ABO white night dreaming

It was rare for Huo Yan to have a relaxed and happy lunch. The environment of the restaurant was very good, and the dishes were light but not delicious, which suited his appetite. After eating, there were even sugar water and snacks after the meal.

"Mr. Yu ordered that you like it." The waiter who delivered the food explained with a smile.

Huo Yan glanced at Yu Mingye, the latter looked a little helpless, but he still acquiesced to the fact that he specially asked the kitchen to add some snacks.

It was rare for Yu Mingye to be deflated. He couldn't help but leaned over and asked in a low voice, "I like it?"

The voice was so small that only the two of them could hear it, but the ending turned up, which sounded like his rare joy recently.

Because he was in a good mood, he looked much better, and there was a smile in his eyes, and Yu Mingye seemed to be able to smell the pleasant breath on him when he got close.

Huo Yan was happy, and Yu Mingye was also happy. He lowered his head and kissed his ear, saying, "I like it."

Huo Yan pursed his lips and smiled, then straightened his face and pretended nothing happened, lowered his head and poked a snack into his mouth with a fork: "Then eat more."

The dim sum is made of sweet-scented osmanthus and glutinous rice. It tastes like maple syrup. It is sweet and soft, which Huo Yan likes very much. But for Yu Mingye, who is not addicted to sugar, it is somewhat too sweet.He bite the bullet and ate it, and had to pretend that it tasted good, but it was really unnatural, so he took a sip of tea from his teacup to cover it up.

Huo Yan was originally teasing him, but seeing his uncomfortable face and not daring to say anything, he took back his fork and ate by himself, without forcing him anymore.

They haven't been able to sit together and have a meal like this for a while, no matter how much they worry about, they put it down for a while, and tacitly didn't bring it up at the dinner table.But the good times didn't last long. Before they had time to leave the restaurant, Yu Mingye received a message from the old house.

"Medical examination report." Yu Mingye glanced down and said to Huo Yan.

The frequency of hearing these four words recently is a bit too high, and every time it is not good news, the original smile on Huo Yan's face quickly disappeared from the corner of his mouth, he nodded, and stopped talking.

Yu Mingye clicked on the electronic medical examination report, which was more than ten pages thick, and his complexion became worse after turning a few pages.

"……What's wrong?"

Seeing him turn over and look back again, Huo Yan couldn't help asking.

The waiter had quietly exited the room at some point, leaving only the two of them. Huo Yan leaned over to look, but Yu Mingye deliberately covered the phone screen.

"Yanyan, let's discuss something." He said, "Go to the car."

This place belongs to his friend, Yu Mingye is not worried about the issue of confidentiality, but the restaurant is considered a public place after all, so it is really inappropriate to talk about it here.

When he said that, Huo Yan had roughly guessed what he was going to talk about.The car was waiting outside. Yu Mingye led Huo Yan to let him go up first, and then stepped into the car by himself. During this process, he deliberately locked the phone screen, but Huo Yan couldn't find it even if he wanted to take a sneak peek. Chance.

The more Yu Mingye didn't want him to watch, the more uneasy Huo Yan felt. The good mood just now flew away like a blown dandelion. Sitting beside Yu Mingye, he looked like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced.

But Yu Mingye kept silent, and seemed to be in a lower mood than expected, so Huo Yan had no choice but to ask straightforwardly: "What do you want to discuss? About the child?"

Huo Yan's inspection in the old house was no more cumbersome than the last time Sang Song came to do it, but some projects had not been done before, and the mode was more traditional, and Huo Yan himself could not say for sure what the result would be.But the old lady made it clear that she wanted to keep the child, and she probably would not agree with Yu Mingye's long-standing proposition to abort the child.

In fact, he wasn't sure whether he wanted to keep this child, but Yu Mingye didn't show that he cared about him so much, Huo Yan couldn't think about it—although it was an accident, this was still their child.

They don't actually have the power to kill their children's chances of survival.Huo Yan thought.

He was not ready to conceive, and the child may not be ready to come into this world. After all, no one has the right to decide whether other people live or not, not even the biological parents.

But Yu Mingye still said: "The child may still have to be aborted."

Even though he had already guessed the answer, Huo Yan still found it difficult to accept his firm attitude: "Why?"

"You have a tendency to be slightly depressed, and you also have problems with glandular function. After evaluation and discussion by the doctor, it is not recommended that you get pregnant now." Yu Mingye said, "...not only is it bad for yourself, but it will also affect your child. If you persist, he will There may be congenital disorders after birth."

He spoke very slowly, but he spoke clearly. On the one hand, he ensured that Huo Yan could listen to what he said. On the other hand, it was actually not easy for him to say these words.

After all, it belonged to him and Huo Yan's child.Even though there may be a second or third in the future, the position of this one will never change.

Huo Yan complained that he was too indifferent to this child, and even had a little rebellious psychology because of it. He understood these small emotions, but if he didn't make a decision and act tougher, Huo Yan alone might procrastinate. It was not until there was really no room for change that the child was born.

