of them got off the plane, the three of them rushed to... the place where they were about to bid farewell to Fang Xuan.

Fang Xuan committed suicide.

She tidied up her small apartment and kept it spotless. She even watered the green plants on the flower stand. The leaves were full of water, and they still looked vibrant, but its owner was gone. angry.

Fang Xuan was wearing the pink school-style singing uniform when Paradise debuted, lying quietly on her bed at home, she looked as if she was still a student, just fell asleep and would wake up at any time.

When Su Mo walked into the mourning hall, she almost lost her footing. Fortunately, Xue Tong supported her from behind, so she didn't just fall down.

Su Mo never thought that the last time she and Fang Xuan would meet at the riverside. Fang Xuan promised that she would wait for her to come back. After all these years of acquaintance, it was the only time that Fang Xuan broke her promise to herself. It turned out to be an eternal separation between man and heaven.

Su Mo felt as if a ball of cotton was plugged into her ears, and there was a buzzing sound all around. She clearly saw many people crying or talking, but she only felt that their voices were so far away that she couldn't hear them clearly.

"Su Mo?" Xue Tong sensed that something was wrong with Su Mo, and called her softly, but Su Mo seemed to have not heard at all, and walked straight towards the coffin.

Everyone from Paradise came, Xu Wan was also there, Su Mo obviously had the best time with Fang Xuan, and talked about everything, but she was the last to come.

"Xuanxuan, I'm sorry, I'm late, don't be angry with me." Su Mo murmured.

No one bothered her, and everyone made room for Su Mo, giving her time to say a final goodbye to her closest friend.

Fang Xuan lay quietly in the coffin, most of which was covered by white curtains, but Su Mo could still see Fang Xuan's pink pleated skirt and those pure white shoes from the unobstructed place.

They took away the singing costumes they had when they debuted on the stage. It was their youth, and it belonged to her and Fang Xuan.

People who are only a few months older than me think that they will be friends who can sit and talk and laugh together when they grow old. Su Mo even imagined Fang Xuan's appearance when she was old, and teased her that she must be a beautiful old man by then. Ma'am, but now, they have white hair, and the years have not had time to leave traces, but she has to send her away like this.

Su Mo suddenly remembered what Xue Tong said not long ago. She asked herself if she wanted to live in the past forever, in that gorgeous dream. Before she could give an answer, her best friend had already I made my own life choices and never woke up from a dream.