He didn't want such a thing to happen, not to mention whether the child will have a congenital disease that is difficult to cure, but how much Huo Yan will suffer because of it is unimaginable.

"I know you're sad," Yu Mingye held Huo Yan's cold hand and said in a low voice, "but your illness is more serious than imagined, and you need to take care of it. We'll get another one when you recover, okay?"

Huo Yan has been using pheromone inhibitors since he was an adult, and he also used emergency inhibitors more than once during this period, which caused great damage to his body functions.In particular, he is an unmarked omega. Sex/behavioural appeasement alone is actually not enough to adjust these damages during each estrous period. After the last temporary marking, the situation has improved temporarily, but the broken line representing the working efficiency of the glands There was only a small peak, and it went down quickly.

His situation has not been substantially improved, and it can even be said to be getting worse.Yu Mingye didn't realize this, so he didn't ask the doctor to do a detailed examination for him in time. Last time, Dr. Xu gave him a not-so-good answer after a simple examination at his residence in Huaigang, but after the temporary mark, Huo Yan As the situation improved, they forgot about this matter and did not deal with it in time.

Thinking about it now, Dr. Xu's conclusion at that time has already made Huo Yan's problem very clear.

"His hormone level is unstable, which may be the reason for the long-term injection of inhibitors. The specific extent of the impact is still uncertain, but it is not very optimistic."

If they are dealt with in time, whether it is a lifetime mark or other treatment methods, they will not fall into the situation where they are now riding a tiger.

It's impossible to say that you don't blame yourself, but Yu Mingye must be firm enough now, otherwise Huo Yan will still soften his heart.

He needs someone to make decisions for him. Yu Mingye doesn't mind being this villain, as long as the final result is good for Huo Yan.

At the end of February, they released the child in a private hospital.

After Huo Yan came out of the operating room, he didn't say anything, his face was as white as paper. Yu Mingye stayed with him by the hospital bed for most of the day, and was called out by a phone call asking for a crime.

The old lady has great powers, and in the past ten hours, she has learned about this matter under layers of secrecy, and called to ask Yu Mingye why he agreed with Huo Yan to kill the child.

"I insisted that he do this." Yu Mingye left the single ward with his mobile phone, walked to the balcony outside, and then said, "We will have another child when Yanyan recuperates, so you don't have to worry too much .”

His grandma sneered, and said in a bad tone: "An undetermined medical report scares you like this. No one said that you can't keep the child, so you rushed him to have an abortion, because you were afraid that I would stop you. ?”

She had already seen that Huo Yan's condition was not right, but in order to let Yu Mingye keep the child, she still instructed the family doctor to revise the final suggestion part of the medical examination report.Unexpectedly, Yu Mingye didn't care what the doctor suggested at all, he went through the whole report carefully and made a decision directly.

When she got the news, her steadfast eldest grandson had already done a good job of keeping the secrecy secret, and quietly took him to the hospital to perform the operation.She didn't even have a chance to stop her, so she could only call Qiu Hou to ask her guilt.

But Yu Mingye wasn't afraid of her in the first place, and she said everything without pain or itching, and finally said a few words, and hung up the phone unhappily.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't care much about Huo Yan's situation, but just said a few words for the child who was no longer there.

"You're not young anymore, it's time to be a father." She said meaningfully, "I don't care where the child comes from, you can handle it yourself, okay?"

"I won't have an illegitimate child, don't worry."

For the first time, Yu Mingye took the initiative to hang up her phone.

At the end of this unpleasant call, he stood on the balcony for a while, originally wanting to smoke a cigarette, but then remembered that he hadn't brought a cigarette for a long time, so he had to go back to the ward to see how Huo Yan was doing.

The sound of Yu Mingye closing the door was very soft. He thought Huo Yan had fallen asleep. After all, the other party was lying on the bed in the same posture as before he went out, but when he walked lightly to the bedside, he heard whispers from under the blanket Another soft cry.

Like a kitten in the rain, it doesn't even have a big ups and downs in breathing, and the sound it makes is even softer, but it's different in Yu Mingye's ears.

He has never been in a hurry, but in this matter, Yu Mingye suddenly lost his position to comfort Huo Yan.

Huo Yan is too young and has not been marked by alpha. He should not have endured these physical and mental pains.It was his carelessness that caused Huo Yan to go through this.

Huo Yan was originally an exchange student in Italy, and he could have a better future after returning, but he was tied to him early on. Later, he was forced to return to China temporarily because of his pregnancy, so the matter of studying abroad could only be temporarily put on hold.He owed Huo Yan a lot in this matter, and he should make it up to Huo Yan as much as possible, whether it was due to his partner's obligations or otherwise.

But he couldn't do anything except leaning down to give Huo Yan a hug.

"Yanyan," he said, "I'm sorry for making you suffer."

The crying in the quilt stopped for a moment, he peeled off the quilt to look at Huo Yan's face, but Huo Yan suddenly stretched out his arms to hug him.

He finally cried out loud.